Momentarythoughitseemed,neverthelesstheinterruptionwasupsetting;
  everyonewasmoreorlessputoutbyit,fromMr。Grice,thesteward,toRidleyhimself。AfewminuteslaterRachelpassedthesmoking-room,andfoundHelenmovingarm-chairs。Shewasabsorbedinherarrangements,andonseeingRachelremarkedconfidentially:
  “Ifonecangivemenaroomtothemselveswheretheywillsit,it’salltothegood。Arm-chairsare_the_importantthings——“
  Shebeganwheelingthemabout。“Now,doesitstilllooklikeabaratarailwaystation?“
  Shewhippedaplushcoveroffatable。Theappearanceoftheplacewasmarvellouslyimproved。
  Again,thearrivalofthestrangersmadeitobvioustoRachel,asthehourofdinnerapproached,thatshemustchangeherdress;
  andtheringingofthegreatbellfoundhersittingontheedgeofherberthinsuchapositionthatthelittleglassabovethewashstandreflectedherheadandshoulders。Intheglasssheworeanexpressionoftensemelancholy,forshehadcometothedepressingconclusion,sincethearrivaloftheDalloways,thatherfacewasnotthefaceshewanted,andinallprobabilityneverwouldbe。
  However,punctualityhadbeenimpressedonher,andwhateverfaceshehad,shemustgointodinner。
  ThesefewminuteshadbeenusedbyWilloughbyinsketchingtotheDallowaysthepeopletheyweretomeet,andcheckingthemuponhisfingers。
  “There’smybrother-in-law,Ambrose,thescholarIdaresayyou’veheardhisname,hiswife,myoldfriendPepper,averyquietfellow,butknowseverything,I’mtold。Andthat’sall。
  We’reaverysmallparty。I’mdroppingthemonthecoast。“
  Mrs。Dalloway,withherheadalittleononeside,didherbesttorecollectAmbrose——wasitasurname?——butfailed。Shewasmadeslightlyuneasybywhatshehadheard。Sheknewthatscholarsmarriedanyone——girlstheymetinfarmsonreadingparties;
  orlittlesuburbanwomenwhosaiddisagreeably,“OfcourseIknowit’smyhusbandyouwant;not_me_。“
  ButHelencameinatthatpoint,andMrs。Dallowaysawwithreliefthatthoughslightlyeccentricinappearance,shewasnotuntidy,heldherselfwell,andhervoicehadrestraintinit,whichsheheldtobethesignofalady。Mr。Pepperhadnottroubledtochangehisneatuglysuit。
  “Butafterall,“ClarissathoughttoherselfasshefollowedVinraceintodinner,“_every__one’s_interestingreally。“
  Whenseatedatthetableshehadsomeneedofthatassurance,chieflybecauseofRidley,whocameinlate,lookeddecidedlyunkempt,andtooktohissoupinprofoundgloom。
  Animperceptiblesignalpassedbetweenhusbandandwife,meaningthattheygraspedthesituationandwouldstandbyeachotherloyally。
  WithscarcelyapauseMrs。DallowayturnedtoWilloughbyandbegan:
  “WhatIfindsotiresomeabouttheseaisthattherearenoflowersinit。Imaginefieldsofhollyhocksandvioletsinmid-ocean!
  Howdivine!“
  “Butsomewhatdangeroustonavigation,“boomedRichard,inthebass,likethebassoontotheflourishofhiswife’sviolin。“Why,weedscanbebadenough,can’tthey,Vinrace?Iremembercrossinginthe_Mauretania_once,andsayingtotheCaptain——Richards——didyouknowhim?——’Nowtellmewhatperilsyoureallydreadmostforyourship,CaptainRichards?’expectinghimtosayicebergs,orderelicts,orfog,orsomethingofthatsort。Notabitofit。I’vealwaysrememberedhisanswer。’_Sedgius__aquatici_,’hesaid,whichI
  taketobeakindofduck-weed。“
  Mr。Pepperlookedupsharply,andwasabouttoputaquestionwhenWilloughbycontinued:
  “They’veanawfultimeofit——thosecaptains!Threethousandsoulsonboard!“
  “Yes,indeed,“saidClarissa。SheturnedtoHelenwithanairofprofundity。“I’mconvincedpeoplearewrongwhentheysayit’sworkthatwearsone;it’sresponsibility。That’swhyonepaysone’scookmorethanone’shousemaid,Isuppose。“
  “Accordingtothat,oneoughttopayone’snursedouble;
  butonedoesn’t,“saidHelen。
  “No;butthinkwhatajoytohavetodowithbabies,insteadofsaucepans!“
  saidMrs。Dalloway,lookingwithmoreinterestatHelen,aprobablemother。
  “I’dmuchratherbeacookthananurse,“saidHelen。“Nothingwouldinducemetotakechargeofchildren。“
  “Mothersalwaysexaggerate,“saidRidley。“Awell-bredchildisnoresponsibility。I’vetravelledalloverEuropewithmine。
  Youjustwrap’emupwarmandput’emintherack。“
  Helenlaughedatthat。Mrs。Dallowayexclaimed,lookingatRidley:
  “Howlikeafather!Myhusband’sjustthesame。Andthenonetalksoftheequalityofthesexes!“
  “Doesone?“saidMr。Pepper。
  “Oh,somedo!“criedClarissa。“Myhusbandhadtopassanirateladyeveryafternoonlastsessionwhosaidnothingelse,Iimagine。“
  “Shesatoutsidethehouse;itwasveryawkward,“saidDalloway。
  “AtlastIpluckedupcourageandsaidtoher,’Mygoodcreature,you’reonlyinthewaywhereyouare。You’rehinderingme,andyou’redoingnogoodtoyourself。’“
  “Andthenshecaughthimbythecoat,andwouldhavescratchedhiseyesout——“Mrs。Dallowayputin。
  “Pooh——that’sbeenexaggerated,“saidRichard。“No,Ipitythem,Iconfess。Thediscomfortofsittingonthosestepsmustbeawful。“
  “Servethemright,“saidWilloughbycurtly。
  “Oh,I’mentirelywithyouthere,“saidDalloway。“NobodycancondemntheutterfollyandfutilityofsuchbehaviourmorethanIdo;
  andasforthewholeagitation,well!mayIbeinmygravebeforeawomanhastherighttovoteinEngland!That’sallIsay。“
  Thesolemnityofherhusband’sassertionmadeClarissagrave。
  “It’sunthinkable,“shesaid。“Don’ttellmeyou’reasuffragist?“
  sheturnedtoRidley。
  “Idon’tcareafigonewayort’other,“saidAmbrose。
  “Ifanycreatureissodeludedastothinkthatavotedoeshimorheranygood,lethimhaveit。He’llsoonlearnbetter。“
  “You’renotapolitician,Isee,“shesmiled。
  “Goodness,no,“saidRidley。
  “I’mafraidyourhusbandwon’tapproveofme,“saidDallowayaside,toMrs。Ambrose。ShesuddenlyrecollectedthathehadbeeninParliament。
  “Don’tyoueverfinditratherdull?“sheasked,notknowingexactlywhattosay。
  Richardspreadhishandsbeforehim,asifinscriptionsweretobereadinthepalmsofthem。
  “IfyouaskmewhetherIeverfinditratherdull,“hesaid,“Iamboundtosayyes;ontheotherhand,ifyouaskmewhatcareerdoyouconsideronthewhole,takingthegoodwiththebad,themostenjoyableandenviable,nottospeakofitsmoreseriousside,ofallcareers,foraman,Iamboundtosay,’ThePolitician’s。’“
  “TheBarorpolitics,Iagree,“saidWilloughby。“Yougetmorerunforyourmoney。“
  “Allone’sfacultieshavetheirplay,“saidRichard。“Imaybetreadingondangerousground;butwhatIfeelaboutpoetsandartistsingeneralisthis:onyourownlines,youcan’tbebeaten——
  granted;butoffyourownlines——puff——onehastomakeallowances。
  Now,Ishouldn’tliketothinkthatanyonehadtomakeallowancesforme。“
  “Idon’tquiteagree,Richard,“saidMrs。Dalloway。“ThinkofShelley。
  Ifeelthatthere’salmosteverythingonewantsin’Adonais。’“
  “Read’Adonais’byallmeans,“Richardconceded。“ButwheneverI
  hearofShelleyIrepeattomyselfthewordsofMatthewArnold,’Whataset!Whataset!’“
  ThisrousedRidley’sattention。“MatthewArnold?Adetestableprig!“
  hesnapped。
  “Aprig——granted,“saidRichard;“but,Ithinkamanoftheworld。
  That’swheremypointcomesin。Wepoliticiansdoubtlessseemtoyou“
  hegraspedsomehowthatHelenwastherepresentativeofthearts
  “agrosscommonplacesetofpeople;butweseebothsides;
  wemaybeclumsy,butwedoourbesttogetagraspofthings。
  Nowyourartists_find_thingsinamess,shrugtheirshoulders,turnasidetotheirvisions——whichIgrantmaybeverybeautiful——
  and_leave_thingsinamess。Nowthatseemstomeevadingone’sresponsibilities。Besides,wearen’tallbornwiththeartisticfaculty。“
  “It’sdreadful,“saidMrs。Dalloway,who,whileherhusbandspoke,hadbeenthinking。“WhenI’mwithartistsIfeelsointenselythedelightsofshuttingoneselfupinalittleworldofone’sown,withpicturesandmusicandeverythingbeautiful,andthenIgooutintothestreetsandthefirstchildImeetwithitspoor,hungry,dirtylittlefacemakesmeturnroundandsay,’No,I
  _can’t_shutmyselfup——I_won’t_liveinaworldofmyown。
  Ishouldliketostopallthepaintingandwritingandmusicuntilthiskindofthingexistsnolonger。’Don’tyoufeel,“
  shewoundup,addressingHelen,“thatlife’saperpetualconflict?“
  Helenconsideredforamoment。“No,“shesaid。“Idon’tthinkIdo。“
  Therewasapause,whichwasdecidedlyuncomfortable。
  Mrs。Dallowaythengavealittleshiver,andaskedwhethershemighthaveherfurcloakbroughttoher。Assheadjustedthesoftbrownfuraboutherneckafreshtopicstruckher。
  “Iown,“shesaid,“thatIshallneverforgetthe_Antigone_。
  IsawitatCambridgeyearsago,andit’shauntedmeeversince。
  Don’tyouthinkit’squitethemostmodernthingyoueversaw?“
  sheaskedRidley。“ItseemedtomeI’dknowntwentyClytemnestras。
  OldLadyDitchlingforone。Idon’tknowawordofGreek,butIcouldlistentoitforever——“
  HereMr。Pepperstruckup:
  {SomeeditionsoftheworkcontainabriefpassagefromAntigone,inGreek,atthisspot。ed。}
  Mrs。Dallowaylookedathimwithcompressedlips。
  “I’dgivetenyearsofmylifetoknowGreek,“shesaid,whenhehaddone。
  “Icouldteachyouthealphabetinhalfanhour,“saidRidley,“andyou’dreadHomerinamonth。Ishouldthinkitanhonourtoinstructyou。“
  Helen,engagedwithMr。Dallowayandthehabit,nowfallenintodecline,ofquotingGreekintheHouseofCommons,noted,inthegreatcommonplacebookthatliesopenbesideusaswetalk,thefactthatallmen,evenmenlikeRidley,reallypreferwomentobefashionable。
  Clarissaexclaimedthatshecouldthinkofnothingmoredelightful。
  Foraninstantshesawherselfinherdrawing-roominBrowneStreetwithaPlatoopenonherknees——PlatointheoriginalGreek。Shecouldnothelpbelievingthatarealscholar,ifspeciallyinterested,couldslipGreekintoherheadwithscarcelyanytrouble。
  Ridleyengagedhertocometo-morrow。
  “Ifonlyyourshipisgoingtotreatuskindly!“sheexclaimed,drawingWilloughbyintoplay。Forthesakeofguests,andtheseweredistinguished,Willoughbywasreadywithabowofhisheadtovouchforthegoodbehaviourevenofthewaves。
  “I’mdreadfullybad;andmyhusband’snotverygood,“sighedClarissa。
  “Iamneversick,“Richardexplained。“Atleast,Ihaveonlybeenactuallysickonce,“hecorrectedhimself。“ThatwascrossingtheChannel。Butachoppysea,Iconfess,orstillworse,aswell,makesmedistinctlyuncomfortable。Thegreatthingisnevertomissameal。Youlookatthefood,andyousay,’Ican’t’;