’Andwhodoesmanagethehospital?’askedthewarden。
’Oh,letthemfindthatout;that’sanotherquestion:theactionisbroughtagainstyouandChadwick;that’syourdefence,andaperfectandfulldefenceitis。NowthatIthinkverysatisfactory。’
’Well,’saidthebishop,lookinginquiringlyupintohisfriend’sface,whosatsilentawhile,andapparentlynotsowellsatisfied。
’Andconclusive,’continuedthearchdeacon;’iftheypressittoajury,whichtheywon’tdo,notwelvemeninEnglandwilltakefiveminutestodecideagainstthem。’
’Butaccordingtothat’saidMrHarding,’Imightaswellhavesixteenhundredayearaseight,ifthemanagerschoosetoallotittome;andasIamoneofthemanagers,ifnotthechiefmanager,myself,thatcanhardlybeajustarrangement。’
’Oh,well;allthat’snothingtothequestion。Thequestionis,whetherthisintrudingfellow,andalotofcheatingattorneysandpestilentdissenters,aretointerferewithanarrangementwhicheveryoneknowsisessentiallyjustandserviceabletothechurch。Praydon’tletusbesplittinghairs,andthatamongstourselves,orthere’llneverbeanendofthecauseorthecost。’
MrHardingagainsatsilentforawhile,duringwhichthebishoponceandagainpressedhisarm,andlookedinhisfacetoseeifhecouldcatchagleamofacontentedandeasedmind;
buttherewasnosuchgleam,andthepoorwardencontinuedplayingsaddirgesoninvisiblestringedinstrumentsinallmannerofpositions;hewasruminatinginhismindonthisopinionofSirAbraham,lookingtoitwearilyandearnestlyforsatisfaction,butfindingnone。Atlasthesaid,’Didyouseetheopinion,archdeacon?’
Thearchdeaconsaidhehadnot——thatwastosay,he-had-
thatwas,hehadnotseentheopinionitself;hehadseenwhathadbeencalledacopy,buthecouldnotsaywhetherofawholeorpart;norcouldhesaythatwhathehadseenweretheipsissimaverbaofthegreatmanhimself;butwhathehadseencontainedexactlythedecisionwhichhehadannounced,andwhichheagaindeclaredtobetohismindextremelysatisfactory。
’Ishouldliketoseetheopinion,’saidthewarden;’thatis,acopyofit。’
’Well,Isupposeyoucanifyoumakeapointofit;butI
don’tseetheusemyself;ofcourseitisessentialthatthepurportofitshouldnotbeknown,anditisthereforeunadvisabletomultiplycopies。’
’Whyshoulditnotbeknown?’askedthewarden。
’Whataquestionforamantoask!’saidthearchdeacon,throwinguphishandsintokenofhissurprise;’butitislikeyou——achildisnotmoreinnocentthanyouareinmattersofbusiness。Can’tyouseethatifwetellthemthatnoactionwilllieagainstyou,butthatonemaypossiblylieagainstsomeotherpersonorpersons,thatweshallbeputtingweaponsintotheirhands,andbeteachingthemhowtocutourownthroats?’
Thewardenagainsatsilent,andthebishopagainlookedathimwistfully:’Theonlythingwehavenowtodo,’continuedthearchdeacon,’istoremainquiet,holdourpeace,andletthemplaytheirowngameastheyplease。’
’Wearenottomakeknownthen,’saidthewarden,’thatwehaveconsultedtheattorney-general,andthatweareadvisedbyhimthatthefounder’swillisfullyandfairlycarriedout。’
’Godblessmysoul!’saidthearchdeacon,’howodditisthatyouwillnotseethatallwearetodoistodonothing:
whyshouldwesayanythingaboutthefounder’swill?Weareinpossession;andweknowthattheyarenotinapositiontoputusout;surelythatisenoughforthepresent。’
MrHardingrosefromhisseatandpacedthoughtfullyupanddownthelibrary,thebishopthewhilewatchinghimpainfullyateveryturn,andthearchdeaconcontinuingtopourforthhisconvictionsthattheaffairwasinastatetosatisfyanyprudentmind。
’AndTheJupiter?’saidthewarden,stoppingsuddenly。
’Oh!TheJupiter,’answeredtheother。’TheJupitercanbreaknobones。Youmustbearwiththat;thereismuch,ofcourse,whichitisourboundendutytobear;itcannotbeallrosesforushere,’andthearchdeaconlookedexceedinglymoral;’besides,thematteristootrivial,oftoolittlegeneralinteresttobementionedagaininTheJupiter,unlesswestirupthesubject。’Andthearchdeaconagainlookedexceedinglyknowingandworldlywise。
Thewardencontinuedhiswalk;thehardandstingingwordsofthatnewspaperarticle,eachoneofwhichhadthrustathornasitwereintohisinmostsoul,werefreshinhismemory;hehadreaditmorethanonce,wordbyword,andwhatwasworse,hefancieditwasaswellknowntoeveryoneastohimself。Washetobelookedonastheunjustgripingpriesthehadbeentheredescribed?Washetobepointedatastheconsumerofthebreadofthepoor,andtobeallowednomeansofrefutingsuchcharges,ofclearinghisbegrimedname,ofstandinginnocentintheworld,ashithertohehadstood?
Washetobearallthis,toreceiveasusualhisnowhatedincome,andbeknownasoneofthosegreedypriestswhobytheirrapacityhavebroughtdisgraceontheirchurch?Andwhy?Whyshouldhebearallthis?Whyshouldhedie,forhefeltthathecouldnotlive,undersuchaweightofobloquy?
Ashepacedupanddowntheroomheresolvedinhismiseryandenthusiasmthathecouldwithpleasure,ifhewereallowed,giveuphisplace,abandonhispleasanthome,leavethehospital,andlivepoorly,happily,andwithanunsulliedname,onthesmallremainderofhismeans。
Hewasamansomewhatshyofspeakingofhimself,evenbeforethosewhoknewhimbest,andwhomhelovedthemost;
butatlastitburstforthfromhim,andwithasomewhatjerkingeloquencehedeclaredthathecouldnot,wouldnot,bearthismiseryanylonger。
’Ifitcanbeproved,’saidheatlast,’thatIhaveajustandhonestrighttothis,asGodwellknowsIalwaysdeemedIhad;
ifthissalaryorstipendbereallymydue,Iamnotlessanxiousthananothertoretainit。Ihavethewell-beingofmychildtolookto。IamtoooldtomisswithoutsomepainthecomfortstowhichIhavebeenused;andIam,asothersare,anxioustoprovetotheworldthatIhavebeenright,andtoupholdtheplaceIhaveheld;butIcannotdoitatsuchacostasthis。Icannotbearthis。Couldyoutellmetodoso?’Andheappealed,almostintears,tothebishop,whohadlefthischair,andwasnowleaningonthewarden’sarmashestoodonthefurthersideofthetablefacingthearchdeacon。’Couldyoutellmetositthereatease,indifferent,andsatisfied,whilesuchthingsasthesearesaidloudlyofmeintheworld?’
Thebishopcouldfeelforhimandsympathisewithhim,buthecouldnotadvisehim,hecouldonlysay,’No,no,youshallbeaskedtodonothingthatispainful;youshalldojustwhatyourhearttellsyoutoberight;youshalldowhateveryouthinkbestyourself。Theophilus,don’tadvisehim,praydon’tadvisethewardentodoanythingwhichispainful。’
Butthearchdeacon,thoughhecouldnotsympathise,couldadvise;andhesawthatthetimehadcomewhenitbehovedhimtodosoinasomewhatperemptorymanner。
’Why,mylord,’hesaid,speakingtohisfather:andwhenhecalledhisfather’mylord,’thegoodoldbishopshookinhisshoes,forheknewthataneviltimewascoming。’Why,mylord,therearetwowaysofgivingadvice:thereisadvicethatmaybegoodforthepresentday;andthereisadvicethatmaybegoodfordaystocome:nowIcannotbringmyselftogivetheformer,ifitbeincompatiblewiththeother。’
’No,no,no,Isupposenot,’saidthebishop,re-seatinghimself,andshadinghisfacewithhishands。MrHardingsatdownwithhisbacktothefurtherwall,playingtohimselfsomeairfittedforsocalamitousanoccasion,andthearchdeaconsaidouthissaystanding,withhisbacktotheemptyfire-place。
’Itisnottobesupposedbutthatmuchpainwillspringoutofthisunnecessarilyraisedquestion。Wemustallhaveforeseenthat,andthematterhasinnowisegoneonworsethanweexpected;butitwillbeweak,yes,andwickedalso,toabandonthecauseandownourselveswrong,becausetheinquiryispainful。Itisnotonlyourselveswehavetolookto;toacertainextenttheinterestofthechurchisinourkeeping。Shoulditbefoundthatoneafteranotherofthosewhoholdprefermentabandoneditwheneveritmightbeattacked,isitnotplainthatsuchattackswouldberenewedtillnothingwasleftus?
and,thatifsodeserted,theChurchofEnglandmustfalltothegroundaltogether?Ifthisbetrueofmany,itistrueofone。
Wereyou,accusedasyounoware,tothrowupthewardenship,andtorelinquishtheprefermentwhichisyourproperty,withthevainobjectofprovingyourselfdisinterested,youwouldfailinthatobject,youwouldinflictadesperateblowonyourbrotherclergymen,youwouldencourageeverycantankerousdissenterinEnglandtomakeasimilarchargeagainstsomesourceofclericalrevenue,andyouwoulddoyourbesttodisheartenthosewhoaremostanxioustodefendyouandupholdyourposition。Icanfancynothingmoreweak,ormorewrong。Itisnotthatyouthinkthatthereisanyjusticeinthesecharges,orthatyoudoubtyourownrighttothewardenship:youareconvincedofyourownhonesty,andyetwouldyieldtothemthroughcowardice。’
’Cowardice!’saidthebishop,expostulating。MrHardingsatunmoved,gazingonhisson-in-law。
’Well;woulditnotbecowardice?Wouldhenotdosobecauseheisafraidtoenduretheevilthingswhichwillbefalselyspokenofhim?Wouldthatnotbecowardice?Andnowletusseetheextentoftheevilwhichyoudread。TheJupiterpublishesanarticlewhichagreatmany,nodoubt,willread;butofthosewhounderstandthesubjecthowmanywillbelieveTheJupiter?Everyoneknowswhatitsobjectis:ithastakenupthecaseagainstLordGuildfordandagainsttheDeanofRochester,andthatagainsthalfadozenbishops;anddoesnoteveryoneknowthatitwouldtakeupanycaseofthekind,rightorwrong,falseortrue,withknownjusticeorknowninjustice,ifbydoingsoitcouldfurtheritsownviews?DoesnotalltheworldknowthisofTheJupiter?WhothatreallyknowsyouwillthinktheworseofyouforwhatTheJupitersays?
Andwhycareforthosewhodonotknowyou?Iwillsaynothingofyourowncomfort,butIdosaythatyoucouldnotbejustifiedinthrowingup,inafitofpassion,forsuchitwouldbe,theonlymaintenancethatEleanorhas;andifyoudidso,ifyoureallydidvacatethewardenship,andsubmittoruin,whatwouldthatprofityou?Ifyouhavenofuturerighttotheincome,youhavehadnopastrighttoit;andtheveryfactofyourabandoningyourpositionwouldcreateademandforrepaymentofthatwhichyouhavealreadyreceivedandspent。’