“Ihadanewpairofshoesonce,andwantedtoshowthem;so,thoughIwastoldnottoleavethegarden,Iranawayandwaswanderingaboutallday。Itwasinthecity,andwhyIwasn’tkilledIdon’tknow。SuchatimeasIhad。Ifrolickedintheparkwithdogs,sailedboatsintheBackBaywithstrangeboys,dinedwithalittleIrishbeggar-girlonsaltfishandpotatoes,andwasfoundatlastfastasleeponadoor-stepwithmyarmsroundagreatdog。Itwaslateintheevening,andIwasadirtyasalittlepig,andthenewshoeswerewornout­;Ihadtravelledsofar。“
“Hownice!“criedNan,lookingallreadytogoanddoitherself。
“Itwasnotnicenextday;“andMrs。Jotriedtokeephereyesfrombetrayinghowmuchsheenjoyedthememoryofherearlycapers。
“Didyourmotherwhipyou?“askedNan,curiously。
“Sheneverwhippedmebutonce,andthenshebeggedmypardon,orI
don’tthinkIevershouldhaveforgivenher,ithurtmyfeelingssomuch。“
“Whydidshebegyourpardon?­;myfatherdon’t。“
“Because,whenshehaddoneit,Iturnedroundandsaid,’Well,youaremadyourself,andoughttobewhippedasmuchasme。’Shelookedatmeaminute,thenherangeralldiedout,andshesaid,asifashamed,’Youareright,Jo,Iamangry;andwhyshouldIpunishyouforbeinginapassionwhenIsetyousuchabadexample?Forgiveme,dear,andletustrytohelponeanotherinabetterway。’Ineverforgotit,anditdidmemoregoodthanadozenrods。“
Nansatthoughtfullyturningthelittlecold-creamjarforaminute,andMrs。Josaidnothing,butletthatideagetwellintothebusylittlemindthatwassoquicktoseeandfeelwhatwentonabouther。
“Ilikethat,“saidNan,presently,andherfacelookedlesselfish,withitssharpeyes,inquisitivenose,andmischievousmouth。“Whatdidyourmotherdotoyouwhenyouranawaythattime?“
“Shetiedmetothebed-postwithalongstring,sothatIcouldnotgooutoftheroom,andthereIstayedalldaywiththelittleworn-outshoeshangingupbeforemetoremindmeofmyfault。“
“Ishouldthinkthatwouldcureanybody,“criedNan,wholovedherlibertyaboveallthings。
“Itdidcureme,andIthinkitwillyou,soIamgoingtotryit,“
saidMrs。Jo,suddenlytakingaballofstrongtwineoutofadrawerinherwork-table。
Nanlookedasifshewasdecidedlygettingtheworstoftheargumentnow,andsatfeelingmuchcrestfallenwhileMrs。Jotiedoneendroundherwaistandtheothertothearmofthesofa,saying,asshefinished,­;
“Idon’tliketotieyouuplikeanaughtylittledog,butifyoudon’trememberanybetterthanadog,Imusttreatyoulikeone。“
“I’djustasliefbetiedupasnot­;Iliketoplaydog;“andNanputonadon’t-careface,andbegantogrowlandgrovelonthefloor。
Mrs。Jotooknonotice,butleavingabookortwoandahandkerchieftohem,shewentaway,andleftMissNantoherowndevices。Thiswasnotagreeable,andaftersittingamomentshetriedtountiethecord。Butitwasfastenedinthebeltofherapronbehind,soshebeganontheknotattheotherend。Itsooncameloose,and,gatheringitup,Nanwasabouttogetoutofthewindow,whensheheardMrs。Josaytosomebodyasshepassedthroughthehall,­;
“No,Idon’tthinkshewillrunawaynow;sheisanhonorablelittlegirl,andknowsthatIdoittohelpher。“
Inaminute,Nanwhiskedback,tiedherselfup,andbegantosewviolently。
Robcameinamomentafter,andwassocharmedwiththenewpunishment,thathegotajump-ropeandtetheredhimselftotheotherarmofthesofainthemostsocialmanner。
“Igotlosttoo,soIoughttobetiedupasmuchasNan,“heexplainedtohismotherwhenshesawthenewcaptive。
“I’mnotsurethatyoudon’tdeservealittlepunishment,foryouknewitwaswrongtogofarawayfromtherest。“
“Nantookme,“beganRob,willingtoenjoythenovelpenalty,butnotwillingtotaketheblame。
“Youneedn’thavegone。Youhavegotaconscience,thoughyouarealittleboy,andyoumustlearntomindit。“
“Well,myconsciencedidn’tprickmeabitwhenshesaid’Let’sgetoverthewall,’“answeredRob,quotingoneofDemi’sexpressions。
“Didyoustoptoseeifitdid?“
“No。“
“Thenyoucannottell。“
“Iguessit’ssuchalittleconsciencethatitdon’tprickhardenoughformetofeelit,“addedRob,afterthinkingthematteroverforaminute。
“Wemustsharpenitup。It’sbadtohaveadullconscience;soyoumaystayheretilldinner-time,andtalkaboutitwithNan。ItrustyoubothnottountieyourselvestillIsaytheword。“
“No,wewon’t,“saidboth,feelingacertainsenseofvirtueinhelpingtopunishthemselves。
Foranhourtheywereverygood,thentheygrewtiredofoneroom,andlongedtogetout。Neverhadthehallseemedsoinviting;eventhelittlebedroomacquiredasuddeninterest,andtheywouldgladlyhavegoneinandplayedtentwiththecurtainsofthebestbed。Theopenwindowsdrovethemwildbecausetheycouldnotreachthem;andtheouterworldseemedsobeautiful,theywonderedhowtheyeverfoundthehearttosayitwasdull。Nanpinedforaraceroundthelawn,andRobrememberedwithdismaythathehadnotfedhisdogthatmorning,andwonderedwhatpoorPolluxwoulddo。Theywatchedtheclock,andNandidsomenicecalculationsinminutesandseconds,whileRoblearnedtotellallthehoursbetweeneightandonesowellthatheneverforgotthem。Itwasmaddeningtosmellthedinner,toknowthattherewastobesuccotashandhuckleberrypudding,andtofeelthattheywouldnotbeonthespottosecuregoodhelpsofboth。WhenMaryAnnbegantosetthetable,theynearlycutthemselvesintwotryingtoseewhatmeattherewastobe;andNanofferedtohelphermakethebeds,ifshewouldonlyseethatshehad“lotsofsauceonherpudding。“
Whentheboyscameburstingoutofschool,theyfoundthechildrentuggingattheirhalterslikeapairofrestivelittlecolts,andweremuchedified,aswellasamused,bythesequeltotheexcitingadventuresofthenight。
“Untiemenow,Marmar;myconsciencewillpricklikeapinnexttime,Iknowitwill,“saidRob,asthebellrang,andTeddycametolookathimwithsorrowfulsurprise。
“Weshallsee,“answeredhismother,settinghimfree。Hetookagoodrundownthehall,backthroughthedining-room,andbroughtupbesideNan,quitebeamingwithvirtuoussatisfaction。
“I’llbringherdinnertoher,mayI?“heasked,pityinghisfellow-captive。
“That’smykindlittleson!Yes,pulloutthetable,andgetachair;“
andMrs。Johurriedawaytoquelltheardoroftheothers,whowerealwaysinaragingstateofhungeratnoon。
Nanatealone,andspentalongafternoonattachedtothesofa。Mrs。
Bhaerlengthenedherbondssothatshecouldlookoutofthewindow;andthereshestoodwatchingtheboysplay,andallthelittlesummercreaturesenjoyingtheirliberty。Daisyhadapicnicforthedollsonthelawn,sothatNanmightseethefunifshecouldnotjoininit。Tommyturnedhisbestsomersaultstoconsoleher;Demisatonthestepsreadingaloudtohimself,whichamusedNanagooddeal;andDanbroughtalittletree-toadtoshowherasthemostdelicateattentioninhispower。
Butnothingatonedforthelossoffreedom;andafewhoursofconfinementtaughtNanhowpreciousitwas。Agoodmanythoughtswentthroughthelittleheadthatlayonthewindow-sillduringthelastquiethourwhenallthechildrenwenttothebrooktoseeEmil’snewshiplaunched。Shewastohavechristenedit,andhaddependedonsmashingatinybottleofcurrant-wineovertheprowasitwasnamedJosephineinhonorofMrs。Bhaer。
Nowshehadlostherchance,andDaisywouldn’tdoithalfsowell。Tearsrosetohereyesassherememberedthatitwasallherownfault;andshesaidaloud,addressingafatbeewhowasrollingaboutintheyellowheartofarosejustunderthewindow,­;
“Ifyouhaverunaway,you’dbettergorighthome,andtellyourmotheryouaresorry,andneverdosoanymore。“
“Iamgladtohearyougivehimsuchgoodadvice,andIthinkhehastakenit,“saidMrs。Jo,smiling,asthebeespreadhisdustywingsandflewaway。
Nanbrushedoffabrightdroportwothatshoneonthewindow-sill,andnestledagainstherfriendasshetookheronherknee,addingkindly­;forshehadseenthelittledrops,andknewwhattheymeant­;
“Doyouthinkmymother’scureforrunningawayagoodone?“
“Yes,ma’am,“answeredNan,quitesubduedbyherquietday。
“IhopeIshallnothavetotryitagain。“
“Iguessnot;“andNanlookedupwithsuchanearnestlittlefacethatMrs。Jofeltsatisfied,andsaidnomore,forshelikedtohaveherpenaltiesdotheirownwork,anddidnotspoiltheeffectbytoomuchmoralizing。
HereRobappeared,bearingwithinfinitecarewhatAsiacalleda“sarcerpie,“meaningonebakedinasaucer。
“It’smadeoutofsomeofmyberries,andI’mgoingtogiveyouhalfatsupper-time,“heannouncedwithaflourish。
“Whatmakesyou,whenI’msonaughty?“askedNan,meekly。
“Becausewegotlosttogether。Youain’tgoingtobenaughtyagain,areyou?“
“Never,“saidNan,withgreatdecision。
“Oh,goody!nowlet’sgoandgetMaryAnntocutthisforusallreadytoeat;it’s’mostteatime;“andRobbeckonedwiththedeliciouslittlepie。
Nanstartedtofollow,thenstopped,andsaid,­;
“Iforgot,Ican’tgo。“
“Tryandsee,“saidMrs。Bhaer,whohadquietlyuntiedthecordsashwhileshehadbeentalking。
Nansawthatshewasfree,andwithonetempestuouskisstoMrs。Jo,shewasofflikeahumming-bird,followedbyRobby,dribblinghuckleberryjuiceasheran。
AfterthelastexcitementpeacedescendeduponPlumfieldandreignedunbrokenforseveralweeks,fortheelderboysfeltthatthelossofNanandRoblayattheirdoor,andallbecamesopaternalintheircarethattheywereratherwearying;whilethelittleoneslistenedtoNan’srecitalofherperilssomanytimes,thattheyregardedbeinglostasthegreatestillhumanitywasheirto,andhardlydaredtoputtheirlittlenosesoutsidethegreatgatelestnightshouldsuddenlydescenduponthem,andghostlyblackcowscomeloomingthroughthedusk。
“Itistoogoodtolast,“saidMrs。Jo;foryearsofboy-culturehadtaughtherthatsuchlullswereusuallyfollowedbyoutbreaksofsomesort,andwhenlesswisewomenwouldhavethoughtthattheboyshadbecomeconfirmedsaints,shepreparedherselfforasuddeneruptionofthedomesticvolcano。
OnecauseofthiswelcomecalmwasavisitfromlittleBess,whoseparentslentherforaweekwhiletheywereawaywithGrandpaLaurence,whowaspoorly。TheboysregardedGoldilocksasamixtureofchild,angel,andfairy,forshewasalovelylittlecreature,andthegoldenhairwhichsheinheritedfromherblondemammaenvelopedherlikeashiningveil,behindwhichshesmileduponherworshipperswhengracious,andhidherselfwhenoffended。Herfatherwouldnothaveitcutandithungbelowherwaist,sosoftandfineandbright,thatDemiinsistedthatitwassilkspunfromacocoon。EveryonepraisedthelittlePrincess,butitdidnotseemtodoherharm,onlytoteachherthatherpresencebroughtsunshine,hersmilesmadeansweringsmilesonotherfaces,andherbabygriefsfilledeveryheartwithtenderestsympathy。
Unconsciously,shedidheryoungsubjectsmoregoodthanmanyarealsovereign,forherrulewasverygentleandherpowerwasfeltratherthanseen。Hernaturalrefinementmadeherdaintyinallthings,andhadagoodeffectuponthecarelessladsabouther。Shewouldletnoonetouchherroughlyorwithuncleanhands,andmoresoapwasusedduringhervisitsthanatanyothertime,becausetheboysconsidereditthehighesthonortobeallowedtocarryherhighness,andthedeepestdisgracetoberepulsedwiththedisdainfulcommand,“Doaway,dirtyboy!“
Lourvoicesdispleasedherandquarrellingfrightenedher;sogentlertonescameintotheboyishvoicesastheyaddressedher,andsquabbleswerepromptlysuppressedinherpresencebylookers-oniftheprinciplescouldnotrestrainthemselves。Shelikedtobewaitedon,andthebiggestboysdidherlittleerrandswithoutamurmur,whilethesmallladswereherdevotedslavesinallthings。Theybeggedtobeallowedtodrawhercarriage,bearherberry-basket,orpassherplateattable。Noservicewastoohumble,andTommyandNedcametoblowsbeforetheycoulddecidewhichshouldhavethehonorofblackingherlittleboots。