SoIturnedmyattentiontothem,andthoughtnomoreoffighting。
  Havingsomanywoundedmen,andsomanydeadamongus,weloiteredatthecavern’smouth,andlookedatoneanother,wishingonlyforsomebodytocomeandtakecommandofus。Butnoonecame;andIwasgriefedsomuchaboutpoorJeremy,besidesbeingwhollyunusedtoanyviolenceofbloodshed,thatIcouldonlykeephisheadup,andtrytostophimfrombleeding。Andhelookedupatmepitifully,beingperhapsinahazeofthought,asacalflooksatabutcher。
  Theshothadtakenhiminthemouth;aboutthatnodoubtcouldbe,fortwoofhisteethwereinhisbeard,andoneofhislipswaswanting。Ilaidhisshatteredfaceonmybreast,andnursedhim,asawomanmight。
  Buthelookedatmewithajerkatthis;andIsawthathewantedcoolness。
  Whileherewestayed,quiteoutofdangerforthefellowsfromthegallerycouldbynomeansshootus,eveniftheyremainedthere,andtheoakendoorwhencetheothersfledwasblockedupbytheculverin,aboywhohadnobusinesstherebeinginfactourclerk’sapprenticetotheartofshoe-makingcameroundthecorneruponusinthemannerwhichboys,andonlyboys,canusewithgraceandfreedom;thatistosay,withasuddenrush,andasidelongstep,andanimpudence,——
  ’Gottheworstofit!’criedtheboy;’betterbeoffallofyou。ZoomerzettandDevonavighting;andtheDooneshavedrashed’emboth。MaisterRidd,eventheebedrashed。’
  Wefew,whoyetremainedoftheforcewhichwastohavewontheDoone-gate,gazedatoneanother,likesomanyfools,andnothingmore。Forwestillhadsomefainthopesofwinningtheday,andrecoveringourreputation,bymeansofwhattheothermenmighthavedonewithoutus。AndwecouldnotunderstandatallhowDevonshireandSomerset,beingembarkedinthesamecause,shouldbefightingwithoneanother。
  Findingnothingmoretobedoneinthewayofcarryingonthewar,welaidpoorMasterSticklesandtwomoreofthewoundeduponthecarriageofbarkandhurdles,whereonourgunhadlain;andwerolledthegunintotheriver,andharnessedthehorsesyetalive,andputtheothersoutoftheirpain,andsadlywendedhomewards,feelingourselvestobethoroughlybeaten,yetreadytomaintainthatitwasnofaultofourswhatever。Andinthisopinionthewomenjoined,beingonlytoogladandthankfultoseeushomealiveagain。
  Now,thisenterprisehavingfailedso,Iprefernottodwelltoolonguponit;onlyjusttoshowthemischiefwhichlayattherootofthefailure。Andthismischiefwasthevilejealousybetwixtredandyellowuniform。NowItrytospeakimpartially,belongingnomoretoSomersetthanIdotoDevonshire,livingupontheborders,andbornofeithercounty。Thetalewastoldmebyonesidefirst;andthenquitetoadifferenttunebytheother;andthenbybothtogether,withveryhotwordsofreviling。andadesiretofightitoutagain。Andputtingthiswiththat,thetruthappearstobeasfollows:——
  ThemenofDevon,whoboreredfacings,hadalongwaytogoroundthehills,beforetheycouldgetintoduepositiononthewesternsideoftheDooneGlen。Andknowingthattheircousinsinyellowwouldclaimthewholeoftheglory,ifallowedtobefirstwiththefiring,theseworthyfellowswaitednottotakegoodaimwiththeircannons,seeingtheothersabouttoshoot;butfettleditanyhowontheslope,pointinginageneraldirection;andtrustinginGodforaimworthiness,laidtheropetothebreech,andfired。
  NowasProvidenceordainedit,theshot,whichwasacasualmixtureofanythingconsideredhard——forinstance,jug-bottomsandknobsofdoors——thewholeofthisperniciousdosecamescatteringandshatteringamongtheunfortunateyellowmenupontheoppositecliff;killingoneandwoundingtwo。
  NowwhatdidthemenofSomersetdo,butinsteadofwaitingfortheirfriendstosendroundandbegpardon,traintheirgunfullmouthuponthem,andwithaviciousmeaningshoot。Notonlythis,buttheyloudlycheered,whentheysawfourorfiveredcoatslielow;
  forwhichsavagefeelingnoteventheremarksoftheDevonshiremenconcerningtheircoatscouldentirelyexcusethem。NowIneednottelltherestofit,forthetalemakesamandiscontented。Enoughthatbothsideswaxedhotterandhotterwiththefireofdestruction。Andbutthatthegorgeofthecliffslaybetween,veryfewwouldhavelivedtotellofit;forourwesternbloodbecomesstiffandfirm,whenchurnedwiththesenseofwronginit。
  AtlasttheDooneswhomusthavelaughedatthethunderpassingoverheadrecallingtheirmenfromthegallery,issuedoutofGwenny’sgatewhichhadbeenwhollyoverlookedandfellontherearoftheSomersetmen,andslewfourbesidetheircannon。Thenwhilethesurvivorsranaway,theoutlawstookthehotculverin,androlleditdownintotheirvalley。Thus,ofthethreegunssetforththatmorning,onlyoneevercamehomeagain,andthatwasthegunoftheDevonshiremen,whodraggedithomethemselves,withtheviewofmakingaboastaboutit。
  Thiswasamelancholyendofourbravesettingout,andeverybodyblamedeveryoneelse;andseveralofuswantedtohavethewholethingoveragain,asthenwemusthaverightedit。Butupononepointallagreed,bysomereasonnotcleartome,thattherootoftheevilwastobefoundinthewayParsonBowdenwentupthehill,withhishaton,andnocassock。
  TwooftheDevonshireofficersCaptainsPykeandDallannowtookcommandofthemenwhowereleft,andorderedalltogohomeagain,commendingmuchthebraverywhichhadbeendisplayedonallsides,andtheloyaltytotheKing,andtheEnglishconstitution。
  Thislastwordalwaysseemstometosettleeverythingwhensaid,becausenobodyunderstandsit,andyetallcanpuzzletheirneighbours。SotheDevonshiremen,havingbeanstosowwhichtheyoughttohavedoneonGoodFridaywenthome;andourSomersetfriendsonlystayedfortwodaysmoretobackbitethem。
  Tomethewholethingwaspurelygrievous;notfromanysenseofdefeatthoughthatwasbadenoughbutfromthepainandanguishcausedbydeath,andwounds,andmourning。’Surelywehavewoesenough,’Iusedtothinkofanevening,whenthepoorfellowscouldnotsleeporrest,orletothersrestaroundthem;’surelyallthissmellofwoundsisnotincensemenshouldpaytotheGodwhomadethem。Death,whenitcomesandisdonewith,maybeablisstoanyone;butthedoubtoflifeordeath,whenamanlies,asitwere,likeatrunkuponasawpitandagrislyheadlooksupathim,andthegroansofpainarecleavinghim,thiswouldbebeyondallbearing——butforNature’ssap——sweethope。’
  JeremyStickleslayandtossed,andthrustuphisfeetinagony,andbitwithhisliplessmouththeclothes,andwasproudtoseeblooduponthem。Helookedatuseversomanytimes,asmuchastosay,’Fools,letmedie,thenIshallhavesomecomfort’;butwenoddedathimsagely,especiallythewomen,tryingtoconveytohim,onnoaccounttodieyet。Andthenwetalkedtooneanotheronpurposeforhimtohearus,howbravehewas,andnotthemantoknockunderinahurry,andhowheshouldhavethevictoryyet;andhowwellhelooked,considering。
  Thesethingscheeredhimalittlenow,andalittlemorenexttime;andeverytimewewentonso,hetookitwithlessimpatience。Thenoncewhenhehadbeenveryquiet,andnoteventriedtofrownatus,Annieleanedover,andkissedhisforehead,andspreadthepillowsandsheet,withacurveasdelicateashisownwhiteears;andthenhefeeblyliftedhands,andprayedtoGodtoblessher。Andafterthathecameroundgently;thoughnevertothemanhehadbeen,andnevertospeakloudagain。
  ForatimeasImayhaveimpliedbeforeMasterStickles’sauthority,andmanneroflevyingduties,hadnotbeentakenkindlybythepeopleroundourneighbourhood。ThemanorsofEastLynnandWestLynn,andeventhatofWoolhanger——althoughjustthenallthreewereatissueaboutsomerightsofwreck,andthehangingofasheep-stealeramanofnogreateminence,yetclaimedbyeachforthesakeofhisclothes——thesethree,havingtheirrightsimpugned,orevensuperseded,astheydeclaredbythequarteringofsoldiersintheirneighbourhood,unitedverykindlytoopposetheKing’sCommissioner。However,Jeremyhadcontrivedtoconciliatethewholeofthem,notsomuchbyanythingengaginginhisdeportmentordelicateaddress,asbyholdingoutbrighthopesthattheplunderoftheDooneGlenmightbecomedivisibleamongtheadjoiningmanors。NowIhaveneverdiscoveredathingwhichthelordsofmanorsatleastinourpartoftheworlddonotbelievetobelongtothemselves,ifonlytheycouldgettheirrights。AnditdidseemnaturalenoughthatiftheDooneswereousted,andanicecollectionofpreyremained,thisshouldbepartedamongthepeoplehavingancientrightsofplunder。
  Nevertheless,MasterJeremyknewthatthesoldierswouldhavethefirstofit,andtheKingwhattheycouldnotcarry。
  Andperhapshewaspunishedjustlyforlanguagesomisleading,bythegeneralindignationofthepeopleallaroundus,notathisfailure,butathimself,forthatwhichhecouldinnowiseprevent。Andthestewardsofthemanorsrodeuptoourhouseonpurposetoreproachhim,andweregreatlyvexedwithallofus,becausehewastooilltoseethem。
  Tomyselfthoughbyrightsthelasttobethoughtof,amongsomuchpainandtroubleJeremy’swoundwasagreatmisfortune,inmorewaysthanone。Inthefirstplace,itdeferredmychanceofimpartingeithertomymotherortoMistressLornamyfirmbeliefthatthemaidIlovedwasnotsprungfromtheracewhichhadslainmyfather;neithercouldheinanywayhaveoffendedagainstherfamily。AndthisdiscoveryIwasyearningmoreandmoretodeclaretothem;beingforcedtoseeeveninthemidstofallourwarliketroubles
  thatacertaindifferencewasgrowingbetwixtthemboth,andbetwixtthemandme。ForalthoughthewordsoftheCounsellorhadseemedtofailamongus,beingbravelymetandscattered,yetourcouragewasbutaswindflingingwidethetare-seeds,whenthesowercaststhemfromhisbag。Thecropmaynotcomeevenly,manyplacesmaylongliebare,andthefieldbeallinpatches;yetalmosteveryvetchwillspring,andtillerout,andstretchacrossthescatteringswherethewindpuffed。
  AndsodearmotheranddarlingLornanowhadbeenformanyadaythinking,worrying,andwearing,aboutthematterbetweenus。Neitherlikedtolookattheother,astheyusedtodo;withmotheradmiringLorna’seyes,andgrace,andformofbreeding;andLornalovingmother’sgoodness,softness,andsimplicity。Andthesaddestandmosthurtfulthingwasthatneithercouldasktheotheroftheshadowfallingbetweenthem。Andsoitwenton,anddeepened。
  InthenextplaceColonelStickles’sillnesswasagrievousthingtous,inthatwehadnoonenowtocommandthetroopers。Tenofthesewerestillalive,andsowellapprovedtous,thattheycouldneverfancyaught,whetherfordinnerorsupper,withoutitsbeingforth-coming。Iftheywantedtrouttheyshouldhaveit;ifcollopedvenison,orbroiledham,orsalmonfromLynmouthandTrentisoe,ortrufflesfromthewoodside,allthesewereatthewarriors’service,untiltheylustedforsomethingelse。Eventhewoundedmenatenobly;allexceptpoorJeremy,whowasforcedtohaveayoungeldershoot,withthepithdrawn,fortofeedhim。Andonce,whentheywantedpickledloachfrommydescriptionofit,Itookupmyboyishsportagain,andprongedthemagoodjarful。Therefore,noneofthemcouldcomplain;andyettheywerenotsatisfied;
  perhapsforwantofcomplaining。
  Bethatasitmight,weknewthatiftheyonceresolvedtogoastheymightdoatanytime,withonlyacorporaloverthemallourhouse,andallourgoods,ay,andourownpreciouslives,wouldandmustbeatthemercyofembitteredenemies。FornowtheDoones,havingdrivenback,aseveryonesaid,fivehundredmen——thoughnotthirtyhadeverfoughtwiththem——wereinsuchfeatherallroundthecountry,thatnothingwastoogoodforthem。OfferingspouredinattheDoonegate,fasterthanDoonescouldawaywiththem,andthesympathybothofDevonandSomersetbecamealmostoppressive。Andperhapsthiswealthofcongratulation,andmutualgoodfeelingbetweenplunderedandvictim,savedusfromanypieceofspite;kindlinesshavingwontheday,andeveryonelovingeveryone。
  Butyetanothercausearose,andthisthestrongestoneofall,toprovetheneedofStickles’said,andcalamityofhisillness。Andthiscametoourknowledgefirst,withoutmuchtimetothinkofit。Fortwomenappearedatourgateoneday,strippedtotheirshirts,andvoidofhorses,andlookingverysorrowful。
  NowhavingsomefearofattackfromtheDoones,andscarceknowingwhattheirtricksmightbe,wereceivedthesestrangerscautiously,desiringtoknowwhotheywerebeforeweletthemseeallourpremises。
  However,itsoonbecameplaintousthatalthoughtheymightnotbehonestfellows,atanyratetheywerenotDoones;andsowetookthemin,andfed,andleftthemtotelltheirbusiness。Andthistheyweregladenoughtodo;asmenwhohavebeenmaltreatedalmostalwaysare。Anditwasnotforustocontradictthem,lestourvictualsshouldgoamiss。