“Oh!“shesaid,“Ineverheardofwriting。Youshallteachitme。Itwillservetopassthetimetillwearemarried,thoughitwillnotbeofmuchuseafterwards,asweshallneverbeseparatedanymoreandwordsarebetterthanmarksuponaboard。But,“sheaddedcheerfully,“Icansendawaythisblackdogofyours,“andshelookedatJeekie,“andhecanwritetous。No,Icannot,foranaccidentmighthappentohim,andtheytellmeyousaythatifhedies,youdiealso,sohemuststopherealways。Whathaveyouinthoselittleboxes?“
“Thegoldyougaveme,Asika,packedinloads。“
“Asmallgiftenough,“sheansweredcontemptuously;“wouldyounotlikemore,sinceyouvaluethatstuff?Well,anothertimeyoushallsendallyouwant。Meanwhiletheportersarewaiting,fiftymenandthree,asyousentmeword,andtenspareonestotaketheplaceofanywhodie。Buthowtheywillfindtheirway,Iknownot,sincenoneofthemhaveeverbeentothecoast。“
AnideaoccurredtoAlan,whohadsmallfaithinJeekie’s“ma“asamessenger。
“TheOgulaprisonerscouldshowthem,“hesaid;“atanyrateasfarastheforest,andafterthattheycouldfindout。Maytheynotgo,Asika?“
“Ifyouwill,“sheansweredcarelessly。“Letthembereadytostartto-morrowatthedawn,allexcepttheirchief,Fahni,whomuststophereasahostage。IdonottrustthoseOgula,whomorethanoncehavethreatenedtomakewaruponus,“sheadded,thenturnedandbadethepriestsbringinthebearerstoreceivetheirinstructions。
Presentlytheycame,pickedmenallofthem,underthecommandofanAsikicaptain,andwiththemtheOgula,whomshesummonedalso。
“Gowherethewhitelordsendsyou,“shesaidinanindifferentvoice,“carryingwithyouthesepackages。Idonotknowwhereitis,buttheseman-eaterswillshowyousomeoftheway,andifyoufailinthebusinessbutlivetocomebackagain,youshallbesacrificedtoBonsaatthenextfeast;ifyourunawaythenyourwivesandchildrenwillbesacrificed。Foodshallbegivenyouforyourjourney,andgoldtobuymorewhenitisgone。Now,Vernoon,tellthemwhattheyhavetodo。“
SoAlan,orratherJeekie,toldthem,andthesedirectionsweresolongandminute,thatbeforetheywerefinishedtheAsikagrewtiredoflisteningandwentaway,sayingasshepassedthecaptainofthecompany:
“Remembermywords,man,succeedordie,butofyourlandanditssecretssaynothing。“
“Ihear,“answeredthecaptain,prostratinghimself。
ThatnightAlansummonedtheOgulaandspoketothemthroughJeekieintheirownlanguage。Atfirsttheydeclaredthattheywouldnotleavetheirchief,preferringtostayanddiewithhim。
“Notso,“saidFahni;“go,mychildren,thatImaylive。Goandgatherthetribe,allthethousandsofthemwhoaremenandcanfight,andbringthemuptoattackAsiki-land,torescuemeifIstilllive,ortoavengemeifIamdead。Asforthesebearers,dothemnoharm,butsendthemontothecoastwiththewhiteman’sgoods。“
SointheendtheOgulasaidthattheywouldgo,andwhenAlanwokeuponthefollowingmorning,hewasinformedthattheyandtheAsikiportershadalreadydepartedupontheirjourney。Thenhedismissedthematterfromhismind,fortotellthetruthheneverexpectedtohearofthemanymore。
AfterthedepartureofthemessengersadeepmelancholyfelluponAlan,whowassurethathehadnownofurtherhopeofcommunicatingwiththeoutsideworld。Bitterlydidhereproachhimselfforhisfollyinhavingeverjourneyedtothishatefulplaceinordertosecure——
what?About£100,000worthofgoldwhichofcoursehenevercouldsecure,asitwouldcertainlyvanishorbestolenonitswaytothecoast。Forthisgoldhehadbecomeinvolvedinadreadfulcomplicationwhichmustcosthimmuchmisery,andsoonerorlaterlifeitself,sincehecouldnotmarrythatbeautifulsavageAsika,andifherefusedhershewouldcertainlykillhiminheroutragedprideandfury。
Daybydayshesentforhim,andwhenhecame,assumedanewcharacter,thatofawomanhumbledbyasenseofherownignorance,whichshewasanxioustoamend。Sohemustplaytheroleoftutortoher,tellingherofcivilizedpeoples,theirlaws,customsandreligions,andinstructingherhowtowriteandread。Shelistenedandlearnedsubmissivelyenough,butallthewhileAlanfeltasonemightwhoiscalledupontoteachtrickstoadruggedpanther。Thedruginthiscasewasherpassionforhim,whichappearedtobeverygenuine。
Butwhenitpassedoff,orwhenhewasobligedtorefuseher,what,hewondered,wouldhappenthen?
Anxietyandconfinementtoldonhimfarmorethanallthehardshipsofhisjourney。Hishealthrandown,hebegantofallill。Thenasbadluckwouldhaveit,walkinginthatdamp,unwholesomecedargarden,outofwhichhemightnotstray,hecontractedthegermofsomekindoffeverwhichinautumnwasverycommoninthispoisonousclimate。
Threedayslaterhebecamedelirious,andforaweekafterthathungbetweenlifeanddeath。Wellwasitforhimthathismedicine-cheststillremainedintact,andthatrecognizinghisownsymptomsbeforehisheadgaveway,hewasabletoinstructJeekiewhatdrugstogivehimatthedifferentstagesofthedisease。
Fortheresthismemoriesofthatdreadfulillnessalwaysremainedveryvague。HehadvisionsofJeekieandofarobedwomanwhomheknewtobetheAsika,bendingoverhimcontinually。AlsoitseemedtohimthatfromtimetotimehewastalkingwithBarbara,whicheventhenheknewmustbeabsurd,forhowcouldtheytalkacrossthousandsofmilesoflandandsea。
Atlengthhismindclearedsuddenly,andheawokeasfromanightmaretofindhimselflyinginthehallorroomwherehehadalwaysbeen,feelingquitecoolandwithoutpain,butsoweakthatitwasanefforttohimtolifthishand。HestaredabouthimandwasastonishedtoseethewhiteheadofJeekierollinguneasilytoandfrouponthecushionsofanotherbednearby。
“Jeekie,“hesaid,“areyouilltoo,Jeekie?“
Atthesoundofthatvoicehisretainerstartedupviolently。
“What,Major,youawake?“hesaid。“Thanksbetoallgods,whiteandblack,yes,andyellowtoo,forIthoughtyourgoosecooked。No,no,Major,Inotill,onlyAsikasayso。Yougotobed,soshemakemegotobed。Yougetworse,shetreatmecruel;youseembetter,shestuffmewithfoodtillIburst。AllbecauseyoutellherthatyouandIdiesameday。Oh,Lord!poorJeekiethinkhisendverynearjustnow,forheknowquitewellthatshenotlethimbreathetenminutesafteryoupegout。Jeekieneverpraysohardforanyonebeforeashepraythisweekforyou,andbyJingo!Ithinkhedothetrick,heandthatmedicinestuffwhichmakehimfeelverybadinstomach,“andhegroanedundertheweightofhismanymiseries。
WeakashewasAlanbegantolaugh,andthatlaughseemedtodohimmoregoodthananythingthathecouldremember,forafterithewassurethathewouldrecover。
JustthenanagonizedwhisperreachedhimfromJeekie。
“Lookout!“itsaid,“herecomeAsika。Gosleepandseembetter,Major,please,orIcatchithot。“
SoAlanalmostshuthiseyesandlaystill。Inanothermomentshewasstandingoverhimandhenoticedthatherhairwasdishevelledandhereyeswereredasthoughwithweeping。Shescannedhimintentlyforalittlewhile,thenpassedroundtowhereJeekielayandappearedtopinchhisearsohardthathewriggledandutteredastifledgroan。
“Howisyourlord,dog?“shewhispered。
“Better,OAsika,Ithinkthatlastmedicinedousgood,thoughitmakemeverysickinside。Justnowhespoketomeandsaidthathehopedthatyourheartwasnotsadbecauseofhimandthatallthistimeinhisdreamshehadseenandthoughtofnobodybutyou,O
Asika。“
“Didhe?“askedthatlady,becomingintenselyinterested。“Thentellme,dog,whyisheevercallingupononeBar-bar-a?Surelythatisawoman’sname?“
“Yes,OAsika,thatisthenameofhismother,alsoofoneofhissisters,whom,afteryou,helovesbestofanyoneinthewholeworld。
Whenyouareherehetalksofthem,butwhenyouarenotherehetalksofnoonebutyou。Althoughheissosickherememberswhiteman’scustom,whichtellshimthatitisverywrongtosaysweetthingstolady’sfacetillheisquitemarriedtoher。Afterthattheysaythemalways。“
Shelookedathimsuspiciouslyandmuttering,“Hereitisotherwise。
Foryourownsake,man,Itrustthatyoudonotlie,“lefthim,anddrawingastoolupbesideAlan’sbed,satherselfdownandexaminedhimcarefully,touchinghisfaceandhandswithherlongthinfingers。
Thennotinghowwhiteandwastedhewas,ofasuddenshebegantoweep,sayingbetweenhersobs:
“Oh!ifyoushoulddie,Vernoon,IwilldiealsoandbebornagainnotasAsika,asIhavebeenforsomanygenerations,butasawhitewomanthatImaybewithyou。Onlyfirst,“sheadded,settingherteeth,“I
willsacrificeeverywizardinthisland,fortheyhavebroughtthesicknessonyoubytheirmagic,andIwillburnBonsa-townandcastitsgodstomeltintheflames,andtheMunganawiththem。AndthenamidtheirashesIwillletoutmylife,“andagainshebegantoweepverypiteouslyandtocallhimbyendearingnamesandprayhimthathewouldnotdie。
NowAlanthoughtittimetowakeup。Heopenedhiseyes,staredathervacantly,andaskedifitwereraining,whichindeeditmighthavebeen,forherbigtearswerefallingonhisface。Sheutteredagaspofjoy。
“No,no,“sheanswered,“theweatherisveryfine。ItisI——IwhohaverainedbecauseIthoughtyoudie。“Shewipedhisforeheadwiththesoftlinenofherrobe,thenwenton,“Butyouwillnotdie;saythatyouwilllive,saythatyouwillliveforme,Vernoon。“
Helookedather,andfeeblethoughhewas,theawfulnessofthesituationsankintohissoul。