Hisonevirtueconsistedofhisfondnessforhorses,andinthecarehetookoftheanimalsunderhischarge。Inaword,hewastoogoodagroomtobeeasilyreplaced,orhewouldhavequittedmyservicelongsince。OntheoccasionofwhichIamnowwriting,hewasreportedtomebymystewardasgrowingidleanddisorderlyinhishabits。Theprincipaloffenseallegedagainsthimwas,thathehadbeenseenthatdayinthecityofMetz,inthecompanyofawomansupposedtobeanEnglishwoman,whomhewasentertainingatatavern,whenheoughttohavebeenonhiswaybacktoMaisonRouge。Theman’sdefensewasthat“thelady“ashecalledher
wasanEnglishstranger,unacquaintedwiththewaysoftheplace,andthathehadonlyshownherwhereshecouldobtainsomerefreshmentsatherownrequest。Iadministeredthenecessaryreprimand,withouttroublingmyselftoinquirefurtherintothematter。Infailingtodothis,Itookmythirdstep,blindfold,towardthelastactinthedramaoftheHostler’sDream。
Ontheeveningofthetwenty-eighth,IinformedtheservantsatthestablesthatoneofthemmustwatchthroughthenightbytheEnglishman’sbedside。JosephRigobertimmediatelyvolunteeredfortheduty——asameans,nodoubt,ofwinninghiswaybacktomyfavor。Iacceptedhisproposal。
Thatdaythesurgeondinedwithus。TowardmidnightheandIleftthesmokingroom,andrepairedtoFrancisRaven’sbedside。
Rigobertwasathispost,withnoveryagreeableexpressiononhisface。TheFrenchmanandtheEnglishmanhadevidentlynotgotonwelltogethersofar。FrancisRavenlayhelplessonhisbed,waitingsilentlyfortwointhemorningandtheDreamWoman。
“Ihavecome,Francis,tobidyougoodnight,“Isaid,cheerfully。
“To-morrowmorningIshalllookinatbreakfasttime,beforeI
leavehomeonajourney。“
“Thankyouforallyourkindness,sir。Youwillnotseemealiveto-morrowmorning。Shewillfindmethistime。Markmywords——shewillfindmethistime。“
“Mygoodfellow!shecouldn’tfindyouinEngland。HowintheworldisshetofindyouinFrance?“
“It’sborneinonmymind,sir,thatshewillfindmehere。AttwointhemorningonmybirthdayIshallseeheragain,andseeherforthelasttime。“
“Doyoumeanthatshewillkillyou?“
“Imeanthat,sir,shewillkillme——withtheknife。“
“AndwithRigobertintheroomtoprotectyou?“
“Iamadoomedman。FiftyRigobertscouldn’tprotectme。“
“Andyouwantedsomebodytositupwithyou?“
“Mereweakness,sir。Idon’tliketobeleftaloneonmydeathbed。“
Ilookedatthesurgeon。Ifhehadencouragedme,Ishouldcertainly,outofsheercompassion,haveconfessedtoFrancisRaventhetrickthatwewereplayinghim。Thesurgeonheldtohisexperiment;thesurgeon’sfaceplainlysaid——“No。“
Thenextdaythetwenty-ninthofFebruarywasthedayofthe“SilverWedding。“Thefirstthinginthemorning,IwenttoFrancisRaven’sroom。Rigobertmetmeatthedoor。
“Howhashepassedthenight?“Iasked。
“Sayinghisprayers,andlookingforghosts,“Rigobertanswered。
“Alunaticasylumistheonlyproperplaceforhim。“
Iapproachedthebedside。“Well,Francis,hereyouare,safeandsound,inspiteofwhatyousaidtomelastnight。“
Hiseyesrestedonminewithavacant,wonderinglook。
“Idon’tunderstandit,“hesaid。
“Didyouseeanythingofyourwifewhentheclockstrucktwo?“
“No,sir。“
“Didanythinghappen?“
“Nothinghappened,sir。“
“Doesn’tTHISsatisfyyouthatyouwerewrong?“
Hiseyesstillkepttheirvacant,wonderinglook。Heonlyrepeatedthewordshehadspokenalready:“Idon’tunderstandit。“
Imadealastattempttocheerhim。“Come,come,Francis!keepagoodheart。Youwillbeoutofbedinafortnight。“
Heshookhisheadonthepillow。“There’ssomethingwrong,“hesaid。“Idon’texpectyoutobelieveme,sir。Ionlysaythere’ssomethingwrong——andtimewillshowit。“
Ilefttheroom。HalfanhourlaterIstartedforMr。Beldheimer’shouse;leavingthearrangementsforthemorningofthefirstofMarchinthehandsofthedoctorandmywife。
XVI
TheonethingwhichprincipallystruckmewhenIjoinedtheguestsatthe“SilverWedding“isalsotheonethingwhichitisnecessarytomentionhere。Onthisjoyfuloccasionanoticeableladypresentwasoutofspirits。Thatladywasnootherthantheheroineofthefestival,themistressofthehouse!
InthecourseoftheeveningIspoketoMr。Beldheimer’seldestsononthesubjectofhismother。Asanoldfriendofthefamily,I
hadaclaimonhisconfidencewhichtheyoungmanwillinglyrecognized。
“Wehavehadaverydisagreeablemattertodealwith,“hesaid;
“andmymotherhasnotrecoveredthepainfulimpressionleftonhermind。Manyyearssince,whenmysisterswerechildren,wehadanEnglishgovernessinthehouse。Sheleftus,aswethenunderstood,tobemarried。Weheardnomoreofheruntilaweekortendayssince,whenmymotherreceivedaletter,inwhichourex-
governessdescribedherselfasbeinginaconditionofgreatpovertyanddistress。Aftermuchhesitationshehadventured——atthesuggestionofaladywhohadbeenkindtoher——towritetoherformeremployers,andtoappealtotheirremembranceofoldtimes。
Youknowmymothersheisnotonlythemostkind-headed,butthemostinnocentofwomen——itisimpossibletopersuadeherofthewickednessthatthereisintheworld。Sherepliedbyreturnofpost,invitingthegovernesstocomehereandseeher,andinclosingthemoneyforhertravelingexpenses。Whenmyfathercamehome,andheardwhathadbeendone,hewroteatoncetohisagentinLondontomakeinquiries,inclosingtheaddressonthegoverness’letter。Beforehecouldreceivetheagent’sreplythegovernessarrived。Sheproducedtheworstpossibleimpressiononhismind。Theagent’sletter,arrivingafewdayslater,confirmedhissuspicions。Sincewehadlostsightofher,thewomanhadledamostdisreputablelife。Myfatherspoketoherprivately:heoffered——onconditionofherleavingthehouse——asumofmoneytotakeherbacktoEngland。Ifsherefused,thealternativewouldbeanappealtotheauthoritiesandapublicscandal。Sheacceptedthemoney,andleftthehouse。OnherwaybacktoEnglandsheappearstohavestoppedatMetz。YouwillunderstandwhatsortofwomansheiswhenItellyouthatshewasseentheotherdayinatavernwithyourhandsomegroom,JosephRigobert。“
Whilemyinformantwasrelatingthesecircumstances,mymemorywasatwork。IrecalledwhatFrancisRavenhadvaguelytoldusofhiswife’sexperienceinformerdaysasgovernessinaGermanfamily。
Asuspicionofthetruthsuddenlyflashedacrossmymind。“Whatwasthewoman’sname?“Iasked。
Mr。Beldheimer’ssonanswered:“AliciaWarlock。“
IhadbutoneideawhenIheardthatreply——togetbacktomyhousewithoutamoment’sneedlessdelay。Itwasthenteno’clockatnight——thelasttraintoMetzhadleftlongsince。Iarrangedwithmyyoungfriend——afterdulyinforminghimofthecircumstances——
thatIshouldgobythefirsttraininthemorning,insteadofstayingtobreakfastwiththeotherguestswhosleptinthehouse。
AtintervalsduringthenightIwondereduneasilyhowthingsweregoingonatMaisonRouge。Againandagainthesamequestionoccurredtome,onmyjourneyhomeintheearlymorning——themorningofthefirstofMarch。Astheeventproved,butonepersoninmyhouseknewwhatreallyhappenedatthestablesonFrancisRaven’sbirthday。LetJosephRigoberttakemyplaceasnarrator,andtellthestoryoftheendtoYou——ashetoldit,intimespast,tohislawyerandtoMe。
RESPECTEDSIR,——Onthetwenty-seventhofFebruaryIwassent,onbusinessconnectedwiththestablesatMaisonRouge,tothecityofMetz。OnthepublicpromenadeImetamagnificentwoman。
Complexion,blond。Nationality,English。Wemutuallyadmiredeachother;wefellintoconversation。ShespokeFrenchperfectly——
withtheEnglishaccent。Iofferedrefreshment;myproposalwasaccepted。Wehadalongandinterestinginterview——wediscoveredthatweweremadeforeachother。Sofar,Whoistoblame?
IsitmyfaultthatIamahandsomeman——universallyagreeableassuchtothefairsex?Isitacriminaloffensetobeaccessibletotheamiableweaknessoflove?Iaskagain,Whoistoblame?
Clearly,nature。Notthebeautifullady——notmyhumbleself。
Toresume。Themosthard-heartedpersonlivingwillunderstandthattwobeingsmadeforeachothercouldnotpossiblypartwithoutanappointmenttomeetagain。
ImadearrangementsfortheaccommodationoftheladyinthevillagenearMaisonRouge。Sheconsentedtohonormewithhercompanyatsupper,inmyapartmentatthestables,onthenightofthetwenty-ninth。Thetimefixedonwasthetimewhentheotherservantswereaccustomedtoretire——eleveno’clock。
AmongthegroomsattachedtothestableswasanEnglishman,laidupwithabrokenleg。HisnamewasFrancis。Hismannerswererepulsive;hewasignorantoftheFrenchlanguage。Inthekitchenhewentbythenicknameofthe“EnglishBear。“Strangetosay,hewasagreatfavoritewithmymasterandmymistress。Theyevenhumoredcertainsuperstitiousterrorstowhichthisrepulsivepersonwassubject——terrorsintothenatureofwhichI,asanadvancedfreethinker,neverthoughtitworthmywhiletoinquire。
Ontheeveningofthetwenty-eighththeEnglishman,beingapreytotheterrorswhichIhavementioned,requestedthatoneofhisfellow-servantsmightsitupwithhimforthatnightonly。ThewishthatheexpressedwasbackedbyMr。Fairbank’sauthority。
Havingalreadyincurredmymaster’sdispleasure——inwhatway,apropersenseofmyowndignityforbidsmetorelate——IvolunteeredtowatchbythebedsideoftheEnglishBear。MyobjectwastosatisfyMr。FairbankthatIborenomalice,onmyside,afterwhathadoccurredbetweenus。ThewretchedEnglishmanpassedanightofdelirium。Notunderstandinghisbarbarouslanguage,Icouldonlygatherfromhisgesturethathewasindeadlyfearofsomefanciedapparitionathisbedside。Fromtimetotime,whenthismadmandisturbedmyslumbers,Iquietedhimbyswearingathim。Thisistheshortestandbestwayofdealingwithpersonsinhiscondition。
Onthemorningofthetwenty-ninth,Mr。Fairbankleftusonajourney。Laterintheday,tomyunspeakabledisgust,IfoundthatIhadnotdonewiththeEnglishmanyet。InMr。Fairbank’sabsence,Mrs。Fairbanktookanincomprehensibleinterestinthequestionofmydeliriousfellow-servant’sreposeatnight。Again,oneortheotherofuswastowatchathisbedside,andreportit,ifanythinghappened。Expectingmyfairfriendtosupper,itwasnecessarytomakesurethattheotherservantsatthestableswouldbesafeintheirbedsthatnight。Accordingly,Ivolunteeredoncemoretobethemanwhokeptwatch。Mrs。Fairbankcomplimentedmeonmyhumanity。Ipossessgreatcommandovermyfeelings。Iacceptedthecomplimentwithoutablush。
Twice,afternightfall,mymistressandthedoctorthelaststayinginthehouseinMr。Fairbank’sabsencecametomakeinquiries。OnceBEFOREthearrivalofmyfairfriend——andonceAFTER。OnthesecondoccasionmyapartmentbeingnextdoortotheEnglishman’sIwasobligedtohidemycharmingguestintheharnessroom。Sheconsented,withangelicresignation,toimmolateherdignitytotheservilenecessitiesofmyposition。AmoreamiablewomansofarInevermetwith!
AfterthesecondvisitIwasleftfree。Itwasthencloseonmidnight。UptothattimetherewasnothinginthebehaviorofthemadEnglishmantorewardMrs。Fairbankandthedoctorforpresentingthemselvesathisbedside。Helayhalfawake,halfasleep,withanoddwonderingkindoflookinhisface。Mymistressatpartingwarnedmetobeparticularlywatchfulofhimtowardtwointhemorning。Thedoctorincaseanythinghappened
leftmealargehandbelltoring,whichcouldeasilybeheardatthehouse。
Restoredtothesocietyofmyfairfriend,Ispreadthesuppertable。Apate,asausage,andafewbottlesofgenerousMosellewine,composedoursimplemeal。Whenpersonsadoreeachother,theintoxicatingillusionofLovetransformsthesimplestmealintoabanquet。Withimmeasurablecapacitiesforenjoyment,wesatdowntotable。AttheverymomentwhenIplacedmyfascinatingcompanioninachair,theinfamousEnglishmaninthenextroomtookthatoccasion,ofallothers,tobecomerestlessandnoisyoncemore。Hestruckwithhisstickonthefloor;hecriedout,inadeliriousaccessofterror,“Rigobert!Rigobert!“
Thesoundofthatlamentablevoice,suddenlyassailingourears,terrifiedmyfairfriend。Shelostallhercharmingcolorinaninstant。“Goodheavens!“sheexclaimed。“Whoisthatinthenextroom?“
“AmadEnglishman。“
“AnEnglishman?“
“Composeyourself,myangel。Iwillquiethim。“Thelamentablevoicecalledoutonmeagain,“Rigobert!Rigobert!“
Myfairfriendcaughtmebythearm。“Whoishe?“shecried。
“Whatishisname?“
Somethinginherfacestruckmeassheputthatquestion。Aspasmofjealousyshookmetothesoul。“Youknowhim?“Isaid。
“Hisname!“shevehementlyrepeated;“hisname!“
“Francis,“Ianswered。
“Francis——WHAT?“
Ishruggedmyshoulders。IcouldneitherremembernorpronouncethebarbarousEnglishsurname。Icouldonlytellheritbeganwithan“R。“
Shedroppedbackintothechair。Wasshegoingtofaint?No:sherecovered,andmorethanrecovered,herlostcolor。Hereyesflashedsuperbly。Whatdiditmean?ProfoundlyasIunderstandwomeningeneral,IwaspuzzledbyTHISwoman!
“Youknowhim?“Irepeated。
Shelaughedatme。“Whatnonsense!HowshouldIknowhim?Goandquietthewretch。“