ThenIspokewithastrangetingleuponbothsidesofmyheart,knowingthatthisundertakingwasaseriousoneforall,andmightburnourfarmdown,——
’IfIwarranttotakeyousafe,andwithoutmuchfrightorhardship,Lorna,willyoucomewithme?’
’TobesureIwill,dear,’saidmybeauty,withasmileandaglancetofollowit;’Ihavesmallalternative,tostarve,orgowithyou,John。’
’Gwenny,haveyoucourageforit?Willyoucomewithyouryoungmistress?’
’WillIstaybehind?’criedGwenny,inavoicethatsettledit。Andsowebegantoarrangeaboutit;andIwasmuchexcited。Itwasuselessnowtoleaveitlonger;ifitcouldbedoneatall,itcouldnotbetooquicklydone。ItwastheCounsellorwhohadordered,afterallotherschemeshadfailed,thathisnieceshouldhavenofooduntilshewouldobeyhim。Hehadstrictlywatchedthehouse,takingturnswithCarver,toensurethatnonecamenighitbearingfoodorcomfort。Butthisevening,theyhadthoughtitneedlesstoremainonguard;anditwouldhavebeenimpossible,becausethemselveswerebusyofferinghighfestivaltoallthevalley,inrightoftheirowncommandership。AndGwennysaidthatnothingmadehersonearlymadwithappetiteastheaccountshereceivedfromawomanofallthedishespreparing。Neverthelessshehadansweredbravely,——
’GoandtelltheCounsellor,andgoandtelltheCarver,whosentyoutospyuponus,thatweshallhaveafinerdishthananysetbeforethem。’Andsointruththeydid,althoughsolittledreamingit;fornoDoonethatwaseverborn,howevermuchofaCarver,mightviewithourAnnieformince-meat。
Nowwhilewesatreflectingmuch,andtalkingagooddealmore,inspiteofallthecold——forIneverwasinahurrytogo,whenIhadLornawithme——shesaid,inhersilveryvoice,whichalwaysledmesoalong,asifIwereaslavetoabeautifulbell,——
’Now,John,wearewastingtime,dear。Youhavepraisedmyhair,tillitcurlswithpride,andmyeyestillyoucannotseethem,eveniftheyarebrowndiamondswhichIhaveheardforthefiftiethtimeatleast;thoughIneversawsuchajewel。Don’tyouthinkitishightimetoputonyoursnow-shoes,John?’
’Certainlynot,’Ianswered,’tillwehavesettledsomethingmore。IwassocoldwhenIcamein;andnowIamaswarmasacricket。Andsoareyou,youlivelysoul;thoughyouarenotuponmyhearthyet。’
’Remember,John,’saidLorna,nestlingforamomenttome;’theseverityoftheweathermakesagreatdifferencebetweenus。Andyoumustnevertakeadvantage。’
’Iquiteunderstandallthat,dear。Andtheharderitfreezesthebetter,whilethatunderstandingcontinues。
Nowdotrytobeserious。’
’Itrytobeserious!AndIhavebeentryingfiftytimes,andcouldnotbringyoutoit,John!AlthoughI
amsurethesituation,astheCounsellorsaysatthebeginningofaspeech,thesituation,tosaytheleast,isseriousenoughforanything。Come,Gwenny,imitatehim。’
GwennywasfamedforherimitationoftheCounsellormakingaspeech;andshebegantoshakeherhair,andmountuponafootstool;butIreallycouldnothavethis,thoughevenLornaorderedit。Thetruthwasthatmydarlingmaidenwasinsuchwildspirits,atseeingmesounexpected,andattheprospectofrelease,andofwhatshehadneverknown,quietlifeandhappiness,thatlikeallwarmandlovingnatures,shecouldscarcecontrolherself。
’Cometothisfrozenwindow,John,andseethemlightthestack-fire。Theywilllittleknowwholooksatthem。Nowbeverygood,John。Youstayinthatcorner,dear,andIwillstandonthisside;andtrytobreatheyourselfapeep-holethroughthelovelyspearsandbanners。Oh,youdon’tknowhowtodoit。Imustdoitforyou。Breathethreetimes,likethat,andthat;andthenyourubitwithyourfingers,beforeithastimetofreezeagain。’
Allthisshedidsobeautifully,withherlipsputuplikecherries,andherfingersbenthalfback,asonlygirlscanbendthem,andherlittlewaistthrownoutagainstthewhiteofthesnowed-upwindow,thatImadeherdoitthreetimesover;andIstoppedhereverytimeandletitfreezeagain,thatsoshemightbethelonger。NowIknewthatallherlovewasmine,everybitasmuchasminewashers;yetImusthavehertoshowit,dwellinguponeveryproof,lengtheningoutallcertainty。Perhapsthejealousheartisloathtoownalifeworthtwiceitsown。Bethatasitmay,Iknowthatwethawedthewindownicely。
AndthenIsaw,fardownthestreamorratherdownthebedofit,fortherewasnostreamvisible,alittleformoffirearising,red,anddark,andflickering。
Presentlyitcaughtonsomething,andwentupwardboldly;andthenitstruckintomanyforks,andthenitfell,androseagain。
’Doyouknowwhatallthatis,John?’askedLorna,smilingcleverlyatthemannerofmystaring。
’HowonearthshouldIknow?PapistsburnProtestantsintheflesh;andProtestantsburnPapistsineffigy,aswemockthem。Lorna,aretheygoingtoburnanyoneto-night?’
’No,youdear。Imustridyouofthesethings。Iseethatyouarebigoted。TheDoonesarefiringDunkerybeacon,tocelebratetheirnewcaptain。’
’Buthowcouldtheybringitherethroughthesnow?Iftheyhavesledges,Icandonothing。’
’Theybroughtitbeforethesnowbegan。Themomentpoorgrandfatherwasgone,evenbeforehisfuneral,theyoungmen,havingnonetocheckthem,beganatonceuponit。Theyhadalwaysborneagrudgeagainstit;
notthatiteverdidthemharm;butbecauseitseemedsoinsolent。“Can’tagentlemangohome,withoutasmokebehindhim?“Ihaveoftenheardthemsaying。Andthoughtheyhavedoneitnoseriousharm,sincetheythrewthefiremenonthefire,many,manyyearsago,theyhaveoftenpromisedtobringitherefortheircandle;andnowtheyhavedoneit。Ah,nowlook!Thetariskindled。’
ThoughLornatookitsoinjoke,Ilookeduponitverygravely,knowingthatthisheavyoutragetothefeelingsoftheneighbourhoodwouldcausemorestirthanahundredsheepstolen,orascoreofhousessacked。Notofcoursethatthebeaconwasofthesmallestusetoanyone,neitherstoppedanybodyfromstealing,nay,ratheritwasliketheparishknell,whichbeginswhenallisover,anddepressesallthesurvivors;yetIknewthatwevaluedit,andwereproud,andspokeofitasamightyinstitution;andevenmorethanthat,ourvestryhadvoted,withinthelasttwoyears,sevenshillingsandsix-pencetopayforit,inproportionwithotherparishes。Andoneofthemenwhoattendedtoit,oratleastwhowaspaidfordoingso,wasourJemSlocombe’sgrandfather。
However,inspiteofallmyregrets,thefirewentupverymerrily,blazingredandwhiteandyellow,asitleapedondifferentthings。Andthelightdancedonthesnow-driftswithamistylilachue。Iwasastonishedatitsburninginsuchmightydepthsofsnow;butGwennysaidthatthewickedmenhadbeenthreedayshardatwork,clearing,asitwere,acock-pit,fortheirfiretohaveitsway。Andnowtheyhadamightypile,whichmusthavecoveredfiveland-yardssquare,heapeduptoagoodlyheight,andeagertotakefire。
InthisIsawgreatobstacletowhatIwishedtomanage。Forwhenthispyramidshouldbekindledthoroughly,andpouringlightandblazesround,wouldnotallthevalleybelikeawhiteroomfullofcandles?Thinkingthus,Iwashalfinclinedtoabidemytimeforanothernight:andthenmysecondthoughtsconvincedmethatIwouldbeafoolinthis。Forlo,whatanopportunity!AlltheDooneswouldbedrunk,ofcourse,inaboutthreehours’time,andgettingmoreandmoreindrinkasthenightwenton。Asforthefire,itmustsinkinaboutthreehoursormore,andonlycastuncertainshadowsfriendlytomypurpose。
Andthentheoutlawsmustcowerroundit,asthecoldincreasedonthem,helpingtheweightoftheliquor;
andintheirjollityanynoisewouldbecheeredasafalsealarm。Mostofall,andwhichdecidedonceforallmyaction,——whenthesewildandrecklessvillainsshouldbehotwithardentspirits,whatwasdoor,orwall,tostandbetwixtthemandmyLorna?
ThisthoughtquickenedmesomuchthatItouchedmydarlingreverently,andtoldherinafewshortwordshowIhopedtomanageit。
’Sweetest,intwohours’time,Ishallbeagainwithyou。Keepthebarup,andhaveGwennyreadytoansweranyone。Youaresafewhiletheyaredining,dear,anddrinkinghealths,andallthatstuff;andbeforetheyhavedonewiththat,Ishallbeagainwithyou。Haveeverythingyoucaretotakeinaverylittlecompass,andGwennymusthavenobaggage。Ishallknockloud,andthenwaitalittle;andthenknocktwice,verysoftly。’
WiththisIfoldedherinmyarms;andshelookedfrightenedatme;nothavingperceivedherdanger;andthenItoldGwennyoveragainwhatIhadtoldhermistress:butsheonlynoddedherheadandsaid,’Youngman,goandteachthygrandmother。’
TomygreatdelightIfoundthattheweather,notoftenfriendlytolovers,andlatelyseemingsohostile,hadinthemostimportantmatterdonemeasignalservice。ForwhenIhadpromisedtotakemylovefromthepowerofthosewretches,theonlywayofescapeapparentlaythroughthemainDoone-gate。ForthoughImightclimbthecliffsmyself,especiallywiththesnowtoaidme,IdurstnottrytofetchLornaupthem,evenifshewerenothalf-starved,aswellaspartlyfrozen;andasforGwenny’sdoor,aswecalleditthatistosay,thelittleentrancefromthewoodedhollow,itwassnoweduplongagotothelevelofthehillsaround。ThereforeIwasatmywit’sendhowtogetthemout;thepassagebytheDoone-gatebeinglong,anddark,anddifficult,andleadingtosuchawearycircuitamongthesnowymoorsandhills。
Butnow,beinghomeward-boundbytheshortestpossibletrack,Islippedalongbetweenthebonfireandtheboundarycliffs,whereIfoundacavedwayofsnowbehindasortofavalanche:sothatiftheDooneshadbeenkeepingwatchwhichtheywerenotdoing,butrevelling,theycouldscarcelyhavediscoveredme。
AndwhenIcametomyoldascent,whereIhadoftenscaledthecliffandmadeacrossthemountains,itstruckmethatIwouldjusthavealookatmyfirstandpainfulentrance,towit,thewater-slide。Ineverforamomentimaginedthatthiscouldhelpmenow;forI
neverhaddaredtodescendit,eveninthefinestweather;stillIhadacuriositytoknowwhatmyoldfriendwaslike,withsomuchsnowuponhim。But,tomyverygreatsurprise,therewasscarcelyanysnowthereatall,thoughplentycurlinghighoverheadfromthecliff,likebolstersoverit。Probablythesweepingofthenorth-eastwindupthenarrowchasmhadkepttheshowersfromblockingit,althoughthewaterhadnopowerunderthebittergripoffrost。Allmywater-slidewasnowlessaslidethanpathofice;
furrowedwherethewatersranoverflutedridges;
seamedwherewindhadtossedandcombedthem,evenwhilecongealing;andcrossedwithlittlestepswhereverthefreezingtorrentlingered。Andhereandtheretheicewasfibredwiththetrailofsludge-
weed,slantingfromtheside,andmatted,soastomakeresting-place。
Loitwaseasytrackandchannel,asiffortheverypurposemade,downwhichIcouldguidemysledgewithLornasittinginit。Therewereonlytwothingstobefeared;onelesttherollsofsnowaboveshouldfallinandburyus;theotherlestweshouldrushtoofast,andsobecarriedheadlongintotheblackwhirlpoolatthebottom,themiddleofwhichwasstillunfrozen,andlookingmorehorriblebythecontrast。AgainstthisdangerImadeprovision,byfixingastoutbaracross;
butoftheotherwemusttakeourchance,andtrustourselvestoProvidence。
Ihastenedhomeatmyutmostspeed,andtoldmymotherforGod’ssaketokeepthehouseuptillmyreturn,andtohaveplentyoffireblazing,andplentyofwaterboiling,andfoodenoughhotforadozenpeople,andthebestbedairedwiththewarming-pan。Dearmothersmiledsoftlyatmyexcitement,thoughherownwasnotmuchless,Iamsure,andenhancedbysoreanxiety。
ThenIgaveverystrictdirectionstoAnnie,andpraisedheralittle,andkissedher;andIevenendeavouredtoflatterEliza,lestsheshouldbedisagreeable。
AfterthisItooksomebrandy,bothwithinandaboutme;theformer,becauseIhadsharpworktodo;andthelatterinfearofwhatevermighthappen,insuchgreatcold,tomycomrades。AlsoIcarriedsomeotherprovisions,grievingmuchattheircoldness:andthenI
wenttotheupperlinhay,andtookournewlightpony-
sledd,whichhadbeenmadealmostasmuchforpleasureasforbusiness;thoughGodonlyknowshowourgirlscouldhavefoundanypleasureinbumpingalongso。Onthesnow,however,itranassweetlyasifithadbeenmadeforit;yetIdurstnottaketheponywithit;inthefirstplace,becausehishoofswouldbreakthroughtheever-shiftingsurfaceofthelightandpilingsnow;
andsecondly,becausetheseponies,comingfromtheforest,haveadreadfultrickofneighing,andmostofallinfrostyweather。
ThereforeIgirdedmyownbodywithadozenturnsofhay-rope,twistingboththeendsinunderatthebottomofmybreast,andwindingthehayontheskewalittle,thatthehempenthongmightnotslipbetween,andsocutmeinthedrawing。Iputagoodpieceofspareropeinthesledd,andthecross-seatwiththebacktoit,whichwasstuffedwithourownwool,aswellastwoorthreefurcoats;andthen,justasIwasstarting,outcameAnnie,inspiteofthecold,pantingforfearofmissingme,andwithnothingonherhead,butalanthorninonehand。