Asshedidnotimmediatelyanswer,hewenton。
  “IknowverywellthatIamnot——thatIhavenotmuchtoofferyoueitherinmyselforinmycircumstances。AndIforget;itcannotseemthemiracletoyouthatitdoestome。UntilImetyouI
  hadgoneoninmyownquietway——wearebothveryquietpeople,mysisterandI——quitecontentwithmylot。MyfriendshipwithArthurwasthemostimportantthinginmylife。NowthatIknowyou,allthathaschanged。Youseemtoputsuchaspiritintoeverything。
  LifeseemstoholdsomanypossibilitiesthatIhadneverdreamtof。“
  “That’ssplendid!“Evelynexclaimed,graspinghishand。
  “Nowyou’llgobackandstartallkindsofthingsandmakeagreatnameintheworld;andwe’llgoonbeingfriends,whateverhappens……we’llbegreatfriends,won’twe?“
  “Evelyn!“hemoanedsuddenly,andtookherinhisarms,andkissedher。
  Shedidnotresentit,althoughitmadelittleimpressiononher。
  Asshesatuprightagain,shesaid,“Ineverseewhyoneshouldn’tgoonbeingfriends——thoughsomepeopledo。Andfriendshipsdomakeadifference,don’tthey?Theyarethekindofthingsthatmatterinone’slife?“
  Helookedatherwithabewilderedexpressionasifhedidnotreallyunderstandwhatshewassaying。Withaconsiderableefforthecollectedhimself,stoodup,andsaid,“NowIthinkIhavetoldyouwhatIfeel,andIwillonlyaddthatIcanwaitaslongaseveryouwish。“
  Leftalone,Evelynwalkedupanddownthepath。Whatdidmatterthan?
  Whatwasthemeaningofitall?
  Allthateveningthecloudsgathered,untiltheyclosedentirelyovertheblueofthesky。Theyseemedtonarrowthespacebetweenearthandheaven,sothattherewasnoroomfortheairtomoveinfreely;
  andthewaves,too,layflat,andyetrigid,asiftheywererestrained。
  Theleavesonthebushesandtreesinthegardenhungcloselytogether,andthefeelingofpressureandrestraintwasincreasedbytheshortchirpingsoundswhichcamefrombirdsandinsects。
  Sostrangewerethelightsandthesilencethatthebusyhumofvoiceswhichusuallyfilledthedining-roomatmealtimeshaddistinctgapsinit,andduringthesesilencestheclatteroftheknivesuponplatesbecameaudible。Thefirstrollofthunderandthefirstheavydropstrikingthepanecausedalittlestir。
  “It’scoming!“wassaidsimultaneouslyinmanydifferentlanguages。
  Therewasthenaprofoundsilence,asifthethunderhadwithdrawnintoitself。Peoplehadjustbeguntoeatagain,whenagustofcoldaircamethroughtheopenwindows,liftingtableclothsandskirts,alightflashed,andwasinstantlyfollowedbyaclapofthunderrightoverthehotel。Therainswishedwithit,andimmediatelytherewereallthosesoundsofwindowsbeingshutanddoorsslammingviolentlywhichaccompanyastorm。
  Theroomgrewsuddenlyseveraldegreesdarker,forthewindseemedtobedrivingwavesofdarknessacrosstheearth。Nooneattemptedtoeatforatime,butsatlookingoutatthegarden,withtheirforksintheair。Theflashesnowcamefrequently,lightingupfacesasiftheyweregoingtobephotographed,surprisingthemintenseandunnaturalexpressions。Theclapfollowedcloseandviolentlyuponthem。Severalwomenhalfrosefromtheirchairsandthensatdownagain,butdinnerwascontinueduneasilywitheyesuponthegarden。Thebushesoutsidewereruffledandwhitened,andthewindpresseduponthemsothattheyseemedtostooptotheground。Thewaitershadtopressdishesuponthediners’notice;andthedinershadtodrawtheattentionofwaiters,fortheywereallabsorbedinlookingatthestorm。
  Asthethundershowednosignsofwithdrawing,butseemedmassedrightoverhead,whilethelightningaimedstraightatthegardeneverytime,anuneasygloomreplacedthefirstexcitement。
  Finishingthemealveryquickly,peoplecongregatedinthehall,wheretheyfeltmoresecurethaninanyotherplacebecausetheycouldretreatfarfromthewindows,andalthoughtheyheardthethunder,theycouldnotseeanything。Alittleboywascarriedawaysobbinginthearmsofhismother。
  Whilethestormcontinued,nooneseemedinclinedtositdown,buttheycollectedinlittlegroupsunderthecentralskylight,wheretheystoodinayellowatmosphere,lookingupwards。
  Nowandagaintheirfacesbecamewhite,asthelightningflashed,andfinallyaterrificcrashcame,makingthepanesoftheskylightliftatthejoints。
  “Ah!“severalvoicesexclaimedatthesamemoment。
  “Somethingstruck,“saidaman’svoice。
  Therainrusheddown。Therainseemednowtoextinguishthelightningandthethunder,andthehallbecamealmostdark。
  Afteraminuteortwo,whennothingwasheardbuttherattleofwaterupontheglass,therewasaperceptibleslackeningofthesound,andthentheatmospherebecamelighter。
  “It’sover,“saidanothervoice。
  Atatouch,alltheelectriclightswereturnedon,andrevealedacrowdofpeopleallstanding,alllookingwithratherstrainedfacesupattheskylight,butwhentheysaweachotherintheartificiallighttheyturnedatonceandbegantomoveaway。Forsomeminutestheraincontinuedtorattleupontheskylight,andthethundergaveanothershakeortwo;butitwasevidentfromtheclearingofthedarknessandthelightdrummingoftherainupontheroof,thatthegreatconfusedoceanofairwastravellingawayfromthem,andpassinghighoverheadwithitscloudsanditsrodsoffire,outtosea。Thebuilding,whichhadseemedsosmallinthetumultofthestorm,nowbecameassquareandspaciousasusual。
  Asthestormdrewaway,thepeopleinthehallofthehotelsatdown;
  andwithacomfortablesenseofrelief,begantotelleachotherstoriesaboutgreatstorms,andproducedinmanycasestheiroccupationsfortheevening。Thechess-boardwasbroughtout,andMr。Elliot,whoworeastockinsteadofacollarasasignofconvalescence,butwasotherwisemuchasusual,challengedMr。Peppertoafinalcontest。
  Roundthemgatheredagroupofladieswithpiecesofneedlework,orindefaultofneedlework,withnovels,tosuperintendthegame,muchasiftheywereinchargeoftwosmallboysplayingmarbles。
  Everynowandthentheylookedattheboardandmadesomeencouragingremarktothegentlemen。
  Mrs。Paleyjustroundthecornerhadhercardsarrangedinlongladdersbeforeher,withSusansittingneartosympathisebutnottocorrect,andthemerchantsandthemiscellaneouspeoplewhohadneverbeendiscoveredtopossessnameswerestretchedintheirarm-chairswiththeirnewspapersontheirknees。Theconversationinthesecircumstanceswasverygentle,fragmentary,andintermittent,buttheroomwasfulloftheindescribablestiroflife。Everynowandthenthemoth,whichwasnowgreyofwingandshinyofthorax,whizzedovertheirheads,andhitthelampswithathud。
  Ayoungwomanputdownherneedleworkandexclaimed,“Poorcreature!
  itwouldbekindertokillit。“Butnobodyseemeddisposedtorousehimselfinordertokillthemoth。Theywatcheditdashfromlamptolamp,becausetheywerecomfortable,andhadnothingtodo。
  Onthesofa,besidethechess-players,Mrs。ElliotwasimpartinganewstitchinknittingtoMrs。Thornbury,sothattheirheadscameveryneartogether,andwereonlytobedistinguishedbytheoldlacecapwhichMrs。Thornburyworeintheevening。
  Mrs。Elliotwasanexpertatknitting,anddisclaimedacomplimenttothateffectwithevidentpride。
  “Isupposewe’reallproudofsomething,“shesaid,“andI’mproudofmyknitting。Ithinkthingslikethatruninfamilies。Weallknitwell。
  Ihadanunclewhoknittedhisownsockstothedayofhisdeath——
  andhediditbetterthananyofhisdaughters,dearoldgentleman。
  NowIwonderthatyou,MissAllan,whouseyoureyessomuch,don’ttakeupknittingintheevenings。You’dfinditsucharelief,Ishouldsay——sucharesttotheeyes——andthebazaarsaresogladofthings。“Hervoicedroppedintothesmoothhalf-conscioustoneoftheexpertknitter;thewordscamegentlyoneafteranother。
  “AsmuchasIdoIcanalwaysdisposeof,whichisacomfort,forthenIfeelthatIamnotwastingmytime——“
  MissAllan,beingthusaddressed,shuthernovelandobservedtheothersplacidlyforatime。Atlastshesaid,“Itissurelynotnaturaltoleaveyourwifebecauseshehappenstobeinlovewithyou。Butthat——asfarasIcanmakeout——iswhatthegentlemaninmystorydoes。“
  “Tut,tut,thatdoesn’tsoundgood——no,thatdoesn’tsoundatallnatural,“murmuredtheknittersintheirabsorbedvoices。
  “Still,it’sthekindofbookpeoplecallveryclever,“MissAllanadded。
  “_Maternity_——byMichaelJessop——Ipresume,“Mr。Elliotputin,forhecouldneverresistthetemptationoftalkingwhileheplayedchess。
  “D’youknow,“saidMrs。Elliot,afteramoment,“Idon’tthinkpeople_do_writegoodnovelsnow——notasgoodastheyusedto,anyhow。“
  Noonetookthetroubletoagreewithherortodisagreewithher。
  ArthurVenningwhowasstrollingabout,sometimeslookingatthegame,sometimesreadingapageofamagazine,lookedatMissAllan,whowashalfasleep,andsaidhumorously,“Apennyforyourthoughts,MissAllan。“
  Theotherslookedup。Theyweregladthathehadnotspokentothem。
  ButMissAllanrepliedwithoutanyhesitation,“Iwasthinkingofmyimaginaryuncle。Hasn’teveryonegotanimaginaryuncle?“
  shecontinued。“Ihaveone——amostdelightfuloldgentleman。
  He’salwaysgivingmethings。Sometimesit’sagoldwatch;
  sometimesit’sacarriageandpair;sometimesit’sabeautifullittlecottageintheNewForest;sometimesit’satickettotheplaceImostwanttosee。“
  Shesetthemallthinkingvaguelyofthethingstheywanted。
  Mrs。Elliotknewexactlywhatshewanted;shewantedachild;
  andtheusuallittlepuckerdeepenedonherbrow。
  “We’resuchluckypeople,“shesaid,lookingatherhusband。
  “Wereallyhavenowants。“Shewasapttosaythis,partlyinordertoconvinceherself,andpartlyinordertoconvinceotherpeople。
  ButshewaspreventedfromwonderinghowfarshecarriedconvictionbytheentranceofMr。andMrs。Flushing,whocamethroughthehallandstoppedbythechess-board。Mrs。Flushinglookedwilderthanever。
  Agreatstrandofblackhairloopeddownacrossherbrow,hercheekswerewhippedadarkbloodred,anddropsofrainmadewetmarksuponthem。
  Mr。Flushingexplainedthattheyhadbeenontheroofwatchingthestorm。
  “Itwasawonderfulsight,“hesaid。“Thelightningwentrightoutoverthesea,andlitupthewavesandtheshipsfaraway。
  Youcan’tthinkhowwonderfulthemountainslookedtoo,withthelightsonthem,andthegreatmassesofshadow。It’sallovernow。“
  Hesliddownintoachair,becominginterestedinthefinalstruggleofthegame。
  “Andyougobackto-morrow?“saidMrs。Thornbury,lookingatMrs。Flushing。
  “Yes,“shereplied。
  “Andindeedoneisnotsorrytogoback,“saidMrs。Elliot,assuminganairofmournfulanxiety,“afterallthisillness。“
  “Areyouafraidofdyin’?“Mrs。Flushingdemandedscornfully。
  “Ithinkweareallafraidofthat,“saidMrs。Elliotwithdignity。
  “Isupposewe’reallcowardswhenitcomestothepoint,“
  saidMrs。Flushing,rubbinghercheekagainstthebackofthechair。
  “I’msureIam。“
  “Notabitofit!“saidMr。Flushing,turninground,forMr。Peppertookaverylongtimetoconsiderhismove。“It’snotcowardlytowishtolive,Alice。It’stheveryreverseofcowardly。
  Personally,I’dliketogoonforahundredyears——granted,ofcourse,thatIhadthefulluseofmyfaculties。Thinkofallthethingsthatareboundtohappen!““ThatiswhatIfeel,“Mrs。Thornburyrejoined。
  “Thechanges,theimprovements,theinventions——andbeauty。
  D’youknowIfeelsometimesthatIcouldn’tbeartodieandceasetoseebeautifulthingsaboutme?“
  “ItwouldcertainlybeverydulltodiebeforetheyhavediscoveredwhetherthereislifeinMars,“MissAllanadded。
  “Doyoureallybelievethere’slifeinMars?“askedMrs。Flushing,turningtoherforthefirsttimewithkeeninterest。“Whotellsyouthat?Someonewhoknows?D’youknowamancalled——?“
  HereMrs。Thornburylaiddownherknitting,andalookofextremesolicitudecameintohereyes。
  “ThereisMr。Hirst,“shesaidquietly。
  St。Johnhadjustcomethroughtheswingdoor。Hewasratherblownaboutbythewind,andhischeekslookedterriblypale,unshorn,andcavernous。Aftertakingoffhiscoathewasgoingtopassstraightthroughthehallanduptohisroom,buthecouldnotignorethepresenceofsomanypeopleheknew,especiallyasMrs。Thornburyroseandwentuptohim,holdingoutherhand。
  Buttheshockofthewarmlamp-litroom,togetherwiththesightofsomanycheerfulhumanbeingssittingtogetherattheirease,afterthedarkwalkintherain,andthelongdaysofstrainandhorror,overcamehimcompletely。HelookedatMrs。Thornburyandcouldnotspeak。
  Everyonewassilent。Mr。Pepper’shandstayeduponhisKnight。
  Mrs。Thornburysomehowmovedhimtoachair,satherselfbesidehim,andwithtearsinherowneyessaidgently,“Youhavedoneeverythingforyourfriend。“
  Heractionsetthemalltalkingagainasiftheyhadneverstopped,andMr。PepperfinishedthemovewithhisKnight。
  “Therewasnothingtobedone,“saidSt。John。Hespokeveryslowly。
  “Itseemsimpossible——“
  Hedrewhishandacrosshiseyesasifsomedreamcamebetweenhimandtheothersandpreventedhimfromseeingwherehewas。
  “Andthatpoorfellow,“saidMrs。Thornbury,thetearsfallingagaindownhercheeks。
  “Impossible,“St。Johnrepeated。
  “Didhehavetheconsolationofknowing——?“Mrs。Thornburybeganverytentatively。
  ButSt。Johnmadenoreply。Helaybackinhischair,half-seeingtheothers,half-hearingwhattheysaid。Hewasterriblytired,andthelightandwarmth,themovementsofthehands,andthesoftcommunicativevoicessoothedhim;theygavehimastrangesenseofquietandrelief。Ashesatthere,motionless,thisfeelingofreliefbecameafeelingofprofoundhappiness。WithoutanysenseofdisloyaltytoTerenceandRachelheceasedtothinkabouteitherofthem。Themovementsandthevoicesseemedtodrawtogetherfromdifferentpartsoftheroom,andtocombinethemselvesintoapatternbeforehiseyes;hewascontenttositsilentlywatchingthepatternbuilditselfup,lookingatwhathehardlysaw。
  Thegamewasreallyagoodone,andMr。PepperandMr。Elliotwerebecomingmoreandmoresetuponthestruggle。Mrs。Thornbury,seeingthatSt。Johndidnotwishtotalk,resumedherknitting。
  “Lightningagain!“Mrs。Flushingsuddenlyexclaimed。Ayellowlightflashedacrossthebluewindow,andforasecondtheysawthegreentreesoutside。Shestrodetothedoor,pusheditopen,andstoodhalfoutintheopenair。
  Butthelightwasonlythereflectionofthestormwhichwasover。
  Therainhadceased,theheavycloudswereblownaway,andtheairwasthinandclear,althoughvapourishmistswerebeingdrivenswiftlyacrossthemoon。Theskywasoncemoreadeepandsolemnblue,andtheshapeoftheearthwasvisibleatthebottomoftheair,enormous,dark,andsolid,risingintothetaperingmassofthemountain,andprickedhereandthereontheslopesbythetinylightsofvillas。
  Thedrivingair,thedroneofthetrees,andtheflashinglightwhichnowandagainspreadabroadilluminationovertheearthfilledMrs。Flushingwithexultation。Herbreastsroseandfell。
  “Splendid!Splendid!“shemutteredtoherself。Thensheturnedbackintothehallandexclaimedinaperemptoryvoice,“Comeoutsideandsee,Wilfrid;it’swonderful。“
  Somehalf-stirred;somerose;somedroppedtheirballsofwoolandbegantostooptolookforthem。
  “Tobed——tobed,“saidMissAllan。
  “ItwasthemovewithyourQueenthatgaveitaway,Pepper,“
  exclaimedMr。Elliottriumphantly,sweepingthepiecestogetherandstandingup。Hehadwonthegame。
  “What?Pepperbeatenatlast?Icongratulateyou!“saidArthurVenning,whowaswheelingoldMrs。Paleytobed。
  AllthesevoicessoundedgratefullyinSt。John’searsashelayhalf-asleep,andyetvividlyconsciousofeverythingaroundhim。
  Acrosshiseyespassedaprocessionofobjects,blackandindistinct,thefiguresofpeoplepickinguptheirbooks,theircards,theirballsofwool,theirwork-baskets,andpassinghimoneafteranotherontheirwaytobed。
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