Thetwopartieswhowerestrollingaboutandlosingtheirunitynowcametogether,andjoinedeachotherinalongstareovertheyellowandgreenpatchesoftheheatedlandscapebelow。
Thehotairdancedacrossit,makingitimpossibletoseetheroofsofavillageontheplaindistinctly。Evenonthetopofthemountainwhereabreezeplayedlightly,itwasveryhot,andtheheat,thefood,theimmensespace,andperhapssomelesswell-definedcauseproducedacomfortabledrowsinessandasenseofhappyrelaxationinthem。
Theydidnotsaymuch,butfeltnoconstraintinbeingsilent。
“Supposewegoandseewhat’stobeseenoverthere?“saidArthurtoSusan,andthepairwalkedofftogether,theirdeparturecertainlysendingsomethrillofemotionthroughtherest。
“Anoddlot,aren’tthey?“saidArthur。“Ithoughtweshouldneverget’emalltothetop。ButI’mgladwecame,byJove!
Iwouldn’thavemissedthisforsomething。“
“Idon’t_like_Mr。Hirst,“saidSusaninconsequently。“Isupposehe’sveryclever,butwhyshouldcleverpeoplebeso——Iexpecthe’sawfullynice,really,“sheadded,instinctivelyqualifyingwhatmighthaveseemedanunkindremark。
“Hirst?Oh,he’soneoftheselearnedchaps,“saidArthurindifferently。
“Hedon’tlookasifheenjoyedit。YoushouldhearhimtalkingtoElliot。It’sasmuchasIcandotofollow’ematall……Iwasnevergoodatmybooks。“
Withthesesentencesandthepausesthatcamebetweenthemtheyreachedalittlehillock,onthetopofwhichgrewseveralslimtrees。
“D’youmindifwesitdownhere?“saidArthur,lookingabouthim。
“It’sjollyintheshade——andtheview——“Theysatdown,andlookedstraightaheadoftheminsilenceforsometime。
“ButIdoenvythosecleverchapssometimes,“Arthurremarked。
“Idon’tsupposetheyever……“Hedidnotfinishhissentence。
“Ican’tseewhyyoushouldenvythem,“saidSusan,withgreatsincerity。
“Oddthingshappentoone,“saidArthur。“Onegoesalongsmoothlyenough,onethingfollowinganother,andit’sallveryjollyandplainsailing,andyouthinkyouknowallaboutit,andsuddenlyonedoesn’tknowwhereoneisabit,andeverythingseemsdifferentfromwhatitusedtoseem。Nowto-day,comingupthatpath,ridingbehindyou,Iseemedtoseeeverythingasif——“hepausedandpluckedapieceofgrassupbytheroots。Hescatteredthelittlelumpsofearthwhichwerestickingtotheroots——“Asifithadakindofmeaning。
You’vemadethedifferencetome,“hejerkedout,“Idon’tseewhyIshouldn’ttellyou。I’vefeltiteversinceIknewyou……It’sbecauseIloveyou。“
EvenwhiletheyhadbeensayingcommonplacethingsSusanhadbeenconsciousoftheexcitementofintimacy,whichseemednotonlytolaybaresomethinginher,butinthetreesandthesky,andtheprogressofhisspeechwhichseemedinevitablewaspositivelypainfultoher,fornohumanbeinghadevercomesoclosetoherbefore。
Shewasstruckmotionlessashisspeechwenton,andherheartgavegreatseparateleapsatthelastwords。Shesatwithherfingerscurledroundastone,lookingstraightinfrontofherdownthemountainovertheplain。Sothen,ithadactuallyhappenedtoher,aproposalofmarriage。
Arthurlookedroundather;hisfacewasoddlytwisted。Shewasdrawingherbreathwithsuchdifficultythatshecouldhardlyanswer。
“Youmighthaveknown。“Heseizedherinhisarms;againandagainandagaintheyclaspedeachother,murmuringinarticulately。
“Well,“sighedArthur,sinkingbackontheground,“that’sthemostwonderfulthingthat’severhappenedtome。“Helookedasifheweretryingtoputthingsseeninadreambesiderealthings。
Therewasalongsilence。
“It’sthemostperfectthingintheworld,“Susanstated,verygentlyandwithgreatconviction。Itwasnolongermerelyaproposalofmarriage,butofmarriagewithArthur,withwhomshewasinlove。
Inthesilencethatfollowed,holdinghishandtightlyinhers,sheprayedtoGodthatshemightmakehimagoodwife。
“AndwhatwillMr。Perrottsay?“sheaskedattheendofit。
“Dearoldfellow,“saidArthurwho,nowthatthefirstshockwasover,wasrelaxingintoanenormoussenseofpleasureandcontentment。
“Wemustbeverynicetohim,Susan。“
HetoldherhowhardPerrott’slifehadbeen,andhowabsurdlydevotedhewastoArthurhimself。Hewentontotellherabouthismother,awidowlady,ofstrongcharacter。InreturnSusansketchedtheportraitsofherownfamily——Edithinparticular,heryoungestsister,whomshelovedbetterthananyoneelse,“exceptyou,Arthur……Arthur,“shecontinued,“whatwasitthatyoufirstlikedmefor?“
“Itwasabuckleyouworeonenightatsea,“saidArthur,afterdueconsideration。“Iremembernoticing——it’sanabsurdthingtonotice!——thatyoudidn’ttakepeas,becauseIdon’teither。“
Fromthistheywentontocomparetheirmoreserioustastes,orratherSusanascertainedwhatArthurcaredabout,andprofessedherselfveryfondofthesamething。TheywouldliveinLondon,perhapshaveacottageinthecountrynearSusan’sfamily,fortheywouldfinditstrangewithoutheratfirst。Hermind,stunnedtobeginwith,nowflewtothevariouschangesthatherengagementwouldmake——
howdelightfulitwouldbetojointheranksofthemarriedwomen——
nolongertohangontogroupsofgirlsmuchyoungerthanherself——
toescapethelongsolitudeofanoldmaid’slife。Nowandthenheramazinggoodfortuneovercameher,andsheturnedtoArthurwithanexclamationoflove。
Theylayineachother’sarmsandhadnonotionthattheywereobserved。
Yettwofiguressuddenlyappearedamongthetreesabovethem。
“Here’sshade,“beganHewet,whenRachelsuddenlystoppeddead。
Theysawamanandwomanlyingonthegroundbeneaththem,rollingslightlythiswayandthatastheembracetightenedandslackened。
Themanthensatuprightandthewoman,whonowappearedtobeSusanWarrington,laybackupontheground,withhereyesshutandanabsorbedlookuponherface,asthoughshewerenotaltogetherconscious。
Norcouldyoutellfromherexpressionwhethershewashappy,orhadsufferedsomething。WhenArthuragainturnedtoher,buttingherasalambbuttsaewe,HewetandRachelretreatedwithoutaword。
Hewetfeltuncomfortablyshy。
“Idon’tlikethat,“saidRachelafteramoment。
“Icanremembernotlikingiteither,“saidHewet。“Icanremember——“
buthechangedhismindandcontinuedinanordinarytoneofvoice,“Well,wemaytakeitforgrantedthatthey’reengaged。D’youthinkhe’lleverfly,orwillsheputastoptothat?“
ButRachelwasstillagitated;shecouldnotgetawayfromthesighttheyhadjustseen。InsteadofansweringHewetshepersisted。
“Love’sanoddthing,isn’tit,makingone’sheartbeat。“
“It’ssoenormouslyimportant,yousee,“Hewetreplied。
“Theirlivesarenowchangedforever。“
“Anditmakesonesorryforthemtoo,“Rachelcontinued,asthoughsheweretracingthecourseofherfeelings。“Idon’tknoweitherofthem,butIcouldalmostburstintotears。That’ssilly,isn’tit?“
“Justbecausethey’reinlove,“saidHewet。“Yes,“headdedafteramoment’sconsideration,“there’ssomethinghorriblypatheticaboutit,Iagree。“
Andnow,astheyhadwalkedsomewayfromthegroveoftrees,andhadcometoaroundedhollowverytemptingtotheback,theyproceededtositdown,andtheimpressionoftheloverslostsomeofitsforce,thoughacertainintensityofvision,whichwasprobablytheresultofthesight,remainedwiththem。
Asadayuponwhichanyemotionhasbeenrepressedisdifferentfromotherdays,sothisdaywasnowdifferent,merelybecausetheyhadseenotherpeopleatacrisisoftheirlives。
“Agreatencampmentoftentstheymightbe,“saidHewet,lookinginfrontofhimatthemountains。“Isn’titlikeawater-colourtoo——
youknowthewaywater-coloursdryinridgesallacrossthepaper——
I’vebeenwonderingwhattheylookedlike。“
Hiseyesbecamedreamy,asthoughhewerematchingthings,andremindedRachelintheircolourofthegreenfleshofasnail。
Shesatbesidehimlookingatthemountainstoo。Whenitbecamepainfultolookanylonger,thegreatsizeoftheviewseemingtoenlargehereyesbeyondtheirnaturallimit,shelookedattheground;
itpleasedhertoscrutinisethisinchofthesoilofSouthAmericasominutelythatshenoticedeverygrainofearthandmadeitintoaworldwhereshewasendowedwiththesupremepower。
Shebentabladeofgrass,andsetaninsectontheutmosttasselofit,andwonderediftheinsectrealisedhisstrangeadventure,andthoughthowstrangeitwasthatsheshouldhavebentthattasselratherthananyotherofthemilliontassels。
“You’venevertoldmeyouname,“saidHewetsuddenly。
“MissSomebodyVinrace……Iliketoknowpeople’sChristiannames。“
“Rachel,“shereplied。
“Rachel,“herepeated。“IhaveanauntcalledRachel,whoputthelifeofFatherDamienintoverse。Sheisareligiousfanatic——
theresultofthewayshewasbroughtup,downinNorthamptonshire,neverseeingasoul。Haveyouanyaunts?“
“Ilivewiththem,“saidRachel。
“AndIwonderwhatthey’redoingnow?“Hewetenquired。
“Theyareprobablybuyingwool,“Racheldetermined。Shetriedtodescribethem。“Theyaresmall,ratherpalewomen,“shebegan,“veryclean。WeliveinRichmond。Theyhaveanolddog,too,whowillonlyeatthemarrowoutofbones……Theyarealwaysgoingtochurch。Theytidytheirdrawersagooddeal。“
Buthereshewasovercomebythedifficultyofdescribingpeople。
“It’simpossibletobelievethatit’sallgoingonstill!“
sheexclaimed。
Thesunwasbehindthemandtwolongshadowssuddenlylayuponthegroundinfrontofthem,onewavingbecauseitwasmadebyaskirt,andtheotherstationary,becausethrownbyapairoflegsintrousers。
“Youlookverycomfortable!“saidHelen’svoiceabovethem。
“Hirst,“saidHewet,pointingatthescissorlikeshadow;hethenrolledroundtolookupatthem。
“There’sroomforusallhere,“hesaid。
WhenHirsthadseatedhimselfcomfortably,hesaid:
“Didyoucongratulatetheyoungcouple?“
Itappearedthat,comingtothesamespotafewminutesafterHewetandRachel,HelenandHirsthadseenpreciselythesamething。
“No,wedidn’tcongratulatethem,“saidHewet。“Theyseemedveryhappy。“
“Well,“saidHirst,pursinguphislips,“solongasIneedn’tmarryeitherofthem——“
“Wewereverymuchmoved,“saidHewet。
“Ithoughtyouwouldbe,“saidHirst。“Whichwasit,Monk?
Thethoughtoftheimmortalpassions,orthethoughtofnew-bornmalestokeeptheRomanCatholicsout?Iassureyou,“hesaidtoHelen,“he’scapableofbeingmovedbyeither。“
Rachelwasagooddealstungbyhisbanter,whichshefelttobedirectedequallyagainstthemboth,butshecouldthinkofnorepartee。
“NothingmovesHirst,“Hewetlaughed;hedidnotseemtobestungatall。“Unlessitwereatransfinitenumberfallinginlovewithafiniteone——Isupposesuchthingsdohappen,eveninmathematics。“
“Onthecontrary,“saidHirstwithatouchofannoyance,“Iconsidermyselfapersonofverystrongpassions。“
Itwasclearfromthewayhespokethathemeantitseriously;
hespokeofcourseforthebenefitoftheladies。
“Bytheway,Hirst,“saidHewet,afterapause,“Ihaveaterribleconfessiontomake。Yourbook——thepoemsofWordsworth,whichifyourememberItookoffyourtablejustaswewerestarting,andcertainlyputinmypockethere——“
“Islost,“Hirstfinishedforhim。
“Iconsiderthatthereisstillachance,“Heweturged,slappinghimselftorightandleft,“thatIneverdidtakeitafterall。“
“No,“saidHirst。“Itishere。“Hepointedtohisbreast。
“ThankGod,“Hewetexclaimed。“IneednolongerfeelasthoughI’dmurderedachild!“
“Ishouldthinkyouwerealwayslosingthings,“Helenremarked,lookingathimmeditatively。