“Alittlesilvergoesalongwayinthiscountry,“shechuckled。
ShesentSusanbacktofetchanothercup。
“Theyhavesuchexcellentbiscuitshere,“shesaid,contemplatingaplateful。“Notsweetbiscuits,whichIdon’tlike——drybiscuits……Haveyoubeensketching?“
“Oh,I’vedonetwoorthreelittledaubs,“saidMrs。Elliot,speakingratherlouderthanusual。“Butit’ssodifficultafterOxfordshire,wheretherearesomanytrees。Thelight’ssostronghere。
Somepeopleadmireit,Iknow,butIfinditveryfatiguing。“
“Ireallydon’tneedcooking,Susan,“saidMrs。Paley,whenherniecereturned。“Imusttroubleyoutomoveme。“Everythinghadtobemoved。Finallytheoldladywasplacedsothatthelightwaveredoverher,asthoughshewereafishinanet。Susanpouredouttea,andwasjustremarkingthattheywerehavinghotweatherinWiltshiretoo,whenMr。Venningaskedwhetherhemightjointhem。
“It’ssonicetofindayoungmanwhodoesn’tdespisetea,“
saidMrs。Paley,regaininghergoodhumour。“Oneofmynephewstheotherdayaskedforaglassofsherry——atfiveo’clock!I
toldhimhecouldgetitatthepublichouseroundthecorner,butnotinmydrawingroom。“
“I’drathergowithoutlunchthantea,“saidMr。Venning。
“That’snotstrictlytrue。Iwantboth。“
Mr。Venningwasadarkyoungman,aboutthirty-twoyearsofage,veryslapdashandconfidentinhismanner,althoughatthismomentobviouslyalittleexcited。HisfriendMr。Perrottwasabarrister,andasMr。PerrottrefusedtogoanywherewithoutMr。Venningitwasnecessary,whenMr。PerrottcametoSantaMarinaaboutaCompany,forMr。Venningtocometoo。Hewasabarristeralso,butheloathedaprofessionwhichkepthimindoorsoverbooks,anddirectlyhiswidowedmotherdiedhewasgoing,soheconfidedtoSusan,totakeupflyingseriously,andbecomepartnerinalargebusinessformakingaeroplanes。Thetalkrambledon。Itdealt,ofcourse,withthebeautiesandsingularitiesoftheplace,thestreets,thepeople,andthequantitiesofunownedyellowdogs。
“Don’tyouthinkitdreadfullycruelthewaytheytreatdogsinthiscountry?“askedMrs。Paley。
“I’dhave’emallshot,“saidMr。Venning。
“Oh,butthedarlingpuppies,“saidSusan。
“Jollylittlechaps,“saidMr。Venning。“Lookhere,you’vegotnothingtoeat。“AgreatwedgeofcakewashandedSusanonthepointofatremblingknife。Herhandtrembledtooasshetookit。
“Ihavesuchadeardogathome,“saidMrs。Elliot。
“Myparrotcan’tstanddogs,“saidMrs。Paley,withtheairofonemakingaconfidence。“Ialwayssuspectthatheorshe
wasteasedbyadogwhenIwasabroad。“
“Youdidn’tgetfarthismorning,MissWarrington,“saidMr。Venning。
“Itwashot,“sheanswered。Theirconversationbecameprivate,owingtoMrs。Paley’sdeafnessandthelongsadhistorywhichMrs。Elliothadembarkeduponofawire-hairedterrier,whitewithjustoneblackspot,belongingtoanuncleofhers,whichhadcommittedsuicide。“Animalsdocommitsuicide,“
shesighed,asifsheassertedapainfulfact。
“Couldn’tweexplorethetownthisevening?“Mr。Venningsuggested。
“Myaunt——“Susanbegan。
“Youdeserveaholiday,“hesaid。“You’realwaysdoingthingsforotherpeople。“
“Butthat’smylife,“shesaid,undercoverofrefillingtheteapot。
“That’snoone’slife,“hereturned,“noyoungperson’s。You’llcome?“
“Ishouldliketocome,“shemurmured。
AtthismomentMrs。Elliotlookedupandexclaimed,“Oh,Hugh!
He’sbringingsomeone,“sheadded。
“Hewouldlikesometea,“saidMrs。Paley。“Susan,runandgetsomecups——therearethetwoyoungmen。“
“We’rethirstingfortea,“saidMr。Elliot。“YouknowMr。Ambrose,Hilda?Wemetonthehill。“
“Hedraggedmein,“saidRidley,“orIshouldhavebeenashamed。
I’mdustyanddirtyanddisagreeable。“Hepointedtohisbootswhichwerewhitewithdust,whileadejectedflowerdroopinginhisbuttonhole,likeanexhaustedanimaloveragate,addedtotheeffectoflengthanduntidiness。Hewasintroducedtotheothers。
Mr。HewetandMr。Hirstbroughtchairs,andteabeganagain,Susanpouringcascadesofwaterfrompottopot,alwayscheerfully,andwiththecompetenceoflonguse。
“Mywife’sbrother,“RidleyexplainedtoHilda,whomhefailedtoremember,“hasahousehere,whichhehaslentus。
IwassittingonarockthinkingofnothingatallwhenElliotstarteduplikeafairyinapantomime。“
“Ourchickengotintothesalt,“HewetsaiddolefullytoSusan。
“Norisittruethatbananasincludemoistureaswellassustenance。
Hirstwasalreadydrinking。
“We’vebeencursingyou,“saidRidleyinanswertoMrs。Elliot’skindenquiriesabouthiswife。“Youtouristseatupalltheeggs,Helentellsme。That’saneye-soretoo“——henoddedhisheadatthehotel。“Disgustingluxury,Icallit。Welivewithpigsinthedrawing-room。“
“Thefoodisnotatallwhatitoughttobe,consideringtheprice,“
saidMrs。Paleyseriously。“Butunlessonegoestoahotelwhereisonetogoto?“
“Stayathome,“saidRidley。“IoftenwishIhad!Everyoneoughttostayathome。But,ofcourse,theywon’t。“
Mrs。PaleyconceivedacertaingrudgeagainstRidley,whoseemedtobecriticisingherhabitsafteranacquaintanceoffiveminutes。
“Ibelieveinforeigntravelmyself,“shestated,“ifoneknowsone’snativeland,whichIthinkIcanhonestlysayIdo。IshouldnotallowanyonetotraveluntiltheyhadvisitedKentandDorsetshire——
Kentforthehops,andDorsetshireforitsoldstonecottages。
Thereisnothingtocomparewiththemhere。“
“Yes——Ialwaysthinkthatsomepeopleliketheflatandotherpeoplelikethedowns,“saidMrs。Elliotrathervaguely。
Hirst,whohadbeeneatinganddrinkingwithoutinterruption,nowlitacigarette,andobserved,“Oh,butwe’reallagreedbythistimethatnature’samistake。She’seitherveryugly,appallinglyuncomfortable,orabsolutelyterrifying。Idon’tknowwhichalarmsmemost——acoworatree。Ioncemetacowinafieldbynight。
Thecreaturelookedatme。Iassureyouitturnedmyhairgrey。
It’sadisgracethattheanimalsshouldbeallowedtogoatlarge。“
“Andwhatdidthecowthinkof_him_?“VenningmumbledtoSusan,whoimmediatelydecidedinherownmindthatMr。Hirstwasadreadfulyoungman,andthatalthoughhehadsuchanairofbeingcleverheprobablywasn’tascleverasArthur,inthewaysthatreallymatter。
“Wasn’titWildewhodiscoveredthefactthatnaturemakesnoallowanceforhip-bones?“enquiredHughlingElliot。HeknewbythistimeexactlywhatscholarshipsanddistinctionHirstenjoyed,andhadformedaveryhighopinionofhiscapacities。
ButHirstmerelydrewhislipstogetherverytightlyandmadenoreply。
Ridleyconjecturedthatitwasnowpermissibleforhimtotakehisleave。PolitenessrequiredhimtothankMrs。Elliotforhistea,andtoadd,withawaveofhishand,“Youmustcomeupandseeus。“
ThewaveincludedbothHirstandHewet,andHewetanswered,“Ishouldlikeitimmensely。“
Thepartybrokeup,andSusan,whohadneverfeltsohappyinherlife,wasjustabouttostartforherwalkinthetownwithArthur,whenMrs。Paleybeckonedherback。ShecouldnotunderstandfromthebookhowDoubleDemonpatienceisplayed;andsuggestedthatiftheysatdownandworkeditouttogetheritwouldfillupthetimenicelybeforedinner。
AmongthepromiseswhichMrs。Ambrosehadmadehernieceshouldshestaywasaroomcutofffromtherestofthehouse,large,private——
aroominwhichshecouldplay,read,think,defytheworld,afortressaswellasasanctuary。Rooms,sheknew,becamemorelikeworldsthanroomsattheageoftwenty-four。Herjudgmentwascorrect,andwhensheshutthedoorRachelenteredanenchantedplace,wherethepoetssangandthingsfellintotheirrightproportions。
Somedaysafterthevisionofthehotelbynightshewassittingalone,sunkinanarm-chair,readingabrightly-coveredredvolumeletteredontheback_Works__of__Henrik__Ibsen_。Musicwasopenonthepiano,andbooksofmusicroseintwojaggedpillarsonthefloor;
butforthemomentmusicwasdeserted。
Farfromlookingboredorabsent-minded,hereyeswereconcentratedalmoststernlyuponthepage,andfromherbreathing,whichwasslowbutrepressed,itcouldbeseenthatherwholebodywasconstrainedbytheworkingofhermind。Atlastsheshutthebooksharply,layback,anddrewadeepbreath,expressiveofthewonderwhichalwaysmarksthetransitionfromtheimaginaryworldtotherealworld。
“WhatIwanttoknow,“shesaidaloud,“isthis:Whatisthetruth?
What’sthetruthofitall?“Shewasspeakingpartlyasherself,andpartlyastheheroineoftheplayshehadjustread。
Thelandscapeoutside,becauseshehadseennothingbutprintforthespaceoftwohours,nowappearedamazinglysolidandclear,butalthoughthereweremenonthehillwashingthetrunksofolivetreeswithawhiteliquid,forthemomentsheherselfwasthemostvividthinginit——anheroicstatueinthemiddleoftheforeground,dominatingtheview。Ibsen’splaysalwaysleftherinthatcondition。
Sheactedthemfordaysatatime,greatlytoHelen’samusement;
andthenitwouldbeMeredith’sturnandshebecameDianaoftheCrossways。ButHelenwasawarethatitwasnotallacting,andthatsomesortofchangewastakingplaceinthehumanbeing。
WhenRachelbecametiredoftherigidityofherposeonthebackofthechair,sheturnedround,slidcomfortablydownintoit,andgazedoutoverthefurniturethroughthewindowoppositewhichopenedonthegarden。HermindwanderedawayfromNora,butshewentonthinkingofthingsthatthebooksuggestedtoher,ofwomenandlife。
Duringthethreemonthsshehadbeenhereshehadmadeupconsiderably,asHelenmeantsheshould,fortimespentininterminablewalksroundshelteredgardens,andthehouseholdgossipofheraunts。
ButMrs。Ambrosewouldhavebeenthefirsttodisclaimanyinfluence,orindeedanybeliefthattoinfluencewaswithinherpower。
Shesawherlessshy,andlessserious,whichwasalltothegood,andtheviolentleapsandtheinterminablemazeswhichhadledtothatresultwereusuallynotevenguessedatbyher。Talkwasthemedicineshetrustedto,talkabouteverything,talkthatwasfree,unguarded,andascandidasahabitoftalkingwithmenmadenaturalinherowncase。Nordidsheencouragethosehabitsofunselfishnessandamiabilityfoundeduponinsinceritywhichareputatsohighavalueinmixedhouseholdsofmenandwomen。
ShedesiredthatRachelshouldthink,andforthisreasonofferedbooksanddiscouragedtooentireadependenceuponBachandBeethovenandWagner。ButwhenMrs。AmbrosewouldhavesuggestedDefoe,Maupassant,orsomespaciouschronicleoffamilylife,Rachelchosemodernbooks,booksinshinyyellowcovers,bookswithagreatdealofgildingontheback,whichweretokensinheraunt’seyesofharshwranglinganddisputesaboutfactswhichhadnosuchimportanceasthemodernsclaimedforthem。Butshedidnotinterfere。
Rachelreadwhatshechose,readingwiththecuriousliteralnessofonetowhomwrittensentencesareunfamiliar,andhandlingwordsasthoughtheyweremadeofwood,separatelyofgreatimportance,andpossessedofshapesliketablesorchairs。Inthiswayshecametoconclusions,whichhadtoberemodelledaccordingtotheadventuresoftheday,andwereindeedrecastasliberallyasanyonecoulddesire,leavingalwaysasmallgrainofbeliefbehindthem。
IbsenwassucceededbyanovelsuchasMrs。Ambrosedetested,whosepurposewastodistributetheguiltofawoman’sdownfallupontherightshoulders;apurposewhichwasachieved,ifthereader’sdiscomfortwereanyproofofit。Shethrewthebookdown,lookedoutofthewindow,turnedawayfromthewindow,andrelapsedintoanarm-chair。