“Idon’tlosethings,“saidHewet。“Imislaythem。ThatwasthereasonwhyHirstrefusedtoshareacabinwithmeonthevoyageout。“
  “Youcameouttogether?“Helenenquired。
  “Iproposethateachmemberofthispartynowgivesashortbiographicalsketchofhimselforherself,“saidHirst,sittingupright。
  “MissVinrace,youcomefirst;begin。“
  Rachelstatedthatshewastwenty-fouryearsofage,thedaughterofaship-owner,thatshehadneverbeenproperlyeducated;
  playedthepiano,hadnobrothersorsisters,andlivedatRichmondwithaunts,hermotherbeingdead。
  “Next,“saidHirst,havingtakeninthesefacts;hepointedatHewet。
  “IamthesonofanEnglishgentleman。Iamtwenty-seven,“
  Hewetbegan。“Myfatherwasafox-huntingsquire。HediedwhenI
  wasteninthehuntingfield。Icanrememberhisbodycominghome,onashutterIsuppose,justasIwasgoingdowntotea,andnoticingthattherewasjamfortea,andwonderingwhetherI
  shouldbeallowed——“
  “Yes;butkeeptothefacts,“Hirstputin。
  “IwaseducatedatWinchesterandCambridge,whichIhadtoleaveafteratime。Ihavedoneagoodmanythingssince——“
  “Profession?“
  “None——atleast——“
  “Tastes?“
  “Literary。I’mwritinganovel。“
  “Brothersandsisters?“
  “Threesisters,nobrother,andamother。“
  “Isthatallwe’retohearaboutyou?“saidHelen。Shestatedthatshewasveryold——fortylastOctober,andherfatherhadbeenasolicitorinthecitywhohadgonebankrupt,forwhichreasonshehadneverhadmucheducation——theylivedinoneplaceafteranother——
  butanelderbrotherusedtolendherbooks。
  “IfIweretotellyoueverything——“shestoppedandsmiled。
  “Itwouldtaketoolong,“sheconcluded。“ImarriedwhenIwasthirty,andIhavetwochildren。Myhusbandisascholar。Andnow——
  it’syourturn,“shenoddedatHirst。
  “You’veleftoutagreatdeal,“hereprovedher。“MynameisSt。JohnAlaricHirst,“hebeganinajauntytoneofvoice。
  “I’mtwenty-fouryearsold。I’mthesonoftheReverendSidneyHirst,vicarofGreatWappynginNorfolk。Oh,Igotscholarshipseverywhere——Westminster——King’s。I’mnowafellowofKing’s。Don’titsounddreary?Parentsbothalivealas。
  Twobrothersandonesister。I’maverydistinguishedyoungman,“headded。
  “Oneofthethree,orisitfive,mostdistinguishedmeninEngland,“
  Hewetremarked。
  “Quitecorrect,“saidHirst。
  “That’sallveryinteresting,“saidHelenafterapause。
  “Butofcoursewe’veleftouttheonlyquestionsthatmatter。
  Forinstance,areweChristians?“
  “Iamnot,““Iamnot,“boththeyoungmenreplied。
  “Iam,“Rachelstated。
  “YoubelieveinapersonalGod?“Hirstdemanded,turningroundandfixingherwithhiseyeglasses。
  “Ibelieve——Ibelieve,“Rachelstammered,“Ibelievetherearethingswedon’tknowabout,andtheworldmightchangeinaminuteandanythingappear。“
  AtthisHelenlaughedoutright。“Nonsense,“shesaid。“You’renotaChristian。You’veneverthoughtwhatyouare——Andtherearelotsofotherquestions,“shecontinued,“thoughperhapswecan’taskthemyet。“Althoughtheyhadtalkedsofreelytheywerealluncomfortablyconsciousthattheyreallyknewnothingabouteachother。
  “Theimportantquestions,“Hewetpondered,“thereallyinterestingones。
  Idoubtthatoneeverdoesaskthem。“
  Rachel,whowasslowtoacceptthefactthatonlyaveryfewthingscanbesaidevenbypeoplewhoknoweachotherwell,insistedonknowingwhathemeant。
  “Whetherwe’veeverbeeninlove?“sheenquired。“Isthatthekindofquestionyoumean?“
  AgainHelenlaughedather,benignantlystrewingherwithhandfulsofthelongtasselledgrass,forshewassobraveandsofoolish。
  “Oh,Rachel,“shecried。“It’slikehavingapuppyinthehousehavingyouwithone——apuppythatbringsone’sunderclothesdownintothehall。“
  Butagainthesunnyearthinfrontofthemwascrossedbyfantasticwaveringfigures,theshadowsofmenandwomen。
  “Theretheyare!“exclaimedMrs。Elliot。Therewasatouchofpeevishnessinhervoice。“Andwe’vehad_such_ahunttofindyou。
  Doyouknowwhatthetimeis?“
  Mrs。ElliotandMr。andMrs。Thornburynowconfrontedthem;Mrs。Elliotwasholdingoutherwatch,andplayfullytappingitupontheface。
  Hewetwasrecalledtothefactthatthiswasapartyforwhichhewasresponsible,andheimmediatelyledthembacktothewatch-tower,wheretheyweretohaveteabeforestartinghomeagain。Abrightcrimsonscarfflutteredfromthetopofthewall,whichMr。PerrottandEvelynweretyingtoastoneastheotherscameup。Theheathadchangedjustsofarthatinsteadofsittingintheshadowtheysatinthesun,whichwasstillhotenoughtopainttheirfacesredandyellow,andtocolourgreatsectionsoftheearthbeneaththem。
  “There’snothinghalfsoniceastea!“saidMrs。Thornbury,takinghercup。
  “Nothing,“saidHelen。“Can’tyourememberasachildchoppinguphay——“shespokemuchmorequicklythanusual,andkepthereyefixeduponMrs。Thornbury,“andpretendingitwastea,andgettingscoldedbythenurses——whyIcan’timagine,exceptthatnursesaresuchbrutes,won’tallowpepperinsteadofsaltthoughthere’snoearthlyharminit。Weren’tyournursesjustthesame?“
  DuringthisspeechSusancameintothegroup,andsatdownbyHelen’sside。AfewminuteslaterMr。Venningstrolledupfromtheoppositedirection。Hewasalittleflushed,andinthemoodtoanswerhilariouslywhateverwassaidtohim。
  “Whathaveyoubeendoingtothatoldchap’sgrave?“heasked,pointingtotheredflagwhichfloatedfromthetopofthestones。
  “Wehavetriedtomakehimforgethismisfortuneinhavingdiedthreehundredyearsago,“saidMr。Perrott。
  “Itwouldbeawful——tobedead!“ejaculatedEvelynM。
  “Tobedead?“saidHewet。“Idon’tthinkitwouldbeawful。
  It’squiteeasytoimagine。Whenyougotobedto-nightfoldyourhandsso——breatheslowerandslower——“Helaybackwithhishandsclaspeduponhisbreast,andhiseyesshut,“Now,“hemurmuredinanevenmonotonousvoice,“Ishallnever,never,nevermoveagain。“
  Hisbody,lyingflatamongthem,didforamomentsuggestdeath。
  “Thisisahorribleexhibition,Mr。Hewet!“criedMrs。Thornbury。
  “Morecakeforus!“saidArthur。
  “Iassureyouthere’snothinghorribleaboutit,“saidHewet,sittingupandlayinghandsuponthecake。
  “It’ssonatural,“herepeated。“Peoplewithchildrenshouldmakethemdothatexerciseeverynight……NotthatIlookforwardtobeingdead。“
  “Andwhenyoualludetoagrave,“saidMr。Thornbury,whospokealmostforthefirsttime,“haveyouanyauthorityforcallingthatruinagrave?
  IamquitewithyouinrefusingtoacceptthecommoninterpretationwhichdeclaresittobetheremainsofanElizabethanwatch-tower——
  anymorethanIbelievethatthecircularmoundsorbarrowswhichwefindonthetopofourEnglishdownswerecamps。
  Theantiquariescalleverythingacamp。Iamalwaysaskingthem,Wellthen,wheredoyouthinkourancestorskepttheircattle?
  HalfthecampsinEnglandaremerelytheancientpoundorbartonaswecallitinmypartoftheworld。Theargumentthatnoonewouldkeephiscattleinsuchexposedandinaccessiblespotshasnoweightatall,ifyoureflectthatinthosedaysaman’scattlewerehiscapital,hisstock-in-trade,hisdaughter’sdowries。
  Withoutcattlehewasaserf,anotherman’sman……“Hiseyesslowlylosttheirintensity,andhemutteredafewconcludingwordsunderhisbreath,lookingcuriouslyoldandforlorn。
  HughlingElliot,whomighthavebeenexpectedtoengagetheoldgentlemaninargument,wasabsentatthemoment。Henowcameupholdingoutalargesquareofcottonuponwhichafinedesignwasprintedinpleasantbrightcoloursthatmadehishandlookpale。
  “Abargain,“heannounced,layingitdownonthecloth。“I’vejustboughtitfromthebigmanwiththeear-rings。Fine,isn’tit?
  Itwouldn’tsuiteveryone,ofcourse,butit’sjustthething——
  isn’tit,Hilda?——forMrs。RaymondParry。“
  “Mrs。RaymondParry!“criedHelenandMrs。Thornburyatthesamemoment。
  Theylookedateachotherasthoughamisthithertoobscuringtheirfaceshadbeenblownaway。
  “Ah——youhavebeentothosewonderfulpartiestoo?“Mrs。Elliotaskedwithinterest。
  Mrs。Parry’sdrawing-room,thoughthousandsofmilesaway,behindavastcurveofwateronatinypieceofearth,camebeforetheireyes。Theywhohadhadnosolidityoranchoragebeforeseemedtobeattachedtoitsomehow,andatoncegrownmoresubstantial。
  Perhapstheyhadbeeninthedrawing-roomatthesamemoment;
  perhapstheyhadpassedeachotheronthestairs;atanyratetheyknewsomeofthesamepeople。Theylookedoneanotherupanddownwithnewinterest。Buttheycoulddonomorethanlookateachother,fortherewasnotimetoenjoythefruitsofthediscovery。
  Thedonkeyswereadvancing,anditwasadvisabletobeginthedescentimmediately,forthenightfellsoquicklythatitwouldbedarkbeforetheywerehomeagain。
  Accordingly,remountinginorder,theyfiledoffdownthehillside。
  Scrapsoftalkcamefloatingbackfromonetoanother。Therewerejokestobeginwith,andlaughter;somewalkedpartoftheway,andpickedflowers,andsentstonesboundingbeforethem。
  “WhowritesthebestLatinverseinyourcollege,Hirst?“Mr。Elliotcalledbackincongruously,andMr。Hirstreturnedthathehadnoidea。
  Theduskfellassuddenlyasthenativeshadwarnedthem,thehollowsofthemountainoneithersidefillingupwithdarknessandthepathbecomingsodimthatitwassurprisingtohearthedonkeys’hoovesstillstrikingonhardrock。Silencefelluponone,andthenuponanother,untiltheywereallsilent,theirmindsspillingoutintothedeepblueair。Thewayseemedshorterinthedarkthanintheday;
  andsoonthelightsofthetownwereseenontheflatfarbeneaththem。
  Suddenlysomeonecried,“Ah!“
  Inamomenttheslowyellowdroproseagainfromtheplainbelow;
  itrose,paused,openedlikeaflower,andfellinashowerofdrops。
  “Fireworks,“theycried。
  Anotherwentupmorequickly;andthenanother;theycouldalmosthearittwistandroar。
  “SomeSaint’sday,Isuppose,“saidavoice。Therushandembraceoftherocketsastheysoaredupintotheairseemedlikethefierywayinwhichloverssuddenlyroseandunited,leavingthecrowdgazingupatthemwithstrainedwhitefaces。ButSusanandArthur,ridingdownthehill,neversaidawordtoeachother,andkeptaccuratelyapart。
  Thenthefireworksbecameerratic,andsoontheyceasedaltogether,andtherestofthejourneywasmadealmostindarkness,themountainbeingagreatshadowbehindthem,andbushesandtreeslittleshadowswhichthrewdarknessacrosstheroad。Amongtheplane-treestheyseparated,bundlingintocarriagesanddrivingoff,withoutsayinggood-night,orsayingitonlyinahalf-muffledway。
  Itwassolatethattherewasnotimefornormalconversationbetweentheirarrivalatthehotelandtheirretirementtobed。
  ButHirstwanderedintoHewet’sroomwithacollarinhishand。
  “Well,Hewet,“heremarked,onthecrestofagiganticyawn,“thatwasagreatsuccess,Iconsider。“Heyawned。“Buttakecareyou’renotlandedwiththatyoungwoman……Idon’treallylikeyoungwomen……“
  Hewetwastoomuchdruggedbyhoursintheopenairtomakeanyreply。
  Infacteveryoneofthepartywassoundasleepwithintenminutesorsoofeachother,withtheexceptionofSusanWarrington。
  Shelayforaconsiderabletimelookingblanklyatthewallopposite,herhandsclaspedaboveherheart,andherlightburningbyherside。
  Allarticulatethoughthadlongagodesertedher;herheartseemedtohavegrowntothesizeofasun,andtoilluminateherentirebody,sheddinglikethesunasteadytideofwarmth。
  “I’mhappy,I’mhappy,I’mhappy,“sherepeated。“Iloveeveryone。
  I’mhappy。“