Themorningwashot,andtheexerciseofreadinglefthermindcontractingandexpandinglikethemain-springofaclock,andthesmallnoisesofmidday,whichonecanascribetonodefinitecause,inaregularrhythm。Itwasallveryreal,verybig,veryimpersonal,andafteramomentortwoshebegantoraiseherfirstfingerandtoletitfallonthearmofherchairsoastobringbacktoherselfsomeconsciousnessofherownexistence。
  Shewasnextovercomebytheunspeakablequeernessofthefactthatsheshouldbesittinginanarm-chair,inthemorning,inthemiddleoftheworld。Whowerethepeoplemovinginthehouse——
  movingthingsfromoneplacetoanother?Andlife,whatwasthat?
  Itwasonlyalightpassingoverthesurfaceandvanishing,asintimeshewouldvanish,thoughthefurnitureintheroomwouldremain。Herdissolutionbecamesocompletethatshecouldnotraiseherfingeranymore,andsatperfectlystill,listeningandlookingalwaysatthesamespot。Itbecamestrangerandstranger。Shewasovercomewithawethatthingsshouldexistatall……Sheforgotthatshehadanyfingerstoraise……Thethingsthatexistedweresoimmenseandsodesolate……Shecontinuedtobeconsciousofthesevastmassesofsubstanceforalongstretchoftime,theclockstilltickinginthemidstoftheuniversalsilence。
  “Comein,“shesaidmechanically,forastringinherbrainseemedtobepulledbyapersistentknockingatthedoor。Withgreatslownessthedooropenedandatallhumanbeingcametowardsher,holdingoutherarmandsaying:
  “WhatamItosaytothis?“
  TheutterabsurdityofawomancomingintoaroomwithapieceofpaperinherhandamazedRachel。
  “Idon’tknowwhattoanswer,orwhoTerenceHewetis,“Helencontinued,inthetonelessvoiceofaghost。SheputapaperbeforeRachelonwhichwerewrittentheincrediblewords:
  DEARMRS。AMBROSE——IamgettingupapicnicfornextFriday,whenweproposetostartateleven-thirtyiftheweatherisfine,andtomaketheascentofMonteRosa。Itwilltakesometime,buttheviewshouldbemagnificent。ItwouldgivemegreatpleasureifyouandMissVinracewouldconsenttobeoftheparty——
  Yourssincerely,TERENCEHEWET
  Rachelreadthewordsaloudtomakeherselfbelieveinthem。
  ForthesamereasonsheputherhandonHelen’sshoulder。
  “Books——books——books,“saidHelen,inherabsent-mindedway。
  “Morenewbooks——Iwonderwhatyoufindinthem……“
  ForthesecondtimeRachelreadtheletter,buttoherself。
  Thistime,insteadofseemingvagueasghosts,eachwordwasastonishinglyprominent;theycameoutasthetopsofmountainscomethroughamist。_Friday_——_eleven-thirty_——_Miss__Vinrace_。
  Thebloodbegantoruninherveins;shefelthereyesbrighten。
  “Wemustgo,“shesaid,rathersurprisingHelenbyherdecision。
  “Wemustcertainlygo“——suchwasthereliefoffindingthatthingsstillhappened,andindeedtheyappearedthebrighterforthemistsurroundingthem。
  “MonteRosa——that’sthemountainoverthere,isn’tit?“saidHelen;
  “butHewet——who’she?OneoftheyoungmenRidleymet,Isuppose。
  ShallIsayyes,then?Itmaybedreadfullydull。“
  Shetooktheletterbackandwent,forthemessengerwaswaitingforheranswer。
  ThepartywhichhadbeensuggestedafewnightsagoinMr。Hirst’sbedroomhadtakenshapeandwasthesourceofgreatsatisfactiontoMr。Hewet,whohadseldomusedhispracticalabilities,andwaspleasedtofindthemequaltothestrain。Hisinvitationshadbeenuniversallyaccepted,whichwasthemoreencouragingastheyhadbeenissuedagainstHirst’sadvicetopeoplewhowereverydull,notatallsuitedtoeachother,andsurenottocome。
  “Undoubtedly,“hesaid,ashetwirledanduntwirledanotesignedHelenAmbrose,“thegiftsneededtomakeagreatcommanderhavebeenabsurdlyoverrated。Abouthalftheintellectualeffortwhichisneededtoreviewabookofmodernpoetryhasenabledmetogettogethersevenoreightpeople,ofoppositesexes,atthesamespotatthesamehouronthesameday。Whatelseisgeneralship,Hirst?WhatmoredidWellingtondoonthefieldofWaterloo?It’slikecountingthenumberofpebblesofapath,tediousbutnotdifficult。“
  Hewassittinginhisbedroom,onelegoverthearmofthechair,andHirstwaswritingaletteropposite。Hirstwasquicktopointoutthatallthedifficultiesremained。
  “Forinstance,herearetwowomenyou’veneverseen。Supposeoneofthemsuffersfrommountain-sickness,asmysisterdoes,andtheother——“
  “Oh,thewomenareforyou,“Hewetinterrupted。“Iaskedthemsolelyforyourbenefit。Whatyouwant,Hirst,youknow,isthesocietyofyoungwomenofyourownage。Youdon’tknowhowtogetonwithwomen,whichisagreatdefect,consideringthathalftheworldconsistsofwomen。“
  Hirstgroanedthathewasquiteawareofthat。
  ButHewet’scomplacencywasalittlechilledashewalkedwithHirsttotheplacewhereageneralmeetinghadbeenappointed。
  Hewonderedwhyonearthhehadaskedthesepeople,andwhatonereallyexpectedtogetfrombunchinghumanbeingsuptogether。
  “Cows,“hereflected,“drawtogetherinafield;shipsinacalm;
  andwe’rejustthesamewhenwe’venothingelsetodo。Butwhydowedoit?——isittopreventourselvesfromseeingtothebottomofthings“
  hestoppedbyastreamandbeganstirringitwithhiswalking-stickandcloudingthewaterwithmud,“makingcitiesandmountainsandwholeuniversesoutofnothing,ordowereallyloveeachother,ordowe,ontheotherhand,liveinastateofperpetualuncertainty,knowingnothing,leapingfrommomenttomomentasfromworldtoworld?——
  whichis,onthewhole,theview_I_inclineto。“
  Hejumpedoverthestream;Hirstwentroundandjoinedhim,remarkingthathehadlongceasedtolookforthereasonofanyhumanaction。
  Halfamilefurther,theycametoagroupofplanetreesandthesalmon-pinkfarmhousestandingbythestreamwhichhadbeenchosenasmeeting-place。Itwasashadyspot,lyingconvenientlyjustwherethehillsprungoutfromtheflat。Betweenthethinstemsoftheplanetreestheyoungmencouldseelittleknotsofdonkeyspasturing,andatallwomanrubbingthenoseofoneofthem,whileanotherwomanwaskneelingbythestreamlappingwateroutofherpalms。
  Astheyenteredtheshadyplace,Helenlookedupandthenheldoutherhand。
  “Imustintroducemyself,“shesaid。“IamMrs。Ambrose。“
  Havingshakenhands,shesaid,“That’smyniece。“
  Rachelapproachedawkwardly。Sheheldoutherhand,butwithdrewit。
  “It’sallwet,“shesaid。
  Scarcelyhadtheyspoken,whenthefirstcarriagedrewup。
  Thedonkeyswerequicklyjerkedintoattention,andthesecondcarriagearrived。Bydegreesthegrovefilledwithpeople——
  theElliots,theThornburys,Mr。VenningandSusan,MissAllan,EvelynMurgatroyd,andMr。Perrott。Mr。Hirstactedthepartofhoarseenergeticsheep-dog。BymeansofafewwordsofcausticLatinhehadtheanimalsmarshalled,andbyincliningasharpshoulderheliftedtheladies。“WhatHewetfailstounderstand,“heremarked,“isthatwemustbreakthebackoftheascentbeforemidday。“
  Hewasassistingayounglady,bynameEvelynMurgatroyd,ashespoke。
  Sheroselightasabubbletoherseat。Withafeatherdroopingfromabroad-brimmedhat,inwhitefromtoptotoe,shelookedlikeagallantladyofthetimeofCharlestheFirstleadingroyalisttroopsintoaction。
  “Ridewithme,“shecommanded;and,assoonasHirsthadswunghimselfacrossamule,thetwostarted,leadingthecavalcade。
  “You’renottocallmeMissMurgatroyd。Ihateit,“shesaid。
  “Myname’sEvelyn。What’syours?“
  “St。John,“hesaid。
  “Ilikethat,“saidEvelyn。“Andwhat’syourfriend’sname?“
  “HisinitialsbeingR。S。T。,wecallhimMonk,“saidHirst。
  “Oh,you’realltooclever,“shesaid。“Whichway?“Pickmeabranch。
  Let’scanter。“
  Shegaveherdonkeyasharpcutwithaswitchandstartedforward。
  ThefullandromanticcareerofEvelynMurgatroydisbesthitoffbyherownwords,“CallmeEvelynandI’llcallyouSt。John。“
  Shesaidthatonveryslightprovocation——hersurnamewasenough——
  butalthoughagreatmanyyoungmenhadansweredheralreadywithconsiderablespiritshewentonsayingitandmakingchoiceofnone。Butherdonkeystumbledtoajog-trot,andshehadtorideinadvancealone,forthepathwhenitbegantoascendoneofthespinesofthehillbecamenarrowandscatteredwithstones。
  Thecavalcadewoundonlikeajointedcaterpillar,tuftedwiththewhiteparasolsoftheladies,andthepanamahatsofthegentlemen。
  Atonepointwherethegroundrosesharply,EvelynM。jumpedoff,threwherreinstothenativeboy,andadjuredSt。JohnHirsttodismounttoo。Theirexamplewasfollowedbythosewhofelttheneedofstretching。
  “Idon’tseeanyneedtogetoff,“saidMissAllantoMrs。Elliotjustbehindher,“consideringthedifficultyIhadgettingon。“
  “Theselittledonkeysstandanything,_n’est-ce__pas_?“
  Mrs。Elliotaddressedtheguide,whoobliginglybowedhishead。
  “Flowers,“saidHelen,stoopingtopickthelovelylittlebrightflowerswhichgrewseparatelyhereandthere。“Youpinchtheirleavesandthentheysmell,“shesaid,layingoneonMissAllan’sknee。
  “Haven’twemetbefore?“askedMissAllan,lookingather。
  “Iwastakingitforgranted,“Helenlaughed,forintheconfusionofmeetingtheyhadnotbeenintroduced。
  “Howsensible!“chirpedMrs。Elliot。“That’sjustwhatonewouldalwayslike——onlyunfortunatelyit’snotpossible。““Notpossible?“
  saidHelen。“Everything’spossible。Whoknowswhatmayn’thappenbeforenight-fall?“shecontinued,mockingthepoorlady’stimidity,whodependedimplicitlyupononethingfollowinganotherthatthemereglimpseofaworldwheredinnercouldbedisregarded,orthetablemovedoneinchfromitsaccustomedplace,filledherwithfearsforherownstability。
  Higherandhighertheywent,becomingseparatedfromtheworld。
  Theworld,whentheyturnedtolookback,flatteneditselfout,andwasmarkedwithsquaresofthingreenandgrey。
  “Townsareverysmall,“Rachelremarked,obscuringthewholeofSantaMarinaanditssuburbswithonehand。Theseafilledinalltheanglesofthecoastsmoothly,breakinginawhitefrill,andhereandthereshipsweresetfirmlyintheblue。Theseawasstainedwithpurpleandgreenblots,andtherewasaglitteringlineupontherimwhereitmetthesky。Theairwasveryclearandsilentsaveforthesharpnoiseofgrasshoppersandthehumofbees,whichsoundedloudintheearastheyshotpastandvanished。
  Thepartyhaltedandsatforatimeinaquarryonthehillside。
  “Amazinglyclear,“exclaimedSt。John,identifyingonecleftinthelandafteranother。
  EvelynM。satbesidehim,proppingherchinonherhand。
  Shesurveyedtheviewwithacertainlookoftriumph。
  “D’youthinkGaribaldiwaseveruphere?“sheaskedMr。Hirst。
  Oh,ifshehadbeenhisbride!If,insteadofapicnicparty,thiswasapartyofpatriots,andshe,red-shirtedliketherest,hadlainamonggrimmen,flatontheturf,aiminghergunatthewhiteturretsbeneaththem,screeninghereyestopiercethroughthesmoke!
  Sothinking,herfootstirredrestlessly,andsheexclaimed:
  “Idon’tcallthis_life_,doyou?“
  “Whatdoyoucalllife?“saidSt。John。
  “Fighting——revolution,“shesaid,stillgazingatthedoomedcity。
  “Youonlycareforbooks,Iknow。“
  “You’requitewrong,“saidSt。John。
  “Explain,“sheurged,fortherewerenogunstobeaimedatbodies,andsheturnedtoanotherkindofwarfare。
  “WhatdoIcarefor?People,“hesaid。
  “Well,I_am_surprised!“sheexclaimed。“Youlooksoawfullyserious。
  Dolet’sbefriendsandtelleachotherwhatwe’relike。Ihatebeingcautious,don’tyou?“
  ButSt。Johnwasdecidedlycautious,asshecouldseebythesuddenconstrictionofhislips,andhadnointentionofrevealinghissoultoayounglady。“Theassiseatingmyhat,“heremarked,andstretchedoutforitinsteadofansweringher。EvelynblushedveryslightlyandthenturnedwithsomeimpetuosityuponMr。Perrott,andwhentheymountedagainitwasMr。Perrottwholiftedhertoherseat。
  “Whenonehaslaidtheeggsoneeatstheomelette,“saidHughlingElliot,exquisitelyinFrench,ahinttotherestofthemthatitwastimetorideonagain。