Tellmewhy?“
  “She’sso——so——well,solikeatightplait,“Rachelfloundered。
  “Ah——Iseewhatyoumean。ButIdon’tagree。Andyouwon’twhenyou’reolder。AtyourageIonlylikedShelley。Icanremembersobbingoverhiminthegarden。
  Hehasoutsoaredtheshadowofournight,Envyandcalumnyandhateandpain——youremember?
  CantouchhimnotandtorturenotagainFromthecontagionoftheworld’sslowstain。
  Howdivine!——andyetwhatnonsense!“Shelookedlightlyroundtheroom。
  “Ialwaysthinkit’s_living_,notdying,thatcounts。Ireallyrespectsomesnuffyoldstockbrokerwho’sgoneonaddingupcolumnaftercolumnallhisdays,andtrottingbacktohisvillaatBrixtonwithsomeoldpugdogheworships,andadrearylittlewifesittingattheendofthetable,andgoingofftoMargateforafortnight——
  IassureyouIknowheapslikethat——well,theyseemtome_really_
  noblerthanpoetswhomeveryoneworships,justbecausethey’regeniusesanddieyoung。ButIdon’texpect_you_toagreewithme!“
  ShepressedRachel’sshoulder。
  “Um-m-m——“shewentonquoting——
  Unrestwhichmenmiscalldelight——
  “whenyou’remyageyou’llseethattheworldis_crammed_withdelightfulthings。Ithinkyoungpeoplemakesuchamistakeaboutthat——
  notlettingthemselvesbehappy。Isometimesthinkthathappinessistheonlythingthatcounts。Idon’tknowyouwellenoughtosay,butIshouldguessyoumightbealittleinclinedto——whenone’syoungandattractive——I’mgoingtosayit!——_every_thing’satone’sfeet。“
  Sheglancedroundasmuchastosay,“notonlyafewstuffybooksandBach。“
  “Ilongtoaskquestions,“shecontinued。“Youinterestmesomuch。
  IfI’mimpertinent,youmustjustboxmyears。“
  “AndI——Iwanttoaskquestions,“saidRachelwithsuchearnestnessthatMrs。Dallowayhadtocheckhersmile。
  “D’youmindifwewalk?“shesaid。“Theair’ssodelicious。“
  Shesnuffeditlikearacehorseastheyshutthedoorandstoodondeck。
  “Isn’titgoodtobealive?“sheexclaimed,anddrewRachel’sarmwithinhers。
  “Look,look!Howexquisite!“
  TheshoresofPortugalwerebeginningtolosetheirsubstance;
  butthelandwasstilltheland,thoughatagreatdistance。
  Theycoulddistinguishthelittletownsthatweresprinkledinthefoldsofthehills,andthesmokerisingfaintly。Thetownsappearedtobeverysmallincomparisonwiththegreatpurplemountainsbehindthem。
  “Honestly,though,“saidClarissa,havinglooked,“Idon’tlikeviews。
  They’retooinhuman。“Theywalkedon。
  “Howodditis!“shecontinuedimpulsively。“Thistimeyesterdaywe’dnevermet。Iwaspackinginastuffylittleroominthehotel。
  Weknowabsolutelynothingabouteachother——andyet——IfeelasifI
  _did_knowyou!“
  “Youhavechildren——yourhusbandwasinParliament?“
  “You’veneverbeentoschool,andyoulive——?“
  “WithmyauntsatRichmond。“
  “Richmond?“
  “Yousee,myauntslikethePark。Theylikethequiet。“
  “Andyoudon’t!Iunderstand!“Clarissalaughed。
  “IlikewalkingintheParkalone;butnot——withthedogs,“
  shefinished。
  “No;andsomepeople_are_dogs;aren’tthey?“saidClarissa,asifshehadguessedasecret。“Butnoteveryone——ohno,noteveryone。“
  “Noteveryone,“saidRachel,andstopped。
  “Icanquiteimagineyouwalkingalone,“saidClarissa:“andthinking——
  inalittleworldofyourown。Buthowyouwillenjoyit——
  someday!“
  “Ishallenjoywalkingwithaman——isthatwhatyoumean?“saidRachel,regardingMrs。Dallowaywithherlargeenquiringeyes。
  “Iwasn’tthinkingofamanparticularly,“saidClarissa。
  “Butyouwill。“
  “No。Ishallnevermarry,“Racheldetermined。
  “Ishouldn’tbesosureofthat,“saidClarissa。HersidelongglancetoldRachelthatshefoundherattractivealthoughshewasinexplicablyamused。
  “Whydopeoplemarry?“Rachelasked。
  “That’swhatyou’regoingtofindout,“Clarissalaughed。
  Rachelfollowedhereyesandfoundthattheyrestedforasecond,ontherobustfigureofRichardDalloway,whowasengagedinstrikingamatchonthesoleofhisboot;whileWilloughbyexpoundedsomething,whichseemedtobeofgreatinteresttothemboth。
  “There’snothinglikeit,“sheconcluded。“DotellmeabouttheAmbroses。OramIaskingtoomanyquestions?“
  “Ifindyoueasytotalkto,“saidRachel。
  TheshortsketchoftheAmbroseswas,however,somewhatperfunctory,andcontainedlittlebutthefactthatMr。Ambrosewasheruncle。
  “Yourmother’sbrother?“
  Whenanamehasdroppedoutofuse,thelightesttouchuponittells。
  Mrs。Dallowaywenton:
  “Areyoulikeyourmother?“
  “No;shewasdifferent,“saidRachel。
  ShewasovercomebyanintensedesiretotellMrs。Dallowaythingsshehadnevertoldanyone——thingsshehadnotrealisedherselfuntilthismoment。
  “Iamlonely,“shebegan。“Iwant——“Shedidnotknowwhatshewanted,sothatshecouldnotfinishthesentence;butherlipquivered。
  ButitseemedthatMrs。Dallowaywasabletounderstandwithoutwords。
  “Iknow,“shesaid,actuallyputtingonearmroundRachel’sshoulder。
  “WhenIwasyourageIwantedtoo。NooneunderstooduntilI
  metRichard。HegavemeallIwanted。He’smanandwomanaswell。“
  HereyesresteduponMr。Dalloway,leaningupontherail,stilltalking。“Don’tthinkIsaythatbecauseI’mhiswife——
  IseehisfaultsmoreclearlythanIseeanyoneelse’s。Whatonewantsinthepersononeliveswithisthattheyshouldkeeponeatone’sbest。IoftenwonderwhatI’vedonetobesohappy!“
  sheexclaimed,andatearsliddownhercheek。Shewipeditaway,squeezedRachel’shand,andexclaimed:
  “Howgoodlifeis!“Atthatmoment,standingoutinthefreshbreeze,withthesunuponthewaves,andMrs。Dalloway’shanduponherarm,itseemedindeedasiflifewhichhadbeenunnamedbeforewasinfinitelywonderful,andtoogoodtobetrue。
  HereHelenpassedthem,andseeingRachelarm-in-armwithacomparativestranger,lookingexcited,wasamused,butatthesametimeslightlyirritated。ButtheywereimmediatelyjoinedbyRichard,whohadenjoyedaveryinterestingtalkwithWilloughbyandwasinasociablemood。
  “ObservemyPanama,“hesaid,touchingthebrimofhishat。
  “Areyouaware,MissVinrace,howmuchcanbedonetoinducefineweatherbyappropriateheaddress?Ihavedeterminedthatitisahotsummerday;Iwarnyouthatnothingyoucansaywillshakeme。
  ThereforeIamgoingtositdown。Iadviseyoutofollowmyexample。“
  Threechairsinarowinvitedthemtobeseated。
  Leaningback,Richardsurveyedthewaves。
  “That’saveryprettyblue,“hesaid。“Butthere’salittletoomuchofit。Varietyisessentialtoaview。Thus,ifyouhavehillsyououghttohaveariver;ifariver,hills。ThebestviewintheworldinmyopinionisthatfromBoarsHillonafineday——
  itmustbeafineday,markyou——Arug?——Oh,thankyou,mydear……inthatcaseyouhavealsotheadvantageofassociations——
  thePast。“
  “D’youwanttotalk,Dick,orshallIreadaloud?“
  Clarissahadfetchedabookwiththerugs。
  “_Persuasion_,“announcedRichard,examiningthevolume。
  “That’sforMissVinrace,“saidClarissa。“Shecan’tbearourbelovedJane。“
  “That——ifImaysayso——isbecauseyouhavenotreadher,“saidRichard。
  “Sheisincomparablythegreatestfemalewriterwepossess。“
  “Sheisthegreatest,“hecontinued,“andforthisreason:
  shedoesnotattempttowritelikeaman。Everyotherwomandoes;
  onthataccount,Idon’tread’em。“
  “Produceyourinstances,MissVinrace,“hewenton,joininghisfinger-tips。“I’mreadytobeconverted。“
  Hewaited,whileRachelvainlytriedtovindicatehersexfromtheslightheputuponit。
  “I’mafraidhe’sright,“saidClarissa。“Hegenerallyis——
  thewretch!“
  “Ibrought_Persuasion_,“shewenton,“becauseIthoughtitwasalittlelessthreadbarethantheothers——though,Dick,it’snogood_your_pretendingtoknowJanebyheart,consideringthatshealwayssendsyoutosleep!“
  “Afterthelaboursoflegislation,Ideservesleep,“saidRichard。
  “You’renottothinkaboutthoseguns,“saidClarissa,seeingthathiseye,passingoverthewaves,stillsoughtthelandmeditatively,“oraboutnavies,orempires,oranything。“Sosayingsheopenedthebookandbegantoread:
  “’SirWalterElliott,ofKellynchHall,inSomersetshire,wasamanwho,forhisownamusement,nevertookupanybookbutthe_Baronetage_’——
  don’tyouknowSirWalter?——’Therehefoundoccupationforanidlehour,andconsolationinadistressedone。’Shedoeswritewell,doesn’tshe?’There——’“Shereadoninalighthumorousvoice。
  ShewasdeterminedthatSirWaltershouldtakeherhusband’smindoffthegunsofBritain,anddiverthiminanexquisite,quaint,sprightly,andslightlyridiculousworld。Afteratimeitappearedthatthesunwassinkinginthatworld,andthepointsbecomingsofter。Rachellookeduptoseewhatcausedthechange。
  Richard’seyelidswereclosingandopening;openingandclosing。
  Aloudnasalbreathannouncedthathenolongerconsideredappearances,thathewassoundasleep。
  “Triumph!“Clarissawhisperedattheendofasentence。Suddenlysheraisedherhandinprotest。Asailorhesitated;shegavethebooktoRachel,andsteppedlightlytotakethemessage——“Mr。Gricewishedtoknowifitwasconvenient,“etc。Shefollowedhim。
  Ridley,whohadprowledunheeded,startedforward,stopped,and,withagestureofdisgust,strodeofftohisstudy。ThesleepingpoliticianwasleftinRachel’scharge。Shereadasentence,andtookalookathim。Insleephelookedlikeacoathangingattheendofabed;therewereallthewrinkles,andthesleevesandtrouserskepttheirshapethoughnolongerfilledoutbylegsandarms。Youcanthenbestjudgetheageandstateofthecoat。
  Shelookedhimalloveruntilitseemedtoherthathemustprotest。
  Hewasamanoffortyperhaps;andheretherewerelinesroundhiseyes,andtherecuriouscleftsinhischeeks。Slightlybatteredheappeared,butdoggedandintheprimeoflife。
  “Sistersandadormouseandsomecanaries,“Rachelmurmured,nevertakinghereyesoffhim。“Iwonder,Iwonder“sheceased,herchinuponherhand,stilllookingathim。Abellchimedbehindthem,andRichardraisedhishead。Thenheopenedhiseyeswhichworeforasecondthequeerlookofashortsightedperson’swhosespectaclesarelost。Ittookhimamomenttorecoverfromtheimproprietyofhavingsnored,andpossiblygrunted,beforeayounglady。Towakeandfindoneselfleftalonewithonewasalsoslightlydisconcerting。
  “IsupposeI’vebeendozing,“hesaid。“What’shappenedtoeveryone?Clarissa?“
  “Mrs。DallowayhasgonetolookatMr。Grice’sfish,“Rachelreplied。
  “Imighthaveguessed,“saidRichard。“It’sacommonoccurrence。
  Andhowhaveyouimprovedtheshininghour?Haveyoubecomeaconvert?“
  “Idon’tthinkI’vereadaline,“saidRachel。
  “That’swhatIalwaysfind。Therearetoomanythingstolookat。
  Ifindnatureverystimulatingmyself。Mybestideashavecometomeoutofdoors。“
  “Whenyouwerewalking?“
  “Walking——riding——yachting——IsupposethemostmomentousconversationsofmylifetookplacewhileperambulatingthegreatcourtatTrinity。
  Iwasatbothuniversities。Itwasafadofmyfather’s。Hethoughtitbroadeningtothemind。IthinkIagreewithhim。Icanremember——
  whatanageagoitseems!——settlingthebasisofafuturestatewiththepresentSecretaryforIndia。Wethoughtourselvesverywise。
  I’mnotsureweweren’t。Wewerehappy,MissVinrace,andwewereyoung——
  giftswhichmakeforwisdom。“