Whistlingfromoffthesea,thewindwaschargedwithmoist,saltspray,anddashingfoamingbillowsashorewiththeirwhitemanesfullofsnakelike,gleamingblackribandsofseaweed,andcausingtherockstorumbleangrilyinresponse,andthetreestorustlewithadry,agitatedsoundastheirtopsswayedtoandfro,andtheirtrunksbentearthwardsasthoughtheywouldfainreeveuptheirroots,andbetakethemwhitherthemountainsstoodveiledinatogaofheavy,darkmist。
Overtheseathecloudswerehurryingtowardsthelandaseverandanontheyrentthemselvesintostrips,andrevealedfathomlessabyssesofbluewhereintheautumnsunburneduneasily,andsentcloud-shadowsglidingoverthepuckeredwasteofwaters,until,theshorereached,thewindfurtherharriedthemassesofvapourtowardsthesharpflanksofthemountains,and,afterdrawingthemupanddowntheslopes,relegatedthemtoclefts,andleftthemsteamingthere。
Therewasaboutthewholescenealouringappearance,anappearanceasthougheverythingwerecontendingwitheverything,asnowallthingsturnedsullenlydark,andnowallthingsemittedadullsheenwhichalmostblindedtheeyes。Alongthenarrowroad,aroadprotectedfromtheseabyalineofwave-
washeddykes,somewitheredleavesofoakandwildcherrywerescuddinginmutualchaseofoneanother;withthegeneralresultthatthecombinedsoundsofsplashingandrustlingandhowlingcametomergethemselvesintoasingledinwhichissuedasasongwitharhythmmarkedbythemeasuredblowsofthewavesastheystrucktherocks。
“Zmiulan,theKingoftheOcean,isabroad!“shoutedmyfellowtravellerinmyear。Hewasatall,round-shoulderedmanofchildishlychubbyfeaturesandboyishlybright,transparenteyes。
“WHOdoyousayisabroad?“Iqueried。
“KingZmiulan。“
Neverhavingheardofthemonarch,Imadenoreply。
Theextenttowhichthewindbuffetedusmighthaveledonetosupposethatitsprimaryobjectivewastodeflectoursteps,andturntheminthedirectionofthemountains。Indeed,attimesitspressurewassostrongthatwehadnochoicebuttohalt,toturnourbackstothesea,and,withfeetplantedapart,topriseourselvesagainstoursticks,andsoremain,poisedonthreelegs,untilwewerepastanyriskofbeingoverwhelmedwiththesoftincubusofthetempest,andhavingourcoatstornfromourshoulders。
Atintervalssuchgaspswouldcomefrommycompanionthathemightwellhavebeenstandingonthedrying-boardofabath。Nor,astheydidso,washisappearanceaughtbutcomical,seeingthathisears,appendageslargeandshaggylikeadog’s,andindifferentlyshieldedwithashabbyoldcap,keptbeingpushedforwardbythewinduntilhissmallheadboreanabsurdresemblancetoachinabowl。Andthat,tocompletetheresemblance,hislongandmassivenose,afeaturegrosslydisproportionatetotherestofhisdiminutiveface,mightequallywellhavepassedforthespoutofthereceptacleindicated。
Yetafaceoutofthecommonitwas,likethewholeofhispersonality。AndthiswasthefactwhichhadcaptivatedmefromthemomentwhenIhadbeheldhimparticipatinginavigilserviceheldintheneighbouringchurchofthemonasteryofNewAthos。
There,spare,butwithhiswitheredformerect,andhisheadslightlytilted,hehadbeengazingattheCrucifixwitharadiantsmile,andmovinghisthinlipsinasortofwhispered,confidential,friendlyconversationwiththeSaviour。Indeed,somuchhadtheman’ssmooth,roundfeaturesfeaturesasbeardlessasthoseofaSkopetz[AmemberoftheSkoptzi,anon-Orthodoxsectthemembersofwhich“domakeofthemselveseunuchsfortheLord’ssake。“],savefortwobrighttuftsatthecornersofthemouthbeeninstinctwithintimacy,withaconsciousnessofactuallybeinginthepresenceoftheSonofGod,thatthespectacle,transcendinganythingofthekindthatmyeyeshadbeforebeheld,hadledme,withitstotalabsenceofthecustomarylaboured,servile,pusillanimousattitudetowardstheAlmightywhichIhadgenerallyfoundtobetherule,toaccordthemanmywholeinterest,and,aslongastheservicehadlasted,tokeepaneyeupononewhocouldthusconversewithGodwithoutrenderingHimconstantobeisance,oragainandagainmakingthesignofthecross,orinvariablymakingittotheaccompanimentofgroansandtearswhichhadalwayshithertoobtrudeditselfuponmynotice。
AgainhadIencounteredthemanwhenIhadhadsupperattheworkmen’sbarraque,andthenproceededtothemonastery’sguest-
chamber。Seatedatatableunderacircleoflightfallingfromalampsuspendedfromtheceiling,hehadgatheredaroundhimaknotofpilgrimsandtheirwomen,andwasholdingforthinlow,cheerfultonesthatyethadinthemthetelling,incisivenoteofthepreacher,ofthemanwhofrequentlyconverseswithhisfellowmen。
“Onethingitmaybebestalwaystodisclose,“hewassaying,“andanotherthingtoconceal。Ifaughtinourselvesseemsharmfulorsenseless,letusputtoourselvesthequestion:’Whyisthisso?’Contrariwiseoughtaprudentmannevertothrusthimselfforwardandsay:’HowdiscreetamI!’whilehewhomakesaparadeofhishardlot,andsays,’Goodfolk,seeyeandhearhowbittermylifeis,’alsodoeswrong。“
Hereapilgrimwithablackbeard,abrigand’sdarkeyes,andthewastedfeaturesofanasceticrosefromthefurthersideofthetable,straightenedhisvirileframe,andsaidinadullvoice:
“Mywifeandoneofmychildrenwereburnttodeaththroughthefallingofanoillamp。OnTHAToughtItokeepsilence?“
Noanswerfollowed。Onlysomeonemutteredtohimself:
“What?Again?“:untilthefirstspeaker,thespeakerseatednearthecornerofthetable,launchedintotheoppressivelulltheunhesitatingreply:
“ThatofwhichyouspeakmaybetakentohavebeenapunishmentbyGodforsin。“
“What?Forasincommittedbyonethreeyearsofagefor,indeed,mylittlesonwasnomore?Theaccidenthappenedofhispullingdownalampuponhimself,andofmywifeseizinghim,andherselfbeingburnttodeath。Shewasweak,too,forbutelevendayshadpassedsinceherconfinement。“
“No。WhatImeanisthatinthataccidentyouseeapunishmentforsinscommittedbythechild’sfatherandmother。“
Thisreplyfromthecornercamewithperfectconfidence。Theblack-beardedman,however,pretendednottohearit,butspreadouthishandsasthoughpartingtheairbeforehim,andproceededhurriedly,breathlesslytodetailthemannerinwhichhiswifeandlittleonehadmettheirdeaths。Andallthetimethathewasdoingsoonehadaninklingthatoftenbeforehadherecountedhisnarrativeofhorror,andthatoftenagainwouldherepeatit。
Hisshaggyblackeyebrows,ashedeliveredhisspeech,metinasinglestrip,whilethewhitesofhiseyesgrewbloodshot,andtheirdull,blackpupilsneverceasedtheirnervoustwitching。
Presentlythegloomyrecitalwasoncemoreroughly,unceremoniouslybrokeninuponbythecheerfulvoiceoftheChrist-lovingpilgrim。
“Itisnotright,brother,“thevoicesaid,“toblameGodforuntowardaccidents,orformistakesandfolliescommittedbyourselves。“
“ButifGodbeGod,Heisresponsibleforallthings。“
“Notso。Concedetoyourselfthefacultyofreason。“
“Pah!Whatavailsreasonifitcannotmakemeunderstand?“
“CannotmakeyouunderstandWHAT?“
“Themainpoint,thepointwhyMYwifehadtobeburntratherthanmyneighbour’s?“
Somewhereanoldwomancommentedinspitefullydistincttones:
“Ohho,ho!Thismancomestoamonastery,andstartsrailingassoonashegetsthere!“
Flashinghiseyesangrily,theblack-beardedmanloweredhisheadlikeabull。Then,thinkingbetterofhisposition,andcontentinghimselfwithagesture,hestrodeswiftly,heavilytowardsthedoor。UponthistheChrist-lovingpilgrimrosewithaswayingmotion,bowedtoeveryonepresent,andsetaboutfollowinghislateinterlocutor。
“Ithasallcomeofabrokenheart,“hesaidwithasmileashepassedme。Yetsomehowthesmileseemedtolacksympathy。
Withadisapprovingairsomeoneelseremarked:
“Thatfellow’sonethoughtistoenlargeandtoenlargeuponhistale。“
“Yes,andtonopurposedoeshedoso,“addedtheChrist-lovingpilgrimashehaltedinthedoorway。“Allthatheaccomplishesbyitistowearyhimselfandothersalike。Suchexperiencesarefarbetterputbehindone。“
PresentlyIfollowedthepairintotheforecourt,andneartheentrance-gatesheardavoicesayquietly:
“Donotdisturbyourself,goodfather。“
“Nevertheless“thesecondvoicewasthatoftheporterofthemonastery,FatherSeraphim,astrappingVetlugan“aspectrewalksherenightly。“
“Nevermindifitdoes。Asregardsmyself,nospectrewouldtouchme。“
HereImovedinthedirectionofthegates。
“Whocomesthere?“Seraphiminquiredashethrustahairyanduncouth,butinfinitelykindly,faceclosetomine。“Oh,itistheyoungfellowfromNizhniNovgorod!Youarewastingyourtime,mygoodsir,forthewomenhaveallgonetobed。“
Withwhichhelaughedandchuckledlikeabear。
Beyondthewalloftheforecourtthestillnessoftheautumnnightwasthelanguidinertiaofaworldexhaustedbysummer,andthewitheredgrassandotherobjectsoftheseasonwereexhalingasweetandbracingodour,andthetreeslookinglikefragmentsofcloudwheremotionlesstheyhunginthemoist,sultryair。