Eleanorwascertainlythinkingmoreofherfatherthanherself,asshearrangedherhairbeforetheglass,andremovedthetracesofsorrowfromherface;andyetIshouldbeuntrueifIsaidthatshewasnotanxioustoappearwellbeforeherlover:
  whyelsewasshesosedulouswiththatstubborncurlthatwouldrebelagainstherhand,andsmoothsoeagerlyherruffledribands?whyelsedidshedamphereyestodispeltheredness,andbiteherprettylipstobringbackthecolour?Ofcourseshewasanxioustolookherbest,forshewasbutamortalangelafterall。Buthadshebeenimmortal,hadsheflittedbacktothesitting-roomonacherub’swings,shecouldnothavehadamorefaithfulheart,oratruerwishtosaveherfatheratanycosttoherself。
  JohnBoldhadnotmethersincethedaywhenshelefthimindudgeoninthecathedralclose。Sincethathiswholetimehadbeenoccupiedinpromotingthecauseagainstherfather,andnotunsuccessfully。Hehadoftenthoughtofher,andturnedoverinhismindahundredschemesforshowingherhowdisinterestedwashislove。Hewouldwritetoherandbeseechhernottoallowtheperformanceofapublicdutytoinjurehiminherestimation;hewouldwritetoMrHarding,explainallhisviews,andboldlyclaimthewarden’sdaughter,urgingthattheuntowardcircumstancesbetweenthemneedbenobartotheirancientfriendship,ortoaclosertie;hewouldthrowhimselfonhiskneesbeforehismistress;hewouldwaitandmarrythedaughterwhenthefatherhaslosthishomeandhisincome;hewouldgiveupthelawsuitandgotoAustralia,withherofcourse,leavingTheJupiterandMrFinneytocompletethecasebetweenthem。Sometimesashewokeinthemorningfeveredandimpatient,hewouldblowouthisbrainsandhavedonewithallhiscares——butthisideawasgenerallyconsequentonanimprudentsupperenjoyedincompanywithTomTowers。
  HowbeautifulEleanorappearedtohimassheslowlywalkedintotheroom!Notfornothinghadallthoselittlecaresbeentaken。Thoughhersister,thearchdeacon’swife,hadspokenslightinglyofhercharms,Eleanorwasverybeautifulwhenseenaright。Herswasnotofthoseimpassivefaces,whichhavethebeautyofamarblebust;finelychiselledfeatures,perfectineveryline,truetotherulesofsymmetry,aslovelytoastrangerastoafriend,unvaryingunlessinsickness,orasageaffectsthem。Shehadnostartlingbrilliancyofbeauty,nopearlywhiteness,noradiantcarnation。Shehadnotthemajesticcontourthatrivetsattention,demandsinstantwonderandthendisappointsbythecoldnessofitscharms。YoumightpassEleanorHardinginthestreetwithoutnotice,butyoucouldhardlypassaneveningwithherandnotloseyourheart。
  Shehadneverappearedmorelovelytoherloverthanshenowdid。Herfacewasanimatedthoughitwasserious,andherfulldarklustrouseyesshonewithanxiousenergy;herhandtrembledasshetookhis,andshecouldhardlypronouncehisname,whensheaddressedhim。BoldwishedwithallhisheartthattheAustralianschemewasintheactofrealisation,andthatheandEleanorwereawaytogether,nevertohearfurtherofthelawsuit。
  Hebegantotalk,askedafterherhealth——saidsomethingaboutLondonbeingverystupid,andmoreaboutBarchesterbeingverypleasant;declaredtheweathertobeveryhot,andtheninquiredafterMrHarding。
  ’Myfatherisnotverywell,’saidEleanor。
  JohnBoldwasverysorry,sosorry:hehopeditwasnothingserious,andputontheunmeaninglysolemnfacewhichpeopleusuallyuseonsuchoccasions。
  ’Iespeciallywanttospeaktoyouaboutmyfather,MrBold;
  indeed,Iamnowhereonpurposetodoso。Papaisveryunhappy,veryunhappyindeed,aboutthisaffairofthehospital:
  youwouldpityhim,MrBold,ifyoucouldseehowwretchedithasmadehim。’
  ’Oh,MissHarding!’
  ’Indeedyouwould——anyonewouldpityhim;butafriend,anoldfriendasyouare——indeedyouwould。Heisanalteredman;hischeerfulnesshasallgone,andhissweettemper,andhiskindhappytoneofvoice;youwouldhardlyknowhimifyousawhim,MrBold,heissomuchaltered;and——and——ifthisgoeson,hewilldie。’HereEleanorhadrecoursetoherhandkerchief,andsoalsohadherauditors;butshepluckeduphercourage,andwentonwithhertale。’Hewillbreakhisheart,anddie。Iamsure,MrBold,itwasnotyouwhowrotethosecruelthingsinthenewspaper——’
  JohnBoldeagerlyprotestedthatitwasnot,buthisheartsmotehimastohisintimatealliancewithTomTowers。
  ’No,Iamsureitwasnot;andpapahasnotforamomentthoughtso;youwouldnotbesocruel——butithasnearlykilledhim。Papacannotbeartothinkthatpeopleshouldsospeakofhim,andthateverybodyshouldhearhimsospokenof:——theyhavecalledhimavaricious,anddishonest,andtheysayheisrobbingtheoldmen,andtakingthemoneyofthehospitalfornothing。’
  ’Ihaveneversaidso,MissHarding。I——’
  ’No,’continuedEleanor,interruptinghim,forshewasnowinthefullflood-tideofhereloquence;’no,Iamsureyouhavenot;butothershavesaidso;andifthisgoeson,ifsuchthingsarewrittenagain,itwillkillpapa。Oh!MrBold,ifyouonlyknewthestateheisin!Nowpapadoesnotcaremuchaboutmoney。’
  Bothherauditors,brotherandsister,assentedtothis,anddeclaredontheirownknowledgethatnomanlivedlessaddictedtofilthylucrethanthewarden。
  ’Oh!it’ssokindofyoutosayso,Mary,andofyoutoo,MrBold。Icouldn’tbearthatpeopleshouldthinkunjustlyofpapa。Doyouknowhewouldgiveupthehospitalaltogether,onlyhecannot。Thearchdeaconsaysitwouldbecowardly,andthathewouldbedesertinghisorder,andinjuringthechurch。Whatevermayhappen,papawillnotdothat:hewouldleavetheplacetomorrowwillingly,andgiveuphishouse,andtheincomeandallifthearchdeacon——’
  Eleanorwasgoingtosay’wouldlethim,’butshestoppedherselfbeforeshehadcompromisedherfather’sdignity;andgivingalongsigh,sheadded——’Oh,Idosowishhewould。’
  ’NoonewhoknowsMrHardingpersonallyaccuseshimforamoment,’saidBold。
  ’Itishethathastobearthepunishment;itishethatsuffers,’saidEleanor;’andwhatfor?whathashedonewrong?howhashedeservedthispersecution?hethatneverhadanunkindthoughtinhislife,hethatneversaidanunkindword!’andhereshebrokedown,andtheviolenceofhersobsstoppedherutterance。
  Bold,forthefifthorsixthtime,declaredthatneitherhenoranyofhisfriendsimputedanyblamepersonallytoMrHarding。
  ’Thenwhyshouldhebepersecuted?’ejaculatedEleanorthroughhertears,forgettinginhereagernessthatherintentionhadbeentohumbleherselfasasuppliantbeforeJohnBold——
  ’whyshouldhebesingledoutforscornanddisgrace?whyshouldhebemadesowretched?Oh!MrBold’——andsheturnedtowardshimasthoughthekneelingscenewereabouttobecommenced——’oh!MrBold,whydidyoubeginallthis?You,whomweallso——so——valued!’
  Tospeakthetruth,thereformer’spunishmentwascertainlycomeuponhim,forhispresentplightwasnotenviable;hehadnothingforitbuttoexcusehimselfbyplatitudesaboutpublicduty,whichitisbynomeansworthwhiletorepeat,andtoreiteratehiseulogyonMrHarding’scharacter。Hispositionwascertainlyacruelone:hadanygentlemancalleduponhimonbehalfofMrHardinghecouldofcoursehavedeclinedtoenteruponthesubject;buthowcouldhedosowithabeautifulgirl,withthedaughterofthemanwhomhehadinjured,withhisownlove?
  InthemeantimeEleanorrecollectedherself,andagainsummonedupherenergies。’MrBold,’saidshe,’Ihavecomeheretoimploreyoutoabandonthisproceeding。’Hestoodupfromhisseat,andlookedbeyondmeasuredistressed。
  ’Toimploreyoutoabandonit,toimploreyoutosparemyfather,tospareeitherhislifeorhisreason,foroneortheotherwillpaytheforfeitifthisgoeson。IknowhowmuchIamasking,andhowlittlerightIhavetoaskanything;butIthinkyouwilllistentomeasitisformyfather。Oh,MrBold,pray,praydothisforus——praydonotdrivetodistractionamanwhohaslovedyousowell。’
  Shedidnotabsolutelykneeltohim,butshefollowedhimashemovedfromhischair,andlaidhersofthandsimploringlyuponhisarm。Ah!atanyothertimehowexquisitelyvaluablewouldhavebeenthattouch!butnowhewasdistraught,dumbfoundedandunmanned。Whatcouldhesaytothatsweetsuppliant;howexplaintoherthatthematternowwasprobablybeyondhiscontrol;howtellherthathecouldnotquellthestormwhichhehadraised?
  ’Surely,surely,John,youcannotrefuseher,’saidhissister。
  ’Iwouldgivehermysoul,’saidhe,’ifitwouldserveher。’
  ’Oh,MrBold,’saidEleanor,’donotspeakso;Iasknothingformyself;andwhatIaskformyfather,itcannotharmyoutogrant。’
  ’Iwouldgivehermysoul,ifitwouldserveher,’saidBold,stilladdressinghissister;’everythingIhaveishers,ifshewillacceptit;myhouse,myheart,myall;everyhopeofmybreastiscentredinher;hersmilesaresweetertomethanthesun,andwhenIseeherinsorrowasshenowis,everynerveinmybodysuffers。NomancanlovebetterthanIloveher。’
  ’No,no,no,’ejaculatedEleanor;’therecanbenotalkoflovebetweenus。Willyouprotectmyfatherfromtheevilyouhavebroughtuponhim?’
  ’Oh,Eleanor,Iwilldoanything;letmetellyouhowI
  loveyou!’
  ’No,no,no!’shealmostscreamed。’Thisisunmanlyofyou,MrBold。Willyou,willyou,willyouleavemyfathertodieinpeaceinhisquiethome?’andseizinghimbyhisarmandhand,shefollowedhimacrosstheroomtowardsthedoor。
  ’Iwillnotleaveyoutillyoupromiseme;I’llclingtoyouinthestreet;I’llkneeltoyoubeforeallthepeople。Youshallpromisemethis,youshallpromisemethis,youshall——’Andsheclungtohimwithfixedtenacity,andreiteratedherresolvewithhystericalpassion。
  ’Speaktoher,John;answerher,’saidMary,bewilderedbytheunexpectedvehemenceofEleanor’smanner;’youcannothavethecrueltytorefuseher。’
  ’Promiseme,promiseme,’saidEleanor;’saythatmyfatherissafe——onewordwilldo。Iknowhowtrueyouare;
  sayoneword,andIwillletyougo。’