“Ididn’twanttocomehere,“hesaidatlast,“butIwaspositivelydriventoit……EvelynM。,“hegroaned。
  Hesatup,andbegantoexplainwithmocksolemnityhowthedetestablewomanwassetuponmarryinghim。
  “Shepursuesmeabouttheplace。Thismorningsheappearedinthesmoking-room。AllIcoulddowastoseizemyhatandfly。
  Ididn’twanttocome,butIcouldn’tstayandfaceanothermealwithher。“
  “Well,wemustmakethebestofit,“Helenrepliedphilosophically。
  Itwasveryhot,andtheywereindifferenttoanyamountofsilence,sothattheylaybackintheirchairswaitingforsomethingtohappen。
  Thebellrangforluncheon,buttherewasnosoundofmovementinthehouse。Wasthereanynews?Helenasked;anythinginthepapers?
  St。Johnshookhishead。Oyes,hehadaletterfromhome,aletterfromhismother,describingthesuicideoftheparlour-maid。ShewascalledSusanJane,andshecameintothekitchenoneafternoon,andsaidthatshewantedcooktokeephermoneyforher;shehadtwentypoundsingold。Thenshewentouttobuyherselfahat。
  Shecameinathalf-pastfiveandsaidthatshehadtakenpoison。
  Theyhadonlyjusttimetogetherintobedandcalladoctorbeforeshedied。
  “Well?“Helenenquired。
  “There’llhavetobeaninquest,“saidSt。John。
  Whyhadshedoneit?Heshruggedhisshoulders。Whydopeoplekillthemselves?Whydothelowerordersdoanyofthethingstheydodo?Nobodyknows。Theysatinsilence。
  “Thebell’srunfifteenminutesandthey’renotdown,“saidHelenatlength。
  Whentheyappeared,St。Johnexplainedwhyithadbeennecessaryforhimtocometoluncheon。HeimitatedEvelyn’senthusiastictoneassheconfrontedhiminthesmoking-room。“Shethinkstherecanbenothing_quite_sothrillingasmathematics,soI’velentheralargeworkintwovolumes。It’llbeinterestingtoseewhatshemakesofit。“
  Rachelcouldnowaffordtolaughathim。SheremindedhimofGibbon;
  shehadthefirstvolumesomewherestill;ifhewereundertakingtheeducationofEvelyn,thatsurelywasthetest;orshehadheardthatBurke,upontheAmericanRebellion——Evelynoughttoreadthembothsimultaneously。WhenSt。Johnhaddisposedofherargumentandhadsatisfiedhishunger,heproceededtotellthemthatthehotelwasseethingwithscandals,someofthemostappallingkind,whichhadhappenedintheirabsence;hewasindeedmuchgiventothestudyofhiskind。
  “EvelynM。,forexample——butthatwastoldmeinconfidence。“
  “Nonsense!“Terenceinterposed。
  “You’veheardaboutpoorSinclair,too?“
  “Oh,yes,I’veheardaboutSinclair。He’sretiredtohisminewitharevolver。HewritestoEvelyndailythathe’sthinkingofcommittingsuicide。I’veassuredherthathe’sneverbeensohappyinhislife,and,onthewhole,she’sinclinedtoagreewithme。“
  “Butthenshe’sentangledherselfwithPerrott,“St。Johncontinued;
  “andIhavereasontothink,fromsomethingIsawinthepassage,thateverythingisn’tasitshouldbebetweenArthurandSusan。
  There’sayoungfemalelatelyarrivedfromManchester。Averygoodthingifitwerebrokenoff,inmyopinion。Theirmarriedlifeissomethingtoohorribletocontemplate。
  Oh,andIdistinctlyheardoldMrs。PaleyrappingoutthemostfearfuloathsasIpassedherbedroomdoor。It’ssupposedthatshetortureshermaidinprivate——it’spracticallycertainshedoes。
  Onecantellitfromthelookinhereyes。“
  “Whenyou’reeightyandthegouttweezesyou,you’llbeswearinglikeatrooper,“Terenceremarked。“You’llbeveryfat,verytesty,verydisagreeable。Can’tyouimaginehim——baldasacoot,withapairofsponge-bagtrousers,alittlespottedtie,andacorporation?“
  AfterapauseHirstremarkedthattheworstinfamyhadstilltobetold。HeaddressedhimselftoHelen。
  “They’vehoofedouttheprostitute。OnenightwhilewewereawaythatoldnumskullThornburywasdodderingaboutthepassagesverylate。
  Nobodyseemstohaveaskedhimwhat_he_wasupto。HesawtheSignoraLolaMendoza,asshecallsherself,crossthepassageinhernightgown。HecommunicatedhissuspicionsnextmorningtoElliot,withtheresultthatRodriguezwenttothewomanandgavehertwenty-fourhoursinwhichtoclearoutoftheplace。
  Nooneseemstohaveenquiredintothetruthofthestory,ortohaveaskedThornburyandElliotwhatbusinessitwasoftheirs;
  theyhaditentirelytheirownway。IproposethatweshouldallsignaRoundRobin,gotoRodriguezinabody,andinsistuponafullenquiry。Something’sgottobedone,don’tyouagree?“
  Hewetremarkedthattherecouldbenodoubtastothelady’sprofession。
  “Still,“headded,“it’sagreatshame,poorwoman;onlyIdon’tseewhat’stobedone——“
  “Iquiteagreewithyou,St。John,“Helenburstout。“It’smonstrous。
  ThehypocriticalsmugnessoftheEnglishmakesmybloodboil。
  Amanwho’smadeafortuneintradeasMr。Thornburyhasisboundtobetwiceasbadasanyprostitute。“
  SherespectedSt。John’smorality,whichshetookfarmoreseriouslythananyoneelsedid,andnowenteredintoadiscussionwithhimastothestepsthatweretobetakentoenforcetheirpeculiarviewofwhatwasright。Theargumentledtosomeprofoundlygloomystatementsofageneralnature。Whowerethey,afterall——
  whatauthorityhadthey——whatpoweragainstthemassofsuperstitionandignorance?ItwastheEnglish,ofcourse;theremustbesomethingwrongintheEnglishblood。DirectlyyoumetanEnglishperson,ofthemiddleclasses,youwereconsciousofanindefinablesensationofloathing;directlyyousawthebrowncrescentofhousesaboveDover,thesamethingcameoveryou。ButunfortunatelySt。Johnadded,youcouldn’ttrusttheseforeigners——
  Theywereinterruptedbysoundsofstrifeatthefurtherendofthetable。Rachelappealedtoheraunt。
  “TerencesayswemustgototeawithMrs。Thornburybecauseshe’sbeensokind,butIdon’tseeit;infact,I’dratherhavemyrighthandsawninpieces——justimagine!theeyesofallthosewomen!“
  “Fiddlesticks,Rachel,“Terencereplied。“Whowantstolookatyou?
  You’reconsumedwithvanity!You’reamonsterofconceit!
  Surely,Helen,yououghttohavetaughtherbythistimethatshe’sapersonofnoconceivableimportancewhatever——notbeautiful,orwelldressed,orconspicuousforeleganceorintellect,ordeportment。Amoreordinarysightthanyouare,“heconcluded,“exceptforthetearacrossyourdresshasneverbeenseen。
  However,stayathomeifyouwantto。I’mgoing。“
  Sheappealedagaintoheraunt。Itwasn’tthebeinglookedat,sheexplained,butthethingspeopleweresuretosay。Thewomeninparticular。
  Shelikedwomen,butwhereemotionwasconcernedtheywereasfliesonalumpofsugar。Theywouldbecertaintoaskherquestions。
  EvelynM。wouldsay:“Areyouinlove?Isitnicebeinginlove?“
  AndMrs。Thornbury——hereyeswouldgoupanddown,upanddown——
  sheshudderedatthethoughtofit。Indeed,theretirementoftheirlifesincetheirengagementhadmadehersosensitive,thatshewasnotexaggeratinghercase。
  ShefoundanallyinHelen,whoproceededtoexpoundherviewsofthehumanrace,assheregardedwithcomplacencythepyramidofvariegatedfruitsinthecentreofthetable。Itwasn’tthattheywerecruel,ormeanttohurt,orevenstupidexactly;
  butshehadalwaysfoundthattheordinarypersonhadsolittleemotioninhisownlifethatthescentofitinthelivesofotherswaslikethescentofbloodinthenostrilsofabloodhound。
  Warmingtothetheme,shecontinued:
  “Directlyanythinghappens——itmaybeamarriage,orabirth,oradeath——onthewholetheypreferittobeadeath——everyonewantstoseeyou。Theyinsistuponseeingyou。They’vegotnothingtosay;theydon’tcarearapforyou;butyou’vegottogotolunchortoteaortodinner,andifyoudon’tyou’redamned。
  It’sthesmellofblood,“shecontinued;“Idon’tblame’em;onlytheyshan’thavemindifIknowit!“
  Shelookedaboutherasifshehadcalledupalegionofhumanbeings,allhostileandalldisagreeable,whoencircledthetable,withmouthsgapingforblood,andmadeitappearalittleislandofneutralcountryinthemidstoftheenemy’scountry。
  Herwordsrousedherhusband,whohadbeenmutteringrhythmicallytohimself,surveyinghisguestsandhisfoodandhiswifewitheyesthatwerenowmelancholyandnowfierce,accordingtothefortunesoftheladyinhisballad。HecutHelenshortwithaprotest。
  Hehatedeventhesemblanceofcynicisminwomen。“Nonsense,nonsense,“
  heremarkedabruptly。
  TerenceandRachelglancedateachotheracrossthetable,whichmeantthatwhentheyweremarriedtheywouldnotbehavelikethat。
  TheentranceofRidleyintotheconversationhadastrangeeffect。
  Itbecameatoncemoreformalandmorepolite。Itwouldhavebeenimpossibletotalkquiteeasilyofanythingthatcameintotheirheads,andtosaythewordprostituteassimplyasanyotherword。
  Thetalknowturneduponliteratureandpolitics,andRidleytoldstoriesofthedistinguishedpeoplehehadknowninhisyouth。
  Suchtalkwasofthenatureofanart,andthepersonalitiesandinformalitiesoftheyoungweresilenced。Astheyrosetogo,Helenstoppedforamoment,leaningherelbowsonthetable。
  “You’veallbeensittinghere,“shesaid,“foralmostanhour,andyouhaven’tnoticedmyfigs,ormyflowers,orthewaythelightcomesthrough,oranything。Ihaven’tbeenlistening,becauseI’vebeenlookingatyou。Youlookedverybeautiful;
  Iwishyou’dgoonsittingforever。“
  Sheledthewaytothedrawing-room,whereshetookupherembroidery,andbeganagaintodissuadeTerencefromwalkingdowntothehotelinthisheat。Butthemoreshedissuaded,themorehewasdeterminedtogo。Hebecameirritatedandobstinate。
  Thereweremomentswhentheyalmostdislikedeachother。
  Hewantedotherpeople;hewantedRachel,toseethemwithhim。
  HesuspectedthatMrs。Ambrosewouldnowtrytodissuadeherfromgoing。Hewasannoyedbyallthisspaceandshadeandbeauty,andHirst,recumbent,droopingamagazinefromhiswrist。
  “I’mgoing,“herepeated。“Rachelneedn’tcomeunlessshewantsto。“
  “Ifyougo,Hewet,Iwishyou’dmakeenquiriesabouttheprostitute,“
  saidHirst。“Lookhere,“headded,“I’llwalkhalfthewaywithyou。“
  Greatlytotheirsurpriseheraisedhimself,lookedathiswatch,andremarkedthat,asitwasnowhalfanhoursinceluncheon,thegastricjuiceshadhadsufficienttimetosecrete;hewastryingasystem,heexplained,whichinvolvedshortspellsofexerciseinterspacedbylongerintervalsofrest。
  “Ishallbebackatfour,“heremarkedtoHelen,“whenIshallliedownonthesofaandrelaxallmymusclescompletely。“
  “Soyou’regoing,Rachel?“Helenasked。“Youwon’tstaywithme?“
  Shesmiled,butshemighthavebeensad。
  Wasshesad,orwasshereallylaughing?Rachelcouldnottell,andshefeltforthemomentveryuncomfortablebetweenHelenandTerence。
  Thensheturnedaway,sayingmerelythatshewouldgowithTerence,onconditionthathedidallthetalking。
  Anarrowborderofshadowranalongtheroad,whichwasbroadenoughfortwo,butnotbroadenoughforthree。St。Johnthereforedroppedalittlebehindthepair,andthedistancebetweenthemincreasedbydegrees。Walkingwithaviewtodigestion,andwithoneeyeuponhiswatch,helookedfromtimetotimeatthepairinfrontofhim。Theyseemedtobesohappy,sointimate,althoughtheywerewalkingsidebysidemuchasotherpeoplewalk。
  Theyturnedslightlytowardeachothernowandthen,andsaidsomethingwhichhethoughtmustbesomethingveryprivate。