Alreadyhermindwasbusywithbenevolentplansforherfriends,orratherwithonemagnificentplan——whichwassimpletoo——
  theywerealltogetmarried——atonce——directlyshegotback。
  Marriage,marriagethatwastherightthing,theonlything,thesolutionrequiredbyeveryonesheknew,andagreatpartofhermeditationswasspentintracingeveryinstanceofdiscomfort,loneliness,ill-health,unsatisfiedambition,restlessness,eccentricity,takingthingsupanddroppingthemagain,publicspeaking,andphilanthropicactivityonthepartofmenandparticularlyonthepartofwomentothefactthattheywantedtomarry,weretryingtomarry,andhadnotsucceededingettingmarried。
  If,asshewasboundtoown,thesesymptomssometimespersistedaftermarriage,shecouldonlyascribethemtotheunhappylawofnaturewhichdecreedthattherewasonlyoneArthurVenning,andonlyoneSusanwhocouldmarryhim。Hertheory,ofcourse,hadthemeritofbeingfullysupportedbyherowncase。Shehadbeenvaguelyuncomfortableathomefortwoorthreeyearsnow,andavoyagelikethiswithherselfisholdaunt,whopaidherfarebuttreatedherasservantandcompanioninone,wastypicalofthekindofthingpeopleexpectedofher。Directlyshebecameengaged,Mrs。Paleybehavedwithinstinctiverespect,positivelyprotestedwhenSusanasusualkneltdowntolacehershoes,andappearedreallygratefulforanhourofSusan’scompanywhereshehadbeenusedtoexacttwoorthreeasherright。Shethereforeforesawalifeoffargreatercomfortthanshehadbeenusedto,andthechangehadalreadyproducedagreatincreaseofwarmthinherfeelingstowardsotherpeople。
  ItwascloseontwentyyearsnowsinceMrs。Paleyhadbeenabletolaceherownshoesoreventoseethem,thedisappearanceofherfeethavingcoincidedmoreorlessaccuratelywiththedeathofherhusband,amanofbusiness,soonafterwhicheventMrs。Paleybegantogrowstout。Shewasaselfish,independentoldwoman,possessedofaconsiderableincome,whichshespentupontheupkeepofahousethatneededsevenservantsandacharwomaninLancasterGate,andanotherwithagardenandcarriage-horsesinSurrey。
  Susan’sengagementrelievedheroftheonegreatanxietyofherlife——
  thathersonChristophershould“entanglehimself“withhiscousin。
  Nowthatthisfamiliarsourceofinterestwasremoved,shefeltalittlelowandinclinedtoseemoreinSusanthansheusedto。
  Shehaddecidedtogiveheraveryhandsomeweddingpresent,achequefortwohundred,twohundredandfifty,orpossibly,conceivably——
  itdependedupontheunder-gardenerandHuths’billfordoingupthedrawing-room——threehundredpoundssterling。
  Shewasthinkingofthisveryquestion,revolvingthefigures,asshesatinherwheeledchairwithatablespreadwithcardsbyherside。ThePatiencehadsomehowgotintoamuddle,andshedidnotliketocallforSusantohelpher,asSusanseemedtobebusywithArthur。
  “She’severyrighttoexpectahandsomepresentfromme,ofcourse,“
  shethought,lookingvaguelyattheleopardonitshindlegs,“andI’venodoubtshedoes!Moneygoesalongwaywitheveryone。
  Theyoungareveryselfish。IfIweretodie,nobodywouldmissmebutDakyns,andshe’llbeconsoledbythewill!However,I’vegotnoreasontocomplain……Icanstillenjoymyself。I’mnotaburdentoany-one……Ilikeagreatmanythingsagooddeal,inspiteofmylegs。“
  Beingslightlydepressed,however,shewentontothinkoftheonlypeopleshehadknownwhohadnotseemedtoheratallselfishorfondofmoney,whohadseemedtohersomehowratherfinerthanthegeneralrun;peopleshewillinglyacknowledged,whowerefinerthanshewas。Therewereonlytwoofthem。Onewasherbrother,whohadbeendrownedbeforehereyes,theotherwasagirl,hergreatestfriend,whohaddiedingivingbirthtoherfirstchild。
  Thesethingshadhappenedsomefiftyyearsago。
  “Theyoughtnottohavedied,“shethought。“However,theydid——
  andweselfisholdcreaturesgoon。“Thetearscametohereyes;
  shefeltagenuineregretforthem,akindofrespectfortheiryouthandbeauty,andakindofshameforherself;butthetearsdidnotfall;
  andsheopenedoneofthoseinnumerablenovelswhichsheusedtopronouncegoodorbad,orprettymiddling,orreallywonderful。
  “Ican’tthinkhowpeoplecometoimaginesuchthings,“shewouldsay,takingoffherspectaclesandlookingupwiththeoldfadedeyes,thatwerebecomingringedwithwhite。
  JustbehindthestuffedleopardMr。ElliotwasplayingchesswithMr。Pepper。Hewasbeingdefeated,naturally,forMr。Pepperscarcelytookhiseyesofftheboard,andMr。Elliotkeptleaningbackinhischairandthrowingoutremarkstoagentlemanwhohadonlyarrivedthenightbefore,atallhandsomeman,withaheadresemblingtheheadofanintellectualram。Afterafewremarksofageneralnaturehadpassed,theywerediscoveringthattheyknewsomeofthesamepeople,asindeedhadbeenobviousfromtheirappearancedirectlytheysaweachother。
  “Ahyes,oldTruefit,“saidMr。Elliot。“HehasasonatOxford。
  I’veoftenstayedwiththem。It’salovelyoldJacobeanhouse。
  SomeexquisiteGreuzes——oneortwoDutchpictureswhichtheoldboykeptinthecellars。Thentherewerestacksuponstacksofprints。Oh,thedirtinthathouse!Hewasamiser,youknow。
  TheboymarriedadaughterofLordPinwells。Iknowthemtoo。
  Thecollectingmaniatendstoruninfamilies。Thischapcollectsbuckles——men’sshoe-bucklestheymustbe,inusebetweentheyears1580and1660;thedatesmayn’tberight,butfact’sasIsay。
  Yourtruecollectoralwayshassomeunaccountablefadofthatkind。
  Onotherpointshe’saslevel-headedasabreederofshorthorns,whichiswhathehappenstobe。ThenthePinwells,asyouprobablyknow,havetheirshareofeccentricitytoo。LadyMaud,forinstance——“
  hewasinterruptedherebythenecessityofconsideringhismove,——“LadyMaudhasahorrorofcatsandclergymen,andpeoplewithbigfrontteeth。I’veheardhershoutacrossatable,’Keepyourmouthshut,MissSmith;they’reasyellowascarrots!’
  acrossatable,mindyou。Tomeshe’salwaysbeencivilityitself。
  Shedabblesinliterature,likestocollectafewofusinherdrawing-room,butmentionaclergyman,abishopeven,nay,theArchbishophimself,andshegobbleslikeaturkey-cock。I’vebeentoldit’safamilyfeud——somethingtodowithanancestorinthereignofCharlestheFirst。Yes,“hecontinued,sufferingcheckaftercheck,“Ialwaysliketoknowsomethingofthegrandmothersofourfashionableyoungmen。Inmyopiniontheypreserveallthatweadmireintheeighteenthcentury,withtheadvantage,inthemajorityofcases,thattheyarepersonallyclean。NotthatonewouldinsultoldLadyBarboroughbycallingherclean。Howoftend’youthink,Hilda,“hecalledouttohiswife,“herladyshiptakesabath?“
  “Ishouldhardlyliketosay,Hugh,“Mrs。Elliottittered,“butwearingpucevelvet,asshedoesevenonthehottestAugustday,itsomehowdoesn’tshow。“
  “Pepper,youhaveme,“saidMr。Elliot。“MychessisevenworsethanIremembered。“Heacceptedhisdefeatwithgreatequanimity,becausehereallywishedtotalk。
  HedrewhischairbesideMr。WilfridFlushing,thenewcomer。
  “Aretheseatallinyourline?“heasked,pointingatacaseinfrontofthem,wherehighlypolishedcrosses,jewels,andbitsofembroidery,theworkofthenatives,weredisplayedtotemptvisitors。
  “Shams,allofthem,“saidMr。Flushingbriefly。“Thisrug,now,isn’tatallbad。“Hestoppedandpickedupapieceoftherugattheirfeet。“Notold,ofcourse,butthedesignisquiteintherighttradition。Alice,lendmeyourbrooch。
  Seethedifferencebetweentheoldworkandthenew。“
  Alady,whowasreadingwithgreatconcentration,unfastenedherbroochandgaveittoherhusbandwithoutlookingathimoracknowledgingthetentativebowwhichMr。Elliotwasdesirousofgivingher。
  Ifshehadlistened,shemighthavebeenamusedbythereferencetooldLadyBarborough,hergreat-aunt,but,obliviousofhersurroundings,shewentonreading。
  Theclock,whichhadbeenwheezingforsomeminuteslikeanoldmanpreparingtocough,nowstrucknine。Thesoundslightlydisturbedcertainsomnolentmerchants,governmentofficials,andmenofindependentmeanswhowerelyingbackintheirchairs,chatting,smoking,ruminatingabouttheiraffairs,withtheireyeshalfshut;theyraisedtheirlidsforaninstantatthesoundandthenclosedthemagain。Theyhadtheappearanceofcrocodilessofullygorgedbytheirlastmealthatthefutureoftheworldgivesthemnoanxietywhatever。Theonlydisturbanceintheplacidbrightroomwascausedbyalargemothwhichshotfromlighttolight,whizzingoverelaborateheadsofhair,andcausingseveralyoungwomentoraisetheirhandsnervouslyandexclaim,“Someoneoughttokillit!“
  Absorbedintheirownthoughts,HewetandHirsthadnotspokenforalongtime。
  Whentheclockstruck,Hirstsaid:
  “Ah,thecreaturesbegintostir……“Hewatchedthemraisethemselves,lookaboutthem,andsettledownagain。
  “WhatIabhormostofall,“heconcluded,“isthefemalebreast。
  ImaginebeingVenningandhavingtogetintobedwithSusan!
  Butthereallyrepulsivethingisthattheyfeelnothingatall——
  aboutwhatIdowhenIhaveahotbath。They’regross,they’reabsurd,they’reutterlyintolerable!“
  Sosaying,anddrawingnoreplyfromHewet,heproceededtothinkabouthimself,aboutscience,aboutCambridge,abouttheBar,aboutHelenandwhatshethoughtofhim,until,beingverytired,hewasnoddingofftosleep。
  SuddenlyHewetwokehimup。
  “Howd’youknowwhatyoufeel,Hirst?“
  “Areyouinlove?“askedHirst。Heputinhiseyeglass。
  “Don’tbeafool,“saidHewet。
  “Well,I’llsitdownandthinkaboutit,“saidHirst。“Onereallyoughtto。Ifthesepeoplewouldonlythinkaboutthings,theworldwouldbeafarbetterplaceforusalltolivein。
  Areyoutryingtothink?“
  ThatwasexactlywhatHewethadbeendoingforthelasthalf-hour,buthedidnotfindHirstsympatheticatthemoment。
  “Ishallgoforawalk,“hesaid。
  “Rememberweweren’tinbedlastnight,“saidHirstwithaprodigiousyawn。
  Hewetroseandstretchedhimself。
  “Iwanttogoandgetabreathofair,“hesaid。
  Anunusualfeelinghadbeenbotheringhimalltheeveningandforbiddinghimtosettleintoanyonetrainofthought。Itwaspreciselyasifhehadbeeninthemiddleofatalkwhichinterestedhimprofoundlywhensomeonecameupandinterruptedhim。Hecouldnotfinishthetalk,andthelongerhesattherethemorehewantedtofinishit。
  AsthetalkthathadbeeninterruptedwasatalkwithRachel,hehadtoaskhimselfwhyhefeltthis,andwhyhewantedtogoontalkingtoher。Hirstwouldmerelysaythathewasinlovewithher。
  Buthewasnotinlovewithher。Didlovebegininthatway,withthewishtogoontalking?No。Italwaysbeganinhiscasewithdefinitephysicalsensations,andthesewerenowabsent,hedidnotevenfindherphysicallyattractive。Therewassomething,ofcourse,unusualabouther——shewasyoung,inexperienced,andinquisitive,theyhadbeenmoreopenwitheachotherthanwasusuallypossible。
  Healwaysfoundgirlsinterestingtotalkto,andsurelytheseweregoodreasonswhyheshouldwishtogoontalkingtoher;
  andlastnight,whatwiththecrowdandtheconfusion,hehadonlybeenabletobegintotalktoher。Whatwasshedoingnow?
  Lyingonasofaandlookingattheceiling,perhaps。Hecouldimagineherdoingthat,andHeleninanarm-chair,withherhandsonthearmofit,so——lookingaheadofher,withhergreatbigeyes——
  ohno,they’dbetalking,ofcourse,aboutthedance。ButsupposeRachelwasgoingawayinadayortwo,supposethiswastheendofhervisit,andherfatherhadarrivedinoneofthesteamersanchoredinthebay,——itwasintolerabletoknowsolittle。
  Thereforeheexclaimed,“Howd’youknowwhatyoufeel,Hirst?“tostophimselffromthinking。