Voiceswereheardattheendofthecorridor。Mrs。Ambrosewasspeakinglow;WilliamPepperwasremarkinginhisdefiniteandratheracidvoice,“ThatisthetypeofladywithwhomIfindmyselfdistinctlyoutofsympathy。She——“
  ButneitherRichardnorClarissaprofitedbytheverdict,fordirectlyitseemedlikelythattheywouldoverhear,Richardcrackledasheetofpaper。
  “Ioftenwonder,“Clarissamusedinbed,overthelittlewhitevolumeofPascalwhichwentwithhereverywhere,“whetheritisreallygoodforawomantolivewithamanwhoismorallyhersuperior,asRichardismine。Itmakesonesodependent。IsupposeIfeelforhimwhatmymotherandwomenofhergenerationfeltforChrist。
  Itjustshowsthatonecan’tdowithout_something_。“Shethenfellintoasleep,whichwasasusualextremelysoundandrefreshing,butvisitedbyfantasticdreamsofgreatGreeklettersstalkingroundtheroom,whenshewokeupandlaughedtoherself,rememberingwhereshewasandthattheGreekletterswererealpeople,lyingasleepnotmanyyardsaway。Then,thinkingoftheblackseaoutsidetossingbeneaththemoon,sheshuddered,andthoughtofherhusbandandtheothersascompanionsonthevoyage。
  Thedreamswerenotconfinedtoherindeed,butwentfromonebraintoanother。Theyalldreamtofeachotherthatnight,aswasnatural,consideringhowthinthepartitionswerebetweenthem,andhowstrangelytheyhadbeenliftedofftheearthtositnexteachotherinmid-ocean,andseeeverydetailofeachother’sfaces,andhearwhatevertheychancedtosay。
  NextmorningClarissawasupbeforeanyoneelse。Shedressed,andwasoutondeck,breathingthefreshairofacalmmorning,and,makingthecircuitoftheshipforthesecondtime,sheranstraightintotheleanpersonofMr。Grice,thesteward。
  Sheapologised,andatthesametimeaskedhimtoenlightenher:
  whatwerethoseshinybrassstandsfor,halfglassonthetop?
  Shehadbeenwondering,andcouldnotguess。Whenhehaddoneexplaining,shecriedenthusiastically:
  “Idothinkthattobeasailormustbethefinestthingintheworld!“
  “Andwhatd’youknowaboutit?“saidMr。Grice,kindlinginastrangemanner。“Pardonme。WhatdoesanymanorwomanbroughtupinEnglandknowaboutthesea?Theyprofesstoknow;buttheydon’t。“
  Thebitternesswithwhichhespokewasominousofwhatwastocome。
  Heledherofftohisownquarters,and,sittingontheedgeofabrass-boundtable,lookinguncommonlylikeasea-gull,withherwhitetaperingbodyandthinalertface,Mrs。Dallowayhadtolistentothetiradeofafanaticalman。Didsherealise,tobeginwith,whataverysmallpartoftheworldthelandwas?
  Howpeaceful,howbeautiful,howbenignantincomparisonthesea?
  ThedeepwaterscouldsustainEuropeunaidedifeveryearthlyanimaldiedoftheplagueto-morrow。Mr。Gricerecalleddreadfulsightswhichhehadseenintherichestcityoftheworld——menandwomenstandinginlinehourafterhourtoreceiveamugofgreasysoup。
  “AndIthoughtofthegoodfleshdownherewaitingandaskingtobecaught。I’mnotexactlyaProtestant,andI’mnotaCatholic,butIcouldalmostprayforthedaysofpoperytocomeagain——
  becauseofthefasts。“
  Ashetalkedhekeptopeningdrawersandmovinglittleglassjars。
  Herewerethetreasureswhichthegreatoceanhadbestoweduponhim——
  palefishingreenishliquids,blobsofjellywithstreamingtresses,fishwithlightsintheirheads,theylivedsodeep。
  “Theyhaveswumaboutamongbones,“Clarissasighed。
  “You’rethinkingofShakespeare,“saidMr。Grice,andtakingdownacopyfromashelfwelllinedwithbooks,recitedinanemphaticnasalvoice:
  Fullfathomfivethyfatherlies,“Agrandfellow,Shakespeare,“hesaid,replacingthevolume。
  Clarissawassogladtohearhimsayso。
  “Whichisyourfavouriteplay?Iwonderifit’sthesameasmine?“
  “_HenrytheFifth_,“saidMr。Grice。
  “Joy!“criedClarissa。“Itis!“
  _Hamlet_waswhatyoumightcalltoointrospectiveforMr。Grice,thesonnetstoopassionate;HenrytheFifthwastohimthemodelofanEnglishgentleman。ButhisfavouritereadingwasHuxley,HerbertSpencer,andHenryGeorge;whileEmersonandThomasHardyhereadforrelaxation。HewasgivingMrs。DallowayhisviewsuponthepresentstateofEnglandwhenthebreakfastbellrungsoimperiouslythatshehadtotearherselfaway,promisingtocomebackandbeshownhissea-weeds。
  Theparty,whichhadseemedsooddtoherthenightbefore,wasalreadygatheredroundthetable,stillundertheinfluenceofsleep,andthereforeuncommunicative,butherentrancesentalittleflutterlikeabreathofairthroughthemall。
  “I’vehadthemostinterestingtalkofmylife!“sheexclaimed,takingherseatbesideWilloughby。“D’yourealisethatoneofyourmenisaphilosopherandapoet?“
  “Averyinterestingfellow——that’swhatIalwayssay,“saidWilloughby,distinguishingMr。Grice。“ThoughRachelfindshimabore。“
  “He’saborewhenhetalksaboutcurrents,“saidRachel。Hereyeswerefullofsleep,butMrs。Dallowaystillseemedtoherwonderful。
  “I’venevermetaboreyet!“saidClarissa。
  “AndIshouldsaytheworldwasfullofthem!“exclaimedHelen。
  Butherbeauty,whichwasradiantinthemorninglight,tookthecontrarinessfromherwords。
  “Iagreethatit’stheworstonecanpossiblysayofanyone,“
  saidClarissa。“Howmuchratheronewouldbeamurdererthanabore!“
  sheadded,withherusualairofsayingsomethingprofound。
  “Onecanfancylikingamurderer。It’sthesamewithdogs。
  Somedogsareawfulbores,poordears。“
  IthappenedthatRichardwassittingnexttoRachel。Shewascuriouslyconsciousofhispresenceandappearance——hiswell-cutclothes,hiscracklingshirt-front,hiscuffswithblueringsroundthem,andthesquare-tipped,verycleanfingerswiththeredstoneonthelittlefingerofthelefthand。
  “Wehadadogwhowasaboreandknewit,“hesaid,addressingherincool,easytones。“HewasaSkyeterrier,oneofthoselongchaps,withlittlefeetpokingoutfromtheirhairlike——
  likecaterpillars——no,likesofasIshouldsay。Well,wehadanotherdogatthesametime,ablackbriskanimal——aSchipperke,Ithink,youcallthem。Youcan’timagineagreatercontrast。TheSkyesoslowanddeliberate,lookingupatyoulikesomeoldgentlemanintheclub,asmuchastosay,“Youdon’treallymeanit,doyou?“
  andtheSchipperkeasquickasaknife。IlikedtheSkyebest,Imustconfess。Therewassomethingpatheticabouthim。“
  Thestoryseemedtohavenoclimax。
  “Whathappenedtohim?“Rachelasked。
  “That’saverysadstory,“saidRichard,loweringhisvoiceandpeelinganapple。“Hefollowedmywifeinthecaronedayandgotrunoverbyabruteofacyclist。“
  “Washekilled?“askedRachel。
  ButClarissaatherendofthetablehadoverheard。
  “Don’ttalkofit!“shecried。“It’sathingIcan’tbeartothinkoftothisday。“
  Surelythetearsstoodinhereyes?
  “That’sthepainfulthingaboutpets,“saidMr。Dalloway;“theydie。
  ThefirstsorrowIcanrememberwasforthedeathofadormouse。
  IregrettosaythatIsatuponit。Still,thatdidn’tmakeoneanythelesssorry。HereliestheduckthatSamuelJohnsonsaton,eh?
  Iwasbigformyage。“
  “Thenwehadcanaries,“hecontinued,“apairofring-doves,alemur,andatonetimeamartin。“
  “Didyouliveinthecountry?“Rachelaskedhim。
  “Welivedinthecountryforsixmonthsoftheyear。WhenIsay’we’Imeanfoursisters,abrother,andmyself。There’snothinglikecomingofalargefamily。Sistersparticularlyaredelightful。“
  “Dick,youwerehorriblyspoilt!“criedClarissaacrossthetable。
  “No,no。Appreciated,“saidRichard。
  Rachelhadotherquestionsonthetipofhertongue;orratheroneenormousquestion,whichshedidnotintheleastknowhowtoputintowords。Thetalkappearedtooairytoadmitofit。
  “Pleasetellme——everything。“Thatwaswhatshewantedtosay。
  Hehaddrawnapartonelittlechinkandshowedastonishingtreasures。
  Itseemedtoherincrediblethatamanlikethatshouldbewillingtotalktoher。Hehadsistersandpets,andoncelivedinthecountry。
  Shestirredhertearoundandround;thebubbleswhichswamandclusteredinthecupseemedtoherliketheunionoftheirminds。
  Thetalkmeanwhileracedpasther,andwhenRichardsuddenlystatedinajoculartoneofvoice,“I’msureMissVinrace,now,hassecretleaningstowardsCatholicism,“shehadnoideawhattoanswer,andHelencouldnothelplaughingatthestartshegave。
  However,breakfastwasoverandMrs。Dallowaywasrising。
  “Ialwaysthinkreligion’slikecollectingbeetles,“shesaid,summingupthediscussionasshewentupthestairswithHelen。
  “Onepersonhasapassionforblackbeetles;anotherhasn’t;it’snogoodarguingaboutit。What’s_your_blackbeetlenow?“
  “Isupposeit’smychildren,“saidHelen。
  “Ah——that’sdifferent,“Clarissabreathed。“Dotellme。
  Youhaveaboy,haven’tyou?Isn’titdetestable,leavingthem?“
  Itwasasthoughablueshadowhadfallenacrossapool。
  Theireyesbecamedeeper,andtheirvoicesmorecordial。
  Insteadofjoiningthemastheybegantopacethedeck,Rachelwasindignantwiththeprosperousmatrons,whomadeherfeeloutsidetheirworldandmotherless,andturningback,sheleftthemabruptly。
  Sheslammedthedoorofherroom,andpulledouthermusic。
  Itwasalloldmusic——BachandBeethoven,MozartandPurcell——
  thepagesyellow,theengravingroughtothefinger。Inthreeminutesshewasdeepinaverydifficult,veryclassicalfugueinA,andoverherfacecameaqueerremoteimpersonalexpressionofcompleteabsorptionandanxioussatisfaction。Nowshestumbled;
  nowshefalteredandhadtoplaythesamebartwiceover;butaninvisiblelineseemedtostringthenotestogether,fromwhichroseashape,abuilding。Shewassofarabsorbedinthiswork,foritwasreallydifficulttofindhowallthesesoundsshouldstandtogether,anddrewuponthewholeofherfaculties,thatsheneverheardaknockatthedoor。Itwasburstimpulsivelyopen,andMrs。Dallowaystoodintheroomleavingthedooropen,sothatastripofthewhitedeckandoftheblueseaappearedthroughtheopening。TheshapeoftheBachfuguecrashedtotheground。
  “Don’tletmeinterrupt,“Clarissaimplored。“Iheardyouplaying,andIcouldn’tresist。IadoreBach!“
  Rachelflushedandfumbledherfingersinherlap。Shestoodupawkwardly。
  “It’stoodifficult,“shesaid。
  “Butyouwereplayingquitesplendidly!Ioughttohavestayedoutside。“
  “No,“saidRachel。
  Sheslid_Cowper’s__Letters_and_Wuthering__Heights_outofthearm-chair,sothatClarissawasinvitedtositthere。
  “Whatadearlittleroom!“shesaid,lookinground。
  “Oh,_Cowper’s__Letters>!“I’veneverreadthem。Aretheynice?“
  “Ratherdull,“saidRachel。
  “Hewroteawfullywell,didn’the?“saidClarissa;“——ifonelikesthatkindofthing——finishedhissentencesandallthat。
  _Wuthering__Heights_!Ah——that’smoreinmyline。Ireallycouldn’texistwithouttheBrontes!Don’tyoulovethem?Still,onthewhole,I’dratherlivewithoutthemthanwithoutJaneAusten。“
  Lightlyandatrandomthoughshespoke,hermannerconveyedanextraordinarydegreeofsympathyanddesiretobefriend。
  “JaneAusten?Idon’tlikeJaneAusten,“saidRachel。
  “Youmonster!“Clarissaexclaimed。“Icanonlyjustforgiveyou。