“Wakeup,Demi,dear!Iwantyou。“
“Why,I’vejustgonetobed;itcan’tbemorningyet;“andDemiblinkedlikealittleowlashewakedfromhisfirstsoundsleep。
“It’sonlyten,butyourfatherisill,andwemustgotohim。OmylittleJohn!mypoorlittleJohn!“andAuntJolaidherheaddownonthepillowwithasobthatscaredsleepfromDemi’seyesandfilledhisheartwithfearandwonder;forhedimlyfeltwhyAuntJocalledhim“John,“
andweptoverhimasifsomelosshadcomethatlefthimpoor。Heclungtoherwithoutaword,andinaminuteshewasquitesteadyagain,andsaid,withatenderkissasshesawhistroubledface,­;
“Wearegoingtosaygood-bytohim,mydarling,andthereisnotimetolose;sodressquicklyandcometomeinmyroom。ImustgotoDaisy。“
“Yes,Iwill;“andwhenAuntJowasgone,littleDemigotupquietly,dressedasifinadream,andleavingTommyfastasleepwentawaythroughthesilenthouse,feelingthatsomethingnewandsorrowfulwasgoingtohappen­;somethingthatsethimapartfromtheotherboysforatime,andmadetheworldseemasdarkandstillandstrangeasthosefamiliarroomsdidinthenight。AcarriagesentbyMr。Lauriestoodbeforethedoor。Daisywassoonready,andthebrotherandsisterheldeachotherbythehandallthewayintotown,astheydroveswiftlyandsilentlywithauntandunclethroughtheshadowyroadstosaygood-bytofather。
NoneoftheboysbutFranzandEmilknewwhathadhappened,andwhentheycamedownnextmorning,greatwastheirwondermentanddiscomfort,forthehouseseemedforlornwithoutitsmasterandmistress。BreakfastwasadismalmealwithnocheeryMrs。Jobehindtheteapots;andwhenschool-timecame,FatherBhaer’splacewasempty。Theywanderedaboutinadisconsolatekindofwayforanhour,waitingfornewsandhopingitwouldbeallrightwithDemi’sfather,forgoodJohnBrookewasmuchbelovedbytheboys。
Teno’clockcame,andnoonearrivedtorelievetheiranxiety。Theydidnotfeellikeplaying,yetthetimedraggedheavily,andtheysataboutlistlessandsober。Allatonce,Franzgotup,andsaid,inhispersuasiveway,­;
“Lookhere,boys!let’sgointoschoolanddoourlessonsjustasifUnclewashere。Itwillmakethedaygofaster,andwillpleasehim,I
know。“
“Butwhowillhearussaythem?“askedJack。
“Iwill;Idon’tknowmuchmorethanyoudo,butI’mtheoldesthere,andI’lltrytofillUncle’splacetillhecomes,ifyoudon’tmind。“
Somethinginthemodest,seriouswayFranzsaidthisimpressedtheboys,for,thoughthepoorlad’seyeswereredwithquietcryingforUncleJohninthatlongsadnight,therewasanewmanlinessabouthim,asifhehadalreadybeguntofeelthecaresandtroublesoflife,andtriedtotakethembravely。
“Iwill,forone,“andEmilwenttohisseat,rememberingthatobediencetohissuperiorofficerisaseaman’sfirstduty。
Theothersfollowed;Franztookhisuncle’sseat,andforanhourorderreigned。Lessonswerelearnedandsaid,andFranzmadeapatient,pleasantteacher,wiselyomittingsuchlessonsashewasnotequalto,andkeepingordermorebytheunconsciousdignitythatsorrowgavehimthanbyanywordsofhisown。Thelittleboyswerereadingwhenastepwasheardinthehall,andeveryonelookeduptoreadthenewsinMr。Bhaer’sfaceashecamein。ThekindfacetoldtheminstantlythatDemihadnofathernow,foritwaswornandpale,andfulloftendergrief,whichlefthimnowordswithwhichtoanswerRob,asherantohim,saying,reproachfully,­;
“Whatmadeyougoandleavemeinthenight,papa?“
Thememoryoftheotherfatherwhohadlefthischildreninthenight,nevertoreturn,madeMr。Bhaerholdhisownboyclose,and,foraminute,hidehisfaceinRobby’scurlyhair。Emillaidhisheaddownonhisarms,Franz,wenttoputhishandonhisuncle’sshoulder,hisboyishfacepalewithsympathyandsorrow,andtheotherssatsostillthatthesoftrustleofthefallingleavesoutsidewasdistinctlyheard。
Robdidnotclearlyunderstandwhathadhappened,buthehatedtoseepapaunhappy,soheliftedupthebenthead,andsaid,inhischirpylittlevoice,­;
“Don’tcry,meinVater!wewereallsogood,wedidourlessons,withoutyou,andFranzwasthemaster。“
Mr。Bhaerlookedupthen,triedtosmile,andsaidinagratefultonethatmadetheladsfeellikesaints,“Ithankyouverymuch,myboys。Itwasabeautifulwaytohelpandcomfortme。Ishallnotforgetit,Iassureyou。“
“Franzproposedit,andwasafirst-ratemaster,too,“saidNat;andtheothersgaveamurmurofassentmostgratifyingtotheyoungdominie。
Mr。BhaerputRobdown,and,standingup,puthisarmroundhistallnephew’sshoulder,ashesaid,withalookofgenuinepleasure,­;
“Thismakesmyharddayeasier,andgivesmeconfidenceinyouall。
Iamneededthereintown,andmustleaveyouforsomehours。Ithoughttogiveyouaholiday,orsendsomeofyouhome,butifyouliketostayandgoonasyouhavebegun,Ishallbegladandproudofmygoodboys。“
“We’llstay;““We’drather;““Franzcanseetous;“criedseveral,delightedwiththeconfidenceshowninthem。
“Isn’tMarmarcominghome?“askedRob,wistfully;forhomewithout“Marmar“
wastheworldwithoutthesuntohim。
“Weshallbothcometo-night;butdearAuntMegneedsMothermorethanyoudonow,andIknowyouliketolendherforalittlewhile。“
“Well,Iwill;butTeddy’sbeencryingforher,andheslappedNursey,andwasdreadfulnaughty,“answeredRob,asifthenewsmightbringmotherhome。
“Whereismylittleman?“askedMr。Bhaer。
“Dantookhimout,tokeephimquiet。He’sallrightnow,“saidFranz,pointingtothewindow,throughwhichtheycouldseeDandrawingbabyinhislittlewagon,withthedogsfrolickingabouthim。
“Iwon’tseehim,itwouldonlyupsethimagain;buttellDanIleaveTeddyinhiscare。YouolderboysItrusttomanageyourselvesforaday。
Franzwilldirectyou,andSilasisheretooverseematters。Sogood-bytillto-night。“
“JusttellmeawordaboutUncleJohn,“saidEmil,detainingMr。Bhaer,ashewasabouthurryingawayagain。
“Hewasonlyillafewhours,anddiedashehaslived,socheerfully,sopeacefully,thatitseemsasintomarthebeautyofitwithanyviolentorselfishgrief。Wewereintimetosaygood-by:andDaisyandDemiwereinhisarmsashefellasleeponAuntMeg’sbreast。Nomorenow,Icannotbearit,“andMr。Bhaerwenthastilyawayquitebowedwithgrief,forinJohnBrookehehadlostbothfriendandbrother,andtherewasnoonelefttotakehisplace。
Allthatdaythehousewasverystill;thesmallboysplayedquietlyinthenursery;theothers,feelingasifSundayhadcomeinthemiddleoftheweek,spentitinwalking,sittinginthewillow,oramongtheirpets,alltalkingmuchof“UncleJohn,“andfeelingthatsomethinggentle,just,andstrong,hadgoneoutoftheirlittleworld,leavingasenseoflossthatdeepenedeveryhour。Atdusk,Mr。andMrs。Bhaercamehomealone,forDemiandDaisyweretheirmother’sbestcomfortnow,andcouldnotleaveher。PoorMrs。Joseemedquitespent,andevidentlyneededthesamesortofcomfort,forherfirstwords,asshecameupthestairs,were,“Whereismybaby?“
“HereIis,“answeredalittlevoice,asDanputTeddyintoherarms,adding,asshehuggedhimclose,“MyDannytookedtareofmeallday,andIwasdood。“
Mrs。Joturnedtothankthefaithfulnurse,butDanwaswavingofftheboys,whohadgatheredinthehalltomeether,andwassaying,inalowvoice,“Keepback;shedon’twanttobebotheredwithusnow。“
“No,don’tkeepback。Iwantyouall。Comeinandseeme,myboys。I’veneglectedyouallday,“andMrs。Joheldoutherhandstothemastheygatheredroundandescortedherintoherownroom,sayinglittle,butexpressingmuchbyaffectionatelooksandclumsylittleeffortstoshowtheirsorrowandsympathy。
“Iamsotired,IwillliehereandcuddleTeddy,andyoushallbringmeinsometea,“shesaid,tryingtospeakcheerfullyfortheirsakes。
Ageneralstampedeintothedining-roomfollowed,andthesupper-tablewouldhavebeenravagedifMr。Bhaerhadnotinterfered。Itwasagreedthatonesquadshouldcarryinthemother’stea,andanotherbringitout。
Thefournearestanddearestclaimedthefirsthonor,soFranzboretheteapot,Emilthebread,Robthemilk,andTeddyinsistedoncarryingthesugarbasin,whichwaslighterbyseverallumpswhenitarrivedthanwhenitstarted。Somewomenmighthavefounditannoyingatsuchatimetohaveboyscreakinginandout,upsettingcupsandrattlingspoonsinviolenteffortstobequietandhelpful;butitsuitedMrs。Jo,becausejustthenherheartwasverytender;andrememberingthatmanyofherboyswerefatherlessormotherless,sheyearnedoverthem,andfoundcomfortintheirblunderingaffection。Itwasthesortoffoodthatdidhermoregoodthantheverythickbread-and-butterthattheygaveher,andtheroughCommodore’sbrokenwhisper,­;
“Bearup,Aunty,it’sahardblow;butwe’llweatheritsomehow;“cheeredhermorethanthesloppycuphebroughther,fullofteaasbitterasifsomesalttearofhisownhaddroppedintoitontheway。Whensupperwasover,aseconddeputationremovedthetray;andDansaid,holdingouthisarmsforsleepylittleTeddy,­;
“Letmeputhimtobed,you’resotired,Mother。“
“Willyougowithhim,lovey?“askedMrs。Joofhersmalllordandmaster,wholayonherarmamongthesofa-pillows。
“TorseIwill;“andhewasproudlycarriedoffbyhisfaithfulbearer。
“IwishIcoulddosomething,“saidNat,withasigh,asFranzleanedoverthesofa,andsoftlystrokedAuntJo’shotforehead。
“Youcan,dear。Goandgetyourviolin,andplaymethesweetlittleairsUncleTeddysentyoulast。Musicwillcomfortmebetterthananythingelseto-night。“
Natflewforhisfiddle,and,sittingjustoutsideherdoor,playedashehadneverdonebefore,fornowhisheartwasinit,andseemedtomagnetizehisfingers。Theotherladssatquietlyuponthesteps,keepingwatchthatnonew-comershoulddisturbthehouse;Franzlingeredathispost;andso,soothed,served,andguardedbyherboys,poorMrs。Josleptatlast,andforgothersorrowforanhour。
Twoquietdays,andonthethirdMr。Bhaercameinjustafterschool,withanoteinhishand,lookingbothmovedandpleased。
“Iwanttoreadyousomething,boys,“hesaid;andastheystoodroundhimhereadthis:­;
“DEARBROTHERFRITZ,­;Ihearthatyoudonotmeantobringyourflocktoday,thinkingthatImaynotlikeit。Pleasedo。ThesightofhisfriendswillhelpDemithroughthehardhour,andIwanttheboystohearwhatfathersaysofmyJohn。Itwilldothemgood,Iknow。Iftheywouldsingoneofthesweetoldhymnsyouhavetaughtthemsowell,Ishouldlikeitbetterthananyothermusic,andfeelthatitwasbeautifullysuitedtotheoccasion。Pleaseaskthem,withmylove。MEG。“
“Willyougo?“andMr。Bhaerlookedatthelads,whoweregreatlytouchedbyMrs。Brooke’skindwordsandwishes。
“Yes,“theyanswered,likeoneboy;andanhourlatertheywentawaywithFranztobeartheirpartinJohnBrooke’ssimplefuneral。
Thelittlehouselookedasquiet,sunny,andhome-likeaswhenMegentereditasabride,tenyearsago,onlythenitwasearlysummer,androseblossomedeverywhere;nowitwasearlyautumn,anddeadleavesrustledsoftlydown,leavingthebranchesbare。Thebridewasawidownow;butthesamebeautifulserenityshoneinherface,andthesweetresignationofatrulypioussoulmadeherpresenceaconsolationtothosewhocametocomforther。
“OMeg!howcanyoubearitso?“whisperedJo,asshemetthematthedoorwithasmileofwelcome,andnochangeinhergentlemanner,exceptmoregentleness。
“DearJo,thelovethathasblestmefortenhappyyearssupportsmestill。Itcouldnotdie,andJohnismoremyownthanever,“whisperedMeg;andinhereyesthetendertrustwassobeautifulandbright,thatJobelievedher,andthankedGodfortheimmortalityoflovelikehers。
Theywereallthere­;fatherandmother,UncleTeddy,andAuntAmy,oldMr。Laurence,white-hairedandfeeblenow,Mr。andMrs。Bhaer,withtheirflock,andmanyfriends,cometodohonortothedead。OnewouldhavesaidthatmodestJohnBrooke,inhisbusy,quiet,humblelife,hadhadlittletimetomakefriends;butnowtheyseemedtostartupeverywhere,­;oldandyoung,richandpoor,highandlow;forallunconsciouslyhisinfluencehadmadeitselfwidelyfelt,hisvirtueswereremembered,andhishiddencharitiesroseuptoblesshim。ThegroupabouthiscoffinwasafarmoreeloquenteulogythananyMr。Marchcouldutter。Thereweretherichmenwhomhehadservedfaithfullyforyears;thepooroldwomenwhomhecherishedwithhislittlestore,inmemoryofhismother;thewifetowhomhehadgivensuchhappinessthatdeathcouldnotmaritutterly;thebrothersandsistersinwhoseheartshehadmadeaplaceforever;thelittlesonanddaughter,whoalreadyfeltthelossofhisstrongarmandtendervoice;
theyoungchildren,sobbingfortheirkindestplaymate,andthetalllads,watchingwithsoftenedfacesascenewhichtheynevercouldforget。Averysimpleservice,andveryshort;forthefatherlyvoicethathadfalteredinthemarriage-sacramentnowfailedentirelyasMr。Marchendeavoredtopayhistributeofreverenceandlovetothesonwhomhemosthonored。
NothingbutthesoftcooofBabyJosy’svoiceup-stairsbrokethelonghushthatfollowedthelastAmen,till,atasignfromMr。Bhaer,thewell-trainedboyishvoicesbrokeoutinahymn,sofullofloftycheer,thatonebyonealljoinedinit,singingwithfullhearts,andfindingtheirtroubledspiritsliftedintopeaceonthewingsofthatbrave,sweetpsalm。