Moreover,Ifoundfromthissameletterwhichwaspinnedupontheknuckleofalegofmutton,forfearofbeinglostinstrawthatgoodTomFagguswasathomeagain,andnearlycuredofhisdreadfulwound;butintendedtogotowarnomore,onlytomindhisfamily。
Anditgrievedhimmorethananythingheevercouldhaveimagined,thathisdutytohisfamily,andthestrongpowerofhisconscience,sototallyforbadehimtocomeupandseeafterme。Fornowhisdesignwastoleadanewlife,andbeincharitywithallmen。Manybettermenthanhehadbeenhanged,hesawnocausetodoubt;butbythegraceofGodhehopedhimselftocheatthegallows。
Therewasnofurthernewsofmomentinthisverycleverletter,exceptthatthepriceofhorses’shoeswasgoneupagain,thoughalreadytwopence-farthingeach;andthatBettyhadbrokenherlover’sheadwiththestockingfullofmoney;andtheninthecorneritwaswrittenthatthedistinguishedmanofwar,andworshipfulscholar,MasterBloxham,wasnowpromotedtotakethetolls,andcatchalltherebelsaroundourpart。
Lornawasgreatlypleasedwiththegoose,andthebutter,andthebrandiedcherries;andtheEarlBrandirhimselfdeclaredthathenevertastedbetterthanthoselast,andwouldbegtheyoungmanfromthecountrytoprocurehiminstructionsformakingthem。Thisnobleman,beingasdeafasapost,andofaverysolidmind,couldneverbebroughttounderstandthenatureofmythoughtstowardsLorna。Helookeduponmeasanexcellentyouth,whohadrescuedthemaidenfromtheDoones,whomhecordiallydetested;andlearningthatI
hadthrowntwoofthemoutofwindowasthestorywastoldhim,hepattedmeontheback,anddeclaredthathisdoorswouldeverbeopentome,andthatIcouldnotcometoooften。
Ithoughtthisverykindofhislordship,especiallyasitenabledmetoseemydarlingLorna,notindeedasoftenasIwished,butatanyrateveryfrequently,andasmanytimesasmodestyevermyleadingprinciple
wouldincommonconscienceapproveof。AndImadeupmymindthatifeverIcouldhelpEarlBrandir,itwouldbe——aswesay,whenwithbrandyandwater——the’proudestmomentofmylife,’whenIcouldfulfilthepledge。
AndIsoonwasabletohelpLordBrandir,asIthink,intwodifferentways;firstofallasregardedhismind,andthenasconcernedhisbody:andthelatterperhapswasthegreatestservice,athistimeoflife。
Butnottobetooniceaboutthat;letmetellhowthesethingswere。
Lornasaidtomeoneday,beinginastateofexcitement——wheretoshewasoverprone,whenreftofmyslownesstosteadyher,——
’Iwilltellhim,John;Imusttellhim,John。Itismeanofmetoconcealit。’
Ithoughtthatshemeantallaboutourlove,whichwehadendeavouredthricetodrillintohisfineoldears;
butcouldnotmakehimcomprehend,withoutriskofbringingthehousedown:andsoIsaid,’Byallmeans;
darling;haveanothertryatit。’
Lorna,however,lookedatme——forhereyestoldmorethantongue——asmuchastosay,’Well,youareastupid。Weagreedtoletthatsubjectrest。’AndthenshesawthatIwasvexedatmyownwantofquickness;
andsoshespokeverykindly,——
’Imeantabouthispoorson,dearest;thesonofhisoldagealmost;whoselossthrewhimintothatdreadfulcold——forhewent,withouthat,tolookforhim——whichendedinhislosingtheuseofhisdearoldears。I
believeifwecouldonlygethimtoPlover’sBarrowsforamonth,hewouldbeabletohearagain。Andlookathisage!heisnotmuchoverseventy,John,youknow;andIhopethatyouwillbeabletohearme,longafteryouareseventy,John。’
’Well,’saidI,’Godsettlesthat。Oratanyrate,Heleavesustimetothinkaboutthosequestions,whenweareoverfifty。Nowletmeknowwhatyouwant,Lorna。
Theideaofmybeingseventy!Butyouwouldstillbebeautiful。’
’Totheonewholovesme,’sheanswered,tryingtomakewrinklesinherpurebrightforehead:’butifyouwillhavecommonsense,asyoualwayswill,John,whetherI
wishitorotherwise——IwanttoknowwhetherIambound,inhonour,andinconscience,totellmydearandgoodoldunclewhatIknowabouthisson?’
’Firstletmeunderstandquiteclearly,’saidI,neverbeinginahurry,exceptwhenpassionmovesme,’whathislordshipthinksatpresent;andhowfarhismindisurgedwithsorrowandanxiety。’Thiswasnotthefirsttimewehadspokenofthematter。
’Why,youknow,John,wellenough,’sheanswered,wonderingatmycoolness,’thatmypoorunclestlllbelievesthathisonebelovedsonwillcometolightandliveagain。Hehasmadeallarrangementsaccordingly:allhispropertyissettledonthatsupposition。HeknowsthatyoungAlanalwayswaswhathecallsa“fecklessne’er-do-weel;“butheloveshimallthemoreforthat。Hecannotbelievethathewilldie,withouthissoncomingbacktohim;andhealwayshasabedroomready,andabottleofAlan’sfavouritewinecoolfromoutthecellar;hehasmademeworkhimapairofslippersfromthesizeofamouldyboot;andifhehearsofanewtobacco——muchashehatesthesmellofit——hewillgototheotherendofLondontogetsomeforAlan。Nowyouknowhowdeafheis;butifanyonesay,“Alan,“evenintheplaceoutsidethedoor,hewillmakehiscourteousbowtotheveryhighestvisitor,andbeoutthereinamoment,andsearchtheentirepassage,andyetletnooneknowit。’
’Itisapiteousthing,’Isaid;forLorna’seyeswerefulloftears。
’Andhemeansmetomarryhim。Itisthepetschemeofhislife。Iamtogrowmorebeautiful,andmorehighlytaught,andgraceful;untilitpleasesAlantocomeback,anddemandme。Canyouunderstandthismatter,John?Ordoyouthinkmyunclemad?’
’Lorna,Ishouldbemadmyself,tocallanyothermanmad,forhoping。’
’Thenwillyoutellmewhattodo?Itmakesmeverysorrowful。ForIknowthatAlanBrandirliesbelowthesodinDoone-valley。’
’Andifyoutellhisfather,’Iansweredsoftly,butclearly,’inafewweekshewillliebelowthesodinLondon;atleastifthereisany。’
’Perhapsyouareright,John,’shereplied:’tolosehopemustbeadreadfulthing,whenoneisturnedofseventy。ThereforeIwillnevertellhim。’
TheotherwayinwhichImanagedtohelpthegoodEarlBrandirwasoflesstruemomenttohim;butashecouldnotknowofthefirst,thiswastheonewhichmovedhim。Andithappenedprettymuchasfollows——thoughI
hardlyliketotell,becauseitadvancedmetosuchaheightasImyselfwasgiddyat;andwhichallmyfriendsresentedgreatlysavethoseofmyownfamily,andevennowaresometimesbitter,inspiteofallmyhumility。Nowthisisamatterofhistory,becausetheKingwasconcernedinit;andbeingsostronglymisunderstood,especiallyinmyownneighbourhood,I
willovercomesofarasIcanmydiffidenceintellingit。
ThegoodEarlBrandirwasamanofthenoblestcharity。
Truecharitybeginsathome,andsodidhis;andwasafraidoflosingtheway,ifitwentabroad。Sothisgoodnoblemankepthismoneyinahandsomepewterbox,withhiscoatofarmsuponit,andadoublelidandlocks。Moreover,therewasaheavychain,fixedtoastapleinthewall,sothatnonemightcarryoffthepewterwiththegoldinsideofit。Lornatoldmetheboxwasfull,forshehadseenhimgotoit,andsheoftenthoughtthatitwouldbeniceforustobegintheworldwith。Itoldherthatshemustnotallowhermindtodwelluponthingsofthissort;beingwhollyagainstthelastcommandmentsetupinourchurchatOare。
NowoneeveningtowardsSeptember,whenthedaysweredrawingin,lookingbackatthehousetoseewhetherLornawerelookingafterme,Iespiedbyalittleglimpse,asitwereapairofvillainousfellowsaboutwhomtherecouldbenomistakewatchingfromthethicket-corner,somehundredyardsorsobehindthegoodEarl’sdwelling。’Thereismischiefafoot,’
thoughtItomyself,beingthoroughlyconversantwiththeft,frommyknowledgeoftheDoones;’howwillbethemoonto-night,andwhenmayweexpectthewatch?’
Ifoundthatneithermoonnorwatchcouldbelookedforuntilthemorning;themoon,ofcourse,beforethewatch,andmorelikelytobepunctual。ThereforeI
resolvedtowait,andseewhatthosetwovillainsdid,andsaveifitwerepossibletheEarlofBrandir’spewterbox。Butinasmuchasthosebadmenwerealmostsuretohaveseenmeleavingthehouseandlookingback,andstrikingoutontheLondonroad,Imarchedalongatamerrypace,untiltheycouldnotdiscernme;
andthenIfetchedacompassround,andrefreshedmyselfatacertaininn,entitledTheCross-bonesandButtons。
HereIremaineduntilitwasverynearlyasdarkaspitch;andthehousebeingfulloffootpadsandcutthroats,Ithoughtitrighttoleavethem。Oneortwocameafterme,inthehopeofdesigningastratagem;butIdroppedtheminthedarkness;andknowingalltheneighbourhoodwell,Itookupmyposition,twohoursbeforemidnight,amongtheshrubsattheeasternendofLordBrandir’smansion。Hence,althoughImightnotsee,Icouldscarcelyfailtohear,ifanyunlawfulentranceeitheratbackorfrontweremade。
Frommyownobservation,Ithoughtitlikelythattheattackwouldheintherear;andsoindeeditcametopass。Forwhenallthelightswerequenched,andallthehousewasquiet,Iheardalowandwilywhistlefromaclumpoftreescloseby;andthenthreefigurespassedbetweenmeandawhitewashedwall,andcametoawindowwhichopenedintoapartoftheservants’
basement。Thiswindowwascarefullyraisedbysomeoneinsidethehouse;andafteralittlewhispering,andsomethingwhichsoundedlikeakiss,allthethreemenentered。
’Oh,youvillains!’Isaidtomyself,’thisisworsethananyDoonejob;becausethereistreacheryinit。’
Butwithoutwaitingtoconsiderthesubjectfromamoralpointofview,Icreptalongthewall,andenteredveryquietlyafterthem;beingratheruneasyaboutmylife,becauseIborenofire-arms,andhadnothingmorethanmyhollystaff,forevenaviolentcombat。
Tomethiswasmatterofdeepregret,asIfollowedthesevilemeninward。NeverthelessIwasresolvedthatmyLornashouldnotberobbedagain。ThroughusoratleastthroughourAnnieshehadlostthatbrilliantnecklace;whichthenwasheronlybirthright:
thereforeitbehovedmedoubly,topreservethepewterbox;whichmustbelongtoherintheend,unlessthethievesgotholdofit。
Iwentalongverydelicatelyasamanwhohaslearnedtowrestlecando,althoughhemayweightwentystone,followingcarefullythelight,broughtbythetraitorousmaid,andshakinginherloosedishonesthand。Isawherleadthemenintoalittleplacecalledapantry;andthereshegavethemcordials,andIcouldhearthemboasting。
Nottobetoolongoverit——whichtheyweremuchinclinedtobe——Ifollowedthemfromthisdrinking-bout,bytheaidofthelighttheybore,asfarasEarlBrandir’sbedroom,whichIknew,becauseLornahadshownittomethatImightadmirethetapestry。ButIhadsaidthatnohorsecouldeverbeshodasthehorseswereshodtherein,unlesshehadthefootofafrog,aswellasafrogtohisfoot。AndLornahadbeenvexedatthisastasteandhighartalwaysare,atanysmallaccurateknowledge,andsoshehadbroughtmeoutagain,beforeIhadtimetoadmirethings。
Now,keepingwellawayinthedark,yetnearerthanwasnecessarytomyowndearLorna’sroom,IsawthesefellowstrythedoorofthegoodEarlBrandir,knowingfromthemaid,ofcourse,thathislordshipcouldhearnothing,exceptthenameofAlan。Theytriedthelock,andpushedatit,andevensettheirkneesupright;butaScottishnoblemanmaybetrustedtosecurehisdooratnight。Sotheywereforcedtobreakitopen;andatthistheguiltymaid,orwoman,ranaway。Thesethreerogues——forroguestheywere,andnocharitymaydenyit——burstintoEarlBrandir’sroom,withalight,andacrowbar,andfire-arms。Ithoughttomyselfthatthiswasharduponanhonestnobleman;andiffurthermischiefcouldbesaved,Iwouldtrytosaveit。
WhenIcametothedooroftheroom,beingmyselfinshadow,Ibeheldtwobadmentryingvainlytobreakopenthepewterbox,andthethirdwithapistol-muzzlelaidtothenight-capofhislordship。Withfoulfaceandyetfoulerwords,thismanwasdemandingthekeyofthebox,whichtheothermencouldbynomeansopen,neitherdragitfromthechain。
’Itellyou,’saidthisagedEarl,beginningtounderstandatlastwhattheserogueswereupfor;’I
willgivenokeytoyou。Itallbelongstomyboy,Alan。Nooneelseshallhaveafarthing。’
’Thenyoumaycountyourmoments,lord。Thekeyisinyouroldcrampedhand。One,two,andatthree,Ishootyou。’
Isawthattheoldmanwasabroad;notwithfear,butwithgreatwonder,andtheregretsofdeafness。AndI
sawthatratherwouldhebeshotthanletthesemengorobhisson,buriednow,orlaidtobleachinthetanglesofthewood,three,oritmightbefouryearsagone,butstillalivetohisfather。Hereuponmyheartwasmoved;andIresolvedtointerfere。Thethiefwiththepistolbegantocount,asIcrossedthefloorveryquietly,whiletheoldEarlfearfullygazedatthemuzzle,butclenchedstilltighterhiswrinkledhand。Thevillain,withhairalloverhiseyes,andthegreathorse-pistollevelled,cried’three,’andpulledthetrigger;butluckily,atthatverymoment,I