Whatwerethosehorridpeopledoing?Shespentthewholemorningindiscussingpoliticswithherhusband,andbydegreesshebecamedeeplyinterestedinwhattheyweresaying。Buteverynowandthenwhatshewassayingseemedtoheroddlyemptyofmeaning。
  Atluncheonitwasremarkedbyseveralpeoplethatthevisitorsatthehotelwerebeginningtoleave;therewerefewereveryday。
  Therewereonlyfortypeopleatluncheon,insteadofthesixtythattherehadbeen。SooldMrs。Paleycomputed,gazingaboutherwithherfadedeyes,asshetookherseatatherowntableinthewindow。
  HerpartygenerallyconsistedofMr。PerrottaswellasArthurandSusan,andto-dayEvelynwaslunchingwiththemalso。
  Shewasunusuallysubdued。Havingnoticedthathereyeswerered,andguessingthereason,theotherstookpainstokeepupanelaborateconversationbetweenthemselves。Shesufferedittogoonforafewminutes,leaningbothelbowsonthetable,andleavinghersoupuntouched,whensheexclaimedsuddenly,“Idon’tknowhowyoufeel,butIcansimplythinkofnothingelse!“
  Thegentlemenmurmuredsympathetically,andlookedgrave。
  Susanreplied,“Yes——isn’titperfectlyawful?Whenyouthinkwhatanicegirlshewas——onlyjustengaged,andthisneedneverhavehappened——itseemstootragic。“ShelookedatArthurasthoughhemightbeabletohelpherwithsomethingmoresuitable。
  “Hardlines,“saidArthurbriefly。“Butitwasafoolishthingtodo——togoupthatriver。“Heshookhishead。“Theyshouldhaveknownbetter。Youcan’texpectEnglishwomentostandroughingitasthenativesdowho’vebeenacclimatised。I’dhalfamindtowarnthematteathatdaywhenitwasbeingdiscussed。Butit’snogoodsayingthesesortofthings——itonlyputspeople’sbacksup——
  itnevermakesanydifference。“
  OldMrs。Paley,hithertocontentedwithhersoup,hereintimated,byraisingonehandtoherear,thatshewishedtoknowwhatwasbeingsaid。
  “Youheard,AuntEmma,thatpoorMissVinracehasdiedofthefever,“
  Susaninformedhergently。Shecouldnotspeakofdeathloudlyoreveninherusualvoice,sothatMrs。Paleydidnotcatchaword。
  Arthurcametotherescue。
  “MissVinraceisdead,“hesaidverydistinctly。
  Mrs。Paleymerelybentalittletowardshimandasked,“Eh?“
  “MissVinraceisdead,“herepeated。Itwasonlybystiffeningallthemusclesroundhismouththathecouldpreventhimselffromburstingintolaughter,andforcedhimselftorepeatforthethirdtime,“MissVinrace……She’sdead。“
  Letalonethedifficultyofhearingtheexactwords,factsthatwereoutsideherdailyexperiencetooksometimetoreachMrs。Paley’sconsciousness。Aweightseemedtorestuponherbrain,impeding,thoughnotdamagingitsaction。Shesatvague-eyedforatleastaminutebeforesherealisedwhatArthurmeant。
  “Dead?“shesaidvaguely。“MissVinracedead?Dearme……that’sverysad。ButIdon’tatthemomentrememberwhichshewas。
  Weseemtohavemadesomanynewacquaintanceshere。“ShelookedatSusanforhelp。“Atalldarkgirl,whojustmissedbeinghandsome,withahighcolour?“
  “No,“Susaninterposed。“Shewas——“thenshegaveitupindespair。
  TherewasnouseinexplainingthatMrs。Paleywasthinkingofthewrongperson。
  “Sheoughtnottohavedied,“Mrs。Paleycontinued。“Shelookedsostrong。Butpeoplewilldrinkthewater。Icannevermakeoutwhy。
  ItseemssuchasimplethingtotellthemtoputabottleofSeltzerwaterinyourbedroom。That’salltheprecautionI’veevertaken,andI’vebeenineverypartoftheworld,Imaysay——Italyadozentimesover……Butyoungpeoplealwaysthinktheyknowbetter,andthentheypaythepenalty。Poorthing——Iamverysorryforher。“
  Butthedifficultyofpeeringintoadishofpotatoesandhelpingherselfengrossedherattention。
  ArthurandSusanbothsecretlyhopedthatthesubjectwasnowdisposedof,forthereseemedtothemsomethingunpleasantinthisdiscussion。
  ButEvelynwasnotreadytoletitdrop。Whywouldpeoplenevertalkaboutthethingsthatmattered?
  “Idon’tbelieveyoucareabit!“shesaid,turningsavagelyuponMr。Perrott,whohadsatallthistimeinsilence。
  “I?Oh,yes,Ido,“heansweredawkwardly,butwithobvioussincerity。
  Evelyn’squestionsmadehimtoofeeluncomfortable。
  “Itseemssoinexplicable,“Evelyncontinued。“Death,Imean。
  Whyshouldshebedead,andnotyouorI?Itwasonlyafortnightagothatshewasherewiththerestofus。Whatd’youbelieve?“
  shedemandedofmr。Perrott。“D’youbelievethatthingsgoon,thatshe’sstillsomewhere——ord’youthinkit’ssimplyagame——
  wecrumbleuptonothingwhenwedie?I’mpositiveRachel’snotdead。“
  Mr。PerrottwouldhavesaidalmostanythingthatEvelynwantedhimtosay,buttoassertthathebelievedintheimmortalityofthesoulwasnotinhispower。Hesatsilent,moredeeplywrinkledthanusual,crumblinghisbread。
  LestEvelynshouldnextaskhimwhathebelieved,Arthur,aftermakingapauseequivalenttoafullstop,startedacompletelydifferenttopic。
  “Supposing,“hesaid,“amanweretowriteandtellyouthathewantedfivepoundsbecausehehadknownyourgrandfather,whatwouldyoudo?
  Itwasthisway。Mygrandfather——“
  “Inventedastove,“saidEvelyn。“Iknowallaboutthat。
  Wehadoneintheconservatorytokeeptheplantswarm。“
  “Didn’tknowIwassofamous,“saidArthur。“Well,“hecontinued,determinedatallcoststospinhisstoryoutatlength,“theoldchap,beingaboutthesecondbestinventorofhisday,andacapablelawyertoo,died,astheyalwaysdo,withoutmakingawill。
  NowFielding,hisclerk,withhowmuchjusticeIdon’tknow,alwaysclaimedthathemeanttodosomethingforhim。Thepooroldboy’scomedownintheworldthroughtryinginventionsonhisownaccount,livesinPengeoveratobacconist’sshop。I’vebeentoseehimthere。
  Thequestionis——mustIstumpupornot?Whatdoestheabstractspiritofjusticerequire,Perrott?Remember,Ididn’tbenefitundermygrandfather’swill,andI’venowayoftestingthetruthofthestory。“
  “Idon’tknowmuchabouttheabstractspiritofjustice,“saidSusan,smilingcomplacentlyattheothers,“butI’mcertainofonething——
  he’llgethisfivepounds!“
  AsMr。Perrottproceededtodeliveranopinion,andEvelyninsistedthathewasmuchtoostingy,likealllawyers,thinkingoftheletterandnotofthespirit,whileMrs。Paleyrequiredtobekeptinformedbetweenthecoursesastowhattheywereallsaying,theluncheonpassedwithnointervalofsilence,andArthurcongratulatedhimselfuponthetactwithwhichthediscussionhadbeensmoothedover。
  AstheylefttheroomithappenedthatMrs。Paley’swheeledchairranintotheElliots,whowerecomingthroughthedoor,asshewasgoingout。Broughtthustoastandstillforamoment,ArthurandSusancongratulatedHughlingElliotuponhisconvalescence,——
  hewasdown,cadaverousenough,forthefirsttime,——andMr。PerrotttookoccasiontosayafewwordsinprivatetoEvelyn。
  “Wouldtherebeanychanceofseeingyouthisafternoon,aboutthree-thirtysay?Ishallbeinthegarden,bythefountain。“
  TheblockdissolvedbeforeEvelynanswered。Butasshelefttheminthehall,shelookedathimbrightlyandsaid,“Half-pastthree,didyousay?That’llsuitme。“
  Sheranupstairswiththefeelingofspiritualexaltationandquickenedlifewhichtheprospectofanemotionalscenealwaysarousedinher。
  ThatMr。Perrottwasagainabouttoproposetoher,shehadnodoubt,andshewasawarethatonthisoccasionsheoughttobepreparedwithadefiniteanswer,forshewasgoingawayinthreedays’time。
  Butshecouldnotbringhermindtobearuponthequestion。Tocometoadecisionwasverydifficulttoher,becauseshehadanaturaldislikeofanythingfinalanddonewith;shelikedtogoonandon——
  alwaysonandon。Shewasleaving,and,therefore,sheoccupiedherselfinlayingherclothesoutsidebysideuponthebed。
  Sheobservedthatsomewereveryshabby。Shetookthephotographofherfatherandmother,and,beforeshelaiditawayinherbox,shehelditforaminuteinherhand。Rachelhadlookedatit。
  Suddenlythekeenfeelingofsomeone’spersonality,whichthingsthattheyhaveownedorhandledsometimespreserves,overcameher;shefeltRachelintheroomwithher;itwasasifshewereonashipatsea,andthelifeofthedaywasasunrealasthelandinthedistance。
  ButbydegreesthefeelingofRachel’spresencepassedaway,andshecouldnolongerrealiseher,forshehadscarcelyknownher。
  Butthismomentarysensationleftherdepressedandfatigued。
  Whathadshedonewithherlife?Whatfuturewastherebeforeher?
  Whatwasmake-believe,andwhatwasreal?Weretheseproposalsandintimaciesandadventuresreal,orwasthecontentmentwhichshehadseenonthefacesofSusanandRachelmorerealthananythingshehadeverfelt?
  Shemadeherselfreadytogodownstairs,absentmindedly,butherfingersweresowelltrainedthattheydidtheworkofpreparingheralmostoftheirownaccord。Whenshewasactuallyonthewaydownstairs,thebloodbegantocirclethroughherbodyofitsownaccordtoo,forhermindfeltverydull。
  Mr。Perrottwaswaitingforher。Indeed,hehadgonestraightintothegardenafterluncheon,andhadbeenwalkingupanddownthepathformorethanhalfanhour,inastateofacutesuspense。
  “I’mlateasusual!“sheexclaimed,asshecaughtsightofhim。
  “Well,youmustforgiveme;Ihadtopackup……Myword!
  Itlooksstormy!Andthat’sanewsteamerinthebay,isn’tit?“
  Shelookedatthebay,inwhichasteamerwasjustdroppinganchor,thesmokestillhangingaboutit,whileaswiftblackshudderranthroughthewaves。“One’squiteforgottenwhatrainlookslike,“
  sheadded。
  ButMr。Perrottpaidnoattentiontothesteamerortotheweather。
  “MissMurgatroyd,“hebeganwithhisusualformality,“Iaskedyoutocomeherefromaveryselfishmotive,Ifear。Idonotthinkyouneedtobeassuredoncemoreofmyfeelings;but,asyouareleavingsosoon,IfeltthatIcouldnotletyougowithoutaskingyoutotellme——haveIanyreasontohopethatyouwillevercometocareforme?“
  Hewasverypale,andseemedunabletosayanymore。
  ThelittlegushofvitalitywhichhadcomeintoEvelynassherandownstairshadlefther,andshefeltherselfimpotent。
  Therewasnothingforhertosay;shefeltnothing。Nowthathewasactuallyaskingher,inhiselderlygentlewords,tomarryhim,shefeltlessforhimthanshehadeverfeltbefore。
  “Let’ssitdownandtalkitover,“shesaidratherunsteadily。
  Mr。Perrottfollowedhertoacurvedgreenseatunderatree。
  Theylookedatthefountaininfrontofthem,whichhadlongceasedtoplay。Evelynkeptlookingatthefountaininsteadofthinkingofwhatshewassaying;thefountainwithoutanywaterseemedtobethetypeofherownbeing。
  “OfcourseIcareforyou,“shebegan,rushingherwordsoutinahurry;“IshouldbeabruteifIdidn’t。Ithinkyou’requiteoneofthenicestpeopleI’veeverknown,andoneofthefinesttoo。
  ButIwish……Iwishyoudidn’tcareformeinthatway。
  Areyousureyoudo?“Forthemomentshehonestlydesiredthatheshouldsayno。
  “Quitesure,“saidMr。Perrott。
  “Yousee,I’mnotassimpleasmostwomen,“Evelyncontinued。
  “IthinkIwantmore。Idon’tknowexactlywhatIfeel。“
  Hesatbyher,watchingherandrefrainingfromspeech。
  “IsometimesthinkIhaven’tgotitinmetocareverymuchforonepersononly。Someoneelsewouldmakeyouabetterwife。
  Icanimagineyouveryhappywithsomeoneelse。“
  “Ifyouthinkthatthereisanychancethatyouwillcometocareforme,Iamquitecontenttowait,“saidMr。Perrott。
  “Well——there’snohurry,isthere?“saidEvelyn。“SupposeIthoughtitoverandwroteandtoldyouwhenIgetback?I’mgoingtoMoscow;
  I’llwritefromMoscow。“
  ButMr。Perrottpersisted。
  “Youcannotgivemeanykindofidea。Idonotaskforadate……thatwouldbemostunreasonable。“Hepaused,lookingdownatthegravelpath。