Thenextfewmonthspassedaway,asmanyyearscanpassaway,withoutdefiniteevents,andyet,ifsuddenlydisturbed,itwouldbeseenthatsuchmonthsoryearshadacharacterunlikeothers。
ThethreemonthswhichhadpassedhadbroughtthemtothebeginningofMarch。Theclimatehadkeptitspromise,andthechangeofseasonfromwintertospringhadmadeverylittledifference,sothatHelen,whowassittinginthedrawing-roomwithapeninherhand,couldkeepthewindowsopenthoughagreatfireoflogsburntononesideofher。Below,theseawasstillblueandtheroofsstillbrownandwhite,thoughthedaywasfadingrapidly。
Itwasduskintheroom,which,largeandemptyatalltimes,nowappearedlargerandemptierthanusual。Herownfigure,asshesatwritingwithapadonherknee,sharedthegeneraleffectofsizeandlackofdetail,fortheflameswhichranalongthebranches,suddenlydevouringlittlegreentufts,burntintermittentlyandsentirregularilluminationsacrossherfaceandtheplasterwalls。
Therewerenopicturesonthewallsbuthereandthereboughsladenwithheavy-petalledflowersspreadwidelyagainstthem。
Ofthebooksfallenonthebarefloorandheapeduponthelargetable,itwasonlypossibleinthislighttotracetheoutline。
Mrs。Ambrosewaswritingaverylongletter。Beginning“DearBernard,“
itwentontodescribewhathadbeenhappeningintheVillaSanGervasioduringthepastthreemonths,as,forinstance,thattheyhadhadtheBritishConsultodinner,andhadbeentakenoveraSpanishman-of-war,andhadseenagreatmanyprocessionsandreligiousfestivals,whichweresobeautifulthatMrs。Ambrosecouldn’tconceivewhy,ifpeoplemusthaveareligion,theydidn’tallbecomeRomanCatholics。
Theyhadmadeseveralexpeditionsthoughnoneofanylength。Itwasworthcomingifonlyforthesakeofthefloweringtreeswhichgrewwildquitenearthehouse,andtheamazingcoloursofseaandearth。
Theearth,insteadofbeingbrown,wasred,purple,green。“Youwon’tbelieveme,“sheadded,“thereisnocolourlikeitinEngland。“
Sheadopted,indeed,acondescendingtonetowardsthatpoorisland,whichwasnowadvancingchillycrocusesandnippedvioletsinnooks,incopses,incosycorners,tendedbyrosyoldgardenersinmufflers,whowerealwaystouchingtheirhatsandbobbingobsequiously。
Shewentontoderidetheislandersthemselves。RumoursofLondonallinafermentoveraGeneralElectionhadreachedthemevenouthere。
“Itseemsincredible,“shewenton,“thatpeopleshouldcarewhetherAsquithisinorAustenChamberlinout,andwhileyouscreamyourselveshoarseaboutpoliticsyoulettheonlypeoplewhoaretryingforsomethinggoodstarveorsimplylaughatthem。Whenhaveyoueverencouragedalivingartist?Orboughthisbestwork?Whyareyouallsouglyandsoservile?Heretheservantsarehumanbeings。
Theytalktooneasiftheywereequals。AsfarasIcantelltherearenoaristocrats。“
PerhapsitwasthementionofaristocratsthatremindedherofRichardDallowayandRachel,forsheranonwiththesamepenfultodescribeherniece。
“It’sanoddfatethathasputmeinchargeofagirl,“shewrote,“consideringthatIhavenevergotonwellwithwomen,orhadmuchtodowiththem。However,ImustretractsomeofthethingsthatI
havesaidagainstthem。IftheywereproperlyeducatedIdon’tseewhytheyshouldn’tbemuchthesameasmen——assatisfactoryImean;
though,ofcourse,verydifferent。Thequestionis,howshouldoneeducatethem。Thepresentmethodseemstomeabominable。
Thisgirl,thoughtwenty-four,hadneverheardthatmendesiredwomen,and,untilIexplainedit,didnotknowhowchildrenwereborn。
Herignoranceuponothermattersasimportant“hereMrs。Ambrose’slettermaynotbequoted……“wascomplete。Itseemstomenotmerelyfoolishbutcriminaltobringpeopleuplikethat。Letalonethesufferingtothem,itexplainswhywomenarewhattheyare——
thewonderisthey’renoworse。Ihavetakenituponmyselftoenlightenher,andnow,thoughstillagooddealprejudicedandliabletoexaggerate,sheismoreorlessareasonablehumanbeing。
Keepingthemignorant,ofcourse,defeatsitsownobject,andwhentheybegintounderstandtheytakeitallmuchtooseriously。
Mybrother-in-lawreallydeservedacatastrophe——whichhewon’tget。
Inowprayforayoungmantocometomyhelp;someone,Imean,whowouldtalktoheropenly,andprovehowabsurdmostofherideasaboutlifeare。Unluckilysuchmenseemalmostasrareasthewomen。
TheEnglishcolonycertainlydoesn’tprovideone;artists,merchants,cultivatedpeople——theyarestupid,conventional,andflirtatious……“Sheceased,andwithherpeninherhandsatlookingintothefire,makingthelogsintocavesandmountains,forithadgrowntoodarktogoonwriting。Moreover,thehousebegantostirasthehourofdinnerapproached;shecouldheartheplatesbeingchinkedinthedining-roomnextdoor,andChaileyinstructingtheSpanishgirlwheretoputthingsdowninvigorousEnglish。Thebellrang;
sherose,metRidleyandRacheloutside,andtheyallwentintodinner。
ThreemonthshadmadebutlittledifferenceintheappearanceeitherofRidleyorRachel;yetakeenobservermighthavethoughtthatthegirlwasmoredefiniteandself-confidentinhermannerthanbefore。
Herskinwasbrown,hereyescertainlybrighter,andsheattendedtowhatwassaidasthoughshemightbegoingtocontradictit。
Themealbeganwiththecomfortablesilenceofpeoplewhoarequiteattheireasetogether。ThenRidley,leaningonhiselbowandlookingoutofthewindow,observedthatitwasalovelynight。
“Yes,“saidHelen。Sheadded,“Theseason’sbegun,“lookingatthelightsbeneaththem。SheaskedMariainSpanishwhetherthehotelwasnotfillingupwithvisitors。Mariainformedherwithpridethattherewouldcomeatimewhenitwaspositivelydifficulttobuyeggs——theshopkeeperswouldnotmindwhatpricestheyasked;
theywouldgetthem,atanyrate,fromtheEnglish。
“That’sanEnglishsteamerinthebay,“saidRachel,lookingatatriangleoflightsbelow。“Shecameinearlythismorning。“
“Thenwemayhopeforsomelettersandsendoursback,“saidHelen。
ForsomereasonthementionoflettersalwaysmadeRidleygroan,andtherestofthemealpassedinabriskargumentbetweenhusbandandwifeastowhetherhewasorwasnotwhollyignoredbytheentirecivilisedworld。
“Consideringthelastbatch,“saidHelen,“youdeservebeating。
Youwereaskedtolecture,youwereofferedadegree,andsomesillywomanpraisednotonlyyourbooksbutyourbeauty——shesaidhewaswhatShelleywouldhavebeenifShelleyhadlivedtofifty-fiveandgrownabeard。Really,Ridley,Ithinkyou’rethevainestmanIknow,“
sheended,risingfromthetable,“whichImaytellyouissayingagooddeal。“
Findingherletterlyingbeforethefiresheaddedafewlinestoit,andthenannouncedthatshewasgoingtotakethelettersnow——
Ridleymustbringhis——andRachel?
“Ihopeyou’vewrittentoyourAunts?It’shightime。“
Thewomenputoncloaksandhats,andafterinvitingRidleytocomewiththem,whichheemphaticallyrefusedtodo,exclaimingthatRachelheexpectedtobeafool,butHelensurelyknewbetter,theyturnedtogo。Hestoodoverthefiregazingintothedepthsofthelooking-glass,andcompressinghisfaceintothelikenessofacommandersurveyingafieldofbattle,oramartyrwatchingtheflameslickhistoes,ratherthanthatofasecludedProfessor。
Helenlaidholdofhisbeard。
“AmIafool?“shesaid。
“Letmego,Helen。“
“AmIafool?“sherepeated。
“Vilewoman!“heexclaimed,andkissedher。
“We’llleaveyoutoyourvanities,“shecalledbackastheywentoutofthedoor。
Itwasabeautifulevening,stilllightenoughtoseealongwaydowntheroad,thoughthestarswerecomingout。Thepillar-boxwasletintoahighyellowwallwherethelanemettheroad,andhavingdroppedthelettersintoit,Helenwasforturningback。
“No,no,“saidRachel,takingherbythewrist。“We’regoingtoseelife。Youpromised。“
“Seeinglife“wasthephrasetheyusedfortheirhabitofstrollingthroughthetownafterdark。ThesociallifeofSantaMarinawascarriedonalmostentirelybylamp-light,whichthewarmthofthenightsandthescentsculledfromflowersmadepleasantenough。
Theyoungwomen,withtheirhairmagnificentlysweptincoils,aredflowerbehindtheear,satonthedoorsteps,orissuedoutontobalconies,whiletheyoungmenrangedupanddownbeneath,shoutingupagreetingfromtimetotimeandstoppinghereandtheretoenterintoamoroustalk。Attheopenwindowsmerchantscouldbeseenmakinguptheday’saccount,andolderwomenliftingjarsfromshelftoshelf。Thestreetswerefullofpeople,menforthemostpart,whointerchangedtheirviewsoftheworldastheywalked,orgatheredroundthewine-tablesatthestreetcorner,whereanoldcripplewastwanginghisguitarstrings,whileapoorgirlcriedherpassionatesonginthegutter。ThetwoEnglishwomenexcitedsomefriendlycuriosity,butnoonemolestedthem。
Helensaunteredon,observingthedifferentpeopleintheirshabbyclothes,whoseemedsocarelessandsonatural,withsatisfaction。
“JustthinkoftheMallto-night!“sheexclaimedatlength。
“It’sthefifteenthofMarch。Perhapsthere’saCourt。“
Shethoughtofthecrowdwaitinginthecoldspringairtoseethegrandcarriagesgoby。“It’sverycold,ifit’snotraining,“
shesaid。“Firsttherearemensellingpicturepostcards;thentherearewretchedlittleshop-girlswithroundbandboxes;thentherearebankclerksintailcoats;andthen——anynumberofdressmakers。
PeoplefromSouthKensingtondriveupinahiredfly;officialshaveapairofbays;earls,ontheotherhand,areallowedonefootmantostandupbehind;dukeshavetwo,royaldukes——soIwastold——
havethree;theking,Isuppose,canhaveasmanyashelikes。
Andthepeoplebelieveinit!“
OuthereitseemedasthoughthepeopleofEnglandmustbeshapedinthebodylikethekingsandqueens,knightsandpawnsofthechessboard,sostrangeweretheirdifferences,somarkedandsoimplicitlybelievedin。
Theyhadtopartinordertocircumventacrowd。
“TheybelieveinGod,“saidRachelastheyregainedeachother。
ShemeantthatthepeopleinthecrowdbelievedinHim;forsherememberedthecrosseswithbleedingplasterfiguresthatstoodwherefoot-pathsjoined,andtheinexplicablemysteryofaserviceinaRomanCatholicchurch。
“Weshallneverunderstand!“shesighed。
Theyhadwalkedsomewayanditwasnownight,buttheycouldseealargeirongatealittlewayfartherdowntheroadontheirleft。
“Doyoumeantogorightuptothehotel?“Helenasked。
Rachelgavethegateapush;itswungopen,and,seeingnooneaboutandjudgingthatnothingwasprivateinthiscountry,theywalkedstraighton。Anavenueoftreesranalongtheroad,whichwascompletelystraight。Thetreessuddenlycametoanend;
theroadturnedacorner,andtheyfoundthemselvesconfrontedbyalargesquarebuilding。Theyhadcomeoutuponthebroadterracewhichranroundthehotelandwereonlyafewfeetdistantfromthewindows。Arowoflongwindowsopenedalmosttotheground。
Theywereallofthemuncurtained,andallbrilliantlylighted,sothattheycouldseeeverythinginside。Eachwindowrevealedadifferentsectionofthelifeofthehotel。Theydrewintooneofthebroadcolumnsofshadowwhichseparatedthewindowsandgazedin。Theyfoundthemselvesjustoutsidethedining-room。Itwasbeingswept;awaiterwaseatingabunchofgrapeswithhislegacrossthecornerofatable。Nextdoorwasthekitchen,wheretheywerewashingup;whitecooksweredippingtheirarmsintocauldrons,whilethewaitersmadetheirmealvoraciouslyoffbrokenmeats,soppingupthegravywithbitsofcrumb。Movingon,theybecamelostinaplantationofbushes,andthensuddenlyfoundthemselvesoutsidethedrawing-room,wheretheladiesandgentlemen,havingdinedwell,laybackindeeparm-chairs,occasionallyspeakingorturningoverthepagesofmagazines。Athinwomanwasflourishingupanddownthepiano。