Inthislandwherethepopulationwascentredinthetownsitwaspossibletolosesightofcivilisationinaveryshorttime,passingonlyanoccasionalfarmhouse,wherethewomenwerehandlingredrootsinthecourtyard;oralittleboylyingonhiselbowsonthehillsidesurroundedbyaflockofblackstrong-smellinggoats。
Saveforathreadofwateratthebottom,theriverwasmerelyadeepchannelofdryyellowstones。OnthebankgrewthosetreeswhichHelenhadsaiditwasworththevoyageoutmerelytosee。
Aprilhadbursttheirbuds,andtheyborelargeblossomsamongtheirglossygreenleaveswithpetalsofathickwax-likesubstancecolouredanexquisitecreamorpinkordeepcrimson。Butfilledwithoneofthoseunreasonableexultationswhichstartgenerallyfromanunknowncause,andsweepwholecountriesandskiesintotheirembrace,shewalkedwithoutseeing。Thenightwasencroachingupontheday。
Herearshummedwiththetunesshehadplayedthenightbefore;
shesang,andthesingingmadeherwalkfasterandfaster。
Shedidnotseedistinctlywhereshewasgoing,thetreesandthelandscapeappearingonlyasmassesofgreenandblue,withanoccasionalspaceofdifferentlycolouredsky。Facesofpeopleshehadseenlastnightcamebeforeher;sheheardtheirvoices;
shestoppedsinging,andbegansayingthingsoveragainorsayingthingsdifferently,orinventingthingsthatmighthavebeensaid。
Theconstraintofbeingamongstrangersinalongsilkdressmadeitunusuallyexcitingtostridethusalone。Hewet,Hirst,Mr。Venning,MissAllan,themusic,thelight,thedarktreesinthegarden,thedawn,——asshewalkedtheywentsurgingroundinherhead,atumultuousbackgroundfromwhichthepresentmoment,withitsopportunityofdoingexactlyassheliked,sprungmorewonderfullyvivideventhanthenightbefore。
Soshemighthavewalkeduntilshehadlostallknowledgeofherway,haditnotbeenfortheinterruptionofatree,which,althoughitdidnotgrowacrossherpath,stoppedheraseffectivelyasifthebrancheshadstruckherintheface。Itwasanordinarytree,buttoheritappearedsostrangethatitmighthavebeentheonlytreeintheworld。Darkwasthetrunkinthemiddle,andthebranchesspranghereandthere,leavingjaggedintervalsoflightbetweenthemasdistinctlyasifithadbutthatsecondrisenfromtheground。
Havingseenasightthatwouldlastherforalifetime,andforalifetimewouldpreservethatsecond,thetreeoncemoresankintotheordinaryranksoftrees,andshewasabletoseatherselfinitsshadeandtopicktheredflowerswiththethingreenleaveswhichweregrowingbeneathit。Shelaidthemsidebyside,flowertoflowerandstalktostalk,caressingthemforwalkingalone。
Flowersandevenpebblesintheearthhadtheirownlifeanddisposition,andbroughtbackthefeelingsofachildtowhomtheywerecompanions。
Lookingup,hereyewascaughtbythelineofthemountainsflyingoutenergeticallyacrosstheskylikethelashofacurlingwhip。
Shelookedatthepaledistantsky,andthehighbareplacesonthemountain-topslyingexposedtothesun。Whenshesatdownshehaddroppedherbooksontotheearthatherfeet,andnowshelookeddownonthemlyingthere,sosquareinthegrass,atallstembendingoverandticklingthesmoothbrowncoverofGibbon,whilethemottledblueBalzaclaynakedinthesun。Withafeelingthattoopenandreadwouldcertainlybeasurprisingexperience,sheturnedthehistorian’spageandreadthat——
Hisgenerals,intheearlypartofhisreign,attemptedthereductionofAethiopiaandArabiaFelix。Theymarchednearathousandmilestothesouthofthetropic;buttheheatoftheclimatesoonrepelledtheinvadersandprotectedtheunwarlikenativesofthosesequesteredregions……ThenortherncountriesofEuropescarcelydeservedtheexpenseandlabourofconquest。
TheforestsandmorassesofGermanywerefilledwithahardyraceofbarbarians,whodespisedlifewhenitwasseparatedfromfreedom。
Neverhadanywordsbeensovividandsobeautiful——ArabiaFelix——
Aethiopia。Butthosewerenotmorenoblethantheothers,hardybarbarians,forests,andmorasses。Theyseemedtodriveroadsbacktotheverybeginningoftheworld,oneithersideofwhichthepopulationsofalltimesandcountriesstoodinavenues,andbypassingdownthemallknowledgewouldbehers,andthebookoftheworldturnedbacktotheveryfirstpage。
Suchwasherexcitementatthepossibilitiesofknowledgenowopeningbeforeherthatsheceasedtoread,andabreezeturningthepage,thecoversofGibbongentlyruffledandclosedtogether。Shethenroseagainandwalkedon。Slowlyhermindbecamelessconfusedandsoughttheoriginsofherexaltation,whichweretwofoldandcouldbelimitedbyanefforttothepersonsofMr。HirstandMr。Hewet。
Anyclearanalysisofthemwasimpossibleowingtothehazeofwonderinwhichtheywereenveloped。Shecouldnotreasonaboutthemasaboutpeoplewhosefeelingswentbythesameruleasherowndid,andherminddweltonthemwithakindofphysicalpleasuresuchasiscausedbythecontemplationofbrightthingshanginginthesun。
Fromthemalllifeseemedtoradiate;theverywordsofbooksweresteepedinradiance。Shethenbecamehauntedbyasuspicionwhichshewassoreluctanttofacethatshewelcomedatripandstumbleoverthegrassbecausethusherattentionwasdispersed,butinasecondithadcollecteditselfagain。Unconsciouslyshehadbeenwalkingfasterandfaster,herbodytryingtooutrunhermind;
butshewasnowonthesummitofalittlehillockofearthwhichroseabovetheriveranddisplayedthevalley。Shewasnolongerabletojugglewithseveralideas,butmustdealwiththemostpersistent,andakindofmelancholyreplacedherexcitement。Shesankdownontotheearthclaspingherkneestogether,andlookingblanklyinfrontofher。Forsometimesheobservedagreatyellowbutterfly,whichwasopeningandclosingitswingsveryslowlyonalittleflatstone。
“Whatisittobeinlove?“shedemanded,afteralongsilence;
eachwordasitcameintobeingseemedtoshoveitselfoutintoanunknownsea。Hypnotisedbythewingsofthebutterfly,andawedbythediscoveryofaterriblepossibilityinlife,shesatforsometimelonger。Whenthebutterflyflewaway,sherose,andwithhertwobooksbeneathherarmreturnedhomeagain,muchasasoldierpreparedforbattle。
Thesunofthatsamedaygoingdown,duskwassalutedasusualatthehotelbyaninstantaneoussparkleofelectriclights。
Thehoursbetweendinnerandbedtimewerealwaysdifficultenoughtokill,andthenightafterthedancetheywerefurthertarnishedbythepeevishnessofdissipation。Certainly,intheopinionofHirstandHewet,wholaybackinlongarm-chairsinthemiddleofthehall,withtheircoffee-cupsbesidethem,andtheircigarettesintheirhands,theeveningwasunusuallydull,thewomenunusuallybadlydressed,themenunusuallyfatuous。Moreover,whenthemailhadbeendistributedhalfanhouragotherewerenolettersforeitherofthetwoyoungmen。Aseveryotherperson,practically,hadreceivedtwoorthreeplumplettersfromEngland,whichtheywerenowengagedinreading,thisseemedhard,andpromptedHirsttomakethecausticremarkthattheanimalshadbeenfed。
Theirsilence,hesaid,remindedhimofthesilenceinthelion-housewheneachbeastholdsalumpofrawmeatinitspaws。Hewenton,stimulatedbythiscomparison,tolikensometohippopotamuses,sometocanarybirds,sometoswine,sometoparrots,andsometoloathsomereptilescurledroundthehalf-decayedbodiesofsheep。
Theintermittentsounds——nowacough,nowahorriblewheezingorthroat-clearing,nowalittlepatterofconversation——werejust,hedeclared,whatyouhearifyoustandinthelion-housewhenthebonesarebeingmauled。ButthesecomparisonsdidnotrouseHewet,who,afteracarelessglanceroundtheroom,fixedhiseyesuponathicketofnativespearswhichweresoingeniouslyarrangedastoruntheirpointsatyouwhicheverwayyouapproachedthem。
Hewasclearlyobliviousofhissurroundings;whereuponHirst,perceivingthatHewet’smindwasacompleteblank,fixedhisattentionmorecloselyuponhisfellow-creatures。Hewastoofarfromthem,however,tohearwhattheyweresaying,butitpleasedhimtoconstructlittletheoriesaboutthemfromtheirgesturesandappearance。
Mrs。Thornburyhadreceivedagreatmanyletters。Shewascompletelyengrossedinthem。Whenshehadfinishedapageshehandedittoherhusband,orgavehimthesenseofwhatshewasreadinginaseriesofshortquotationslinkedtogetherbyasoundatthebackofherthroat。“EviewritesthatGeorgehasgonetoGlasgow。
’HefindsMr。Chadbournesonicetoworkwith,andwehopetospendChristmastogether,butIshouldnotliketomoveBettyandAlfredanygreatdistanceno,quiteright,thoughitisdifficulttoimaginecoldweatherinthisheat……EleanorandRogerdroveoverinthenewtrap……EleanorcertainlylookedmorelikeherselfthanI’veseenhersincethewinter。ShehasputBabyonthreebottlesnow,whichI’msureiswiseI’msureitistoo,andsogetsbetternights……Myhairstillfallsout。Ifinditonthepillow!ButIamcheeredbyhearingfromTottieHallGreen……MurielisinTorquayenjoyingherselfgreatlyatdances。
She_is_goingtoshowherblackputafterall。’……AlinefromHerbert——sobusy,poorfellow!Ah!Margaretsays,’PooroldMrs。Fairbankdiedontheeighth,quitesuddenlyintheconservatory,onlyamaidinthehouse,whohadn’tthepresenceofmindtoliftherup,whichtheythinkmighthavesavedher,butthedoctorsaysitmighthavecomeatanymoment,andonecanonlyfeelthankfulthatitwasinthehouseandnotinthestreetIshouldthinkso!。
Thepigeonshaveincreasedterribly,justastherabbitsdidfiveyearsago……’“Whileshereadherhusbandkeptnoddinghisheadveryslightly,butverysteadilyinsignofapproval。
Nearby,MissAllanwasreadingherletterstoo。Theywerenotaltogetherpleasant,ascouldbeseenfromtheslightrigiditywhichcameoverherlargefinefaceasshefinishedreadingthemandreplacedthemneatlyintheirenvelopes。Thelinesofcareandresponsibilityonherfacemadeherresembleanelderlymanratherthanawoman。Thelettersbroughthernewsofthefailureoflastyear’sfruitcropinNewZealand,whichwasaseriousmatter,forHubert,heronlybrother,madehislivingonafruitfarm,andifitfailedagain,ofcourse,hewouldthrowuphisplace,comebacktoEngland,andwhatweretheytodowithhimthistime?
Thejourneyouthere,whichmeantthelossofaterm’swork,becameanextravaganceandnotthejustandwonderfulholidayduetoherafterfifteenyearsofpunctuallecturingandcorrectingessaysuponEnglishliterature。Emily,hersister,whowasateacheralso,wrote:“Weoughttobeprepared,thoughIhavenodoubtHubertwillbemorereasonablethistime。“AndthenwentoninhersensiblewaytosaythatshewasenjoyingaveryjollytimeintheLakes。“Theyarelookingexceedinglyprettyjustnow。
Ihaveseldomseenthetreessoforwardatthistimeofyear。
Wehavetakenourlunchoutseveraldays。OldAliceisasyoungasever,andasksaftereveryoneaffectionately。Thedayspassveryquickly,andtermwillsoonbehere。Politicalprospects_not_good,Ithinkprivately,butdonotliketodampEllen’senthusiasm。
LloydGeorgehastakentheBillup,butsohavemanybeforenow,andwearewhereweare;buttrusttofindmyselfmistaken。
Anyhow,wehaveourworkcutoutforus……SurelyMeredithlacksthe_human_noteonelikesinW。W。?“sheconcluded,andwentontodiscusssomequestionsofEnglishliteraturewhichMissAllanhadraisedinherlastletter。
AtalittledistancefromMissAllan,onaseatshadedandmadesemi-privatebyathickclumpofpalmtrees,ArthurandSusanwerereadingeachother’sletters。Thebigslashingmanuscriptsofhockey-playingyoungwomeninWiltshirelayonArthur’sknee,whileSusandecipheredtightlittlelegalhandswhichrarelyfilledmorethanapage,andalwaysconveyedthesameimpressionofjocularandbreezygoodwill。
“IdohopeMr。Hutchinsonwilllikeme,Arthur,“shesaid,lookingup。
“Who’syourlovingFlo?“askedArthur。
“FloGraves——thegirlItoldyouabout,whowasengagedtothatdreadfulMr。Vincent,“saidSusan。“IsMr。Hutchinsonmarried?“
sheasked。