“Thelivesofthesepeople,“shetriedtoexplain,theaimlessness,thewaytheylive。Onegoesfromonetoanother,andit’sallthesame。
  Onenevergetswhatonewantsoutofanyofthem。“
  HeremotionalstateandherconfusionwouldhavemadeheraneasypreyifHelenhadwishedtoargueorhadwishedtodrawconfidences。
  Butinsteadoftalkingshefellintoaprofoundsilenceastheywalkedon。Aimless,trivial,meaningless,ohno——whatshehadseenatteamadeitimpossibleforhertobelievethat。
  Thelittlejokes,thechatter,theinanitiesoftheafternoonhadshrivelledupbeforehereyes。Underneaththelikingsandspites,thecomingstogetherandpartings,greatthingswerehappening——
  terriblethings,becausetheyweresogreat。Hersenseofsafetywasshaken,asifbeneathtwigsanddeadleavesshehadseenthemovementofasnake。Itseemedtoherthatamoment’srespitewasallowed,amoment’smake-believe,andthenagaintheprofoundandreasonlesslawasserteditself,mouldingthemalltoitsliking,makinganddestroying。
  ShelookedatRachelwalkingbesideher,stillcrushingtheleavesinherfingersandabsorbedinherownthoughts。Shewasinlove,andshepitiedherprofoundly。Butsherousedherselffromthesethoughtsandapologised。“I’mverysorry,“shesaid,“butifI’mdull,it’smynature,anditcan’tbehelped。“Ifitwasanaturaldefect,however,shefoundaneasyremedy,forshewentontosaythatshethoughtMr。Flushing’sschemeaverygoodone,onlyneedingalittleconsideration,whichitappearedshehadgivenitbythetimetheyreachedhome。Bythattimetheyhadsettledthatifanythingmorewassaid,theywouldaccepttheinvitation。
  WhenconsideredindetailbyMr。FlushingandMrs。Ambrosetheexpeditionprovedneitherdangerousnordifficult。
  Theyfoundalsothatitwasnotevenunusual。EveryyearatthisseasonEnglishpeoplemadepartieswhichsteamedashortwayuptheriver,landed,andlookedatthenativevillage,boughtacertainnumberofthingsfromthenatives,andreturnedagainwithoutdamagedonetomindorbody。Whenitwasdiscoveredthatsixpeoplereallywishedthesamethingthearrangementsweresooncarriedout。
  SincethetimeofElizabethveryfewpeoplehadseentheriver,andnothinghasbeendonetochangeitsappearancefromwhatitwastotheeyesoftheElizabethanvoyagers。ThetimeofElizabethwasonlydistantfromthepresenttimebyamomentofspacecomparedwiththeageswhichhadpassedsincethewaterhadrunbetweenthosebanks,andthegreenthicketsswarmedthere,andthesmalltreeshadgrowntohugewrinkledtreesinsolitude。
  Changingonlywiththechangeofthesunandtheclouds,thewavinggreenmasshadstoodthereforcenturyaftercentury,andthewaterhadrunbetweenitsbanksceaselessly,sometimeswashingawayearthandsometimesthebranchesoftrees,whileinotherpartsoftheworldonetownhadrisenupontheruinsofanothertown,andthemeninthetownshadbecomemoreandmorearticulateandunlikeeachother。Afewmilesofthisriverwerevisiblefromthetopofthemountainwheresomeweeksbeforethepartyfromthehotelhadpicnicked。SusanandArthurhadseenitastheykissedeachother,andTerenceandRachelastheysattalkingaboutRichmond,andEvelynandPerrottastheystrolledabout,imaginingthattheyweregreatcaptainssenttocolonisetheworld。
  Theyhadseenthebroadbluemarkacrossthesandwhereitflowedintothesea,andthegreencloudoftreesmassthemselvesaboutitfartherup,andfinallyhideitswatersaltogetherfromsight。
  Atintervalsforthefirsttwentymilesorsohouseswerescatteredonthebank;bydegreesthehousesbecamehuts,and,laterstill,therewasneitherhutnorhouse,buttreesandgrass,whichwereseenonlybyhunters,explorers,ormerchants,marchingorsailing,butmakingnosettlement。
  ByleavingSantaMarinaearlyinthemorning,drivingtwentymilesandridingeight,theparty,whichwascomposedfinallyofsixEnglishpeople,reachedtheriver-sideasthenightfell。
  Theycamecanteringthroughthetrees——Mr。andMrs。Flushing,HelenAmbrose,Rachel,Terence,andSt。John。Thetiredlittlehorsesthenstoppedautomatically,andtheEnglishdismounted。
  Mrs。Flushingstrodetotheriver-bankinhighspirits。Thedayhadbeenlongandhot,butshehadenjoyedthespeedandtheopenair;
  shehadleftthehotelwhichshehated,andshefoundthecompanytoherliking。Theriverwasswirlingpastinthedarkness;
  theycouldjustdistinguishthesmoothmovingsurfaceofthewater,andtheairwasfullofthesoundofit。Theystoodinanemptyspaceinthemidstofgreattree-trunks,andouttherealittlegreenlightmovingslightlyupanddownshowedthemwherethesteamerlayinwhichtheyweretoembark。
  Whentheyallstooduponitsdecktheyfoundthatitwasaverysmallboatwhichthrobbedgentlybeneaththemforafewminutes,andthenshovedsmoothlythroughthewater。Theyseemedtobedrivingintotheheartofthenight,forthetreesclosedinfrontofthem,andtheycouldhearallroundthemtherustlingofleaves。Thegreatdarknesshadtheusualeffectoftakingawayalldesireforcommunicationbymakingtheirwordssoundthinandsmall;and,afterwalkingroundthedeckthreeorfourtimes,theyclusteredtogether,yawningdeeply,andlookingatthesamespotofdeepgloomonthebanks。Murmuringverylowintherhythmicaltoneofoneoppressedbytheair,Mrs。Flushingbegantowonderwheretheyweretosleep,fortheycouldnotsleepdownstairs,theycouldnotsleepinadogholesmellingofoil,theycouldnotsleepondeck,theycouldnotsleep——Sheyawnedprofoundly。ItwasasHelenhadforeseen;thequestionofnakednesshadrisenalready,althoughtheywerehalfasleep,andalmostinvisibletoeachother。
  WithSt。John’shelpshestretchedanawning,andpersuadedMrs。Flushingthatshecouldtakeoffherclothesbehindthis,andthatnoonewouldnoticeifbychancesomepartofherwhichhadbeenconcealedforforty-fiveyearswaslaidbaretothehumaneye。
  Mattresseswerethrowndown,rugsprovided,andthethreewomenlayneareachotherinthesoftopenair。
  Thegentlemen,havingsmokedacertainnumberofcigarettes,droppedtheglowingendsintotheriver,andlookedforatimeattherippleswrinklingtheblackwaterbeneaththem,undressedtoo,andlaydownattheotherendoftheboat。Theywereverytired,andcurtainedfromeachotherbythedarkness。Thelightfromonelanternfelluponafewropes,afewplanksofthedeck,andtherailoftheboat,butbeyondthattherewasunbrokendarkness,nolightreachedtheirfaces,orthetreeswhichweremassedonthesidesoftheriver。
  SoonWilfridFlushingslept,andHirstslept。Hewetalonelayawakelookingstraightupintothesky。Thegentlemotionandtheblackshapesthatweredrawnceaselesslyacrosshiseyeshadtheeffectofmakingitimpossibleforhimtothink。Rachel’spresencesonearhimlulledthoughtasleep。Beingsonearhim,onlyafewpacesoffattheotherendoftheboat,shemadeitasimpossibleforhimtothinkaboutherasitwouldhavebeenimpossibletoseeherifshehadstoodquiteclosetohim,herforeheadagainsthisforehead。
  Insomestrangewaytheboatbecameidentifiedwithhimself,andjustasitwouldhavebeenuselessforhimtogetupandsteertheboat,sowasituselessforhimtostruggleanylongerwiththeirresistibleforceofhisownfeelings。Hewasdrawnonandonawayfromallheknew,slippingoverbarriersandpastlandmarksintounknownwatersastheboatglidedoverthesmoothsurfaceoftheriver。
  Inprofoundpeace,envelopedindeeperunconsciousnessthanhadbeenhisformanynights,helayondeckwatchingthetree-topschangetheirpositionslightlyagainstthesky,andarchthemselves,andsinkandtowerhuge,untilhepassedfromseeingthemintodreamswherehelaybeneaththeshadowofthevasttrees,lookingupintothesky。
  Whentheywokenextmorningtheyhadgoneaconsiderablewayuptheriver;ontherightwasahighyellowbankofsandtuftedwithtrees,ontheleftaswampquiveringwithlongreedsandtallbamboosonthetopofwhich,swayingslightly,perchedvividgreenandyellowbirds。Themorningwashotandstill。Afterbreakfasttheydrewchairstogetherandsatinanirregularsemicircleinthebow。
  Anawningabovetheirheadsprotectedthemfromtheheatofthesun,andthebreezewhichtheboatmadeairedthemsoftly。Mrs。Flushingwasalreadydottingandstripinghercanvas,herheadjerkingthiswayandthatwiththeactionofabirdnervouslypickingupgrain;
  theothershadbooksorpiecesofpaperorembroideryontheirknees,atwhichtheylookedfitfullyandagainlookedattheriverahead。
  AtonepointHewetreadpartofapoemaloud,butthenumberofmovingthingsentirelyvanquishedhiswords。Heceasedtoread,andnoonespoke。Theymovedonundertheshelterofthetrees。
  Therewasnowacoveyofredbirdsfeedingononeofthelittleisletstotheleft,oragainablue-greenparrotflewshriekingfromtreetotree。Astheymovedonthecountrygrewwilderandwilder。
  Thetreesandtheundergrowthseemedtobestranglingeachothernearthegroundinamultitudinouswrestle;whilehereandthereasplendidtreetoweredhighabovetheswarm,shakingitsthingreenumbrellaslightlyintheupperair。Hewetlookedathisbooksagain。
  Themorningwaspeacefulasthenighthadbeen,onlyitwasverystrangebecausehecouldseeitwaslight,andhecouldseeRachelandhearhervoiceandbeneartoher。Hefeltasifhewerewaiting,asifsomehowhewerestationaryamongthingsthatpassedoverhimandaroundhim,voices,people’sbodies,birds,onlyRacheltoowaswaitingwithhim。Helookedathersometimesasifshemustknowthattheywerewaitingtogether,andbeingdrawnontogether,withoutbeingabletoofferanyresistance。Againhereadfromhisbook:
  Whoeveryouareholdingmenowinyourhand,Withoutonethingallwillbeuseless。
  Abirdgaveawildlaugh,amonkeychuckledamaliciousquestion,and,asfirefadesinthehotsunshine,hiswordsflickeredandwentout。
  Bydegreesastherivernarrowed,andthehighsandbanksfelltolevelgroundthicklygrownwithtrees,thesoundsoftheforestcouldbeheard。Itechoedlikeahall。Thereweresuddencries;
  andthenlongspacesofsilence,suchasthereareinacathedralwhenaboy’svoicehasceasedandtheechoofitstillseemstohauntabouttheremoteplacesoftheroof。OnceMr。Flushingroseandspoketoasailor,andevenannouncedthatsometimeafterluncheonthesteamerwouldstop,andtheycouldwalkalittlewaythroughtheforest。
  “Therearetracksallthroughthetreesthere,“heexplained。
  “We’renodistancefromcivilisationyet。“
  Hescrutinisedhiswife’spainting。Toopolitetopraiseitopenly,hecontentedhimselfwithcuttingoffonehalfofthepicturewithonehand,andgivingaflourishintheairwiththeother。
  “God!“Hirstexclaimed,staringstraightahead。“Don’tyouthinkit’samazinglybeautiful?“
  “Beautiful?“Helenenquired。Itseemedastrangelittleword,andHirstandherselfbothsosmallthatsheforgottoanswerhim。
  Hewetfeltthathemustspeak。
  “That’swheretheElizabethansgottheirstyle,“hemused,staringintotheprofusionofleavesandblossomsandprodigiousfruits。
  “Shakespeare?IhateShakespeare!“Mrs。Flushingexclaimed;
  andWilfridreturnedadmiringly,“Ibelieveyou’retheonlypersonwhodarestosaythat,Alice。“ButMrs。Flushingwentonpainting。
  Shedidnotappeartoattachmuchvaluetoherhusband’scompliment,andpaintedsteadily,sometimesmutteringahalf-audiblewordorgroan。
  Themorningwasnowveryhot。
  “LookatHirst!“Mr。Flushingwhispered。Hissheetofpaperhadslippedontothedeck,hisheadlayback,andhedrewalongsnoringbreath。
  TerencepickedupthesheetofpaperandspreaditoutbeforeRachel。
  ItwasacontinuationofthepoemonGodwhichhehadbeguninthechapel,anditwassoindecentthatRacheldidnotunderstandhalfofitalthoughshesawthatitwasindecent。
  HewetbegantofillinwordswhereHirsthadleftspaces,buthesoonceased;hispencilrolledondeck。Graduallytheyapproachednearerandnearertothebankontheright-handside,sothatthelightwhichcoveredthembecamedefinitelygreen,fallingthroughashadeofgreenleaves,andMrs。Flushingsetasidehersketchandstaredaheadofherinsilence。Hirstwokeup;
  theywerethencalledtoluncheon,andwhiletheyateit,thesteamercametoastandstillalittlewayoutfromthebank。
  Theboatwhichwastowedbehindthemwasbroughttotheside,andtheladieswerehelpedintoit。