“Idon’tlosethings,“saidHewet。“Imislaythem。ThatwasthereasonwhyHirstrefusedtoshareacabinwithmeonthevoyageout。“
“Youcameouttogether?“Helenenquired。
“Iproposethateachmemberofthispartynowgivesashortbiographicalsketchofhimselforherself,“saidHirst,sittingupright。
“MissVinrace,youcomefirst;begin。“
Rachelstatedthatshewastwenty-fouryearsofage,thedaughterofaship-owner,thatshehadneverbeenproperlyeducated;
playedthepiano,hadnobrothersorsisters,andlivedatRichmondwithaunts,hermotherbeingdead。
“Next,“saidHirst,havingtakeninthesefacts;hepointedatHewet。
“IamthesonofanEnglishgentleman。Iamtwenty-seven,“
Hewetbegan。“Myfatherwasafox-huntingsquire。HediedwhenI
wasteninthehuntingfield。Icanrememberhisbodycominghome,onashutterIsuppose,justasIwasgoingdowntotea,andnoticingthattherewasjamfortea,andwonderingwhetherI
shouldbeallowed——“
“Yes;butkeeptothefacts,“Hirstputin。
“IwaseducatedatWinchesterandCambridge,whichIhadtoleaveafteratime。Ihavedoneagoodmanythingssince——“
“Profession?“
“None——atleast——“
“Tastes?“
“Literary。I’mwritinganovel。“
“Brothersandsisters?“
“Threesisters,nobrother,andamother。“
“Isthatallwe’retohearaboutyou?“saidHelen。Shestatedthatshewasveryold——fortylastOctober,andherfatherhadbeenasolicitorinthecitywhohadgonebankrupt,forwhichreasonshehadneverhadmucheducation——theylivedinoneplaceafteranother——
butanelderbrotherusedtolendherbooks。
“IfIweretotellyoueverything——“shestoppedandsmiled。
“Itwouldtaketoolong,“sheconcluded。“ImarriedwhenIwasthirty,andIhavetwochildren。Myhusbandisascholar。Andnow——
it’syourturn,“shenoddedatHirst。
“You’veleftoutagreatdeal,“hereprovedher。“MynameisSt。JohnAlaricHirst,“hebeganinajauntytoneofvoice。
“I’mtwenty-fouryearsold。I’mthesonoftheReverendSidneyHirst,vicarofGreatWappynginNorfolk。Oh,Igotscholarshipseverywhere——Westminster——King’s。I’mnowafellowofKing’s。Don’titsounddreary?Parentsbothalivealas。
Twobrothersandonesister。I’maverydistinguishedyoungman,“headded。
“Oneofthethree,orisitfive,mostdistinguishedmeninEngland,“
Hewetremarked。
“Quitecorrect,“saidHirst。
“That’sallveryinteresting,“saidHelenafterapause。
“Butofcoursewe’veleftouttheonlyquestionsthatmatter。
Forinstance,areweChristians?“
“Iamnot,““Iamnot,“boththeyoungmenreplied。
“Iam,“Rachelstated。
“YoubelieveinapersonalGod?“Hirstdemanded,turningroundandfixingherwithhiseyeglasses。
“Ibelieve——Ibelieve,“Rachelstammered,“Ibelievetherearethingswedon’tknowabout,andtheworldmightchangeinaminuteandanythingappear。“
AtthisHelenlaughedoutright。“Nonsense,“shesaid。“You’renotaChristian。You’veneverthoughtwhatyouare——Andtherearelotsofotherquestions,“shecontinued,“thoughperhapswecan’taskthemyet。“Althoughtheyhadtalkedsofreelytheywerealluncomfortablyconsciousthattheyreallyknewnothingabouteachother。
“Theimportantquestions,“Hewetpondered,“thereallyinterestingones。
Idoubtthatoneeverdoesaskthem。“
Rachel,whowasslowtoacceptthefactthatonlyaveryfewthingscanbesaidevenbypeoplewhoknoweachotherwell,insistedonknowingwhathemeant。
“Whetherwe’veeverbeeninlove?“sheenquired。“Isthatthekindofquestionyoumean?“
AgainHelenlaughedather,benignantlystrewingherwithhandfulsofthelongtasselledgrass,forshewassobraveandsofoolish。
“Oh,Rachel,“shecried。“It’slikehavingapuppyinthehousehavingyouwithone——apuppythatbringsone’sunderclothesdownintothehall。“
Butagainthesunnyearthinfrontofthemwascrossedbyfantasticwaveringfigures,theshadowsofmenandwomen。
“Theretheyare!“exclaimedMrs。Elliot。Therewasatouchofpeevishnessinhervoice。“Andwe’vehad_such_ahunttofindyou。
Doyouknowwhatthetimeis?“
Mrs。ElliotandMr。andMrs。Thornburynowconfrontedthem;Mrs。Elliotwasholdingoutherwatch,andplayfullytappingitupontheface。
Hewetwasrecalledtothefactthatthiswasapartyforwhichhewasresponsible,andheimmediatelyledthembacktothewatch-tower,wheretheyweretohaveteabeforestartinghomeagain。Abrightcrimsonscarfflutteredfromthetopofthewall,whichMr。PerrottandEvelynweretyingtoastoneastheotherscameup。Theheathadchangedjustsofarthatinsteadofsittingintheshadowtheysatinthesun,whichwasstillhotenoughtopainttheirfacesredandyellow,andtocolourgreatsectionsoftheearthbeneaththem。
“There’snothinghalfsoniceastea!“saidMrs。Thornbury,takinghercup。
“Nothing,“saidHelen。“Can’tyourememberasachildchoppinguphay——“shespokemuchmorequicklythanusual,andkepthereyefixeduponMrs。Thornbury,“andpretendingitwastea,andgettingscoldedbythenurses——whyIcan’timagine,exceptthatnursesaresuchbrutes,won’tallowpepperinsteadofsaltthoughthere’snoearthlyharminit。Weren’tyournursesjustthesame?“
DuringthisspeechSusancameintothegroup,andsatdownbyHelen’sside。AfewminuteslaterMr。Venningstrolledupfromtheoppositedirection。Hewasalittleflushed,andinthemoodtoanswerhilariouslywhateverwassaidtohim。
“Whathaveyoubeendoingtothatoldchap’sgrave?“heasked,pointingtotheredflagwhichfloatedfromthetopofthestones。
“Wehavetriedtomakehimforgethismisfortuneinhavingdiedthreehundredyearsago,“saidMr。Perrott。
“Itwouldbeawful——tobedead!“ejaculatedEvelynM。
“Tobedead?“saidHewet。“Idon’tthinkitwouldbeawful。
It’squiteeasytoimagine。Whenyougotobedto-nightfoldyourhandsso——breatheslowerandslower——“Helaybackwithhishandsclaspeduponhisbreast,andhiseyesshut,“Now,“hemurmuredinanevenmonotonousvoice,“Ishallnever,never,nevermoveagain。“
Hisbody,lyingflatamongthem,didforamomentsuggestdeath。
“Thisisahorribleexhibition,Mr。Hewet!“criedMrs。Thornbury。
“Morecakeforus!“saidArthur。
“Iassureyouthere’snothinghorribleaboutit,“saidHewet,sittingupandlayinghandsuponthecake。
“It’ssonatural,“herepeated。“Peoplewithchildrenshouldmakethemdothatexerciseeverynight……NotthatIlookforwardtobeingdead。“
“Andwhenyoualludetoagrave,“saidMr。Thornbury,whospokealmostforthefirsttime,“haveyouanyauthorityforcallingthatruinagrave?
IamquitewithyouinrefusingtoacceptthecommoninterpretationwhichdeclaresittobetheremainsofanElizabethanwatch-tower——
anymorethanIbelievethatthecircularmoundsorbarrowswhichwefindonthetopofourEnglishdownswerecamps。
Theantiquariescalleverythingacamp。Iamalwaysaskingthem,Wellthen,wheredoyouthinkourancestorskepttheircattle?
HalfthecampsinEnglandaremerelytheancientpoundorbartonaswecallitinmypartoftheworld。Theargumentthatnoonewouldkeephiscattleinsuchexposedandinaccessiblespotshasnoweightatall,ifyoureflectthatinthosedaysaman’scattlewerehiscapital,hisstock-in-trade,hisdaughter’sdowries。
Withoutcattlehewasaserf,anotherman’sman……“Hiseyesslowlylosttheirintensity,andhemutteredafewconcludingwordsunderhisbreath,lookingcuriouslyoldandforlorn。
HughlingElliot,whomighthavebeenexpectedtoengagetheoldgentlemaninargument,wasabsentatthemoment。Henowcameupholdingoutalargesquareofcottonuponwhichafinedesignwasprintedinpleasantbrightcoloursthatmadehishandlookpale。
“Abargain,“heannounced,layingitdownonthecloth。“I’vejustboughtitfromthebigmanwiththeear-rings。Fine,isn’tit?
Itwouldn’tsuiteveryone,ofcourse,butit’sjustthething——
isn’tit,Hilda?——forMrs。RaymondParry。“
“Mrs。RaymondParry!“criedHelenandMrs。Thornburyatthesamemoment。
Theylookedateachotherasthoughamisthithertoobscuringtheirfaceshadbeenblownaway。
“Ah——youhavebeentothosewonderfulpartiestoo?“Mrs。Elliotaskedwithinterest。
Mrs。Parry’sdrawing-room,thoughthousandsofmilesaway,behindavastcurveofwateronatinypieceofearth,camebeforetheireyes。Theywhohadhadnosolidityoranchoragebeforeseemedtobeattachedtoitsomehow,andatoncegrownmoresubstantial。
Perhapstheyhadbeeninthedrawing-roomatthesamemoment;
perhapstheyhadpassedeachotheronthestairs;atanyratetheyknewsomeofthesamepeople。Theylookedoneanotherupanddownwithnewinterest。Buttheycoulddonomorethanlookateachother,fortherewasnotimetoenjoythefruitsofthediscovery。
Thedonkeyswereadvancing,anditwasadvisabletobeginthedescentimmediately,forthenightfellsoquicklythatitwouldbedarkbeforetheywerehomeagain。
Accordingly,remountinginorder,theyfiledoffdownthehillside。
Scrapsoftalkcamefloatingbackfromonetoanother。Therewerejokestobeginwith,andlaughter;somewalkedpartoftheway,andpickedflowers,andsentstonesboundingbeforethem。
“WhowritesthebestLatinverseinyourcollege,Hirst?“Mr。Elliotcalledbackincongruously,andMr。Hirstreturnedthathehadnoidea。
Theduskfellassuddenlyasthenativeshadwarnedthem,thehollowsofthemountainoneithersidefillingupwithdarknessandthepathbecomingsodimthatitwassurprisingtohearthedonkeys’hoovesstillstrikingonhardrock。Silencefelluponone,andthenuponanother,untiltheywereallsilent,theirmindsspillingoutintothedeepblueair。Thewayseemedshorterinthedarkthanintheday;
andsoonthelightsofthetownwereseenontheflatfarbeneaththem。
Suddenlysomeonecried,“Ah!“
Inamomenttheslowyellowdroproseagainfromtheplainbelow;
itrose,paused,openedlikeaflower,andfellinashowerofdrops。
“Fireworks,“theycried。
Anotherwentupmorequickly;andthenanother;theycouldalmosthearittwistandroar。
“SomeSaint’sday,Isuppose,“saidavoice。Therushandembraceoftherocketsastheysoaredupintotheairseemedlikethefierywayinwhichloverssuddenlyroseandunited,leavingthecrowdgazingupatthemwithstrainedwhitefaces。ButSusanandArthur,ridingdownthehill,neversaidawordtoeachother,andkeptaccuratelyapart。
Thenthefireworksbecameerratic,andsoontheyceasedaltogether,andtherestofthejourneywasmadealmostindarkness,themountainbeingagreatshadowbehindthem,andbushesandtreeslittleshadowswhichthrewdarknessacrosstheroad。Amongtheplane-treestheyseparated,bundlingintocarriagesanddrivingoff,withoutsayinggood-night,orsayingitonlyinahalf-muffledway。
Itwassolatethattherewasnotimefornormalconversationbetweentheirarrivalatthehotelandtheirretirementtobed。
ButHirstwanderedintoHewet’sroomwithacollarinhishand。
“Well,Hewet,“heremarked,onthecrestofagiganticyawn,“thatwasagreatsuccess,Iconsider。“Heyawned。“Buttakecareyou’renotlandedwiththatyoungwoman……Idon’treallylikeyoungwomen……“
Hewetwastoomuchdruggedbyhoursintheopenairtomakeanyreply。
Infacteveryoneofthepartywassoundasleepwithintenminutesorsoofeachother,withtheexceptionofSusanWarrington。
Shelayforaconsiderabletimelookingblanklyatthewallopposite,herhandsclaspedaboveherheart,andherlightburningbyherside。
Allarticulatethoughthadlongagodesertedher;herheartseemedtohavegrowntothesizeofasun,andtoilluminateherentirebody,sheddinglikethesunasteadytideofwarmth。
“I’mhappy,I’mhappy,I’mhappy,“sherepeated。“Iloveeveryone。
I’mhappy。“