Barnetprivatelythoughtthedesignasufficientlyimposingoneasitstood,evenextravagantlyornate;but,feelingthathehadnorighttocriticize,hesaidgently,’Downe,shouldyounotlivemoreinyourchildren’slivesatthepresenttime,andsoftenthesharpnessofregretforyourownpastbythinkingoftheirfuture?’
’Yes,yes;butwhatcanIdomore?’askedDowne,wrinklinghisforeheadhopelessly。
ItwaswithanxiousslownessthatBarnetproducedhisreply——thesecretobjectofhisvisitto-night。’Didyounotsayonedaythatyououghtbyrightstogetagovernessforthechildren?’
Downeadmittedthathehadsaidso,butthathecouldnotseehiswaytoit。’ThekindofwomanIshouldliketohave,’hesaid,’wouldberatherbeyondmymeans。No;IthinkIshallsendthemtoschoolinthetownwhentheyareoldenoughtogooutalone。’
’Now,Iknowofsomethingbetterthanthat。ThelateLieutenantSavile’sdaughter,Lucy,wantstodosomethingforherselfinthewayofteaching。Shewouldbeinexpensive,andwouldansweryourpurposeaswellasanybodyforsixortwelvemonths。Shewouldprobablycomedailyifyouweretoaskher,andsoyourhousekeepingarrangementswouldnotbemuchaffected。’
’Ithoughtshehadgoneaway,’saidthesolicitor,musing。’Wheredoesshelive?’
Barnettoldhim,andaddedthat,ifDowneshouldthinkofherassuitable,hewoulddowelltocallassoonaspossible,orshemightbeonthewing。’Ifyoudoseeher,’hesaid,’itwouldbeadvisablenottomentionmyname。Sheisratherstiffinherideasofme,anditmightprejudiceheragainstacourseifsheknewthatIrecommendedit。’
Downepromisedtogivethesubjecthisconsideration,andnothingmorewassaidaboutitjustthen。ButwhenBarnetrosetogo,whichwasnottillnearlybedtime,heremindedDowneofthesuggestionandwentupthestreettohisownsolitaryhomewithasenseofsatisfactionathispromisingdiplomacyinacharitablecause。
Thewallsofhisnewhousewerecarriedupnearlytotheirfullheight。Byacuriousthoughnotinfrequentreaction,Barnet’sfeelingsaboutthatunnecessarystructurehadundergoneachange;hetookconsiderableinterestinitsprogressasalong-neglectedthing,hiswifebeforeherdeparturehavinggrownquitewearyofitasahobby。Moreover,itwasanexcellentdistractionforamanintheunhappypositionofhavingtoliveinaprovincialtownwithnothingtodo。Hewasprobablythefirstofhislinewhohadeverpassedadaywithouttoil,andperhapssomethinglikeaninheritedinstinctdisqualifiessuchmenforalifeofpleasantinaction,suchasliesinthepowerofthosewhoseleisureisnotapersonalaccident,butavasthistoricalaccretionwhichhasbecomepartoftheirnatures。
ThusBarnetgotintoawayofspendingmanyofhisleisurehoursonthesiteofthenewbuilding,andhemighthavebeenseenonmostdaysatthistimetryingthetemperofthemortarbypunchingthejointswithhisstick,lookingatthegrainofafloor-board,andmeditatingwhereitgrew,orpicturingunderwhatcircumstancesthelastfirewouldbekindledintheatpresentsootlesschimneys。Onedaywhenthusoccupiedhesawthreechildrenpassbyinthecompanyofafairyoungwoman,whosesuddenappearancecausedhimtoflushperceptibly。
’Ah,sheisthere,’hethought。’That’sablessedthing。’
Castinganinterestedglanceovertherisingbuildingandthebusyworkmen,LucySavileandthelittleDownespassedby;andafterthattimeitbecamearegularthoughalmostunconsciouscustomofBarnettostandinthehalf-completedhouseandlookfromtheungarnishedwindowsatthegovernessasshetrippedtowardsthesea-shorewithheryoungcharges,whichshewasinthehabitofdoingonmostfineafternoons。Itwasononeoftheseoccasions,whenhehadbeenloiteringonthefirst-floorlanding,neartheholeleftforthestaircase,notyeterected,thatthereappearedabovetheedgeoftheflooralittlehat,followedbyalittlehead。
Barnetwithdrewthroughadoorway,andthechildcametothetopoftheladder,steppingontothefloorandcryingtohersistersandMissSaviletofollow。Anotherheadroseabovethefloor,andanother,andthenLucyherselfcameintoview。Thetroopranhitherandthitherthroughtheempty,shaving-strewnrooms,andBarnetcameforward。
Lucyutteredasmallexclamation:shewasverysorrythatshehadintruded;shehadnottheleastideathatMr。Barnetwasthere:thechildrenhadcomeup,andshehadfollowed。
Barnetrepliedthathewasonlytoogladtoseethemthere。’Andnow,letmeshowyoutherooms,’hesaid。
Shepassivelyassented,andhetookherround。Therewasnotmuchtoshowinsuchabareskeletonofahouse,buthemadethemostofit,andexplainedthedifferentornamentalfittingsthatweresoontobefixedhereandthere。Lucymadebutfewremarksinreply,thoughsheseemedpleasedwithhervisit,andstoleawaydowntheladder,followedbyhercompanions。
AfterthisthenewresidencebecameyetmoreofahobbyforBarnet。
Downe’schildrendidnotforgettheirfirstvisit,andwhenthewindowswereglazed,andthehandsomestaircasespreaditsbroadlowstepsintothehall,theycameagain,prancinginunweariedsuccessionthrougheveryroomfromground-floortoattics,whileLucystoodwaitingforthematthedoor。Barnet,whorarelymissedadayincomingtoinspectprogress,steppedoutfromthedrawing-
room。
’Icouldnotkeepthemout,’shesaid,withanapologeticblush。’I
triedtodosoverymuch:buttheyareratherwilful,andwearedirectedtowalkthiswayfortheseaair。’
’Doletthemmakethehousetheirregularplayground,andyouyours,’saidBarnet。’Thereisnobetterplaceforchildrentorompandtaketheirexerciseinthananemptyhouse,particularlyinmuddyordampweathersuchasweshallgetagooddealofnow;andthisplacewillnotbefurnishedforalonglongtime——perhapsnever。Iamnotatalldecidedaboutit。’
’O,butitmust!’repliedLucy,lookingroundatthehall。’Theroomsareexcellent,twiceashighasours;andtheviewsfromthewindowsaresolovely。’
’Idaresay,Idaresay,’hesaidabsently。
’Willallthefurniturebenew?’sheasked。
’Allthefurniturebenew——that’sathingIhavenotthoughtof。InfactIonlycomehereandlookon。Myfather’shousewouldhavebeenlargeenoughforme,butanotherpersonhadavoiceinthematter,anditwassettledthatweshouldbuild。However,theplacegrowsuponme;itsrecentassociationsarecheerful,andIamgettingtolikeitfast。’
AcertainuneasinessinLucy’smannershowedthattheconversationwastakingtoopersonalaturnforher。’Still,asmoderntastesdevelop,peoplerequiremoreroomtogratifythemin,’shesaid,withdrawingtocallthechildren;andserenelybiddinghimgoodafternoonshewentonherway。
Barnet’slifeatthisperiodwassingularlylonely,andyethewashappierthanhecouldhaveexpected。Hiswife’sestrangementandabsence,whichpromisedtobepermanent,lefthimfreeasaboyinhismovements,andthesolitarywalksthathetookgavehimampleopportunityforchastenedreflectiononwhatmighthavebeenhislotifhehadonlyshownwisdomenoughtoclaimLucySavilewhentherewasnobarbetweentheirlives,andshewastobehadfortheasking。HewouldoccasionallycallatthehouseofhisfriendDowne;buttherewasscarcelyenoughincommonbetweentheirtwonaturestomakethemmorethanfriendsofthatexcellentsortwhosepersonalknowledgeofeachother’shistoryandcharacterisalwaysinexcessofintimacy,wherebytheyarenotsolikelytobeseveredbyaclashofsentimentasincaseswhereintimacyspringsupinexcessofknowledge。Lucywasnevervisibleatthesetimes,beingeitherengagedintheschool-room,orintakinganairingoutofdoors;but,knowingthatshewasnowcomfortable,andhadgivenupthe,tohim,depressingideaofgoingofftotheothersideoftheglobe,hewasquitecontent。
Thenewhousehadsofarprogressedthatthegardenerswerebeginningtograssdownthefront。Duringanafternoonwhichhewaspassinginmarkingthecurveforthecarriage-drive,hebeheldhercominginboldlytowardshimfromtheroad。HithertoBarnethadonlycaughtheronthepremisesbystealth;andthisadvanceseemedtoshowthatatlastherreservehadbrokendown。
Asmilegainedstrengthuponherfaceassheapproached,anditwasquiteradiantwhenshecameup,andsaid,withoutatraceofembarrassment,’IfindIoweyouahundredthanks——anditcomestomequiteasasurprise!ItwasthroughyourkindnessthatIwasengagedbyMr。Downe。Believeme,Mr。Barnet,Ididnotknowituntilyesterday,orIshouldhavethankedyoulongandlongago!’
’Ihadoffendedyou——justatrifle——atthetime,Ithink?’saidBarnet,smiling,’anditwasbestthatyoushouldnotknow。’
’Yes,yes,’shereturnedhastily。’Don’talludetothat;itispastandover,andwewillletitbe。Thehouseisfinishedalmost,isitnot?Howbeautifulitwilllookwhentheevergreensaregrown!
DoyoucallthestylePalladian,Mr。Barnet?’
’I——reallydon’tquiteknowwhatitis。Yes,itmustbePalladian,certainly。ButI’llaskJones,thearchitect;for,totellthetruth,Ihadnotthoughtmuchaboutthestyle:Ihadnothingtodowithchoosingit,Iamsorrytosay。’
Shewouldnotlethimharponthisgloomyrefrain,andtalkedonbrightmatterstillshesaid,producingasmallrollofpaperwhichhehadnoticedinherhandallthewhile,’Mr。DownewishedmetobringyouthisreviseddrawingofthelateMrs。Downe’stomb,whichthearchitecthasjustsenthim。Hewouldlikeyoutolookitover。’
Thechildrencameupwiththeirhoops,andshewentoffwiththemdowntheharbour-roadasusual。Barnethadbeengladtogetthosewordsofthanks;hehadbeenthinkingformanymonthsthathewouldlikehertoknowofhisshareinfindingherahomesuchasitwas;
andwhathecouldnotdoforhimself,Downehadnowkindlydoneforhim。Hereturnedtohisdesolatehousewithalightertread;thoughinreasonhehardlyknewwhyhistreadshouldbelight。
Onexaminingthedrawing,Barnetfoundthat,insteadofthevastaltar-tombandcanopyDownehaddeterminedonattheirlastmeeting,itwastobeamoremodestmemorialeventhanhadbeensuggestedbythearchitect;acopedtombofgoodsolidconstruction,withnouselesselaborationatall。BarnetwastrulygladtoseethatDownehadcometoreasonofhisownaccord;andhereturnedthedrawingwithanoteofapproval。
Hefollowedupthehouse-workasbefore,andashewalkedupanddowntherooms,occasionallygazingfromthewindowsoverthebulginggreenhillsandthequietharbourthatlaybetweenthem,hemurmuredwordsandfragmentsofwords,which,iflistenedto,wouldhaverevealedallthesecretsofhisexistence。Whateverhisreasoningoingthere,Lucydidnotcallagain:thewalktotheshoreseemedtobeabandoned:hemusthavethoughtitaswellforboththatitshouldbeso,forhedidnotgoanywhereoutofhisaccustomedwaystoendeavourtodiscoverher。