“Whyhaveyoucomehere,Olaf?“askedSteinarwhenheknewme。“Isittotakemylife?Ifso,neverwereyoumorewelcome。“
“No,Steinar,itistobidyoufarewell,sinceto-morrowatthefeastyoudie,andIamhelplesstosaveyou。Inallthingselsemenwillobeyme,butnotinthis。“
“Andwouldyousavemeifyoucould?“
“Aye,Steinar。Whynot?Surelyyoumustsufferenoughwithsomuchbloodandevilonyourhands。“
“Yes,Isufferenough,Olaf。SomuchthatIshallbegladtodie。Butifyouarenotcometokillme,thenitisthatyoumayscourgemewithyourtongue。“
“Notso,Steinar。ItisasIhavesaid,onlytobidyoufarewellandtoaskyouaquestion,ifitpleasesyoutoanswerme。Whydidyoudothisthingwhichhasbroughtaboutsuchmiseryandloss,whichhassentmyfather,mybrother,andahostofbravementothegrave,andwiththemmymother,whosebreastsnursedyou?“
“Isshedeadalso,Olaf?Oh!mycupisfull。“Hehidhiseyesinhisthinhandsandsobbed,thenwenton:“WhydidIdoit?Olaf,Ididnotdoit,butsomespiritthatenteredintomeandmadememad——madforthelipsofIdunatheFair。Olaf,Iwouldspeaknoillofher,sincehersinismine,butyetitistruethatwhenIhungbackshedrewmeon,norcouldIfindthestrengthtosayhernay。Doyoupraythegods,Olaf,thatnowomanmayeverdrawyouontosuchshameasmine。
HearkennowtothegreatrewardthatIhavewon。IwasneverwedtoIduna,Olaf。AthalbrandwouldnotsufferittillhewassureofthematterofthelordshipofAgger。Then,whenheknewthatthiswasgonefromme,hewouldsufferitstillless,andIdunaherselfseemedtogrowcold。Intruth,IbelievehethoughtofkillingmeandsendingmyheadasapresenttoyourfatherThorvald。ButthisIdunaforbade,whetherbecauseshelovedmeorforotherreasons,Icannotsay。Olaf,youknowtherest。“
“Aye,Steinar,Iknowtherest。Idunaislosttome,andforthatperhapsIshouldthankyou,althoughsuchathrustasthisleavestheheartsoreforlife。Myfather,mymother,mybrother——allarelosttome,andyou,too,whowereasmytwin,areabouttobelost。Nighthasyouall,andwithyouahundredothermen,becauseofthemadnessthatwasbredinyoubytheeyesofIdunatheFair,whoalsoislosttobothofus。Steinar,Idonotblameyou,forIknowyourswasamadnesswhich,fortheirownends,thegodssenduponmen,namingitlove。Iforgiveyou,Steinar,ifIhaveaughttoforgive,andItellyou,sowearyamIofthisworld,whichIfeelholdslittlethatisgood,that,ifImight,I’dyieldupmylifeinsteadofyours,andgotoseektheothers,thoughIdoubtwhetherIshouldfindthem,sinceI
thinkthatourroadsaredifferent。Hark!thepriestscallme。
Steinar,there’snoneedtobidyoutobebrave,forwhoofourNorthernraceisnot?That’souroneheritage:thecourageofabull。
Yetitseemstomethatthereareothersortsofcouragewhichwelack:totreadthedarkwaysofdeathwitheyesfixedonthingsgentlerandbetterthanweknow。Praytoourgods,Steinar,sincetheyarethebestwehavetoprayto,thoughdarkandbloodyintheirways;
praythatwemaymeetagain,wherepriestsandswordsarenotandwomenworknoruin,wherewemayloveasweoncelovedinchildhoodandthereisnomoresin。Fareyouwell,mybrotherSteinar,yetnotforever,forsureIamthatherewedidnotbeginandhereweshallnotend。Oh!Steinar,Steinar,whocouldhavedreamedthatthiswouldbethelastofallourhappyfellowship?“
WhenIhadspokensuchwordsasthesetohim,Iflungmyarmsabouthim,andweembracedeachother。Thenthatpicturefades。
Itwasthehourofsacrifice。Thevictimlaybounduponthestoneinthepresenceofthestatueofthegod,butoutsideofthedoorsofthelittletemple,thatallwhoweregatheredtheremightseetheoffering。
Theceremonieswereended。Leif,theheadpriest,inhisrobeofoffice,hadprayedanddrunkthecupbeforethegod,dedicatingtohimthebloodthatwasabouttofall,andnarratinginachantthecrimesforwhichitwasofferedupandallthetaleofwoethatthesehadbroughtabout。Then,inthemidstofanuttersilence,hedrewthesacrificialswordandheldittothelipsofOdinthatthegodmightbreatheuponitandmakeitholy。
Itwouldseemthatthegoddidbreathe;atleast,thatsideoftheswordwhichhadbeenbrightgrewdull。Leifturnedittothepeople,cryingintheancientwords:
“Odintakes;whodaredeny?“
Alleyeswerefixeduponhim,standinginhisblackrobe,andholdingaloftthegleamingswordthathadgrowndull。Yes,eventhepatienteyesofSteinar,bounduponthestone。
Thenitwasthatsomespiritstirredinmyheartwhichdrovemeontostepbetweenthepriestandhisprey。Standinginthedoorwayofthechapel,atall,youngshapeagainstthegloombehind,Isaidinasteadyvoice:
“Idaredeny!“
Agaspofwondermentwentupfromallwhoheard,andSteinar,liftinghimselfalittlefromthestone,staredatme,shookhisheadasifindissent,thenletitfallagain,andlistened。
“Hearken,friends,“Isaid。“Thisman,myfoster-brother,hascommittedasinagainstmeandmyHouse。MyHouseisdead——Ialoneremain;andonbehalfofthedeadandofmyselfIforgivehimhissin,which,indeed,waslesshisthananother’s。Isthereanymanamongyouwhoatsometimehasnotbeenledasidebywoman,orwhohasnotagainandagaindesiredtobesoledaside?Ifsuchaonetherebe,lethimsaythathehasnoforgivenessinhisheartforSteinar,thesonofHakon。Lethimcomeforwardandsayit。“
Nonestirred;eventhewomendroopedtheirheadsandweresilent。
“Then,ifthisisso,“Iwenton,“andyoucanforgive,asIdo,howmuchmoreshouldagodforgive?Whatisagod?Ishenotonegreaterthanman,whomustknowalltheweaknessofman,which,forhisownends,hehasbredintothefleshofman?How,then,canhedootherwisethanbepitifultowhathehascreated?Ifthisbeso,howcanthegodrefusethatwhichmenarewillingtogrant,andwhatsacrificecanpleasehimbetterthantheforegoingofhisownvengeance?Wouldagodwishtobeoutdonebyaman?IfI,Olaf,themancanforgive,whohavebeenwronged,howmuchmorecanOdinthegodforgive,whohassufferednowrongsavethatofthebreakingofthoselawswhichwilleverbebrokenbymenwhoareasithaspleasedhimtofashionthem?OnOdin’sbehalf,therefore,andspeakingashewouldspeak,couldhehavevoiceamongus,Idemandthatyousetthisvictimfree,leavingittohisownhearttopunishhim。“
Now,somewhommysimplewordshadtouched,Isupposebecausetherewastruthinthem,althoughinthosedaysandinthatlandnoneunderstoodsuchtruths,andothers,becausetheyhadknownandlovedtheopen-handedSteinar,whowouldhavegiventhecloakfromhisbacktothemeanestofthem,cried:
“Aye,lethimgofree。TherehasbeenenoughofdeaththroughthisIduna。“
Butmorestoodsilent,lostindoubtatthisnewdoctrine。OnlyLeif,myuncle,didnotstandsilent。Hisdarkfacebegantoworkasthoughadevilpossessedhim,as,indeed,Ithinkonedid。Hiseyesrolled;
hechampedhisjawslikeanangryhog,andscreamed:
“SurelythelordOlafismad,fornosanemanwouldtalkthus。Manmayforgivewhileitiswithinhispower;butthistraitorhasbeendedicatedtoOdin,andcanagodforgive?Canagodsparewhenhisnostrilsareopenedforthesmellofblood?Ifso,ofwhatuseisittobeagod?Howishehappierthanamanifhemustspare?Moreover,wouldyebringthecurseofOdinuponyouall?Isaytoyou——stealhissacrifice,andyouyourselvesshallbesacrificed,you,yourwives,yourchildren,aye,andevenyourcattleandthefruitofyourfields。“
Whentheyheardthis,thepeoplegroanedandshoutedout:
“LetSteinardie!Killhim!KillhimthatOdinmaybefed!“
“Aye,“answeredLeif,“Steinarshalldie。See,hedies!“
Then,withaleapliketothatofahungrywolf,hesprangupontheboundmanandslewhim。
Iseeitnow。Therudetemple,theglaringstatueofthegod,thegatheredcrowd,openmouthedandeyed,thespringsunshineshiningquietlyoverall,and,runningpasttheplace,aewecallingtothelambthatithadlost;IseethedyingSteinarturnhiswhiteface,andsmileafarewelltomewithhisfadingeyes;IseeLeifgettingtohishorribleritesthathemightlearntheomen,andlastlyIseetheredswordoftheWandererappearsuddenlybetweenmeandhim,andinmyhand。Ithinkthatmypurposewastocuthimdown。Onlyathoughtarosewithinme。
Thispriestwasnottoblame。Hedidnomorethanhehadbeentaught。
Whotaughthim?Thegodheserved,throughwhomhegainedhonourandlivelihood。Sothegodwastoblame,thegodthatdrankthebloodofmen,asathralldrinksale,tosatisfyhisfilthyappetite。Couldsuchamonsterbeagod?Nay,hemustbeadevil,andwhyshouldfreemenservedevils?Atleast,Iwouldnot。Iwouldcasthimoff,andlethimavengehimselfuponmeifhecould。I,Olaf,wouldmatchmyselfagainstthisgod——ordevil。
IstrodepastLeifandthealtartowherethestatueofOdinsatwithinthetemple。
“Hearken!“Isaidinsuchavoicethatallliftedtheireyesfromthesceneofbutcherytome。“YoubelieveinOdin,doyounot?“
Theyanswered“Aye。“
“Thenyoubelievethathecanrevengehimselfupononewhorejectsandaffrontshim?“
“Aye,“theyansweredagain。
“Ifthisbeso,“Iwenton,“willyousweartoleavethematterbetweenOdinandme,Olaf,tobesettledaccordingtothelawofsinglecombat,andgivepeacetothevictor,withpromisefromallharmsaveatthehandsofhisfoe?“
“Aye,“theyanswered,yetscarcelyunderstandingwhattheysaid。
“Good!“Icried。“Now,GodOdin,I,Olaf,aman,challengeyoutosinglecombat。Strikeyoufirst,you,Odin,whomInameDevilandWolfoftheskies,butnogod。Strikeyoufirst,bloodymurderer,andkillme,ifyoucan,whoawaityourstroke!“
ThenIfoldedmyarmsandstaredatthestatue’sstonyeyes,whichstaredbackatme,whileallthepeoplegasped。
ForafullminuteIwaitedthus,butallthathappenedwasthatawrensettledontheheadofOdinandtwitteredthere,thenflewofftoitsnestinthethatch。
“Now,“Icried,“youhavehadyourturn,andminecomes。“
IdrewtheWanderer’ssword,andsprangatOdin。Myfirststrokesunkuptothehiltinhishollowbelly;mynextcutthesceptrefromhishand;mythird——agreatone——hewedtheheadfromoffhim。Itcamerattlingdown,andoutofitcrawledaviper,whichreareditselfupandhissed。Isetmyheeluponthereptile’sheadandcrushedit,andslowlyitwritheditselftodeath。
“Now,goodfolk,“Icried,“whatsayyouofyourgodOdin?“
Theyanswerednothing,forallofthemwereinflight。Yes,evenLeiffled,cursingmeoverhisshoulderashewent。
PresentlyIwasalonewiththedeadSteinarandtheshatteredgod,andinthatlonelinessstrangevisionscametome,forIfeltthatIhaddoneamightydeed,onethatmademehappy。Roundthewallofthetemplecreptafigure;itwasthatofFreydisa,whosefacewaswhiteandscared。
“Youareagreatman,Olaf,“shesaid;“buthowwillitend?“
“Idonotknow,“Ianswered。“Ihavedonewhatmyhearttoldme,neithermorenorless,andIbidetheissue。Odinshallhavehischance,forhereIstaytilldark,andthen,ifIlive,Ileavethisland。Go,getmeallthegoldthatisminefromthehall,andbringitheretomebymoonrise,andwithitsomegarmentsandmyarmour。Bringmealsomybesthorse。“