InmemoryofOodnadattaandmanywanderingsoverseaIofferthesepicturesfromthepast,mydearVincent,toyou,aloverofthepresentifanaspirantwhocanlookuponthefuturewithmoreofhopethanfear。
Yourcolleague,H。RiderHaggard。
ItchancesthatI,theEditorofthesepages——for,intruth,thatismyhumblefunction——haverecoveredaconsiderableknowledgeofabygonelifeofmine。Thislifeendedintimesthatarecomparativelyrecent,namely,earlyintheninthcentury,asisfixedbythefactthattheByzantineEmpress,Irene,playsapartinthestory。
Thenarrative,itwillbeobserved,isnotabsolutelyconsecutive;
thatistosay,allthedetailsarenotfilledin。Indeed,ithasreturnedtomeinaseriesofscenesorpictures,andalthougheachsceneorpicturehastodowitheveryother,therearesometimesgapsbetweenthem。Totakeoneexampleamongseveral——
thejourneyofOlafinthosedaysmynamewasOlaf,orMichaelafterIwasbaptisedfromtheNorthtoConstantinopleisnotrecorded。ThecurtaindropsatAarinJutlandandrisesagaininByzantium。Onlythoseeventswhichwereofthemostimportanceseemtohaveburnedthemselvesintomysubconsciousmemory;manyminordetailshavevanished,or,atleast,Icannotfindthem。
This,however,doesnotappeartometobeamatterforregret。Ifeveryepisodeofafullandeventfullifewerepaintedin,thecanvaswouldbeoverloadedandtheeyethatstudieditbewildered。
IdonotthinkthatIhaveanythingmoretosay。Mytalemustspeakforitself。SoIwillbutaddthatIholditunnecessarytosetouttheexactmethodbywhichIhavebeenabletodigitandothersfromthequarryofmypast。Itisagiftwhich,althoughsmallatfirst,Ihavebeenablegraduallytodevelop。Therefore,asIwishtohidemypresentidentity,IwillonlysignmyselfTheEditor。
OfmychildhoodinthisOlaflifeIcanregainbutlittle。Therecometome,however,recollectionsofahouse,surroundedbyamoat,situatedinagreatplainneartoseasorinlandlakes,onwhichplainstoodmoundsthatIconnectedwiththedead。WhatthedeadwereIdidnotquiteunderstand,butIgatheredthattheywerepeoplewho,havingoncewalkedaboutandbeenawake,nowlaidthemselvesdowninabedofearthandslept。Irememberlookingatabigmoundwhichwassaidtocoverachiefknownas“TheWanderer,“whomFreydisa,thewisewoman,mynurse,toldmehadlivedhundredsorthousandsofyearsbefore,andthinkingthatsomuchearthoverhimmustmakehimveryhotatnights。
IrememberalsothatthehallcalledAarwasalonghouseroofedwithsods,onwhichgrewgrassandsometimeslittlewhiteflowers,andthatinsideofitcowsweretiedup。Welivedinaplacebeyond,thatwasseparatedofffromthecowsbybalksofroughtimber。Iusedtowatchthembeingmilkedthroughacrackbetweentwoofthebalkswhereaknothadfallenout,leavingaconvenienteyeholeabouttheheightofawalking-stickfromthefloor。
Onedaymyelderandonlybrother,Ragnar,whohadveryredhair,cameandpulledmeawayfromthiseyeholebecausehewantedtolookthroughithimselfatacowthatalwayskickedthegirlwhomilkedit。I
howled,andSteinar,myfoster-brother,whohadlight-colouredhairandblueeyes,andwasmuchbiggerandstrongerthanI,cametomyhelp,becausewealwayslovedeachother。HefoughtRagnarandmadehisnosebleed,afterwhichmymother,theLadyThora,whowasverybeautiful,boxedhisears。Thenweallcried,andmyfather,Thorvald,atallman,ratherlooselymade,whohadcomeinfromhunting,forhecarriedtheskinofsomeanimalofwhichthebloodhadrundownontohisleggings,scoldedusandtoldmymothertokeepusquietashewastiredandwantedtoeat。
Thatistheonlyscenewhichreturnstomeofmyinfancy。
ThenextofwhichavisionhascometomeisoneofasomewhatsimilarhousetoourowninAar,uponanislandcalledLesso,wherewewereallvisitingachiefofthenameofAthalbrand。Hewasafierce-
lookingmanwithagreatforkedbeard,fromwhichhewascalledAthalbrandFork-beard。Oneofhisnostrilswaslargerthantheother,andhehadadroopinhislefteye,bothofwhichpeculiaritiescametohimfromsomewoundorwoundsthathehadreceivedinwar。Inthosedayseverybodywasatwarwitheverybodyelse,anditwasquiteuncommonforanyonetoliveuntilhishairturnedgrey。
ThereasonofourvisittothischiefAthalbrandwasthatmyelderbrother,Ragnar,mightbebetrothedtohisonlysurvivingchild,Iduna,allofwhosebrothershadbeenkilledinsomebattle。IcanseeIdunanowasshewaswhenshefirstappearedbeforeus。Weweresittingattable,andsheenteredthroughadooratthetopofthehall。Shewasclothedinabluerobe,herlongfairhair,whereofshehadanabundance,wasarrangedintwoplaitswhichhungalmosttoherknees,andaboutherneckandarmsweremassivegoldringsthattinkledasshewalked。Shehadaroundface,colouredlikeawildrose,andinnocentblueeyesthattookineverything,althoughshealwaysseemedtolookinfrontofherandseenothing。Herlipswereveryredandappearedtosmile。AltogetherIthoughthertheloveliestcreaturethateverIhadlookedon,andshewalkedlikeadeerandheldherheadproudly。
Still,shedidnotpleaseRagnar,whowhisperedtomethatshewasslyandwouldbringmischiefonallthathadtodowithher。I,whoatthetimewasabouttwenty-oneyearsofage,wonderedifhehadgonemadtotalkthusofthisbeautifulcreature。ThenIrememberedthatjustbeforewehadlefthomeIhadcaughtRagnarkissingthedaughterofoneofourthrallsbehindtheshedinwhichthecalveswerekept。Shewasabrowngirl,verywellmade,asherroughrobe,fastenedbeneathherbreastwithastrap,showedplainly,andshehadbigdarkeyeswithasleepylookinthem。Also,Ineversawanyonekissquitesohardasshedid;Ragnarhimselfwasoutpassed。Ithinkthatiswhyeventhegreatlady,IdunatheFair,didnotpleasehim。Allthewhilehewasthinkingofthebrown-eyedgirlintherussetrobe。Still,itistruethat,brown-eyedgirlorno,hereadIdunaaright。
Moreover,ifRagnardidnotlikeIduna,fromthefirstIdunahatedRagnar。Soitcameaboutthat,althoughbothmyfather,Thorvald,andIduna’sfather,Athalbrand,stormedandthreatened,thesetwodeclaredthattheywouldhavenothingtodowitheachother,andtheprojectoftheirmarriagecametoanend。
OnthenightbeforeweweretoleaveLesso,whenceRagnarhadalreadygone,AthalbrandsawmestaringatIduna。This,indeed,wasnotwonderful,asIcouldnottakemyeyesfromherlovelyface,andwhenshelookedatmeandsmiledwiththoseredlipsofhersIbecamelikeasillybirdthatisbewitchedbyasnake。AtfirstIthoughtthathewasgoingtobeangry,butsuddenlysomeideaseemedtostrikehimsothathecalledmyfather,Thorvald,outsidethehouse。AfterwardsI
wassentfor,andfoundthetwoofthemseatedonathree-cornered,flatstone,talkinginthemoonlight,foritwassummer-time,wheneverythinglooksblueatnightandthesunandthemoonrideintheskytogether。Nearbystoodmymother,listening。
“Olaf,“saidmyfather,“wouldyouliketomarryIdunatheFair?“
“LiketomarryIduna?“Igasped。“Aye,morethantobeHighKingofDenmark,forsheisnowoman,butagoddess。“
Atthissayingmymotherlaughed,andAthalbrand,whoknewIdunawhenshedidnotseemagoddess,calledmeafool。Thentheytalked,whileIstoodtremblingwithhopeandfear。
“He’sbutasecondson,“saidAthalbrand。
“Ihavetoldyouthereislandenoughforbothofthem,alsothegoldthatcamewithhismotherwillbehis,andthat’snosmallsum,“
answeredThorvald。
“He’snowarrior,butaskald,“objectedAthalbrandagain;“asillyhalf-manwhomakessongsandplaysupontheharp。“
“Songsaresometimesstrongerthanswords,“repliedmyfather,“and,afterall,itiswisdomthatrules。Onebraincangovernmanymen;
also,harpsmakemerrymusicatafeast。Moreover,Olafisbraveenough。Howcanhebeotherwisecomingofthestockhedoes?“
“Heisthinandweedy,“objectedAthalbrand,asayingthatmademymotherangry。
“Nay,lordAthalbrand,“shesaid;“heistallandstraightasadart,andwillyetbethehandsomestmanintheseparts。“
“Everyduckthinksithashatchedoutaswan,“grumbledAthalbrand,whilewithmyeyesIimploredmymothertobesilent。
Thenhethoughtforawhile,pullingathislongforkedbeard,andsaidatlast:
“Myhearttellsmenogoodofsuchamarriage。Iduna,whoistheonlyonelefttome,couldmarryamanofmorewealthandpowerthanthisrune-makingstriplingiseverlikelytobe。YetjustnowIknownonesuchwhomIwouldwishtoholdmyplacewhenIamgone。Moreover,itisspreadfarandwidethroughoutthelandthatmydaughteristobewedtoThorvald’sson,anditmatterslittletowhichson。Atleast,I
willnothaveitsaidthatshehasbeengiventhego-by。Therefore,letthisOlaftakeher,ifshewillhavehim。Only,“headdedwithagrowl,“lethimplaynotrickslikethatred-headedcub,hisbrotherRagnar,ifhewouldnottasteofaspearthroughhisliver。NowIgotolearnIduna’smind。“
Sohewent;asdidmyfatherandmother,leavingmealone,thinkingandthankingthegodsforthechancethathadcomemyway——yes,andblessingRagnarandthatbrown-eyedwenchwhohadthrownherspelloverhim。
WhilstIstoodthusIheardasound,and,turning,sawIdunaglidingtowardsmeinthebluetwilight,lookingmorelovelythanadream。Atmysideshestoppedandsaid: