Isupposeyouwon’tbebackbeforethree?’saidthelady,addressingherhusband。
’Imustleavethisattwo,’saidthewarden。
’Quiteoutofthequestion,’saidthearchdeacon,answeringhiswife,andstillreadingtheshopkeepers’names;’Idon’tsupposeIshallbebacktillfive。’
Therewasanotherlongpause,duringwhichMrHardingcontinuedtostudyhisBradshaw。
’ImustgotoCoxandCummins,’saidthearchdeaconatlast。
’Oh,toCoxandCummins,’saidthewarden。Itwasquiteamatterofindifferencetohimwherehisson-in-lawwent。
ThenamesofCoxandCumminshadnownointerestinhisears。WhathadhetodowithCoxandCumminsfurther,havingalreadyhadhissuitfinallyadjudicateduponinacourtofconscience,ajudgmentwithoutpowerofappealfullyregistered,andthemattersettledsothatallthelawyersinLondoncouldnotdisturbit。ThearchdeaconcouldgotoCoxandCummins,couldremaintherealldayinanxiousdiscussion;butwhatmightbesaidtherewasnolongermatterofinteresttohim,whowassosoontolayasidethenameofwardenofBarchesterHospital。
Thearchdeacontookuphisshiningnewclericalhat,andputonhisblacknewclericalgloves,andlookedheavy,respectable,decorous,andopulent,adecidedclergymanoftheChurchofEngland,everyinchofhim。’IsupposeIshallseeyouatBarchesterthedayaftertomorrow,’saidhe。
Thewardensupposedhewould。
’Imustoncemorebeseechyoutotakenofurtherstepstillyouseemyfather;ifyouowemenothing,’andthearchdeaconlookedasthoughhethoughtagreatdealwereduetohim,’atleastyouowesomuchtomyfather’;and,withoutwaitingforareply,DrGrantlywendedhiswaytoCoxandCummins。
MrsGrantlywaitedtillthelastfallofherhusband’sfootwasheard,asheturnedoutofthecourtintoStPaul’sChurchyard,andthencommencedhertaskoftalkingherfatherover。
’Papa,’shebegan,’thisisamostseriousbusiness。’
’Indeeditis,’saidthewarden,ringingthebell。
’Igreatlyfeelthedistressofmindyoumusthaveendured。’
’Iamsureyoudo,mydear’;andheorderedthewaitertobringhimpen,ink,andpaper。
’Areyougoingtowrite,papa?’
’Yes,mydear——Iamgoingtowritemyresignationtothebishop。’
’Pray,pray,papa,putitofftillourreturn——prayputitofftillyouhaveseenthebishop——dearpapa!formysake,forEleanor’s!——’
’ItisforyoursakeandEleanor’sthatIdothis。Ihope,atleast,thatmychildrenmayneverhavetobeashamedoftheirfather。’
’Howcanyoutalkaboutshame,papa?’andshestoppedwhilethewaitercreakedinwiththepaper,andthenslowlycreakedoutagain;’howcanyoutalkaboutshame?youknowwhatallyourfriendsthinkaboutthisquestion。’
Thewardenspreadhispaperonthetable,placingitonthemeagreblotting-bookwhichthehotelafforded,andsathimselfdowntowrite。
’Youwon’trefusemeonerequest,papa?’continuedhisdaughter;’youwon’trefusetodelayyourletterfortwoshortdays?Twodayscanmakenopossibledifference。’
’Mydear,’saidhenaively,’ifIwaitedtillIgottoBarchester,Imight,perhaps,beprevented。’
’Butsurelyyouwouldnotwishtooffendthebishop?’
saidshe。
’Godforbid!Thebishopisnotapttotakeoffence,andknowsmetoowelltotakeinbadpartanythingthatImaybecalledontodo。’
’But,papa——’
’Susan,’saidhe,’mymindonthissubjectismadeup;itisnotwithoutmuchrepugnancethatIactinoppositiontotheadviceofsuchmenasSirAbrahamHaphazardandthearchdeacon;
butinthismatterIcantakenoadvice,IcannotaltertheresolutiontowhichIhavecome。’
’Buttwodays,papa——’
’No——norcanIdelayit。Youmayaddtomypresentunhappinessbypressingme,butyoucannotchangemypurpose;itwillbeacomforttomeifyouwillletthematterrest’:and,dippinghispenintotheinkstand,hefixedhiseyesintentlyonthepaper。
Therewassomethinginhismannerwhichtaughthisdaughtertoperceivethathewasinearnest;shehadatonetimeruledsupremeinherfather’shouse,butsheknewthatthereweremomentswhen,mildandmeekashewas,hewouldhavehisway,andthepresentwasanoccasionofthesort。
Shereturned,therefore,toherknitting,andveryshortlyafterlefttheroom。
Thewardenwasnowatlibertytocomposehisletter,and,asitwascharacteristicoftheman,itshallbegivenatfulllength。Theofficialletter,which,whenwritten,seemedtohimtobetooformallycoldtobesentalonetosodearafriend,wasaccompaniedbyaprivatenote;andbotharehereinserted。
Theletterofresignationranasfollows:
’MyLORDBISHOP,’ItiswiththegreatestpainthatIfeelmyselfconstrainedtoresignintoyourLordship’shandsthewardenshipofthehospitalatBarchester,whichyousokindlyconferreduponme,nownearlytwelveyearssince。
’Ineednotexplainthecircumstanceswhichhavemadethisstepappearnecessarytome。Youareawarethataquestionhasarisenastotherightofthewardentotheincomewhichhasbeenallottedtothewardenship;ithasseemedtomethatthisrightisnotwellmadeout,andIhesitatetoincurtheriskoftakinganincometowhichmylegalclaimappearsdoubtful。
’Theofficeofprecentorofthecathedralis,asyourLordshipisaware,joinedtothatofthewarden;thatistosay,theprecentorhasformanyyearsbeenthewardenofthehospital;
thereis,however,nothingtomakethejunctionofthetwoofficesnecessary,and,unlessyouorthedeanandchapterobjecttosuchanarrangement,Iwouldwishtokeeptheprecentorship。Theincomeofthisofficewillnowbenecessarytome;indeed,IdonotknowwhyIshouldbeashamedtosaythatIshouldhavedifficultyinsupportingmyselfwithoutit。
’YourLordship,andsuchothersasyoumaypleasetoconsultonthematter,willatonceseethatmyresignationofthewardenshipneedoffernottheslightestbartoitsoccupationbyanotherperson。IamthoughtinthewrongbyallthosewhomIhaveconsultedinthematter;Ihaveverylittlebutaninwardandanunguidedconvictionofmyowntobringmetothisstep,andIshall,indeed,behurttofindthatanysluristhrownontheprefermentwhichyourkindnessbestowedonme,bymyresignationofit。I,atanyrateforone,shalllookonanysuccessorwhomyoumayappointasenjoyingaclericalsituationofthehighestrespectability,andonetowhichyourLordship’snominationgivesanindefeasibleright。
’IcannotfinishthisofficialletterwithoutagainthankingyourLordshipforallyourgreatkindness,andIbegtosubscribemyself——YourLordship’smostobedientservant’SEPTIMUSHARDING,’WardenofBarchesterHospital,andPrecentoroftheCathedral。’
Hethenwrotethefollowingprivatenote:
’MyDEARBISHOP,’Icannotsendyoutheaccompanyingofficialletterwithoutawarmerexpressionofthanksforallyourkindnessthanwouldbefitadocumentwhichmaytoacertaindegreebemadepublic。You,Iknow,willunderstandthefeeling,and,perhaps,pitytheweaknesswhichmakesmeresignthehospital。Iamnotmadeofcalibrestrongenoughtowithstandpublicattack。WereIconvincedthatIstoodongroundperfectlyfirm,thatIwascertainlyjustifiedintakingeighthundredayearunderHiram’swill,Ishouldfeelboundbydutytoretaintheposition,howeverunendurablemightbethenatureoftheassault;but,asIdonotfeelthisconviction,IcannotbelievethatyouwillthinkmewronginwhatIamdoing。
’Ihadatonetimeanideaofkeepingonlysomemoderateportionoftheincome;perhapsthreehundredayear,andofremittingtheremaindertothetrustees;butitoccurredtome,andIthinkwithreason,thatbysodoingIshouldplacemysuccessorsinaninvidiousposition,andgreatlydamageyourpatronage。
’Mydearfriend,letmehavealinefromyoutosaythatyoudonotblamemeforwhatIamdoing,andthattheofficiatingvicarofCrabtreeParvawillbethesametoyouasthewardenofthehospital。
’Iamveryanxiousabouttheprecentorship:thearchdeaconthinksitmustgowiththewardenship;Ithinknot,and,that,havingit,Icannotbeousted。Iwill,however,beguidedbyyouandthedean。Nootherdutywillsuitmesowell,orcomesomuchwithinmypowerofadequateperformance。
’IthankyoufrommyheartfortheprefermentwhichIamnowgivingup,andforallyourkindness,andam,dearbishop,nowasalways——Yoursmostsincerely,’SEPTIMUSHARDING