Yes,shewastojourneyinthecompanyoftheMotherofGod。Sonomoreonthepointrequiredtobesaid。
Glancingagainatthetiny,inchoatefaceunderthebushes,hereyesdiffusedraysofwarmandkindlylightas,lickingherlips,she,withaslowmovement,smoothedthebreastofthelittleone。
ThenIarrangedsticksforafire,andalsoadjustedstonestosupportthekettle。
“SoonIwillhaveteareadyforyou,“Iremarked。
“AndthankfulindeedIshallbe,“sheresponded,“formybreastsaredriedup。“
“Whyhaveyourcompanionsdesertedyou?“Isaidnext。
“Theyhavenotdesertedme。ItwasIthatleftthemofmyownaccord。HowcouldIhaveexposedmyselfintheirpresence?“
Andwithaglanceatmesheraisedahandtoherfaceas,spittingagoutofblood,shesmiledasortofbashfulsmile。
“Thisisyourfirstchild,Itakeit?“
“Itis。Andwhoareyou?“
“Aman。“
“Yes,aman,ofcourse;but,areyouaMARRIEDman?“
“No,Ihaveneverbeenabletomarry。“
“Thatcannotbetrue。“
“Whynot?“
Withloweredeyesshesatawhileinthought。
“Because,ifso,howdoyoucometoknowsomuchaboutwomen’saffairs?“
ThistimeIDIDlie,forIreplied:
“Becausetheyhavebeenmystudy。Infact,Iamamedicalstudent。“
“Ah!Ourpriest’ssonalsowasastudent,butastudentfortheChurch。“
“Verywell。ThenyouknowwhatIam。NowIwillgoandfetchsomewater。“
Uponthissheinclinedherheadtowardsherlittlesonandlistenedforamomenttohisbreathing。Thenshesaidwithaglancetowardsthesea:
“Itooshouldliketohaveawash,butIdonotknowwhatthewaterislike。Whatisit?Brackishorsalt?“
“No;quitegoodwater——fitforyoutowashin。“
“Isitreally?“
“Yes,really。Moreover,itiswarmerthanthewaterofthestreamshereabouts,whichisascoldasice。“
“Ah!Well,youknowbest。“
Hereashaggy-earedpony,allskinandbone,wasseenapproachingusatafoot’space。Trembling,anddroopingitshead,itscannedus,asitdrewlevel,witharoundblackeye,andsnorted。Uponthat,itsriderpushedbackaraggedfurcap,glancedwarilyinourdirection,andagainsankhishead。
“Thefolkofthesepartsareuglytolookat,“softlycommentedthewomanfromOrlov。
ThenIdepartedinquestofwater。AfterIhadwashedmyfaceandhandsIfilledthekettlefromastreambrightandlivelyasquicksilverastreampresenting,astheautumnleavestossedintheeddieswhichwentleapingandsingingoverthestones,atrulyenchantingspectacle,and,returning,andpeepingthroughthebushes,perceivedthewomantobecrawlingonhandsandkneesoverthestones,andanxiouslypeeringabout,asthoughinsearchofsomething。
“Whatisit?“Iinquired,andthereupon,turninggreyinthefacewithconfusionshehastenedtoconcealsomearticleunderherperson,althoughIhadalreadyguessedthenatureofthearticle。
“Giveittome,“wasmyonlyremark。“Iwillgoandburyit。“
“Howso?For,asamatteroffact,itoughttobeburiedunderthefloorinfrontofsomestove。“
“ArewetobuildastoveHERE?Builditinfiveminutes?“I
retorted。
“Ah,Iwasjesting。Butreally,Iwouldrathernothaveitburiedhere,lestsomewildbeastshouldcomeanddevourit……
Yetitoughttobecommittedonlytotheearth。“
Thatsaid,she,withavertedeyes,handedmeamoistandheavybundle;andasshedidsoshesaidunderherbreath,withanairofconfusion:
“IbegofyouforChrist’ssaketoburyitaswell,asdeeply,asyoucan。OutofpityformysondoasIbidyou。“
Ididasshehadrequested;and,justasthetaskhadbeencompleted,Iperceivedherreturningfromthemarginoftheseawithunsteadygait,andanarmstretchedoutbeforeher,andapetticoatsoakedtothemiddlewiththeseawater。Yetallherfacewasalightwithinwardfire,andasIhelpedhertoregainthespotwhereIhadpreparedsomesticksIcouldnothelpreflectingwithsomeastonishment:
“Howstrongindeedsheis!“
Next,aswedrankamixtureofteaandhoney,sheinquired:
“Haveyounowceasedtobeastudent?“
“Yes。“
“Andwhyso?Throughtoomuchdrink?“
“Evenso,goodmother。“
“Dearme!Well,yourfaceisfamiliartome。Yes,IrememberthatInoticedyouinSukhumwhenonceyouwerearguingwiththebarraquesuperintendentoverthequestionofrations。AsIdidsothethoughtoccurredtome:’Surelythatboldyoungfellowmusthavegoneandspenthismeansondrink?Yes,thatishowitmustbe。’“
Then,asfromherswollenlipsshelickedadropofhoney,sheagainbentherblueeyesinthedirectionofthebushunderwhichtheslumbering,newly-arrivedOrlovianwascouched。
“Howwillhelive?“thoughtfullyshesaidwithasigh——thenadded:
“Youhavehelpedme,andIthankyou。Yes,mythanksareyours,thoughIcannottellwhetherornotyourassistancewillhavehelpedHIM。“
And,drinkingtherestofhertea,sheateamorselofbread,thenmadethesignofthecross。Andsubsequently,asIwasputtingupmythings,shecontinuedtorockherselftoandfro,togivelittlestartsandcries,andtogazethoughtfullyatthegroundwitheyeswhichhadnowregainedtheiroriginalcolour。Atlastsherosetoherfeet。
“Youarenotgoingyet?“Iqueriedprotestingly。
“Yes,Imust。“
“But——“
“TheBlessedVirginwillgowithme。Sopleasehandmeoverthechild。“
“No,Iwillcarryhim。“
And,afteracontestforthehonour,sheyielded,andwewalkedawaysidebyside。
“IonlywishIwerealittlesteadieronmyfeet,“sheremarkedwithanapologeticsmileasshelaidahanduponmyshoulder,Meanwhile,thenewcitizenofRussia,thelittlehumanbeingofanunknownfuture,wassnoringsoundlyinmyarmsastheseaplashedandmurmured,andthrewoffitswhiteshavings,andthebusheswhisperedtogether,andthesunnowarrivedatthemeridianshonebrightlyuponusall。
Incalmcontentitwasthatwewalked;savethatnowandthenthemotherwouldhalt,drawadeepbreath,raiseherhead,scantheseaandtheforestandthehills,andpeerintoherson’sface。Andasshedidso,eventhemistbegottenoftearsofsufferingcouldnotdimthewonderfulbrilliancyandclearnessofhereyes。Forwiththesombrefireofinexhaustiblelovewerethoseeyesaflame。
Once,asshehalted,sheexclaimed:
“0God,0MotherofGod,howgooditallis!WouldthatforeverIcouldwalkthus,yes,walkandwalkuntotheveryendoftheworld!AllthatIshouldneedwouldbethatthou,myson,mydarlingson,shouldst,borneuponthymother’sbreast,growandwaxstrong!“
Andtheseamurmuredandmurmured。