Thecorn,ohthecorn,andtheblessingofthecorn!
Comeuntothedoor,mylads,andlookbeneaththemoon,Wecansee,onhillandvalley,howitisyelloon,Withabreadthofglory,aswhenourLordwasborn。
Chorus
Thecorn,ohthecorn,andtheyellow,mellowcorn!
Thanksforthecorn,withourbreadupontheboard!
Soshallweacknowledgeit,beforewereapthemorn,Withourhandstoheaven,andourkneesuntotheLord。
Nowwesangthissongverywellthefirsttime,havingtheparishchoirtoleadus,andtheclarionet,andtheparsontogiveusthetimewithhiscup;andwesangitagainthesecondtime,notsobutwhatyoumightpraiseitifyouhadbeenwithusalltheevening,althoughtheparsonwasgonethen,andtheclerknotfittocomparewithhiminthematterofkeepingtime。Butwhenthatsongwasinitsthirdsinging,Idefyanymanhoweversobertohavemadeoutoneversefromtheother,oreventheburdenfromtheverses,inasmuchaseverymanpresent,ay,andwomantoo,sangasbecameconvenienttothem,inutterancebothofwordsandtune。
Andintruth,therewasmuchexcuseforthem;becauseitwasanobleharvest,fittothanktheLordfor,withoutHisthinkingushypocrites。Forwehadmorelandinwheat,thatyear,thaneverwehadbefore,andtwicethecroptotheacre;andIcouldnothelpnowandthenremembering,inthemidstofthemerriment,howmyfatherinthechurchyardyonderwouldhavegloriedtobeholdit。Andmymother,whohadleftusnow,happeningtoreturnjustthen,beingcalledtohaveherhealthdrunkforthetwentiethtimeatleast,IknewbythesadnessinhereyesthatshewasthinkingjustasIwas。Presently,therefore,I
slippedawayfromthenoise,andmirth,andsmokingalthoughofthatlasttherewasnotmuch,exceptfromFarmerNicholas,andcrossingthecourtyardinthemoonlight,Iwent,justtocoolmyself,asfarasmyfather’stombstone。
Ihadlongoutgrownunwholesomefeelingastomyfather’sdeath,andsohadAnnie;thoughLizziewhomusthavelovedhimleaststillentertainedsomeevilwill,andlongingforapunishment。ThereforeIwassurprisedandindeed,startledwouldnotbetoomuchtosay,themoonbeingsomewhatfleecy,toseeourAnniesittingthereasmotionlessasthetombstone,andwithallherbestfallalsuponher,afterstowingawaythedishes。
Mynerves,however,aregoodandstrong,exceptatleastinlovematters,whereintheyalwaysfailme,andwhenImeetwithwitches;andthereforeIwentuptoAnnie,althoughshelookedsowhiteandpure;forIhadseenherbeforewiththosethingson,anditstruckmewhoshewas。
“Whatareyoudoinghere,Annie?“Iinquiredrathersternly,beingvexedwithherforhavinggonesoveryneartofrightenme。
“Nothingatall,“saidourAnnieshortly。Andindeeditwastruthenoughforawoman。NotthatIdaretobelievethatwomenaresuchliarsasmensay;onlythatImeantheyoftenseethingsroundthecorner,andknownotwhichiswhichofit。AndindeedIneverhaveknownawomanthoughrightenoughintheirmeaning
purelyandperfectlytrueandtransparent,exceptonlymyLorna;andevenso,Imightnothavelovedher,ifshehadbeenugly。
’Why,howso?’saidI;’MissAnnie,whatbusinesshaveyouhere,doingnothingatthistimeofnight?Andleavingmewithallthetroubletoentertainourguests!’
’Youseemnottometobedoingit,John,’Annieansweredsoftly;’whatbusinesshaveyouheredoingnothing,atthistimeofnight?’
Iwastakensoabackwiththis,andtheextremeimpertinenceofit,fromamereyounggirllikeAnnie,thatIturnedroundtomarchawayandhavenothingmoretosaytoher。Butshejumpedup,andcaughtmebythehand,andthrewherselfuponmybosom,withherfaceallwetwithtears。
’Oh,John,Iwilltellyou。Iwilltellyou。Onlydon’tbeangry,John。’
’Angry!noindeed,’saidI;’whatrighthaveItobeangrywithyou,becauseyouhaveyoursecrets?Everychitofagirlthinksnowthatshehasarighttohersecrets。’
’Andyouhavenoneofyourown,John;ofcourseyouhavenoneofyourown?Allyourgoingoutatnight——’
’Wewillnotquarrelhere,poorAnnie,’Ianswered,withsomeloftiness;’therearemanythingsuponmymind,whichgirlscanhavenonotionof。’
’Andsothereareuponmine,John。Oh,John,Iwilltellyoueverything,ifyouwilllookatmekindly,andpromisetoforgiveme。Oh,Iamsomiserable!’
Nowthis,thoughshewasbehavingsobadly,movedmemuchtowardsher;especiallyasIlongedtoknowwhatshehadtotellme。ThereforeIallowedhertocoaxme,andtokissme,andtoleadmeawayalittle,asfarastheoldyew-tree;forshewouldnottellmewhereshewas。
Butevenintheshadowthere,shewasverylongbeforebeginning,andseemedtohavetwomindsaboutit,orratherperhapsadozen;andshelaidhercheekagainstthetree,andsobbedtillitwaspitiful;andIknewwhatmotherwouldsaytoherforspoilingherbestfrockso。
’Nowwillyoustop?’Isaidatlast,harderthanI
meantit,forIknewthatshewouldgoonallnight,ifanyoneencouragedher:andthoughnotwellacquaintedwithwomen,Iunderstoodmysisters;orelseImustbeabornfool——except,ofcourse,thatIneverprofessedtounderstandEliza。
’Yes,Iwillstop,’saidAnnie,panting;’youareveryhardonme,John;butIknowyoumeanitforthebest。
Ifsomebodyelse——IamsureIdon’tknowwho,andhavenorighttoknow,nodoubt,butshemustbeawickedthing——ifsomebodyelsehadbeentakensowithapainallroundtheheart,John,andnopoweroftellingit,perhapsyouwouldhavecoaxed,andkissedher,andcomealittlenearer,andmadeopportunitytobeveryloving。’
NowthiswassoexactlywhatIhadtriedtodotoLorna,thatmybreathwasalmosttakenawayatAnnie’ssodescribingit。ForawhileIcouldnotsayaword,butwonderedifshewereawitch,whichhadneverbeeninourfamily:andthen,allofasudden,Isawthewaytobeather,withthedevilatmyelbow。
’Fromyourknowledgeofthesethings,Annie,youmusthavehadthemdonetoyou。Idemandtoknowthisverymomentwhohastakensuchliberties。’
’Then,John,youshallneverknow,ifyouaskinthatmanner。Besides,itwasnolibertyintheleastatall,Cousinshavearighttodothings——andwhentheyareone’sgodfather——’HereAnniestoppedquitesuddenlyhavingsobetrayedherself;butmetmeinthefullmoonlight,beingresolvedtofaceitout,withagoodfaceputuponit。
’Alas,Ifeareditwouldcometothis,’Iansweredverysadly;’Iknowhehasbeenheremanyatime,withoutshowinghimselftome。Thereisnothingmeanerthanforamantosneak,andstealayoungmaid’sheart,withoutherpeopleknowingit。’
’Youarenotdoinganythingofthatsortyourselfthen,dearJohn,areyou?’
’Onlyacommonhighwayman!’Ianswered,withoutheedingher;’amanwithoutanacreofhisown,andliabletohanguponanycommon,andnootherrightofcommonoverit——’
’John,’saidmysister,’aretheDoonesprivilegednottobehangeduponcommonland?’
AtthisIwassothunderstruck,thatIleapedintheairlikeashotrabbit,andrushedashardasIcouldthroughthegateandacrosstheyard,andbackintothekitchen;andthereIaskedFarmerNicholasSnowetogivemesometobacco,andtolendmeasparepipe。
Thishedidwithagratefulmanner,beingnowsomefive-fourthsgone;andsoIsmokedtheveryfirstpipethateverhadenteredmylipstillthen;andbeyondadoubtitdidmegood,andspreadmyheartatleisure。
Meanwhilethereapersweremostlygone,tobeupbetimesinthemorning;andsomewereledbytheirwives;andsomehadtoleadtheirwivesthemselves,accordingtothecapacityofmanandwiferespectively。
ButBettywasaslivelyasever,bustlingaboutwitheveryone,andlookingoutforthechanceofgroats,whichthebetteroffmightbefreewith。Andoverthekneading-pannextday,shedroppedthreeandsixpenceoutofherpocket;andLizziecouldnottellforherlifehowmuchmoremighthavebeeninit。
NowbythistimeIhadalmostfinishedsmokingthatpipeoftobacco,andwonderingatmyselfforhavingsodespisedithitherto,andmakingupmymindtohaveanothertrialto-morrownight,itbegantooccurtomethatalthoughdearAnniehadbehavedsoverybadlyandrudely,andalmosttakenmybreathawaywiththesuddennessofherallusion,yetitwasnotkindofmetoleaveheroutthereatthattimeofnight,allalone,andinsuchdistress。Anyofthereapersgoinghomemightbegottensofarbeyondfearofghostsastoventureintothechurchyard;andalthoughtheywouldknowagreatdealbetterthantoinsultasisterofminewhensober,therewasnotellingwhattheymightdointheirpresentstateofrejoicing。Moreover,itwasonlyrightthatIshouldlearn,forLorna’ssake,howfarAnnie,oranyoneelse,hadpenetratedoursecret。
Therefore,Iwentforthatonce,bearingmypipeinaskilfulmanner,asIhadseenFarmerNicholasdo;andmarking,withanewkindofpleasure,howtheringsandwreathsofsmokehoveredandflutteredinthemoonlight,likealarkuponhiscarol。PoorAnniewasgonebackagaintoourfather’sgrave,andthereshesatupontheturf,sobbingverygently,andnotwishingtotroubleanyone。SoIraisedhertenderly,andmademuchofher,andconsoledher,forIcouldnotscoldherthere;andperhapsafterallshewasnottobeblamedsomuchasTomFaggushimselfwas。Anniewasverygratefultome,andkissedmemanytimes,andbeggedmypardoneversooftenforherrudenesstome。
Andthenhavinggonesofarwithit,andfindingmesocomplaisant,shemustneedstrytogoalittlefurther,andtoleadmeawayfromherownaffairs,andintomineconcerningLorna。Butalthoughitwascleverenoughofhershewasnotdeepenoughformethere;andIsoondiscoveredthatsheknewnothing,noteventhenameofmydarling;butonlysuspectedfromthingsshehadseen,andputtogetherlikeawoman。UponthisI
broughtherbackagaintoTomFaggusandhisdoings。
’MypoorAnnie,haveyoureallypromisedhimtobehiswife?’
’Thenafterallyouhavenoreason,John,noparticularreason,Imean,forslightingpoorSallySnoweso?’
’Withoutevenaskingmotherorme!Oh,Annie,itwaswrongofyou!’
’But,darling,youknowthatmotherwishesyousomuchtomarrySally;andIamsureyoucouldhaveherto-morrow。Shedotesontheveryground——’
’Idaresayhetellsyouthat,Annie,thathedotesonthegroundyouwalkupon——butdidyoubelievehim,child?’
’Youmaybelieveme,Iassureyou,John,andhalfthefarmtobesettleduponher,aftertheoldman’stime;
andthoughshegivesherselflittleairs,itisonlydonetoenticeyou;shehastheverybesthandinthedairyJohn,andthelightestataturn-overcake——’
’Now,Annie,don’ttalknonsenseso。IwishjusttoknowthetruthaboutyouandTomFaggus。Doyoumeantomarryhim?’
’Itomarrybeforemybrother,andleavehimwithnonetotakecareofhim!Whocandohimareddeercollop,exceptSallyherself,asIcan?Comehome,dear,atonce,andIwilldoyouone;foryouneverateamorselofsupper,withallthepeopleyouhadtoattendupon。’
Thiswastrueenough;andseeingnochanceofanythingmorethancrossquestionsandcrookedpurposes,atwhichagirlwassuretobeatme,Ievenallowedhertoleadmehome,withthethoughtsofthecollopuppermost。ButInevercounteduponbeingbeatensothoroughlyasIwas;forknowingmenowtobeoffmyguard,theyounghussystoppedatthefarmyardgate,asifwithabrierentanglingher,andwhileIwasstoopingtotakeitaway,shelookedmefullinthefacebythemoonlight,andjerkedoutquitesuddenly,——
’Canyourlovedoacollop,John?’
’No,Ishouldhopenot,’Iansweredrashly;’sheisnotamerecook-maidIshouldhope。’
’SheisnothalfsoprettyasSallySnowe;Iwillanswerforthat,’saidAnnie。
’SheistenthousandtimesasprettyastenthousandSallySnowes,’Irepliedwithgreatindignation。
’Oh,butlookatSally’seyes!’criedmysisterrapturously。
’LookatLornaDoone’s,’saidI;’andyouwouldneverlookagainatSally’s。’
’OhLornaDoone。LornaDoone!’exclaimedourAnniehalf-frightened,yetclappingherhandswithtriumph,athavingfoundmeoutso:’LornaDooneisthelovelymaiden,whohasstolenpoorsomebody’sheartso。Ah,I
shallrememberit;becauseitissoqueeraname。Butstop,Ihadbetterwriteitdown。Lendmeyourhat,poorboy,towriteon。’
’Ihaveagreatmindtolendyouaboxontheear,’I
answeredherinmyvexation,’andIwould,ifyouhadnotbeencryingso,youslygood-for-nothingbaggage。