“Well,youmusttaketheresponsibility,“hesaid。“I’vemadeupmymind;IshallgototheBar。“
  Hiswordswereveryserious,almostemotional;theyrecalledHelenafterasecond’shesitation。
  “I’msureyou’reright,“shesaidwarmly,andshookthehandheheldout。“You’llbeagreatman,I’mcertain。“
  Then,asiftomakehimlookatthescene,shesweptherhandroundtheimmensecircumferenceoftheview。Fromthesea,overtheroofsofthetown,acrossthecrestsofthemountains,overtheriverandtheplain,andagainacrossthecrestsofthemountainsitsweptuntilitreachedthevilla,thegarden,themagnolia-tree,andthefiguresofHirstandherselfstandingtogether,whenitdroppedtoherside。
  HewetandRachelhadlongagoreachedtheparticularplaceontheedgeofthecliffwhere,lookingdownintothesea,youmightchanceonjelly-fishanddolphins。Lookingtheotherway,thevastexpanseoflandgavethemasensationwhichisgivenbynoview,howeverextended,inEngland;thevillagesandthehillstherehavingnames,andthefarthesthorizonofhillsasoftenasnotdippingandshowingalineofmistwhichisthesea;heretheviewwasoneofinfinitesun-driedearth,earthpointedinpinnacles,heapedinvastbarriers,earthwideningandspreadingawayandawayliketheimmensefloorofthesea,earthchequeredbydayandbynight,andpartitionedintodifferentlands,wherefamouscitieswerefounded,andtheracesofmenchangedfromdarksavagestowhitecivilisedmen,andbacktodarksavagesagain。PerhapstheirEnglishbloodmadethisprospectuncomfortablyimpersonalandhostiletothem,forhavingonceturnedtheirfacesthatwaytheynextturnedthemtothesea,andfortherestofthetimesatlookingatthesea。
  Thesea,thoughitwasathinandsparklingwaterhere,whichseemedincapableofsurgeoranger,eventuallynarroweditself,cloudeditspuretintwithgrey,andswirledthroughnarrowchannelsanddashedinashiverofbrokenwatersagainstmassivegraniterocks。
  ItwasthisseathatfloweduptothemouthoftheThames;
  andtheThameswashedtherootsofthecityofLondon。
  Hewet’sthoughtshadfollowedsomesuchcourseasthis,forthefirstthinghesaidastheystoodontheedgeofthecliffwas——
  “I’dliketobeinEngland!“
  Rachellaydownonherelbow,andpartedthetallgrasseswhichgrewontheedge,sothatshemighthaveaclearview。Thewaterwasverycalm;rockingupanddownatthebaseofthecliff,andsoclearthatonecouldseetheredofthestonesatthebottomofit。
  Soithadbeenatthebirthoftheworld,andsoithadremainedeversince。Probablynohumanbeinghadeverbrokenthatwaterwithboatorwithbody。Obeyingsomeimpulse,shedeterminedtomarthateternityofpeace,andthrewthelargestpebbleshecouldfind。
  Itstruckthewater,andtheripplesspreadoutandout。
  Hewetlookeddowntoo。
  “It’swonderful,“hesaid,astheywidenedandceased。Thefreshnessandthenewnessseemedtohimwonderful。Hethrewapebblenext。
  Therewasscarcelyanysound。
  “ButEngland,“Rachelmurmuredintheabsorbedtoneofonewhoseeyesareconcentrateduponsomesight。“Whatd’youwantwithEngland?“
  “Myfriendschiefly,“hesaid,“andallthethingsonedoes。“
  HecouldlookatRachelwithouthernoticingit。Shewasstillabsorbedinthewaterandtheexquisitelypleasantsensationswhichalittledepthoftheseawashingoverrockssuggests。
  Henoticedthatshewaswearingadressofdeepbluecolour,madeofasoftthincottonstuff,whichclungtotheshapeofherbody。
  Itwasabodywiththeanglesandhollowsofayoungwoman’sbodynotyetdeveloped,butinnowaydistorted,andthusinterestingandevenlovable。RaisinghiseyesHewetobservedherhead;
  shehadtakenherhatoff,andthefacerestedonherhand。
  Asshelookeddownintothesea,herlipswereslightlyparted。
  Theexpressionwasoneofchildlikeintentness,asifshewerewatchingforafishtoswimpastovertheclearredrocks。
  Neverthelesshertwenty-fouryearsoflifehadgivenheralookofreserve。Herhand,whichlayontheground,thefingerscurlingslightlyin,waswellshapedandcompetent;thesquare-tippedandnervousfingerswerethefingersofamusician。WithsomethinglikeanguishHewetrealisedthat,farfrombeingunattractive,herbodywasveryattractivetohim。Shelookedupsuddenly。
  Hereyeswerefullofeagernessandinterest。
  “Youwritenovels?“sheasked。
  Forthemomenthecouldnotthinkwhathewassaying。Hewasovercomewiththedesiretoholdherinhisarms。
  “Ohyes,“hesaid。“Thatis,Iwanttowritethem。“
  Shewouldnottakeherlargegreyeyesoffhisface。
  “Novels,“sherepeated。“Whydoyouwritenovels?Yououghttowritemusic。Music,yousee“——sheshiftedhereyes,andbecamelessdesirableasherbrainbegantowork,inflictingacertainchangeuponherface——“musicgoesstraightforthings。Itsaysallthereistosayatonce。Withwritingitseemstomethere’ssomuch“——shepausedforanexpression,andrubbedherfingersintheearth——“scratchingonthematchbox。MostofthetimewhenI
  wasreadingGibbonthisafternoonIwashorribly,ohinfernally,damnablybored!“Shegaveashakeoflaughter,lookingatHewet,wholaughedtoo。
  “_I_shan’tlendyoubooks,“heremarked。
  “Whyisit,“Rachelcontinued,“thatIcanlaughatMr。Hirsttoyou,butnottohisface?AtteaIwascompletelyoverwhelmed,notbyhisugliness——byhismind。“Sheenclosedacircleintheairwithherhands。SherealisedwithagreatsenseofcomfortwhoeasilyshecouldtalktoHewet,thosethornsorraggedcornerswhichtearthesurfaceofsomerelationshipsbeingsmoothedaway。
  “SoIobserved,“saidHewet。“That’sathingthatneverceasestoamazeme。“Hehadrecoveredhiscomposuretosuchanextentthathecouldlightandsmokeacigarette,andfeelingherease,becamehappyandeasyhimself。
  “Therespectthatwomen,evenwell-educated,veryablewomen,haveformen,“hewenton。“Ibelievewemusthavethesortofpoweroveryouthatwe’resaidtohaveoverhorses。Theyseeusthreetimesasbigasweareorthey’dneverobeyus。Forthatveryreason,I’minclinedtodoubtthatyou’lleverdoanythingevenwhenyouhavethevote。“Helookedatherreflectively。Sheappearedverysmoothandsensitiveandyoung。“It’lltakeatleastsixgenerationsbeforeyou’resufficientlythick-skinnedtogointolawcourtsandbusinessoffices。Considerwhatabullytheordinarymanis,“
  hecontinued,“theordinaryhard-working,ratherambitioussolicitorormanofbusinesswithafamilytobringupandacertainpositiontomaintain。Andthen,ofcourse,thedaughtershavetogivewaytothesons;thesonshavetobeeducated;theyhavetobullyandshovefortheirwivesandfamilies,andsoitallcomesoveragain。
  Andmeanwhiletherearethewomeninthebackground……Doyoureallythinkthatthevotewilldoyouanygood?“
  “Thevote?“Rachelrepeated。Shehadtovisualiseitasalittlebitofpaperwhichshedroppedintoaboxbeforesheunderstoodhisquestion,andlookingateachothertheysmiledatsomethingabsurdinthequestion。
  “Nottome,“shesaid。“ButIplaythepiano……Aremenreallylikethat?“sheasked,returningtothequestionthatinterestedher。
  “I’mnotafraidofyou。“Shelookedathimeasily。
  “Oh,I’mdifferent,“Hewetreplied。“I’vegotbetweensixandsevenhundredayearofmyown。Andthennoonetakesanovelistseriously,thankheavens。There’snodoubtithelpstomakeupforthedrudgeryofaprofessionifaman’stakenvery,veryseriouslybyeveryone——
  ifhegetsappointments,andhasofficesandatitle,andlotsoflettersafterhisname,andbitsofribbonanddegrees。
  Idon’tgrudgeit’em,thoughsometimesitcomesoverme——whatanamazingconcoction!Whatamiraclethemasculineconceptionoflifeis——judges,civilservants,army,navy,HousesofParliament,lordmayors——whataworldwe’vemadeofit!LookatHirstnow。
  Iassureyou,“hesaid,“notaday’spassedsincewecameherewithoutadiscussionastowhetherhe’stostayonatCambridgeortogototheBar。It’shiscareer——hissacredcareer。AndifI’veheardittwentytimes,I’msurehismotherandsisterhavehearditfivehundredtimes。Can’tyouimaginethefamilyconclaves,andthesistertoldtorunoutandfeedtherabbitsbecauseSt。Johnmusthavetheschool-roomtohimself——’St。John’sworking,’’St。Johnwantshisteabroughttohim。’Don’tyouknowthekindofthing?
  NowonderthatSt。Johnthinksitamatterofconsiderableimportance。
  Itistoo。Hehastoearnhisliving。ButSt。John’ssister——“
  Hewetpuffedinsilence。“Noonetakesherseriously,poordear。
  Shefeedstherabbits。“
  “Yes,“saidRachel。“I’vefedrabbitsfortwenty-fouryears;itseemsoddnow。“Shelookedmeditative,andHewet,whohadbeentalkingmuchatrandomandinstinctivelyadoptingthefemininepointofview,sawthatshewouldnowtalkaboutherself,whichwaswhathewanted,forsotheymightcometoknoweachother。
  Shelookedbackmeditativelyuponherpastlife。
  “Howdoyouspendyourday?“heasked。
  Shemeditatedstill。Whenshethoughtoftheirdayitseemedtoheritwascutintofourpiecesbytheirmeals。Thesedivisionswereabsolutelyrigid,thecontentsofthedayhavingtoaccommodatethemselveswithinthefourrigidbars。Lookingbackatherlife,thatwaswhatshesaw。
  “Breakfastnine;luncheonone;teafive;dinnereight,“shesaid。
  “Well,“saidHewet,“whatd’youdointhemorning?“
  “Ineedtoplaythepianoforhoursandhours。“
  “Andafterluncheon?“
  “ThenIwentshoppingwithoneofmyaunts。Orwewenttoseesomeone,orwetookamessage;orwedidsomethingthathadtobedone——
  thetapsmightbeleaking。Theyvisitthepooragooddeal——
  oldchar-womenwithbadlegs,womenwhowantticketsforhospitals。
  OrIusedtowalkintheparkbymyself。Andafterteapeoplesometimescalled;orinsummerwesatinthegardenorplayedcroquet;
  inwinterIreadaloud,whiletheyworked;afterdinnerIplayedthepianoandtheywroteletters。Iffatherwasathomewehadfriendsofhistodinner,andaboutonceamonthwewentuptotheplay。
  Everynowandthenwedinedout;sometimesIwenttoadanceinLondon,butthatwasdifficultbecauseofgettingback。
  Thepeoplewesawwereoldfamilyfriends,andrelations,butwedidn’tseemanypeople。Therewastheclergyman,Mr。Pepper,andtheHunts。Fathergenerallywantedtobequietwhenhecamehome,becauseheworksveryhardatHull。Alsomyauntsaren’tverystrong。Ahousetakesupalotoftimeifyoudoitproperly。
  Ourservantswerealwaysbad,andsoAuntLucyusedtodoagooddealinthekitchen,andAuntClara,Ithink,spentmostofthemorningdustingthedrawing-roomandgoingthroughthelinenandsilver。
  Thentherewerethedogs。Theyhadtobeexercised,besidesbeingwashedandbrushed。NowSandy’sdead,butAuntClarahasaveryoldcockatoothatcamefromIndia。Everythinginourhouse,“
  sheexclaimed,“comesfromsomewhere!It’sfullofoldfurniture,notreallyold,Victorian,thingsmother’sfamilyhadorfather’sfamilyhad,whichtheydidn’tliketogetridof,Isuppose,thoughwe’vereallynoroomforthem。It’sratheranicehouse,“
  shecontinued,“exceptthatit’salittledingy——dullIshouldsay。“
  Shecalledupbeforehereyesavisionofthedrawing-roomathome;
  itwasalargeoblongroom,withasquarewindowopeningonthegarden。
  Greenplushchairsstoodagainstthewall;therewasaheavycarvedbook-case,withglassdoors,andageneralimpressionoffadedsofacovers,largespacesofpalegreen,andbasketswithpiecesofwool-workdroppingoutofthem。PhotographsfromoldItalianmasterpieceshungonthewalls,andviewsofVenetianbridgesandSwedishwaterfallswhichmembersofthefamilyhadseenyearsago。