Josephlefthisstudioandwentdowntobreakfastwithhismother;butPhilippe’sconfessionhadtakenawayhisappetite。HetookMadameDescoingsasideandtoldhertheterriblenews。Theoldwomanmadeafrightenedexclamation,letfallthesaucepanofmilkshehadinherhand,andflungherselfintoachair。Agatherushedin;fromoneexclamationtoanotherthemothergatheredthefataltruth。
“He!tofailinhonor!thesonofBridautotakethemoneythatwastrustedtohim!“
Thewidowtrembledineverylimb;hereyesdilatedandthengrewfixed;shesatdownandburstintotears。
“Whereishe?“shecriedamidthesobs。“PerhapshehasflunghimselfintotheSeine。“
“Youmustnotgiveupallhope,“saidMadameDescoings,“becauseapoorladhasmetwithabadwomanwhohasledhimtodowrong。Dearme!weseethateveryday。Philippehashadsuchmisfortunes!hehashadsolittlechancetobehappyandlovedthatweoughtnottobesurprisedathispassionforthatcreature。Allpassionsleadtoexcess。Myownlifeisnotwithoutreproachofthatkind,andyetI
callmyselfanhonestwoman。Asinglefaultisnotvice;andafterall,itisonlythosewhodonothingthatareneverdeceived。“
Agathe’sdespairovercamehersomuchthatJosephandtheDescoingswereobligedtolessenPhilippe’swrong-doingsbyassuringherthatsuchthingshappenedinallfamilies。
“Butheistwenty-eightyearsold,“criedAgathe,“heisnolongerachild。“
Terriblerevelationoftheinwardthoughtofthepoorwomanontheconductofherson。
“Mother,Iassureyouhethoughtonlyofyoursufferingsandofthewronghehaddoneyou,“saidJoseph。
“Oh,myGod!lethimcomebacktome,lethimlive,andIwillforgiveall,“criedthepoormother,towhosemindahorriblevisionofPhilippedraggeddeadoutoftheriverpresenteditself。
Gloomysilencereignedforashorttime。Thedaywentbywithcruelalternationsofhopeandfear;allthreerantothewindowattheleastsound,andgavewaytoeverysortofconjecture。Whilethefamilywerethusgrieving,Philippewasquietlygettingmattersinorderathisoffice。Hehadtheaudacitytogiveinhisaccountswithastatementthat,fearingsomeaccident,hehadretainedelevenhundredfrancsathisownhouseforsafekeeping。Thescoundrellefttheofficeatfiveo’clock,takingfivehundredfrancsmorefromthedesk,andcoollywenttoagambling-house,whichhehadnotenteredsincehisconnectionwiththepaper,forheknewverywellthatacashiermustnotbeseentofrequentsuchaplace。Thefellowwasnotwantinginacumen。HispastconductprovedthathederivedmorefromhisgrandfatherRougetthanfromhisvirtuoussire,Bridau。Perhapshemighthavemadeagoodgeneral;butinprivatelife,hewasoneofthoseutterscoundrelswhosheltertheirschemesandtheirevilactionsbehindascreenofstrictlegality,andtheprivacyofthefamilyroof。
AtthisconjuncturePhilippemaintainedhiscoolness。Hewonatfirst,andgainedasmuchassixthousandfrancs;buthelethimselfbedazzledbytheideaofgettingoutofhisdifficultiesatonestroke。
Heleftthetrente-et-quarante,hearingthattheblackhadcomeupsixteentimesattheroulettetable,andwasabouttoputfivethousandfrancsonthered,whentheblackcameupfortheseventeenthtime。Thecolonelthenputathousandfrancsontheblackandwon。Inspiteofthisremarkablepieceofluck,hisheadgrewweary;hefeltit,thoughhecontinuedtoplay。Butthatdiviningsensewhichleadsagambler,andwhichcomesinflashes,wasalreadyfailinghim。
Intermittentperceptions,sofataltoallgamblers,setin。Lucidityofmind,liketheraysofthesun,canhavenoeffectexceptbythecontinuityofadirectline;itcandivineonlyonconditionofnotbreakingthatline;thecurvettingsofchancebemuddleit。Philippelostall。Aftersuchastrain,thecarelessmindaswellasthebravestweakens。WhenPhilippewenthomethatnighthewasnotthinkingofsuicide,forhehadneverreallymeanttokillhimself;henolongerthoughtofhislostplace,norofthesacrificedsecurity,norofhismother,norofMariette,thecauseofhisruin;hewalkedalongmechanically。Whenhegothome,hismotherintears,MadameDescoings,andJoseph,allfellonhisneckandkissedhimandbroughthimjoyfullytoaseatbythefire。
“Blessme!“thoughthe,“thethreathasworked。“
Thebruteatonceassumedanairsuitabletotheoccasion;allthemoreeasily,becausehisill-luckatcardshaddeeplydepressedhim。
SeeingheratrociousBenjaminsopaleandwoe-begone,thepoormotherkneltbesidehim,kissedhishands,pressedthemtoherheart,andgazedathimforalongtimewitheyesswimmingintears。
“Philippe,“shesaid,inachokingvoice,“promisenottokillyourself,andallshallbeforgotten。“
PhilippelookedathissorrowingbrotherandatMadameDescoings,whoseeyeswerefulloftears,andthoughttohimself,“Theyaregoodcreatures。“Thenhetookhismotherinhisarms,raisedherandputheronhisknee,pressedhertohisheartandwhisperedashekissedher,“Forthesecondtime,yougivemelife。“
TheDescoingsmanagedtoserveanexcellentdinner,andtoaddtwobottlesofoldwinewithalittle“liqueurdesiles,“atreasureleftoverfromherformerbusiness。
“Agathe,“shesaidatdessert,“wemustlethimsmokehiscigars,“andsheofferedsometoPhilippe。
Thesetwopoorcreaturesfanciedthatiftheyletthefellowtakehisease,hewouldlikehishomeandstayinit;both,therefore,triedtoendurehistobacco-smoke,thougheachloathedit。ThatsacrificewasnotsomuchasnoticedbyPhilippe。
Onthemorrow,Agathelookedtenyearsolder。Herterrorscalmed,reflectioncamebacktoher,andthepoorwomanhadnotclosedaneyethroughoutthathorriblenight。Shewasnowreducedtosixhundredfrancsayear。MadameDescoings,likeallfatwomenfondofgoodeating,wasgrowingheavy;hersteponthestaircasesoundedlikethechoppingoflogs;shemightdieatanymoment;withherlife,fourthousandfrancswoulddisappear。Whatfollytorelyonthatresource!
Whatshouldshedo?Whatwouldbecomeofthem?Withhermindmadeuptobecomeasick-nurseratherthanbesupportedbyherchildren,Agathedidnotthinkofherself。ButPhilippe?whatwouldhedoifreducedtoliveonthefivehundredfrancsofanofficeroftheLegionofhonor?Duringthepastelevenyears,MadameDescoings,bygivingupthreethousandfrancsayear,hadpaidherdebttwiceover,butshestillcontinuedtosacrificehergrandson’sintereststothoseoftheBridaufamily。ThoughallAgathe’shonorableanduprightfeelingswereshockedbythisterribledisaster,shesaidtoherself:“Poorboy!isithisfault?Heisfaithfultohisoath。Ihavedonewrongnottomarryhim。IfIhadfoundhimawife,hewouldnothavegotentangledwiththisdanseuse。Hehassuchavigorousconstitution——“
MadameDescoingshadlikewisereflectedduringthenightastothebestwayofsavingthehonorofthefamily。Atdaybreak,shegotoutofbedandwenttoherfriend’sroom。
“NeitheryounorPhilippeshouldmanagethisdelicatematter,“sheurged。“OurtwooldfriendsDuBruelandClaparonaredead,butwestillhaveDesroches,whoisverysagacious。I’llgoandseehimthismorning。HecantellthenewspaperpeoplethatPhilippetrustedafriendandhasbeenmadeavictim;thathisweaknessinsuchrespectsmakeshimunfittobeacashier;whathasnowhappenedmayhappenagain,andthatPhilippepreferstoresign。Thatwillpreventhisbeingturnedoff。“
Agathe,seeingthatthisbusinessliewouldsavethehonorofherson,atanyrateintheeyesofstrangers,kissedMadameDescoings,whowentoutearlytomakeanendofthedreadfulaffair。
Philippe,meanwhile,hadsleptthesleepofthejust。“Sheissly,thatoldwoman,“heremarked,whenhismotherexplainedtohimwhybreakfastwaslate。
OldDesroches,thelastremainingfriendofthesetwopoorwomen,who,inspiteofhisharshnature,neverforgotthatBridauhadobtainedforhimhisplace,fulfilledlikeanaccomplisheddiplomatthedelicatemissionMadameDescoingshadconfidedtohim。Hecametodinethateveningwiththefamily,andnotifiedAgathethatshemustgothenextdaytotheTreasury,rueVivienne,signthetransferofthefundsinvolved,andobtainacouponforthesixhundredfrancsayearwhichstillremainedtoher。TheoldclerkdidnotleavetheafflictedhouseholdthatnightwithoutobligingPhilippetosignapetitiontotheministerofwar,askingforhisreinstatementintheactivearmy。
Desrochespromisedthetwowomentofollowupthepetitionatthewaroffice,andtoprofitbythetriumphofacertaindukeoverPhilippeinthematterofthedanseuse,andsoobtainthatnobleman’sinfluence。
“Philippewillbelieutenant-colonelintheDucdeMaufrigneuse’sregimentwithinthreemonths,“hedeclared,“andyouwillberidofhim。“
Desrocheswentaway,smotheredwithblessingsfromthetwopoorwidowsandJoseph。Astothenewspaper,itceasedtoexistattheendoftwomonths,justasFinothadpredicted。Philippe’scrimehad,therefore,sofarastheworldknew,noconsequences。ButAgathe’smotherhoodhadreceivedadeadlywound。Herbeliefinhersononceshaken,shelivedinperpetualfear,mingledwithsomesatisfactions,asshesawherworstapprehensionsunrealized。
WhenmenlikePhilippe,whoareendowedwithphysicalcourage,andyetarecowardlyandignobleintheirmoralbeing,seemattersandthingsresumingtheiraccustomedcourseaboutthemaftersomecatastropheinwhichtheirhonoranddecencyiswell-nighlost,suchfamilykindness,oranyshowoffriendlinesstowardsthemisapremiumofencouragement。Theycountonimpunity;theirmindsdistorted,theirpassionsgratified,onlypromptthemtostudyhowithappenedthattheysucceededingettingroundallsociallaws;theresultistheybecomealarminglyadroit。
Afortnightlater,Philippe,oncemoreamanofleisure,lazyandbored,renewedhisfatalcafelife,——hisdrams,hislonggamesofbilliardsembellishedwithpunch,hisnightlyresorttothegambling-