“BecauseIdarenot,orratherbecauseIcannot,“sheansweredfiercely。“Besilent,slave,fornowthepowerofthegoodbroodsuponmysoul。“
Thedreamwenton。Agreatforestappeared,suchaforestastheyhadpassedbeforetheymetthecannibals,andsetbeneathoneofthetrees,atentandinthattentBarbara,Barbaraweeping。Someonebegantolifttheflapofthetent。Shesprangup,snatchingatapistolthatlaybesideher,turningitsmuzzletowardsherbreast。Amanenteredthetent。Alansawhisface,itwashisown。Barbaraletfallthepistolandfellbackwardsasthoughabulletfromithadpiercedherheart。Heleapttowardsher,butbeforehecametowhereshelayeverythinghadvanishedandheheardJeekiedroningouthisliestotheAsika,tellingherthatthevisionhehadseenwasoneofherandhismasterseatedwiththeirarmsabouteachotherinachamberoftheGoldenHouse。
AthirdtimethedreamdescendedonAlanlikeacloud。Itseemedtohimthathewasbornebeyondtheflamingbordersoftheworld。
Everythingaroundwasnewandunfamiliar,vast,changing,lovely,terrible。Hestoodaloneuponapearlyplainandtheskyabovehimwaslitwithredmoons,manyandmanyofthemthathungtherelikelamps。
Spiritsbegantopasshim。Hecouldcatchsomethingoftheirsplendourastheyspedbywithincredibleswiftness;hecouldhearthemusicoftheirlaughter。Oneroseupathisside。ItwastheAsika,onlyathousandtimesmoresplendid;clothedinallthegloryofhell。
Majesticallyshebenttowardshim,herglowingeyesheldhis,thedeadlyperfumeofherbreathbeatuponhisbrowandmadehimdrunken。
Shespoketohimandhervoicesoundedlikedistantbells。
“Throughmanyalife,throughmanyalife,“shesaid,“boughtwithmuchblood,paidforwithamilliontears,butmineatlast,thesoulthatIhavewontocomfortmysoulintheeternalday。CometotheplaceIhavemadereadyforyou,thehellthatshallturntoheavenatyourstep,come,youbywhomIamredeemed,anddriveawaythosegodsthattorturemebecauseIwastheirservantthatImightwinyou。“
Soshespoke,andthoughallhissoulrevolted,yetthefearfulstrengththatwasinherseemedtodrawhimonwardwhithershewouldgo。ThenalightshoneandthatlightwasthefaceofBarbaraandwithasuddennessthatwasalmostawful,thewilddreamcametoanend。
Alanwasinhisownroomagain,thoughhowhegottherehedidnotrecollect。
“Jeekie,“hesaid,“whathashappened?Iseemtohavehadaverycuriousdream,thereintheTreasure-place,andtohaveheardyoutellingtheAsikaastringofincrediblefalsehoods。“
“Oh!no,Major,Jeekiecan’tlie,toogoodChristian;hetellherwhat/he/see,orwhathethinksheseeifshelook,’causethoughp’rapsheseenothing,sheneverbelievethat。And,“headdedwithaburstofconfidence,“whatthedickensitmatterwhathetellher,solongassheswallowsameandkeepquiet?NastythingsalwaysmakewomenlikeAsikaquiteoutrageous。Givethemsweettosuck,sayJeekie,andiftheyillafterwards,thatnofaultofhis。Theyhadsweet。“
“Quiteso,Jeekie,quiteso,onlyIshouldadviseyounottoplaytoomanytricksupontheAsika,lestsheshouldhappentofindyouout。
HowdidIgetbackhere?“
“Likemanthatwalkinhissleep,Major。Shegofirst,youfollow,justaslittlelambafterMaryinhymn。“
“Jeekie,didyoureallyseeanythingatall?“
“No,Major,nothingpartic’lar,exceptghostofMrs。Jeekieandofyourreverenduncle,bothofthemveryangry。Thatmagicallstuff,Major。Asikaputsomethinginyourgrubmakeyoudrunk,sothatyouthinkherverywise。Don’tthinkofitnomore,Major,oryougooffyourchump。IfJeekieseenothing,dependonittherenothingtosee。“
“Perhapsso,Jeekie,butIwishIcouldbesureyouhadseennothing。
Listentome;wemustgetoutofthisplacesomehow,orasyousay,I
shallgooffmychump。It’shaunted,Jeekie,itshaunted,andIthinkthatAsikaisadevil,notawoman。“
“Thatwhatpriestssay,Major,veryolddevil——partofBonsa,“heanswered,lookingathismasteranxiously。“Well,don’tyoufret,Jeekienotafraidofdevils,Jeekiegetyououtingoodtime。GotobedandleaveitalltoJeekie。“
Fifteenmoredayshadgoneby,anditwastheeveofthenightofthesecondfullmoonwhenAlanwasdestinedtobecomethehusbandoftheAsika。Shehadsentforhimthatmorningandhefoundherradiantwithhappiness。WhetherornoshebelievedJeekie’sinterpretationofthevisionsshehadcalledup,itseemedquitecertainthathermindwasvoidoffearsanddoubts。ShewassurethatAlanwasabouttobecomeherhusband,andhadsummonedallthepeopleoftheAsikitobepresentattheceremonyoftheirmarriage,andincidentallyofthedeathoftheMunganawho,poorwretch,wastobeforcedtokillhimselfuponthatoccasion。
BeforetheypartedshehadspokentoAlansweetlyenough。
“Vernoon,“shesaid,“IknowthatyoudonotlovemeasIloveyou,butthelovewillcome,sinceforyoursakeIwillchangemyself。I
willgrowgentle;Iwillshednomoreblood;thatoftheMunganashallbethelast,andevenhimIwouldspareifIcould,onlywhilehelivesImaynotmarryyou;itistheonelawthatisstrongerthanI
am,andifIbrokeitIandyouwoulddieatonce。Youshalleventeachmeyourfaith,ifyouwill,forwhatisgoodtoyouishenceforthgoodtome。Askwhatyouwishofme,andasanearnestI
willdoitifIcan。“
NowAlanlookedather。Therewasonethingthathewishedaboveallothers——thatshewouldlethimgo。Butthishedidnotdaretoask;
moreover,itwouldhavebeenutterlyuseless。Afterall,iftheAsika’slovewasterrible,whatwouldbetheappearanceofheroutragedhate?Whatcouldheask?Moregold?Hehatedtheverynameofthestuff,forithadbroughthimhere。Herememberedtheoldcannibalchief,Fahni,who,likehimself,languishedaprisoner,dailyexpectingdeath。Onlythatmorninghehadimploredhimtoobtainhisliberty。
“Ithankyou,Asika,“hesaid。“Now,ifyourwordsaretrue,setFahnifreeandlethimreturntohisowncountry,forifhestaysherehewilldie。“
“Surely,Vernoon,thatisasmallthing,“sheanswered,smiling,“thoughitistruethatwhenhegetstherehewillprobablymakewaruponus。Well,lethim,lethim。“Thensheclappedherhandsandsummonedpriests,whomshebadegoatonceandconductFahnioutofBonsa-Town。AlsoshebadethemloosecertainslaveswhowereoftheOgulatribe,thattheymightaccompanyhimladenwithprovisions,andsendonorderstotheoutpoststhatFahniandhispartyshouldpassunmolestedfromtheland。
Thisdone,shebegantotalktoAlanaboutmanymatters,howeverlittlehemightanswerher。Indeeditseemedalmostasthoughshefearedtolethimleaveherside;asthoughsomepresentimentoflossoppressedher。
Atlength,toAlan’sgreatrelief,thetimecamewhentheymustpart,sinceitwasnecessaryforhertoattendasecretceremonyofpreparationorpurificationthatwascalled“Putting-off-the-Past。“
Althoughshehadbeenthricesummoned,stillshewouldnotlethimgo。
“Theycallyou,Asika,“saidAlan。
“Yes,yes,theycallme,“shereplied,springingup。“Leaveme,Vernoon,tillwemeetto-morrowtopartnomore。Oh!whyismyheartsoheavyinme?ThatblackdogofyoursreadthevisionsthatI
summonedbutmightnotlookon,andtheyweregoodvisions。Theyshowedthatthewomanwholovedyouisdead;theyshoweduswedded,andotherdeeperthings。Surelyhewouldnotdaretolietome,knowingthatifhedidIwouldflayhimlivingandthrowhimtothevultures。Why,then,ismyheartsoheavyinme?Wouldyouescapeme,Vernoon?Nay,youarenotsocruel,norcouldyoudoitexceptbydeath。Moreover,man,knowthatevenindeathyoucannotescapeme,fortherebesureIshallfollowyouandclaimyou,towhosesidemyspirithastoiledforages,andwhatistheresostrongthatitcansnatchyoufrommyhand?“
Shelookedathimamoment,andseizinghishandburstintoafloodoftears,andseizinghishandthrewherselfuponherkneesandkisseditagainandagain。
“Gonow,“shesaid,“go,andletmylovegowithyou,throughlivesanddeaths,andallthedreamsbeyond,oh!letmylovegowithyou,asitshall,Vernoon。“
Sohewent,leavingherweepingonherknees。
DuringthedarkhoursthatfollowedAlanandmadnesswerenotfarapart。Whatcouldhedo?Escapewasutterlyimpossible。ForweeksheandJeekiehadconsidereditinvain。EveniftheycouldwinoutoftheGoldHousefortress,whathopehadtheyofmakingtheirwaythroughthecrowded,tortuoustownwhere,aftertheAfricanfashion,peopledwalkedaboutallnight,everyoneofwhomwouldrecognizethewhiteman,whetherheweremaskedorno?Besides,beyondthetownweretheriverandtheguardedwallsandgatesandbeyondthemopencountrywheretheywouldbecutofforrundown。No,toattemptescapewassuicide。Suicide!Thatgavehimanidea,whyshouldhenotkillhimself?Itwouldbeeasyenough,forhestillhadhisrevolverandafewcartridges,andsurelyitwasbetterthantoenteronsuchalifeasawaitedhimastheplaythingofapriestessofatribeoffetish-
worshippingsavages。
Butifhekilledhimself,howaboutBarbaraandhowaboutpooroldJeekie,whowouldcertainlybekilledalso?Besides,itwasnottherightthingtodo,andwhilethereislifethereisalwayshope。
AlanpausedinhiswalkupanddowntheroomandlookedatJeekie,whosatuponthefloorwithhisbackrestingagainstthestonealtar,reflectivelypullingdownhisthickunder-lipandlettingitflyback,negro-fashion。
“Jeekie,“hesaid,“time’sup。WhatamItodo?“