SuddenlyMrs。Chailey,turningfromthesubjectofsheets,dismissingthementirely,clenchedherfistsonthetopofthem,andproclaimed,“Andyoucouldn’taskalivingcreaturetositwhereIsit!“
  Mrs。Chaileywasexpectedtositinacabinwhichwaslargeenough,buttooneartheboilers,sothatafterfiveminutesshecouldhearherheart“go,“shecomplained,puttingherhandaboveit,whichwasastateofthingsthatMrs。Vinrace,Rachel’smother,wouldneverhavedreamtofinflicting——Mrs。Vinrace,whokneweverysheetinherhouse,andexpectedofeveryonethebesttheycoulddo,butnomore。
  Itwastheeasiestthingintheworldtograntanotherroom,andtheproblemofsheetssimultaneouslyandmiraculouslysolveditself,thespotsandladdersnotbeingpastcureafterall,but——
  “Lies!Lies!Lies!“exclaimedthemistressindignantly,assheranupontothedeck。“What’stheuseoftellingmelies?“
  Inherangerthatawomanoffiftyshouldbehavelikeachildandcomecringingtoagirlbecauseshewantedtositwhereshehadnotleavetosit,shedidnotthinkoftheparticularcase,and,unpackinghermusic,soonforgotallabouttheoldwomanandhersheets。
  Mrs。Chaileyfoldedhersheets,butherexpressiontestifiedtoflatnesswithin。Theworldnolongercaredabouther,andashipwasnotahome。Whenthelampswerelityesterday,andthesailorswenttumblingaboveherhead,shehadcried;shewouldcrythisevening;shewouldcryto-morrow。Itwasnothome。Meanwhileshearrangedherornamentsintheroomwhichshehadwontooeasily。
  Theywerestrangeornamentstobringonaseavoyage——chinapugs,tea-setsinminiature,cupsstampedfloridlywiththearmsofthecityofBristol,hair-pinboxescrustedwithshamrock,antelopes’headsincolouredplaster,togetherwithamultitudeoftinyphotographs,representingdownrightworkmenintheirSundaybest,andwomenholdingwhitebabies。Buttherewasoneportraitinagiltframe,forwhichanailwasneeded,andbeforeshesoughtitMrs。Chaileyputonherspectaclesandreadwhatwaswrittenonaslipofpaperattheback:
  “ThispictureofhermistressisgiventoEmmaChaileybyWilloughbyVinraceingratitudeforthirtyyearsofdevotedservice。“
  Tearsobliteratedthewordsandtheheadofthenail。
  “SolongasIcandosomethingforyourfamily,“shewassaying,asshehammeredatit,whenavoicecalledmelodiouslyinthepassage:
  “Mrs。Chailey!Mrs。Chailey!“
  Chaileyinstantlytidiedherdress,composedherface,andopenedthedoor。
  “I’minafix,“saidMrs。Ambrose,whowasflushedandoutofbreath。
  “Youknowwhatgentlemenare。Thechairstoohigh——thetablestoolow——there’ssixinchesbetweenthefloorandthedoor。
  WhatIwant’sahammer,anoldquilt,andhaveyousuchathingasakitchentable?Anyhow,betweenus“——shenowflungopenthedoorofherhusband’ssittingroom,andrevealedRidleypacingupanddown,hisforeheadallwrinkled,andthecollarofhiscoatturnedup。
  “It’sasthoughthey’dtakenpainstotormentme!“hecried,stoppingdead。“DidIcomeonthisvoyageinordertocatchrheumatismandpneumonia?ReallyonemighthavecreditedVinracewithmoresense。Mydear,“Helenwasonherkneesunderatable,“youareonlymakingyourselfuntidy,andwehadmuchbetterrecognisethefactthatwearecondemnedtosixweeksofunspeakablemisery。
  Tocomeatallwastheheightoffolly,butnowthatwearehereI
  supposethatIcanfaceitlikeaman。Mydiseasesofcoursewillbeincreased——IfeelalreadyworsethanIdidyesterday,butwe’veonlyourselvestothank,andthechildrenhappily——“
  “Move!Move!Move!“criedHelen,chasinghimfromcornertocornerwithachairasthoughhewereanerranthen。
  “Outoftheway,Ridley,andinhalfanhouryou’llfinditready。“
  Sheturnedhimoutoftheroom,andtheycouldhearhimgroaningandswearingashewentalongthepassage。
  “Idaresayheisn’tverystrong,“saidMrs。Chailey,lookingatMrs。Ambrosecompassionately,asshehelpedtoshiftandcarry。
  “It’sbooks,“sighedHelen,liftinganarmfulofsadvolumesfromthefloortotheshelf。“Greekfrommorningtonight。
  IfeverMissRachelmarries,Chailey,praythatshemaymarryamanwhodoesn’tknowhisABC。“
  Thepreliminarydiscomfortsandharshnesses,whichgenerallymakethefirstdaysofaseavoyagesocheerlessandtryingtothetemper,beingsomehowlivedthrough,thesucceedingdayspassedpleasantlyenough。
  Octoberwaswelladvanced,butsteadilyburningwithawarmththatmadetheearlymonthsofthesummerappearveryyoungandcapricious。
  Greattractsoftheearthlaynowbeneaththeautumnsun,andthewholeofEngland,fromthebaldmoorstotheCornishrocks,waslitupfromdawntosunset,andshowedinstretchesofyellow,green,andpurple。
  Underthatilluminationeventheroofsofthegreattownsglittered。
  Inthousandsofsmallgardens,millionsofdark-redflowerswereblooming,untiltheoldladieswhohadtendedthemsocarefullycamedownthepathswiththeirscissors,snippedthroughtheirjuicystalks,andlaidthemuponcoldstoneledgesinthevillagechurch。
  Innumerablepartiesofpicnickerscominghomeatsunsetcried,“Wasthereeversuchadayasthis?““It’syou,“theyoungmenwhispered;
  “Oh,it’syou,“theyoungwomenreplied。Alloldpeopleandmanysickpeopleweredrawn,wereitonlyforafootortwo,intotheopenair,andprognosticatedpleasantthingsaboutthecourseoftheworld。
  Asfortheconfidencesandexpressionsoflovethatwereheardnotonlyincornfieldsbutinlamplitrooms,wherethewindowsopenedonthegarden,andmenwithcigarskissedwomenwithgreyhairs,theywerenottobecounted。Somesaidthattheskywasanemblemofthelifetocome。Long-tailedbirdsclatteredandscreamed,andcrossedfromwoodtowood,withgoldeneyesintheirplumage。
  Butwhileallthiswentonbyland,veryfewpeoplethoughtaboutthesea。Theytookitforgrantedthattheseawascalm;
  andtherewasnoneed,asthereisinmanyhouseswhenthecreepertapsonthebedroomwindows,forthecouplestomurmurbeforetheykiss,“Thinkoftheshipsto-night,“or“ThankHeaven,I’mnotthemaninthelighthouse!“Foralltheyimagined,theshipswhentheyvanishedonthesky-linedissolved,likesnowinwater。
  Thegrown-upview,indeed,wasnotmuchclearerthantheviewofthelittlecreaturesinbathingdrawerswhoweretrottingintothefoamallalongthecoastsofEngland,andscoopingupbucketsfullofwater。Theysawwhitesailsortuftsofsmokepassacrossthehorizon,andifyouhadsaidthatthesewerewaterspouts,orthepetalsofwhiteseaflowers,theywouldhaveagreed。
  Thepeopleinships,however,tookanequallysingularviewofEngland。
  Notonlydiditappeartothemtobeanisland,andaverysmallisland,butitwasashrinkingislandinwhichpeoplewereimprisoned。
  Onefiguredthemfirstswarmingaboutlikeaimlessants,andalmostpressingeachotherovertheedge;andthen,astheshipwithdrew,onefiguredthemmakingavainclamour,which,beingunheard,eitherceased,orroseintoabrawl。Finally,whentheshipwasoutofsightofland,itbecameplainthatthepeopleofEnglandwerecompletelymute。Thediseaseattackedotherpartsoftheearth;
  Europeshrank,Asiashrank,AfricaandAmericashrank,untilitseemeddoubtfulwhethertheshipwouldeverrunagainstanyofthosewrinkledlittlerocksagain。But,ontheotherhand,animmensedignityhaddescendeduponher;shewasaninhabitantofthegreatworld,whichhassofewinhabitants,travellingalldayacrossanemptyuniverse,withveilsdrawnbeforeherandbehind。Shewasmorelonelythanthecaravancrossingthedesert;shewasinfinitelymoremysterious,movingbyherownpowerandsustainedbyherownresources。Theseamightgiveherdeathorsomeunexampledjoy,andnonewouldknowofit。
  Shewasabridegoingforthtoherhusband,avirginunknownofmen;
  inhervigorandpurityshemightbelikenedtoallbeautifulthings,forasashipshehadalifeofherown。
  Indeediftheyhadnotbeenblessedintheirweather,onebluedaybeingbowledupafteranother,smooth,round,andflawless。
  Mrs。Ambrosewouldhavefounditverydull。Asitwas,shehadherembroideryframesetupondeck,withalittletablebyhersideonwhichlayopenablackvolumeofphilosophy。Shechoseathreadfromthevari-colouredtanglethatlayinherlap,andsewedredintothebarkofatree,oryellowintotherivertorrent。
  Shewasworkingatagreatdesignofatropicalriverrunningthroughatropicalforest,wherespotteddeerwouldeventuallybrowseuponmassesoffruit,bananas,oranges,andgiantpomegranates,whileatroopofnakednativeswhirleddartsintotheair。
  BetweenthestitchesshelookedtoonesideandreadasentenceabouttheRealityofMatter,ortheNatureofGood。Roundhermeninbluejerseyskneltandscrubbedtheboards,orleantovertherailsandwhistled,andnotfaroffMr。Peppersatcuttinguprootswithapenknife。Therestwereoccupiedinotherpartsoftheship:
  RidleyathisGreek——hehadneverfoundquartersmoretohisliking;
  Willoughbyathisdocuments,forheusedavoyagetoworkofarrearsofbusiness;andRachel——Helen,betweenhersentencesofphilosophy,wonderedsometimeswhatRachel_did_dowithherself?Shemeantvaguelytogoandsee。Theyhadscarcelyspokentwowordstoeachothersincethatfirstevening;theywerepolitewhentheymet,buttherehadbeennoconfidenceofanykind。Rachelseemedtogetonverywellwithherfather——muchbetter,Helenthought,thansheoughtto——andwasasreadytoletHelenaloneasHelenwastoletheralone。
  AtthatmomentRachelwassittinginherroomdoingabsolutelynothing。
  Whentheshipwasfullthisapartmentboresomemagnificenttitleandwastheresortofelderlysea-sickladieswholeftthedecktotheiryoungsters。Byvirtueofthepiano,andamessofbooksonthefloor,Rachelconsidereditherroom,andthereshewouldsitforhoursplayingverydifficultmusic,readingalittleGerman,oralittleEnglishwhenthemoodtookher,anddoing——asatthismoment——
  absolutelynothing。
  Thewayshehadbeeneducated,joinedtoafinenaturalindolence,wasofcoursepartlythereasonofit,forshehadbeeneducatedasthemajorityofwell-to-dogirlsinthelastpartofthenineteenthcenturywereeducated。Kindlydoctorsandgentleoldprofessorshadtaughthertherudimentsofabouttendifferentbranchesofknowledge,buttheywouldassoonhaveforcedhertogothroughonepieceofdrudgerythoroughlyastheywouldhavetoldherthatherhandsweredirty。
  Theonehourorthetwohoursweeklypassedverypleasantly,partlyowingtotheotherpupils,partlytothefactthatthewindowlookeduponthebackofashop,wherefiguresappearedagainsttheredwindowsinwinter,partlytotheaccidentsthatareboundtohappenwhenmorethantwopeopleareinthesameroomtogether。
  Buttherewasnosubjectintheworldwhichsheknewaccurately。
  Hermindwasinthestateofanintelligentman’sinthebeginningofthereignofQueenElizabeth;shewouldbelievepracticallyanythingshewastold,inventreasonsforanythingshesaid。
  Theshapeoftheearth,thehistoryoftheworld,howtrainsworked,ormoneywasinvested,whatlawswereinforce,whichpeoplewantedwhat,andwhytheywantedit,themostelementaryideaofasysteminmodernlife——noneofthishadbeenimpartedtoherbyanyofherprofessorsormistresses。Butthissystemofeducationhadonegreatadvantage。Itdidnotteachanything,butitputnoobstacleinthewayofanyrealtalentthatthepupilmightchancetohave。
  Rachel,beingmusical,wasallowedtolearnnothingbutmusic;
  shebecameafanaticaboutmusic。Alltheenergiesthatmighthavegoneintolanguages,science,orliterature,thatmighthavemadeherfriends,orshownhertheworld,pouredstraightintomusic。
  Findingherteachersinadequate,shehadpracticallytaughtherself。
  Attheageoftwenty-foursheknewasmuchaboutmusicasmostpeopledowhentheyarethirty;andcouldplayaswellasnatureallowedherto,which,asbecamedailymoreobvious,wasareallygenerousallowance。Ifthisonedefinitegiftwassurroundedbydreamsandideasofthemostextravagantandfoolishdescription,noonewasanythewiser。
  Hereducationbeingthusordinary,hercircumstanceswerenomoreoutofthecommon。Shewasanonlychildandhadneverbeenbulliedandlaughedatbybrothersandsisters。Hermotherhavingdiedwhenshewaseleven,twoaunts,thesistersofherfather,broughtherup,andtheylivedforthesakeoftheairinacomfortablehouseinRichmond。Shewasofcoursebroughtupwithexcessivecare,whichasachildwasforherhealth;asagirlandayoungwomanwasforwhatitseemsalmostcrudetocallhermorals。
  Untilquitelatelyshehadbeencompletelyignorantthatforwomensuchthingsexisted。Shegropedforknowledgeinoldbooks,andfounditinrepulsivechunks,butshedidnotnaturallycareforbooksandthusnevertroubledherheadaboutthecensorshipwhichwasexercisedfirstbyheraunts,laterbyherfather。