MYDEARCOLVIN，-WehavehadquiteaninterestingmonthandmostlyinconsiderationofthatroadwhichIthinkItoldyouwasabouttobemade。Itwasmadewithoutahitch，thoughI
　　confessIwasconsiderablysurprised。Whentheygotthrough，Iwroteaspeechtothem，sentitdowntoaMissionarytobetranslated，andinvitedthelottoafeast。Ithoughtagooddealofthisfeast。Theoccasionwasreallyinteresting。I
　　wantedtopitchitinhot。AndIwishedtohaveasmanyinfluentialwitnessespresentaspossible。Well，asitdrewtowardsthedayIhadnothingbutrefusals。Everybodysupposeditwastobeapoliticaloccasion，thatIhadmadeahiveofrebelsuphere，andwasgoingtopushfornewhostilities。
　　TheAmanuensishasbeenill，andaftertheabovetrialpeteredout。Imustreturntomyown，loneWaverley。Thecaptainrefused，tellingmewhy；andatlastIhadtobeatupforpeoplealmostwithprayers。However，Igotagoodlot，asyouwillseebytheaccompanyingnewspaperreport。Theroadcontainedthisinscription，drawnupbythechiefsthemselves:
　　’THEROADOFGRATITUDE。’
　　’ConsideringthegreatloveofTusitalainhislovingcareofusinourdistressintheprison，wehavethereforepreparedasplendidgift。Itshallneverbemuddy，itshallendureforever，thisroadthatwehavedug。’Thisthenewspaperreportercouldnotgive，notknowinganySamoan。ThesamereasonexplainshisreferencestoSeumanutafa’sspeech，whichwasnotlongandWASimportant，foritwasaspeechofcourtesyandforgivenesstohisformerenemies。Itwasverymuchapplauded。Secondly，itwasnotPoe，itwasMataafadon’tconfusewithMataafawhospokefortheprisoners。
　　Otherwiseitisextremelycorrect。
　　Ibegyourpardonforsomuchuponmyaboriginals。Evenyoumustsympathisewithmeinthisunheard-ofcompliment，andmyhavingbeenabletodeliversosevereasermonwithacceptance。ItremainsanicepointofconsciencewhatI
　　shouldwishdoneinthematter。Ithinkthismeeting，itsimmediateresults，andthetermsofwhatIsaidtothem，desirabletobeknown。Itwilldoalittlejusticetome，whohavenothadtoomuchjusticedoneme。Atthesametime，tosendthisreporttothepapersistrulyanactofself-
　　advertisement，andIdislikethethought。Query，inamanwhohasbeensomuchcalumniated，isthatnotjustifiable？I
　　donotknow；bemyjudge。Mankindistoocomplicatedforme；
　　evenmyself。DoIwishtoadvertise？IthinkIdo，Godhelpme！Ihavehadhardtimeshere，aseverymanmusthavewhomixesupwithpublicbusiness；andIbemoanmyself，knowingthatallIhavedonehasbeenintheinterestofpeaceandgoodgovernment；andhavingoncedeliveredmymind，Iwouldlikeit，Ithink，tobemadepublic。ButtheotherpartofmeREGIMBS。
　　IknowIamataclimactericforallmenwholivebytheirwits，soIdonotdespair。ButthetruthisIamprettynearlyuselessatliterature，andIwillaskyoutospareST。
　　IVESwhenitgoestoyou；itisasortofCOUNTROBERTOF
　　PARIS。ButIhoperatheraDOMBEYANDSON，tobesucceededbyOURMUTUALFRIENDandGREATEXPECTATIONSandATALEOFTWO
　　CITIES。Notoilhasbeensparedovertheungratefulcanvas；
　　anditWILLNOTcometogether，andImustlive，andmyfamily。Wereitnotformyhealth，whichmadeitimpossible，IcouldnotfinditinmyhearttoforgivemyselfthatIdidnotsticktoanhonest，common-placetradewhenIwasyoung，whichmighthavenowsupportedmeduringtheseillyears。
　　Butdonotsupposemetobedowninanythingelse；only，forthenonce，myskilldesertsme，suchasitis，orwas。Itwasaverylittledoseofinspiration，andaprettylittletrickofstyle，longlost，improvedbythemostheroicindustry。Sofar，Ihavemanagedtopleasethejournalists。
　　ButIamafictitiousarticleandhavelongknownit。Iamreadbyjournalists，bymyfellow-novelists，andbyboys；
　　withthese，INCIPITETEXPLICITmyvogue。Goodthinganyway！
　　foritseemstohavesoldtheEdition。AndIlookforwardconfidentlytoanaftermath；Idonotthinkmyhealthcanbesohugelyimproved，withoutsomesubsequentimprovementinmybrains。Though，ofcourse，thereisthepossibilitythatliteratureisamorbidsecretion，andabhorshealth！IdonotthinkitispossibletohavefewerillusionsthanI。I
　　sometimeswishIhadmore。Theyareamusing。ButIcannottakemyselfseriouslyasanartist；thelimitationsaresoobvious。Ididtakemyselfseriouslyasaworkmanofold，butmypracticehasfallenoff。Iamnowanidlerandcumbereroftheground；itmaybeexcusedtomeperhapsbytwentyyearsofindustryandill-health，whichhavetakenthecreamoffthemilk。
　　AsIwaswritingthislastsentence，Iheardthestridentraindrawingnearacrosstheforest，andbythetimeIwascometotheword’cream’itburstuponmyroof，andhassinceredoubled，androareduponit。Averywelcomechange。Allsmellsofthegoodwetearth，sweetly，withakindofHighlandtouch；thecrystalrodsoftheshower，asIlookup，havedrawntheircriss-crossovereverything；andagentleandverywelcomecoolnesscomesuparoundmeinlittledraughts，blesseddraughts，notchilling，onlyequalisingthetemperature。Nowtherainisoffinthisspot，butIhearitroaringstillinthenighneighbourhood-andthatmoment，I
　　wasdrivenfromtheverandahbyrandomraindrops，spittingatmethroughtheJapaneseblinds。Thesearenottearswithwhichthepageisspotted！Nowthewindowsstream，theroofreverberates。Itisgood；itanswerssomethingwhichisinmyheart；Iknownotwhat；oldmemoriesofthewetmoorlandbelike。
　　Well，ithasblownbyagain，andIaminmyplaceoncemore，withanaccompanimentofperpetualdrippingontheverandah-
　　andverymuchinclinedforachat。TheexactsubjectIdonotknow！Itwillbebitteratleast，andthatisstrange，formyattitudeisessentiallyNOTbitter，butIhavecomeintothesedayswhenamanseesabovealltheseamyside，andIhavedweltsometimeinasmallplacewherehehasanopportunityofreadinglittlemotivesthathewouldmissinthegreatworld，andindeed，to-day，Iamalmostreadytocalltheworldanerror。Because？BecauseIhavenotdruggedmyselfwithsuccessfulwork，andthereareallkindsoftriflesbuzzinginmyear，unfriendlytrifles，fromtheleasttothe-well，totheprettybig。AllthesethattouchmearePrettyBig；andyetnonetouchmeintheleast，ifrightlylookedat，excepttheoneeternalburthentogoonmakinganincome。IfIcouldfindaplacewhereIcouldliedownandgiveupforsaytwoyears，andallowthesaintedpublictosupportme，ifitwerealunaticasylum，wouldn’tI
　　go，just！Butwecan’thavebothextremesatonce，worseluck！Ishouldliketoputmysavingsintoaproprietarianinvestment，andretireinthemeanwhileintoacommunisticretreat，whichisdouble-dealing。Butyoumenwithsalariesdon’tknowhowafamilyweighsonafellow’smind。
　　Ihearthearticleinnextweek’sHERALDistobeagreataffair，andalltheofficialswhocametometheotherdayaretobeattacked！Thisistheunpleasantsideofbeingwithoutasalaryinpubliclife；Iwillleaveanyonetojudgeifmyspeechwaswellintended，andcalculatedtodogood。Itwasevendaring-IassureyouoneofthechiefslookedlikeafiendatmydescriptionofSamoanwarfare。
　　Yourwarningwasnotneeded；wearealldeterminedtoKEEP
　　THEPEACEandtoHOLDOURPEACE。Iknow，mydearfellow，howremoteallthissounds！Kindlypardonyourfriend。Ihavemylifetolivehere；theseinterestsareformeimmediate；
　　andifIdonotwriteofthem，Imightassoonnotwriteatall。Thereisthedifficultyinadistantcorrespondence。
　　Itisperhapseasyformetoenterintoandunderstandyourinterests；Iownitisdifficultforyou；butyoumustjustwadethroughthemforfriendship’ssake，andtrytofindtolerablewhatisvitalforyourfriend。Icannotforbearchallengingyoutoit，astointellectuallists。Itistheproofofintelligence，theproofofnotbeingabarbarian，tobeabletoenterintosomethingoutsideofoneself，somethingthatdoesnottouchone’snextneighbourinthecityomnibus。
　　Good-bye，mylord。Mayyourracecontinueandyouflourish-
　　Yoursever，TUSITALA。
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