“Whatisityouwant?“saidEvelyn。“Youmakemefeelasifyouwerealwaysthinkingofsomethingyoudon’tsay……Dosayit!“
ButRachelmadenoresponsetothisinvitationeither。Shestoppedwithherfingersonthehandleofthedoor,asifsherememberedthatsomesortofpronouncementwasduefromher。
“Isupposeyou’llmarryoneofthem,“shesaid,andthenturnedthehandleandshutthedoorbehindher。Shewalkedslowlydownthepassage,runningherhandalongthewallbesideher。
Shedidnotthinkwhichwayshewasgoing,andthereforewalkeddownapassagewhichonlyledtoawindowandabalcony。Shelookeddownatthekitchenpremises,thewrongsideofthehotellife,whichwascutofffromtherightsidebyamazeofsmallbushes。
Thegroundwasbare,oldtinswerescatteredabout,andthebushesworetowelsandapronsupontheirheadstodry。Everynowandthenawaitercameoutinawhiteapronandthrewrubbishontoaheap。
Twolargewomenincottondressesweresittingonabenchwithblood-smearedtintraysinfrontofthemandyellowbodiesacrosstheirknees。Theywerepluckingthebirds,andtalkingastheyplucked。
Suddenlyachickencamefloundering,halfflying,halfrunningintothespace,pursuedbyathirdwomanwhoseagecouldhardlybeundereighty。Althoughwizenedandunsteadyonherlegsshekeptupthechase,eggedonbythelaughteroftheothers;herfacewasexpressiveoffuriousrage,andassheranshesworeinSpanish。
Frightenedbyhand-clappinghere,anapkinthere,thebirdranthiswayandthatinsharpangles,andfinallyflutteredstraightattheoldwoman,whoopenedherscantygreyskirtstoencloseit,droppeduponitinabundle,andthenholdingitoutcutitsheadoffwithanexpressionofvindictiveenergyandtriumphcombined。
ThebloodandtheuglywrigglingfascinatedRachel,sothatalthoughsheknewthatsomeonehadcomeupbehindandwasstandingbesideher,shedidnotturnrounduntiltheoldwomanhadsettleddownonthebenchbesidetheothers。Thenshelookedupsharply,becauseoftheuglinessofwhatshehadseen。ItwasMissAllanwhostoodbesideher。
“Notaprettysight,“saidMissAllan,“althoughIdaresayit’sreallymorehumanethanourmethod……Idon’tbelieveyou’veeverbeeninmyroom,“sheadded,andturnedawayasifshemeantRacheltofollowher。Rachelfollowed,foritseemedpossiblethateachnewpersonmightremovethemysterywhichburdenedher。
Thebedroomsatthehotelwereallonthesamepattern,savethatsomewerelargerandsomesmaller;theyhadafloorofdarkredtiles;
theyhadahighbed,drapedinmosquitocurtains;theyhadeachawriting-tableandadressing-table,andacoupleofarm-chairs。
Butdirectlyaboxwasunpackedtheroomsbecameverydifferent,sothatMissAllan’sroomwasveryunlikeEvelyn’sroom。
Therewerenovariouslycolouredhatpinsonherdressing-table;
noscent-bottles;nonarrowcurvedpairsofscissors;nogreatvarietyofshoesandboots;nosilkpetticoatslyingonthechairs。Theroomwasextremelyneat。Thereseemedtobetwopairsofeverything。
Thewriting-table,however,waspiledwithmanuscript,andatablewasdrawnouttostandbythearm-chaironwhichweretwoseparateheapsofdarklibrarybooks,inwhichthereweremanyslipsofpaperstickingoutatdifferentdegreesofthickness。MissAllanhadaskedRacheltocomeinoutofkindness,thinkingthatshewaswaitingaboutwithnothingtodo。Moreover,shelikedyoungwomen,forshehadtaughtmanyofthem,andhavingreceivedsomuchhospitalityfromtheAmbrosesshewasgladtobeabletorepayaminutepartofit。
Shelookedaboutaccordinglyforsomethingtoshowher。Theroomdidnotprovidemuchentertainment。Shetouchedhermanuscript。
“AgeofChaucer;AgeofElizabeth;AgeofDryden,“shereflected;
“I’mgladtherearen’tmanymoreages。I’mstillinthemiddleoftheeighteenthcentury。Won’tyousitdown,MissVinrace?Thechair,thoughsmall,isfirm……Euphues。ThegermoftheEnglishnovel,“
shecontinued,glancingatanotherpage。“Isthatthekindofthingthatinterestsyou?“
ShelookedatRachelwithgreatkindnessandsimplicity,asthoughshewoulddoherutmosttoprovideanythingshewishedtohave。
Thisexpressionhadaremarkablecharminafaceotherwisemuchlinedwithcareandthought。
“Ohno,it’smusicwithyou,isn’tit?“shecontinued,recollecting,“andIgenerallyfindthattheydon’tgotogether。
Sometimesofcoursewehaveprodigies——“ShewaslookingaboutherforsomethingandnowsawajaronthemantelpiecewhichshereacheddownandgavetoRachel。“Ifyouputyourfingerintothisjaryoumaybeabletoextractapieceofpreservedginger。Areyouaprodigy?“
Butthegingerwasdeepandcouldnotbereached。
“Don’tbother,“shesaid,asMissAllanlookedaboutforsomeotherimplement。“IdaresayIshouldn’tlikepreservedginger。“
“You’venevertried?“enquiredMissAllan。“ThenIconsiderthatitisyourdutytotrynow。Why,youmayaddanewpleasuretolife,andasyouarestillyoung——“Shewonderedwhetherabutton-hookwoulddo。“Imakeitaruletotryeverything,“shesaid。“Don’tyouthinkitwouldbeveryannoyingifyoutastedgingerforthefirsttimeonyourdeath-bed,andfoundyouneverlikedanythingsomuch?
IshouldbesoexceedinglyannoyedthatIthinkIshouldgetwellonthataccountalone。“
Shewasnowsuccessful,andalumpofgingeremergedontheendofthebutton-hook。Whileshewenttowipethebutton-hook,Rachelbitthegingerandatoncecried,“Imustspititout!“
“Areyousureyouhavereallytastedit?“MissAllandemanded。
ForanswerRachelthrewitoutofthewindow。
“Anexperienceanyhow,“saidMissAllancalmly。“Letmesee——Ihavenothingelsetoofferyou,unlessyouwouldliketotastethis。“
Asmallcupboardhungaboveherbed,andshetookoutofitaslimelegantjarfilledwithabrightgreenfluid。
“CremedeMenthe,“shesaid。“Liqueur,youknow。ItlooksasifIdrank,doesn’tit?AsamatteroffactitgoestoprovewhatanexceptionallyabstemiouspersonIam。I’vehadthatjarforsix-and-twentyyears,“sheadded,lookingatitwithpride,asshetippeditover,andfromtheheightoftheliquiditcouldbeseenthatthebottlewasstilluntouched。
“Twenty-sixyears?“Rachelexclaimed。
MissAllanwasgratified,forshehadmeantRacheltobesurprised。
“WhenIwenttoDresdensix-and-twentyyearsago,“shesaid,“acertainfriendofmineannouncedherintentionofmakingmeapresent。Shethoughtthatintheeventofshipwreckoraccidentastimulantmightbeuseful。However,asIhadnooccasionforit,Igaveitbackonmyreturn。Ontheeveofanyforeignjourneythesamebottlealwaysmakesitsappearance,withthesamenote;
onmyreturninsafetyitisalwayshandedback。Iconsideritakindofcharmagainstaccidents。ThoughIwasoncedetainedtwenty-fourhoursbyanaccidenttothetraininfrontofme,Ihavenevermetwithanyaccidentmyself。Yes,“shecontinued,nowaddressingthebottle,“wehaveseenmanyclimesandcupboardstogether,havewenot?Iintendoneofthesedaystohaveasilverlabelmadewithaninscription。Itisagentleman,asyoumayobserve,andhisnameisOliver……IdonotthinkIcouldforgiveyou,MissVinrace,ifyoubrokemyOliver,“shesaid,firmlytakingthebottleoutofRachel’shandsandreplacingitinthecupboard。
Rachelwasswingingthebottlebytheneck。ShewasinterestedbyMissAllantothepointofforgettingthebottle。
“Well,“sheexclaimed,“Idothinkthatodd;tohavehadafriendfortwenty-sixyears,andabottle,and——tohavemadeallthosejourneys。“
“Notatall;Icallitthereverseofodd,“MissAllanreplied。
“IalwaysconsidermyselfthemostordinarypersonIknow。
It’sratherdistinguishedtobeasordinaryasIam。Iforget——
areyouaprodigy,ordidyousayyouwerenotaprodigy?“
ShesmiledatRachelverykindly。Sheseemedtohaveknownandexperiencedsomuch,asshemovedcumbrouslyabouttheroom,thatsurelytheremustbebalmforallanguishinherwords,couldoneinducehertohaverecoursetothem。ButMissAllan,whowasnowlockingthecupboarddoor,showednosignsofbreakingthereticencewhichhadsnowedherunderforyears。
AnuncomfortablesensationkeptRachelsilent;ontheonehand,shewishedtowhirlhighandstrikeasparkoutofthecoolpinkflesh;
ontheothersheperceivedtherewasnothingtobedonebuttodriftpasteachotherinsilence。
“I’mnotaprodigy。IfinditverydifficulttosaywhatImean——“
sheobservedatlength。
“It’samatteroftemperament,Ibelieve,“MissAllanhelpedher。
“Therearesomepeoplewhohavenodifficulty;formyselfIfindthereareagreatmanythingsIsimplycannotsay。ButthenI
considermyselfveryslow。Oneofmycolleaguesnow,knowswhethershelikesyouornot——letmesee,howdoesshedoit?——bythewayyousaygood-morningatbreakfast。ItissometimesamatterofyearsbeforeIcanmakeupmymind。Butmostyoungpeopleseemtofinditeasy?“
“Ohno,“saidRachel。“It’shard!“
MissAllanlookedatRachelquietly,sayingnothing;shesuspectedthatthereweredifficultiesofsomekind。Thensheputherhandtothebackofherhead,anddiscoveredthatoneofthegreycoilsofhairhadcomeloose。
“Imustaskyoutobesokindastoexcuseme,“shesaid,rising,“ifIdomyhair。Ihaveneveryetfoundasatisfactorytypeofhairpin。Imustchangemydress,too,forthematterofthat;
andIshouldbeparticularlygladofyourassistance,becausethereisatiresomesetofhookswhichI_can_fastenformyself,butittakesfromtentofifteenminutes;whereaswithyourhelp——“
Sheslippedoffhercoatandskirtandblouse,andstooddoingherhairbeforetheglass,amassivehomelyfigure,herpetticoatbeingsoshortthatshestoodonapairofthickslate-greylegs。
“Peoplesayyouthispleasant;Imyselffindmiddleagefarpleasanter,“
sheremarked,removinghairpinsandcombs,andtakingupherbrush。
Whenitfelllooseherhaironlycamedowntoherneck。
“Whenonewasyoung,“shecontinued,“thingscouldseemsoveryseriousifonewasmadethatway……Andnowmydress。“
Inawonderfullyshortspaceoftimeherhairhadbeenreformedinitsusualloops。Theupperhalfofherbodynowbecamedarkgreenwithblackstripesonit;theskirt,however,neededhookingatvariousangles,andRachelhadtokneelonthefloor,fittingtheeyestothehooks。
“OurMissJohnsonusedtofindlifeveryunsatisfactory,Iremember,“
MissAllancontinued。Sheturnedherbacktothelight。“Andthenshetooktobreedingguinea-pigsfortheirspots,andbecameabsorbedinthat。Ihavejustheardthattheyellowguinea-pighashadablackbaby。Wehadabetofsixpenceonaboutit。
Shewillbeverytriumphant。“
Theskirtwasfastened。Shelookedatherselfintheglasswiththecuriousstiffeningofherfacegenerallycausedbylookingintheglass。
“AmIinafitstatetoencountermyfellow-beings?“sheasked。
“Iforgetwhichwayitis——buttheyfindblackanimalsveryrarelyhavecolouredbabies——itmaybetheotherwayround。Ihavehaditsooftenexplainedtomethatitisverystupidofmetohaveforgottenagain。“
Shemovedabouttheroomacquiringsmallobjectswithquietforce,andfixingthemabouther——alocket,awatchandchain,aheavygoldbracelet,andtheparti-colouredbuttonofasuffragesociety。
Finally,completelyequippedforSundaytea,shestoodbeforeRachel,andsmiledatherkindly。Shewasnotanimpulsivewoman,andherlifehadschooledhertorestrainhertongue。Atthesametime,shewaspossessedofanamountofgood-willtowardsothers,andinparticulartowardstheyoung,whichoftenmadeherregretthatspeechwassodifficult。
“Shallwedescend?“shesaid。
SheputonehanduponRachel’sshoulder,andstooping,pickedupapairofwalking-shoeswiththeother,andplacedthemneatlysidebysideoutsideherdoor。Astheywalkeddownthepassagetheypassedmanypairsofbootsandshoes,someblackandsomebrown,allsidebyside,andalldifferent,eventothewayinwhichtheylaytogether。
“Ialwaysthinkthatpeoplearesoliketheirboots,“saidMissAllan。
“ThatisMrs。Paley’s——“butasshespokethedooropened,andMrs。Paleyrolledoutinherchair,equippedalsofortea。
ShegreetedMissAllanandRachel。