Yettheirfearofhimwasinnowayreciprocated,nor,forthatmatter,didtheyeverassaulthim,despitethefactthatoccasionallytheywouldthrowanoldbootorachipofwoodinhisdirection-throwitaimlessly,andwithoutreallydesiringtohitthemarkaimedat。
Also,anythingcircular——forexample,aplateorthewheelofatoy,engagedNilushka’sattentionandledhimtocaressitaseagerlyashedidglobesandballs。Evidentlytherotundityoftheobjectwasthepointthatexcitedhisinterest。Andasheturnedtheobjectoverandover,andfelttheflatpartofit,hewouldmutter:
“Butwhatabouttheotherone?“
What“theotherone“meantIcouldneverdivine。NorcouldAntipa。Once,drawingtheidiottohim,hesaid:
“Whydoyoualwayssay’Whatabouttheotherone’?“
Troubledandnervous,Nilushkamerelymutteredsomeunintelligiblereplyashisfingersturnedandturnedaboutthecircularobjectwhichhewasholding。
“Nothing,“atlengthhereplied。
“Nothingofwhat?
“Nothinghere。“
“Ah,heistoofoolishtounderstand,“saidVologonovwithasighashiseyesdarkenedinmeditativefashion。
“Yes,thoughitmayseemfoolishtosayso,“headded,“somepeoplewouldenvyhim。“
“Whyshouldthey?“
“Formorethanonereason。Tobeginwith,helivesalifefreefromcare——heiskeptcomfortably,andevenheldinrespect。
Sincenoonecanproperlyunderstandhim,andeveryonefearshim,throughabeliefthatfolkwithoutwit,the’blessedonesofGod,’aremoreespeciallytheAlmighty’sfavouritesthanpersonspossessedofunderstanding。Onlyaverywisemancoulddealwithsuchamatter,andthelesssointhatitmustberememberedthatmorethanone’blessedone’hasbecomeaSaint,whilesomeofthosepossessedofunderstandinghavegone——well,havegonewhither?Yes,indeed!“
And,thoughtfullycontractingthebushyeyebrowswhichlookedasthoughtheyhadbeentakenfromthefaceofanotherman,Vologonovthrusthishandsuphissleeves,andstoodeyeingNilushkashrewdlywithhisintangiblegaze。
NeverdidFelitzatasayforcertainwhotheboy’sfatherhadbeen,butatleastitwasknowntomethatinvaguetermsshehaddesignatedtwomenassuch——theoneayoung“surveystudent,“andtheotheramerchantbynameViporotkov,amannotorioustothewholetownasamostturbulentrakeandbully。
ButoncewhensheandAntipaandIwereseatedgossipingattheentrance-gates,andIinquiredofherwhetherNilushka’sfatherwerestillsurviving,sherepliedinacarelessway:
“Heisso,damnhim!“
“Thenwhoishe?“
Felitzata,asusual,lickedherfaded,butstillcomely,lipswiththetipofhertonguebeforeshereplied:
“Amonk。“
“Ah!“Vologonovexclaimedwithunexpectedanimation。“That,then,explainsthings。Atallevents,wehaveinitanintelligibleTHEORYofthings。“
Whereafter,heexpoundedtousatlength,andwithnosparingofdetails,thereasonwhyamonkshouldhavebeenNilushka’sfatherratherthaneitherthemerchantortheyoung“surveystudent。“AndasVologonovproceededhegrewunwontedlyenthusiastic,andwentsofarastoclenchhisfistsuntilpresentlyheheavedasigh,asthoughmentallyhurt,andsaidfrowninglyandreproachfullytothewoman:
“Whydidyounevertellusthisbefore?Itwasexceedinglynegligentofyou。“
Felitzatalookedattheoldmanwithsarcasmandsaucinessgleaminginherbrowneyes。Suddenly,however,shecontractedherbrows,counterfeitedasigh,andwhined:
“Ah,Iwasgood-lookingthen,anddesiredofall。InthosedaysIhadbothagoodheartandahappynature。“
“Butthemonkmayprovetohavebeenanimportantfactorinthequestion,“wasAntipa’sthoughtfulremark。
“Yes,andmanyanothermanthanhehasrunaftermeforhispleasure,“continuedFelitzatainatoneofreminiscence。ThisledVologonovtocough,risetohisfeet,layhishanduponthewoman’sclaret-colouredsleeveofsatin,andsaysternly:
“Doyoucomeintomyroom,forIhavebusinesstotransactwithyou。“
Asshecompliedshesmiledandwinkedatme。Andsothepairdeparted——heshufflingcarefullywithhisbandylegs,andshewatchingherstepsasthoughatanymomentshemightcollapseontoherleftside。
Thenceforth,FelitzatavisitedVologonovalmostdaily;andonceduringthetimeoftwohoursorsothatthepairwereoccupiedindrinkingteaIheard,throughthepartition-wall,theoldmansayinvigorous,level,didacticaltones:
“Thesetalesandrumoursoughtnottobedismissedsavewithcaution。Atleastoughttheytobegiventhebenefitofthedoubt。For,thoughallthathesaysmaySEEMtousunintelligible,theremayyetbeenshrinedthereinameaning,suchas——“
“Yousayameaning?“
“Yes,ameaningwhich,eventually,willbevouchsafedtoyouinavision。Forexample,youmayonedayseeissuefromadenseforestamanofGod,andhearhimcryaloud:Felitzata,OhservantofGod,Ohsinnermostdarkofsoul——“
“Whatacroaking,tobesure!“
“Besilent!Nononsense!Doyoublameyourselfratherthansingyourownpraises。AndinthatvisionyoumayhearthemanofGodcry:’Felitzata,goyouforthanddothatwhichonewhoshallmeetyoumayrequestyoutoperform!’And,havinggoneforth,youmayfindthemanofGodtobethemonkwhomwehavespokenof。“
“A-a-ah!“thewomandrawledwithanairofbeingabouttosaysomethingmore。
“Come,fool!“
“Yousee——“
“HaveI,thistime,abusedyou?“
“No,but——“
“IhaveanideathatthemanofGodwillbeholdingacrook。“
“Ofcourse,“assentedFelitzata。
Similarly,onanotheroccasion,didIhearAntipamutterconfidentiallytohiscompanion:
“Thefactthatallhissayingsaresosimpleisnotafavourablesign。For,yousee,theydonotharmonisewiththeaffairinitsentirety——insuchaconnectionwordsshouldbemysterious,andso,abletobeinterpretedinmorethanoneway,seeingthatthemoremeaningswordspossess,themorearethosewordsrespectedandheededbymankind。“
“Whyso?“queriedFelitzata。
“Whyso?“re-echoedVologonovirritably。“Arewenot,then,torespectANYONEorANYTHING?Onlyheisworthyofrespectwhodoesnotharmhisfellows;andofthosewhodonotharmtheirfellowstherearebutfew。Tothispointyoumustpayattention——youmustteachhimwordsofvariableimport,wordsmoreabstract,aswellasmoresonorous。“
“ButIknownosuchwords。“
“Iwillrepeattoyouafew,andeverynight,whenhegoestobed,youshallrepeatthemtoHIM。Forexample:’Adomispolneni,pokaites’[Doyepeoplewhoarefilledwithvenomrepent]。AndmarkthattheexactwordsoftheChurchbeadheredto。Forinstance,’Dushenbitzi,pozhaleiteBoga,okayannie,’[Murderersofthesoul,accursedones,repentyebeforeGod。]mustbesaidratherthan’Dushenbitzi,pozhaleiteBoga,okayanni,’sincethelatter,thoughtheshorterform,isalsonotthecorrectone。
ButperhapsIhadbetterinstructtheladmyself。“
“Certainlythatwouldbethebetterplan。“
SofromthattimeonwardsVologonovfelltostoppingNilushkainthestreet,andrepeatingtohimsomethingoranotherinhiskindlyfashion。Onceheeventookhimbythehand,and,leadinghimtohisroom,andgivinghimsomethingtocat,saidpersuasively:
“Saythisafterme。’Donothasten,Ohyepeople。’Tryifyoucansaythat。“
“’Alantern,’“beganNilushkacivilly。
“’Alantern?’Yes。Well,goon,andsay,’Iamalanternuntothee——“
“Iwanttosing,it。“
“Thereisnoneedforthat,thoughpresentlyyoushallsingit。
Forthemomentyourtaskistolearnthecorrectspeakingofthings。Sosayafterme——“
“0Lo-ord,havemercy!“cameinaquiet,thoughtfulchantfromtheidiot。Whereafterheaddedinthecoaxingtoneofachild:
“Weshallallofushavetodie。“
“Yes,butcome,come!“expostulatedVologonov。“WhatareyoublurtingoutNOW?ThatmuchIknowwithoutyourtellingme——alwayshaveIknown,littlefriend,thateachofusishasteningtowardshisdeath。Yetyourwantofunderstandingexceedswhatshouldbe。“