Therewasapause。
“JenkinsonofCats——d’youstillkeepupwithhim?“askedAmbrose。
“Asmuchasoneeverdoes,“saidMr。Pepper。“Wemeetannually。
Thisyearhehashadthemisfortunetolosehiswife,whichmadeitpainful,ofcourse。“
“Verypainful,“Ridleyagreed。
“There’sanunmarrieddaughterwhokeepshouseforhim,Ibelieve,butit’sneverthesame,notathisage。“
Bothgentlemennoddedsagelyastheycarvedtheirapples。
“Therewasabook,wasn’tthere?“Ridleyenquired。
“There_was_abook,buttherenever_will_beabook,“saidMr。Pepperwithsuchfiercenessthatbothladieslookedupathim。
“Thereneverwillbeabook,becausesomeoneelsehaswrittenitforhim,“saidMr。Pepperwithconsiderableacidity。
“That’swhatcomesofputtingthingsoff,andcollectingfossils,andstickingNormanarchesonone’spigsties。“
“IconfessIsympathise,“saidRidleywithamelancholysigh。
“Ihaveaweaknessforpeoplewhocan’tbegin。“
“……Theaccumulationsofalifetimewasted,“continuedMr。pepper。
“Hehadaccumulationsenoughtofillabarn。“
“It’savicethatsomeofusescape,“saidRidley。“OurfriendMileshasanotherworkoutto-day。“
Mr。Peppergaveanacidlittlelaugh。“Accordingtomycalculations,“
hesaid,“hehasproducedtwovolumesandahalfannually,which,allowingfortimespentinthecradleandsoforth,showsacommendableindustry。“
“Yes,theoldMaster’ssayingofhimhasbeenprettywellrealised,“
saidRidley。
“Awaytheyhad,“saidMr。Pepper。“YouknowtheBrucecollection?——
notforpublication,ofcourse。“
“Ishouldsupposenot,“saidRidleysignificantly。“ForaDivinehewas——remarkablyfree。“
“ThePumpinNeville’sRow,forexample?“enquiredMr。Pepper。
“Precisely,“saidAmbrose。
Eachoftheladies,beingafterthefashionoftheirsex,highlytrainedinpromotingmen’stalkwithoutlisteningtoit,couldthink——abouttheeducationofchildren,abouttheuseoffogsirensinanopera——withoutbetrayingherself。OnlyitstruckHelenthatRachelwasperhapstoostillforahostess,andthatshemighthavedonesomethingwithherhands。
“Perhaps——?“shesaidatlength,uponwhichtheyroseandleft,vaguelytothesurpriseofthegentlemen,whohadeitherthoughtthemattentiveorhadforgottentheirpresence。
“Ah,onecouldtellstrangestoriesoftheolddays,“theyheardRidleysay,ashesankintohischairagain。Glancingback,atthedoorway,theysawMr。Pepperasthoughhehadsuddenlyloosenedhisclothes,andhadbecomeavivaciousandmaliciousoldape。
Windingveilsroundtheirheads,thewomenwalkedondeck。
Theywerenowmovingsteadilydowntheriver,passingthedarkshapesofshipsatanchor,andLondonwasaswarmoflightswithapaleyellowcanopydroopingaboveit。Therewerethelightsofthegreattheatres,thelightsofthelongstreets,lightsthatindicatedhugesquaresofdomesticcomfort,lightsthathunghighinair。Nodarknesswouldeversettleuponthoselamps,asnodarknesshadsettleduponthemforhundredsofyears。Itseemeddreadfulthatthetownshouldblazeforeverinthesamespot;
dreadfulatleasttopeoplegoingawaytoadventureuponthesea,andbeholdingitasacircumscribedmound,eternallyburnt,eternallyscarred。Fromthedeckoftheshipthegreatcityappearedacrouchedandcowardlyfigure,asedentarymiser。
Leaningovertherail,sidebyside,Helensaid,“Won’tyoubecold?“
Rachelreplied,“No……Howbeautiful!“sheaddedamomentlater。
Verylittlewasvisible——afewmasts,ashadowoflandhere,alineofbrilliantwindowsthere。Theytriedtomakeheadagainstthewind。
“Itblows——itblows!“gaspedRachel,thewordsrammeddownherthroat。
Strugglingbyherside,Helenwassuddenlyovercomebythespiritofmovement,andpushedalongwithherskirtswrappingthemselvesroundherknees,andbotharmstoherhair。Butslowlytheintoxicationofmovementdieddown,andthewindbecameroughandchilly。
Theylookedthroughachinkintheblindandsawthatlongcigarswerebeingsmokedinthedining-room;theysawMr。Ambrosethrowhimselfviolentlyagainstthebackofhischair,whileMr。Peppercrinkledhischeeksasthoughtheyhadbeencutinwood。
Theghostofaroaroflaughtercameouttothem,andwasdrownedatonceinthewind。Inthedryyellow-lightedroomMr。PepperandMr。Ambrosewereobliviousofalltumult;theywereinCambridge,anditwasprobablyabouttheyear1875。
“They’reoldfriends,“saidHelen,smilingatthesight。
“Now,istherearoomforustositin?“
Rachelopenedadoor。
“It’smorelikealandingthanaroom,“shesaid。Indeedithadnothingoftheshutstationarycharacterofaroomonshore。
Atablewasrootedinthemiddle,andseatswerestucktothesides。
Happilythetropicalsunshadbleachedthetapestriestoafadedblue-greencolour,andthemirrorwithitsframeofshells,theworkofthesteward’slove,whenthetimehungheavyinthesouthernseas,wasquaintratherthanugly。Twistedshellswithredlipslikeunicorn’shornsornamentedthemantelpiece,whichwasdrapedbyapallofpurpleplushfromwhichdependedacertainnumberofballs。
Twowindowsopenedontothedeck,andthelightbeatingthroughthemwhentheshipwasroastedontheAmazonshadturnedtheprintsontheoppositewalltoafaintyellowcolour,sothat“TheColiseum“
wasscarcelytobedistinguishedfromQueenAlexandraplayingwithherSpaniels。Apairofwickerarm-chairsbythefiresideinvitedonetowarmone’shandsatagratefullofgiltshavings;
agreatlampswungabovethetable——thekindoflampwhichmakesthelightofcivilisationacrossdarkfieldstoonewalkinginthecountry。
“It’soddthateveryoneshouldbeanoldfriendofMr。Pepper’s,“
Rachelstartednervously,forthesituationwasdifficult,theroomcold,andHelencuriouslysilent。
“Isupposeyoutakehimforgranted?“saidheraunt。
“He’slikethis,“saidRachel,lightingonafossilisedfishinabasin,anddisplayingit。
“Iexpectyou’retoosevere,“Helenremarked。
Rachelimmediatelytriedtoqualifywhatshehadsaidagainstherbelief。
“Idon’treallyknowhim,“shesaid,andtookrefugeinfacts,believingthatelderlypeoplereallylikethembetterthanfeelings。
SheproducedwhatsheknewofWilliamPepper。ShetoldHelenthathealwayscalledonSundayswhentheywereathome;heknewaboutagreatmanythings——aboutmathematics,history,Greek,zoology,economics,andtheIcelandicSagas。HehadturnedPersianpoetryintoEnglishprose,andEnglishproseintoGreekiambics;
hewasanauthorityuponcoins;and——oneotherthing——ohyes,shethoughtitwasvehiculartraffic。
Hewashereeithertogetthingsoutofthesea,ortowriteupontheprobablecourseofOdysseus,forGreekafterallwashishobby。
“I’vegotallhispamphlets,“shesaid。“Littlepamphlets。
Littleyellowbooks。“Itdidnotappearthatshehadreadthem。
“Hasheeverbeeninlove?“askedHelen,whohadchosenaseat。
Thiswasunexpectedlytothepoint。
“Hisheart’sapieceofoldshoeleather,“Racheldeclared,droppingthefish。Butwhenquestionedshehadtoownthatshehadneveraskedhim。
“Ishallaskhim,“saidHelen。
“ThelasttimeIsawyou,youwerebuyingapiano,“shecontinued。
“Doyouremember——thepiano,theroomintheattic,andthegreatplantswiththeprickles?“
“Yes,andmyauntssaidthepianowouldcomethroughthefloor,butattheirageonewouldn’tmindbeingkilledinthenight?“
sheenquired。
“IheardfromAuntBessienotlongago,“Helenstated。“Sheisafraidthatyouwillspoilyourarmsifyouinsistuponsomuchpractising。“
“Themusclesoftheforearm——andthenonewon’tmarry?“
“Shedidn’tputitquitelikethat,“repliedMrs。Ambrose。
“Oh,no——ofcourseshewouldn’t,“saidRachelwithasigh。
Helenlookedather。Herfacewasweakratherthandecided,savedfrominsipiditybythelargeenquiringeyes;deniedbeauty,nowthatshewasshelteredindoors,bythelackofcolouranddefiniteoutline。Moreover,ahesitationinspeaking,orratheratendencytousethewrongwords,madeherseemmorethannormallyincompetentforheryears。Mrs。Ambrose,whohadbeenspeakingmuchatrandom,nowreflectedthatshecertainlydidnotlookforwardtotheintimacyofthreeorfourweeksonboardshipwhichwasthreatened。
Womenofherownageusuallyboringher,shesupposedthatgirlswouldbeworse。SheglancedatRachelagain。Yes!howclearitwasthatshewouldbevacillating,emotional,andwhenyousaidsomethingtoheritwouldmakenomorelastingimpressionthanthestrokeofastickuponwater。Therewasnothingtotakeholdofingirls——nothinghard,permanent,satisfactory。DidWilloughbysaythreeweeks,ordidhesayfour?Shetriedtoremember。
Atthispoint,however,thedooropenedandatallburlymanenteredtheroom,cameforwardandshookHelen’shandwithanemotionalkindofheartiness,Willoughbyhimself,Rachel’sfather,Helen’sbrother-in-law。Asagreatdealoffleshwouldhavebeenneededtomakeafatmanofhim,hisframebeingsolarge,hewasnotfat;hisfacewasalargeframeworktoo,looking,bythesmallnessofthefeaturesandtheglowinthehollowofthecheek,morefittedtowithstandassaultsoftheweatherthantoexpresssentimentsandemotions,ortorespondtotheminothers。
“Itisagreatpleasurethatyouhavecome,“hesaid,“forbothofus。“
Rachelmurmuredinobediencetoherfather’sglance。
“We’lldoourbesttomakeyoucomfortable。AndRidley。Wethinkitanhonourtohavechargeofhim。Pepper’llhavesomeonetocontradicthim——whichIdaren’tdo。Youfindthischildgrown,don’tyou?Ayoungwoman,eh?“
StillholdingHelen’shandhedrewhisarmroundRachel’sshoulder,thusmakingthemcomeuncomfortablyclose,butHelenforboretolook。
“Youthinkshedoesuscredit?“heasked。
“Ohyes,“saidHelen。
“Becauseweexpectgreatthingsofher,“hecontinued,squeezinghisdaughter’sarmandreleasingher。“Butaboutyounow。“Theysatdownsidebysideonthelittlesofa。“Didyouleavethechildrenwell?
They’llbereadyforschool,Isuppose。DotheytakeafteryouorAmbrose?They’vegotgoodheadsontheirshoulders,I’llbebound?“
AtthisHelenimmediatelybrightenedmorethanshehadyetdone,andexplainedthathersonwassixandherdaughterten。
EverybodysaidthatherboywaslikeherandhergirllikeRidley。
Asforbrains,theywerequickbrats,shethought,andmodestlysheventuredonalittlestoryaboutherson,——howleftaloneforaminutehehadtakenthepatofbutterinhisfingers,runacrosstheroomwithit,andputitonthefire——merelyforthefunofthething,afeelingwhichshecouldunderstand。
“Andyouhadtoshowtheyoungrascalthatthesetrickswouldn’tdo,eh?“
“Achildofsix?Idon’tthinktheymatter。“
“I’manold-fashionedfather。“
“Nonsense,Willoughby;Rachelknowsbetter。“
MuchasWilloughbywoulddoubtlesshavelikedhisdaughtertopraisehimshedidnot;hereyeswereunreflectingaswater,herfingersstilltoyingwiththefossilisedfish,hermindabsent。
TheelderpeoplewentontospeakofarrangementsthatcouldbemadeforRidley’scomfort——atableplacedwherehecouldn’thelplookingatthesea,farfromboilers,atthesametimeshelteredfromtheviewofpeoplepassing。Unlesshemadethisaholiday,whenhisbookswereallpacked,hewouldhavenoholidaywhatever;