TheAutobiographyofaHorse
TomydearandhonoredMother,whoselife,nolessthanherpen,hasbeendevotedtothewelfareofothers,thislittlebookisaffectionatelydedicated.
Contents
PartI
01MyEarlyHomeThefirstplacethatIcanwellrememberwasalargepleasantmeadowwithapondofclearwaterinit.Someshadytreesleanedoverit,andrushesandwater—liliesgrewatthedeepend.Overthehedgeononesidewelookedintoaplowedfield,andontheotherwelookedoveragateatourmaster’shouse,whichstoodbytheroadside;atthetopofthemeadowwasagroveoffirtrees,andatthebottomarunningbrookoverhungbyasteepbank.
WhileIwasyoungIliveduponmymother’smilk,asIcouldnoteatgrass.
InthedaytimeIranbyherside,andatnightIlaydownclosebyher.
Whenitwashotweusedtostandbythepondintheshadeofthetrees,andwhenitwascoldwehadanicewarmshednearthegrove.
AssoonasIwasoldenoughtoeatgrassmymotherusedtogoouttoworkinthedaytime,andcomebackintheevening.
Thereweresixyoungcoltsinthemeadowbesidesme;
theywereolderthanIwas;somewerenearlyaslargeasgrown—uphorses.
Iusedtorunwiththem,andhadgreatfun;weusedtogallopalltogetherroundandroundthefieldashardaswecouldgo.Sometimeswehadratherroughplay,fortheywouldfrequentlybiteandkickaswellasgallop.
Oneday,whentherewasagooddealofkicking,mymotherwhinniedtometocometoher,andthenshesaid:
"IwishyoutopayattentiontowhatIamgoingtosaytoyou.
Thecoltswholivehereareverygoodcolts,buttheyarecart—horsecolts,andofcoursetheyhavenotlearnedmanners.Youhavebeenwell—bredandwell—born;yourfatherhasagreatnameintheseparts,andyourgrandfatherwonthecuptwoyearsattheNewmarketraces;
yourgrandmotherhadthesweetesttemperofanyhorseIeverknew,andIthinkyouhaveneverseenmekickorbite.Ihopeyouwillgrowupgentleandgood,andneverlearnbadways;doyourworkwithagoodwill,liftyourfeetupwellwhenyoutrot,andneverbiteorkickeveninplay."
Ihaveneverforgottenmymother’sadvice;Iknewshewasawiseoldhorse,andourmasterthoughtagreatdealofher.HernamewasDuchess,butheoftencalledherPet.
Ourmasterwasagood,kindman.Hegaveusgoodfood,goodlodging,andkindwords;hespokeaskindlytousashedidtohislittlechildren.
Wewereallfondofhim,andmymotherlovedhimverymuch.
Whenshesawhimatthegateshewouldneighwithjoy,andtrotuptohim.
Hewouldpatandstrokeherandsay,"Well,oldPet,andhowisyourlittleDarkie?"Iwasadullblack,sohecalledmeDarkie;
thenhewouldgivemeapieceofbread,whichwasverygood,andsometimeshebroughtacarrotformymother.Allthehorseswouldcometohim,butIthinkwewerehisfavorites.
Mymotheralwaystookhimtothetownonamarketdayinalightgig.
Therewasaplowboy,Dick,whosometimescameintoourfieldtopluckblackberriesfromthehedge.Whenhehadeatenallhewantedhewouldhavewhathecalledfunwiththecolts,throwingstonesandsticksatthemtomakethemgallop.Wedidnotmuchmindhim,forwecouldgallopoff;butsometimesastonewouldhitandhurtus.
Onedayhewasatthisgame,anddidnotknowthatthemasterwasinthenextfield;buthewasthere,watchingwhatwasgoingon;
overthehedgehejumpedinasnap,andcatchingDickbythearm,hegavehimsuchaboxontheearasmadehimroarwiththepainandsurprise.Assoonaswesawthemasterwetrottedupnearertoseewhatwenton.
"Badboy!"hesaid,"badboy!tochasethecolts.Thisisnotthefirsttime,northesecond,butitshallbethelast.There——
takeyourmoneyandgohome;Ishallnotwantyouonmyfarmagain."
SoweneversawDickanymore.OldDaniel,themanwholookedafterthehorses,wasjustasgentleasourmaster,sowewerewelloff.
02TheHuntBeforeIwastwoyearsoldacircumstancehappenedwhichIhaveneverforgotten.Itwasearlyinthespring;
therehadbeenalittlefrostinthenight,andalightmiststillhungoverthewoodsandmeadows.Iandtheothercoltswerefeedingatthelowerpartofthefieldwhenweheard,quiteinthedistance,whatsoundedlikethecryofdogs.Theoldestofthecoltsraisedhishead,prickedhisears,andsaid,"Therearethehounds!"andimmediatelycanteredoff,followedbytherestofustotheupperpartofthefield,wherewecouldlookoverthehedgeandseeseveralfieldsbeyond.
Mymotherandanoldridinghorseofourmaster’swerealsostandingnear,andseemedtoknowallaboutit.
"Theyhavefoundahare,"saidmymother,"andiftheycomethiswayweshallseethehunt."
Andsoonthedogswerealltearingdownthefieldofyoungwheatnexttoours.Ineverheardsuchanoiseastheymade.Theydidnotbark,norhowl,norwhine,butkeptona"yo!yo,o,o!yo!yo,o,o!"
atthetopoftheirvoices.Afterthemcameanumberofmenonhorseback,someofthemingreencoats,allgallopingasfastastheycould.
Theoldhorsesnortedandlookedeagerlyafterthem,andweyoungcoltswantedtobegallopingwiththem,buttheyweresoonawayintothefieldslowerdown;
hereitseemedasiftheyhadcometoastand;thedogsleftoffbarking,andranabouteverywaywiththeirnosestotheground.
"Theyhavelostthescent,"saidtheoldhorse;"perhapstheharewillgetoff."
"Whathare?"Isaid.
"Oh!Idon’tknowwhathare;likelyenoughitmaybeoneofourownharesoutofthewoods;anyharetheycanfindwilldoforthedogsandmentorunafter;"andbeforelongthedogsbegantheir"yo!yo,o,o!"again,andbacktheycamealtogetheratfullspeed,makingstraightforourmeadowatthepartwherethehighbankandhedgeoverhangthebrook.
"Nowweshallseethehare,"saidmymother;andjustthenaharewildwithfrightrushedbyandmadeforthewoods.
Oncamethedogs;theyburstoverthebank,leapedthestream,andcamedashingacrossthefieldfollowedbythehuntsmen.
Sixoreightmenleapedtheirhorsescleanover,closeuponthedogs.
Theharetriedtogetthroughthefence;itwastoothick,andsheturnedsharproundtomakefortheroad,butitwastoolate;
thedogswereuponherwiththeirwildcries;weheardoneshriek,andthatwastheendofher.Oneofthehuntsmenrodeupandwhippedoffthedogs,whowouldsoonhavetornhertopieces.
Heheldherupbythelegtornandbleeding,andallthegentlemenseemedwellpleased.
Asforme,IwassoastonishedthatIdidnotatfirstseewhatwasgoingonbythebrook;butwhenIdidlooktherewasasadsight;
twofinehorsesweredown,onewasstrugglinginthestream,andtheotherwasgroaningonthegrass.Oneoftheriderswasgettingoutofthewatercoveredwithmud,theotherlayquitestill.
"Hisneckisbroke,"saidmymother.
"Andservehimright,too,"saidoneofthecolts.
Ithoughtthesame,butmymotherdidnotjoinwithus.
"Well,no,"shesaid,"youmustnotsaythat;butthoughIamanoldhorse,andhaveseenandheardagreatdeal,Ineveryetcouldmakeoutwhymenaresofondofthissport;theyoftenhurtthemselves,oftenspoilgoodhorses,andtearupthefields,andallforahareorafox,orastag,thattheycouldgetmoreeasilysomeotherway;
butweareonlyhorses,anddon’tknow."
Whilemymotherwassayingthiswestoodandlookedon.
Manyoftheridershadgonetotheyoungman;butmymaster,whohadbeenwatchingwhatwasgoingon,wasthefirsttoraisehim.
Hisheadfellbackandhisarmshungdown,andeveryonelookedveryserious.
Therewasnonoisenow;eventhedogswerequiet,andseemedtoknowthatsomethingwaswrong.Theycarriedhimtoourmaster’shouse.
IheardafterwardthatitwasyoungGeorgeGordon,thesquire’sonlyson,afine,tallyoungman,andtheprideofhisfamily.
Therewasnowridingoffinalldirectionstothedoctor’s,tothefarrier’s,andnodoubttoSquireGordon’s,tolethimknowabouthisson.
WhenMr.Bond,thefarrier,cametolookattheblackhorsethatlaygroaningonthegrass,hefelthimallover,andshookhishead;
oneofhislegswasbroken.Thensomeonerantoourmaster’shouseandcamebackwithagun;presentlytherewasaloudbangandadreadfulshriek,andthenallwasstill;theblackhorsemovednomore.
Mymotherseemedmuchtroubled;shesaidshehadknownthathorseforyears,andthathisnamewas"RobRoy";hewasagoodhorse,andtherewasnoviceinhim.Sheneverwouldgotothatpartofthefieldafterward.
Notmanydaysafterweheardthechurch—belltollingforalongtime,andlookingoverthegatewesawalong,strangeblackcoachthatwascoveredwithblackclothandwasdrawnbyblackhorses;
afterthatcameanotherandanotherandanother,andallwereblack,whilethebellkepttolling,tolling.TheywerecarryingyoungGordontothechurchyardtoburyhim.Hewouldneverrideagain.
WhattheydidwithRobRoyIneverknew;but’twasallforonelittlehare.
03MyBreakingInIwasnowbeginningtogrowhandsome;mycoathadgrownfineandsoft,andwasbrightblack.Ihadonewhitefootandaprettywhitestaronmyforehead.Iwasthoughtveryhandsome;mymasterwouldnotsellmetillIwasfouryearsold;hesaidladsoughtnottoworklikemen,andcoltsoughtnottoworklikehorsestilltheywerequitegrownup.
WhenIwasfouryearsoldSquireGordoncametolookatme.
Heexaminedmyeyes,mymouth,andmylegs;hefeltthemalldown;
andthenIhadtowalkandtrotandgallopbeforehim.
Heseemedtolikeme,andsaid,"Whenhehasbeenwellbrokeninhewilldoverywell."Mymastersaidhewouldbreakmeinhimself,asheshouldnotlikemetobefrightenedorhurt,andhelostnotimeaboutit,forthenextdayhebegan.
Everyonemaynotknowwhatbreakinginis,thereforeIwilldescribeit.
Itmeanstoteachahorsetowearasaddleandbridle,andtocarryonhisbackaman,womanorchild;togojustthewaytheywish,andtogoquietly.Besidesthishehastolearntowearacollar,acrupper,andabreeching,andtostandstillwhiletheyareputon;
thentohaveacartorachaisefixedbehind,sothathecannotwalkortrotwithoutdraggingitafterhim;andhemustgofastorslow,justashisdriverwishes.Hemustneverstartatwhathesees,norspeaktootherhorses,norbite,norkick,norhaveanywillofhisown;
butalwaysdohismaster’swill,eventhoughhemaybeverytiredorhungry;
buttheworstofallis,whenhisharnessisonceon,hemayneitherjumpforjoynorliedownforweariness.
Soyouseethisbreakinginisagreatthing.
Ihadofcourselongbeenusedtoahalterandaheadstall,andtobeledaboutinthefieldsandlanesquietly,butnowIwastohaveabitandbridle;mymastergavemesomeoatsasusual,andafteragooddealofcoaxinghegotthebitintomymouth,andthebridlefixed,butitwasanastything!Thosewhohaveneverhadabitintheirmouthscannotthinkhowbaditfeels;
agreatpieceofcoldhardsteelasthickasaman’sfingertobepushedintoone’smouth,betweenone’steeth,andoverone’stongue,withtheendscomingoutatthecornerofyourmouth,andheldfasttherebystrapsoveryourhead,underyourthroat,roundyournose,andunderyourchin;sothatnowayintheworldcanyougetridofthenastyhardthing;itisverybad!yes,verybad!
atleastIthoughtso;butIknewmymotheralwaysworeonewhenshewentout,andallhorsesdidwhentheyweregrownup;
andso,whatwiththeniceoats,andwhatwithmymaster’spats,kindwords,andgentleways,Igottowearmybitandbridle.
Nextcamethesaddle,butthatwasnothalfsobad;
mymasterputitonmybackverygently,whileoldDanielheldmyhead;
hethenmadethegirthsfastundermybody,pattingandtalkingtomeallthetime;thenIhadafewoats,thenalittleleadingabout;
andthishedideverydaytillIbegantolookfortheoatsandthesaddle.
Atlength,onemorning,mymastergotonmybackandrodemeroundthemeadowonthesoftgrass.Itcertainlydidfeelqueer;butImustsayIfeltratherproudtocarrymymaster,andashecontinuedtoridemealittleeverydayIsoonbecameaccustomedtoit.
Thenextunpleasantbusinesswasputtingontheironshoes;thattoowasveryhardatfirst.Mymasterwentwithmetothesmith’sforge,toseethatIwasnothurtorgotanyfright.Theblacksmithtookmyfeetinhishand,oneaftertheother,andcutawaysomeofthehoof.
Itdidnotpainme,soIstoodstillonthreelegstillhehaddonethemall.
Thenhetookapieceofirontheshapeofmyfoot,andclappediton,anddrovesomenailsthroughtheshoequiteintomyhoof,sothattheshoewasfirmlyon.Myfeetfeltverystiffandheavy,butintimeIgotusedtoit.
Andnowhavinggotsofar,mymasterwentontobreakmetoharness;
thereweremorenewthingstowear.First,astiffheavycollarjustonmyneck,andabridlewithgreatside—piecesagainstmyeyescalledblinkers,andblinkersindeedtheywere,forIcouldnotseeoneitherside,butonlystraightinfrontofme;next,therewasasmallsaddlewithanastystiffstrapthatwentrightundermytail;thatwasthecrupper.Ihatedthecrupper;
tohavemylongtaildoubledupandpokedthroughthatstrapwasalmostasbadasthebit.Ineverfeltmorelikekicking,butofcourseIcouldnotkicksuchagoodmaster,andsointimeIgotusedtoeverything,andcoulddomyworkaswellasmymother.
Imustnotforgettomentiononepartofmytraining,whichIhavealwaysconsideredaverygreatadvantage.
Mymastersentmeforafortnighttoaneighboringfarmer’s,whohadameadowwhichwasskirtedononesidebytherailway.
Hereweresomesheepandcows,andIwasturnedinamongthem.
Ishallneverforgetthefirsttrainthatranby.Iwasfeedingquietlynearthepaleswhichseparatedthemeadowfromtherailway,whenIheardastrangesoundatadistance,andbeforeIknewwhenceitcame——witharushandaclatter,andapuffingoutofsmoke——
alongblacktrainofsomethingflewby,andwasgonealmostbeforeIcoulddrawmybreath.IturnedandgallopedtothefurthersideofthemeadowasfastasIcouldgo,andthereIstoodsnortingwithastonishmentandfear.
Inthecourseofthedaymanyothertrainswentby,somemoreslowly;
thesedrewupatthestationcloseby,andsometimesmadeanawfulshriekandgroanbeforetheystopped.Ithoughtitverydreadful,butthecowswentoneatingveryquietly,andhardlyraisedtheirheadsastheblackfrightfulthingcamepuffingandgrindingpast.
ForthefirstfewdaysIcouldnotfeedinpeace;butasIfoundthatthisterriblecreaturenevercameintothefield,ordidmeanyharm,Ibegantodisregardit,andverysoonIcaredaslittleaboutthepassingofatrainasthecowsandsheepdid.
SincethenIhaveseenmanyhorsesmuchalarmedandrestiveatthesightorsoundofasteamengine;butthankstomygoodmaster’scare,Iamasfearlessatrailwaystationsasinmyownstable.
Nowifanyonewantstobreakinayounghorsewell,thatistheway.
Mymasteroftendrovemeindoubleharnesswithmymother,becauseshewassteadyandcouldteachmehowtogobetterthanastrangehorse.ShetoldmethebetterIbehavedthebetterIshouldbetreated,andthatitwaswisestalwaystodomybesttopleasemymaster;"but,"saidshe,"thereareagreatmanykindsofmen;
therearegoodthoughtfulmenlikeourmaster,thatanyhorsemaybeproudtoserve;andtherearebad,cruelmen,whoneveroughttohaveahorseordogtocalltheirown.Besides,thereareagreatmanyfoolishmen,vain,ignorant,andcareless,whonevertroublethemselvestothink;thesespoilmorehorsesthanall,justforwantofsense;theydon’tmeanit,buttheydoitforallthat.
Ihopeyouwillfallintogoodhands;butahorseneverknowswhomaybuyhim,orwhomaydrivehim;itisallachanceforus;
butstillIsay,doyourbestwhereveritis,andkeepupyourgoodname."
04BirtwickParkAtthistimeIusedtostandinthestableandmycoatwasbrushedeverydaytillitshonelikearook’swing.ItwasearlyinMay,whentherecameamanfromSquireGordon’s,whotookmeawaytothehall.Mymastersaid,"Good—by,Darkie;beagoodhorse,andalwaysdoyourbest."
Icouldnotsay"good—by",soIputmynoseintohishand;
hepattedmekindly,andIleftmyfirsthome.AsIlivedsomeyearswithSquireGordon,Imayaswelltellsomethingabouttheplace.
SquireGordon’sparkskirtedthevillageofBirtwick.
Itwasenteredbyalargeirongate,atwhichstoodthefirstlodge,andthenyoutrottedalongonasmoothroadbetweenclumpsoflargeoldtrees;thenanotherlodgeandanothergate,whichbroughtyoutothehouseandthegardens.Beyondthislaythehomepaddock,theoldorchard,andthestables.Therewasaccommodationformanyhorsesandcarriages;butIneedonlydescribethestableintowhichIwastaken;thiswasveryroomy,withfourgoodstalls;
alargeswingingwindowopenedintotheyard,whichmadeitpleasantandairy.
Thefirststallwasalargesquareone,shutinbehindwithawoodengate;
theotherswerecommonstalls,goodstalls,butnotnearlysolarge;
ithadalowrackforhayandalowmangerforcorn;
itwascalledaloosebox,becausethehorsethatwasputintoitwasnottiedup,butleftloose,todoasheliked.Itisagreatthingtohavealoosebox.
Intothisfineboxthegroomputme;itwasclean,sweet,andairy.
Ineverwasinabetterboxthanthat,andthesideswerenotsohighbutthatIcouldseeallthatwentonthroughtheironrailsthatwereatthetop.
Hegavemesomeveryniceoats,hepattedme,spokekindly,andthenwentaway.
WhenIhadeatenmycornIlookedround.Inthestallnexttominestoodalittlefatgraypony,withathickmaneandtail,averyprettyhead,andapertlittlenose.
Iputmyheaduptotheironrailsatthetopofmybox,andsaid,"Howdoyoudo?Whatisyourname?"
Heturnedroundasfarashishalterwouldallow,helduphishead,andsaid,"MynameisMerrylegs.Iamveryhandsome;Icarrytheyoungladiesonmyback,andsometimesItakeourmistressoutinthelowchair.
Theythinkagreatdealofme,andsodoesJames.Areyougoingtolivenextdoortomeinthebox?"
Isaid,"Yes."
"Well,then,"hesaid,"Ihopeyouaregood—tempered;
Idonotlikeanyonenextdoorwhobites."
Justthenahorse’sheadlookedoverfromthestallbeyond;
theearswerelaidback,andtheeyelookedratherill—tempered.
Thiswasatallchestnutmare,withalonghandsomeneck.
Shelookedacrosstomeandsaid:
"Soitisyouwhohaveturnedmeoutofmybox;itisaverystrangethingforacoltlikeyoutocomeandturnaladyoutofherownhome."
"Ibegyourpardon,"Isaid,"Ihaveturnednooneout;
themanwhobroughtmeputmehere,andIhadnothingtodowithit;
andastomybeingacolt,Iamturnedfouryearsoldandamagrown—uphorse.Ineverhadwordsyetwithhorseormare,anditismywishtoliveatpeace."
"Well,"shesaid,"weshallsee.Ofcourse,Idonotwanttohavewordswithayoungthinglikeyou."Isaidnomore.
Intheafternoon,whenshewentout,Merrylegstoldmeallaboutit.
"Thethingisthis,"saidMerrylegs."Gingerhasabadhabitofbitingandsnapping;thatiswhytheycallherGinger,andwhenshewasinthelooseboxsheusedtosnapverymuch.
OnedayshebitJamesinthearmandmadeitbleed,andsoMissFloraandMissJessie,whoareveryfondofme,wereafraidtocomeintothestable.Theyusedtobringmenicethingstoeat,anappleoracarrot,orapieceofbread,butafterGingerstoodinthatboxtheydarednotcome,andImissedthemverymuch.Ihopetheywillnowcomeagain,ifyoudonotbiteorsnap."
ItoldhimIneverbitanythingbutgrass,hay,andcorn,andcouldnotthinkwhatpleasureGingerfoundit.
"Well,Idon’tthinkshedoesfindpleasure,"saysMerrylegs;
"itisjustabadhabit;shesaysnoonewaseverkindtoher,andwhyshouldshenotbite?Ofcourse,itisaverybadhabit;
butIamsure,ifallshesaysbetrue,shemusthavebeenveryill—usedbeforeshecamehere.Johndoesallhecantopleaseher,andJamesdoesallhecan,andourmasterneverusesawhipifahorseactsright;soIthinkshemightbegood—temperedhere.
Yousee,"hesaid,withawiselook,"Iamtwelveyearsold;
Iknowagreatdeal,andIcantellyouthereisnotabetterplaceforahorseallroundthecountrythanthis.Johnisthebestgroomthateverwas;hehasbeenherefourteenyears;andyouneversawsuchakindboyasJamesis;sothatitisallGinger’sownfaultthatshedidnotstayinthatbox."
05AFairStartThenameofthecoachmanwasJohnManly;hehadawifeandonelittlechild,andtheylivedinthecoachman’scottage,verynearthestables.
Thenextmorninghetookmeintotheyardandgavemeagoodgrooming,andjustasIwasgoingintomybox,withmycoatsoftandbright,thesquirecameintolookatme,andseemedpleased.
"John,"hesaid,"Imeanttohavetriedthenewhorsethismorning,butIhaveotherbusiness.Youmayaswelltakehimaroundafterbreakfast;
gobythecommonandtheHighwood,andbackbythewatermillandtheriver;
thatwillshowhispaces."
"Iwill,sir,"saidJohn.Afterbreakfasthecameandfittedmewithabridle.Hewasveryparticularinlettingoutandtakinginthestraps,tofitmyheadcomfortably;thenhebroughtasaddle,butitwasnotbroadenoughformyback;hesawitinaminuteandwentforanother,whichfittednicely.Herodemefirstslowly,thenatrot,thenacanter,andwhenwewereonthecommonhegavemealighttouchwithhiswhip,andwehadasplendidgallop.
"Ho,ho!myboy,"hesaid,ashepulledmeup,"youwouldliketofollowthehounds,Ithink."
AswecamebackthroughtheparkwemettheSquireandMrs.Gordonwalking;
theystopped,andJohnjumpedoff.
"Well,John,howdoeshego?"
"First—rate,sir,"answeredJohn;"heisasfleetasadeer,andhasafinespirittoo;butthelightesttouchofthereinwillguidehim.
Downattheendofthecommonwemetoneofthosetravelingcartshungalloverwithbaskets,rugs,andsuchlike;youknow,sir,manyhorseswillnotpassthosecartsquietly;hejusttookagoodlookatit,andthenwentonasquietandpleasantascouldbe.
TheywereshootingrabbitsneartheHighwood,andagunwentoffcloseby;
hepulledupalittleandlooked,butdidnotstirasteptorightorleft.
Ijustheldthereinsteadyanddidnothurryhim,andit’smyopinionhehasnotbeenfrightenedorill—usedwhilehewasyoung."
"That’swell,"saidthesquire,"Iwilltryhimmyselfto—morrow."
ThenextdayIwasbroughtupformymaster.Irememberedmymother’scounselandmygoodoldmaster’s,andItriedtodoexactlywhathewantedmetodo.Ifoundhewasaverygoodrider,andthoughtfulforhishorsetoo.Whenhecamehometheladywasatthehalldoorasherodeup.
"Well,mydear,"shesaid,"howdoyoulikehim?"
"HeisexactlywhatJohnsaid,"hereplied;"apleasantercreatureIneverwishtomount.Whatshallwecallhim?"
"WouldyoulikeEbony?"saidshe;"heisasblackasebony."
"No,notEbony."
"WillyoucallhimBlackbird,likeyouruncle’soldhorse?"
"No,heisfarhandsomerthanoldBlackbirdeverwas."
"Yes,"shesaid,"heisreallyquiteabeauty,andhehassuchasweet,good—temperedface,andsuchafine,intelligenteye——whatdoyousaytocallinghimBlackBeauty?"
"BlackBeauty——why,yes,Ithinkthatisaverygoodname.
Ifyoulikeitshallbehisname;"andsoitwas.
WhenJohnwentintothestablehetoldJamesthatmasterandmistresshadchosenagood,sensibleEnglishnameforme,thatmeantsomething;
notlikeMarengo,orPegasus,orAbdallah.Theybothlaughed,andJamessaid,"Ifitwasnotforbringingbackthepast,IshouldhavenamedhimRobRoy,forIneversawtwohorsesmorealike."
"That’snowonder,"saidJohn;"didn’tyouknowthatFarmerGrey’soldDuchesswasthemotherofthemboth?"
Ihadneverheardthatbefore;andsopoorRobRoywhowaskilledatthathuntwasmybrother!Ididnotwonderthatmymotherwassotroubled.Itseemsthathorseshavenorelations;
atleasttheyneverknoweachotheraftertheyaresold.
Johnseemedveryproudofme;heusedtomakemymaneandtailalmostassmoothasalady’shair,andhewouldtalktomeagreatdeal;
ofcourseIdidnotunderstandallhesaid,butIlearnedmoreandmoretoknowwhathemeant,andwhathewantedmetodo.Igrewveryfondofhim,hewassogentleandkind;heseemedtoknowjusthowahorsefeels,andwhenhecleanedmeheknewthetenderplacesandtheticklishplaces;
whenhebrushedmyheadhewentascarefullyovermyeyesasiftheywerehisown,andneverstirredupanyill—temper.
JamesHoward,thestableboy,wasjustasgentleandpleasantinhisway,soIthoughtmyselfwelloff.Therewasanothermanwhohelpedintheyard,buthehadverylittletodowithGingerandme.
AfewdaysafterthisIhadtogooutwithGingerinthecarriage.
Iwonderedhowweshouldgetontogether;butexceptlayingherearsbackwhenIwasleduptoher,shebehavedverywell.Shedidherworkhonestly,anddidherfullshare,andIneverwishtohaveabetterpartnerindoubleharness.Whenwecametoahill,insteadofslackeningherpace,shewouldthrowherweightrightintothecollar,andpullawaystraightup.
Wehadboththesamesortofcourageatourwork,andJohnhadoftenertoholdusinthantourgeusforward;heneverhadtousethewhipwitheitherofus;thenourpacesweremuchthesame,andIfounditveryeasytokeepstepwithherwhentrotting,whichmadeitpleasant,andmasteralwayslikeditwhenwekeptstepwell,andsodidJohn.Afterwehadbeenouttwoorthreetimestogetherwegrewquitefriendlyandsociable,whichmademefeelverymuchathome.
AsforMerrylegs,heandIsoonbecamegreatfriends;hewassuchacheerful,plucky,good—temperedlittlefellowthathewasafavoritewitheveryone,andespeciallywithMissJessieandFlora,whousedtoridehimaboutintheorchard,andhavefinegameswithhimandtheirlittledogFrisky.
Ourmasterhadtwootherhorsesthatstoodinanotherstable.
OnewasJustice,aroancob,usedforridingorfortheluggagecart;
theotherwasanoldbrownhunter,namedSirOliver;hewaspastworknow,butwasagreatfavoritewiththemaster,whogavehimtherunofthepark;
hesometimesdidalittlelightcartingontheestate,orcarriedoneoftheyoungladieswhentheyrodeoutwiththeirfather,forhewasverygentleandcouldbetrustedwithachildaswellasMerrylegs.Thecobwasastrong,well—made,good—temperedhorse,andwesometimeshadalittlechatinthepaddock,butofcourseIcouldnotbesointimatewithhimaswithGinger,whostoodinthesamestable.
06LibertyIwasquitehappyinmynewplace,andiftherewasonethingthatImisseditmustnotbethoughtIwasdiscontented;allwhohadtodowithmeweregoodandIhadalightairystableandthebestoffood.
WhatmorecouldIwant?Why,liberty!ForthreeyearsandahalfofmylifeIhadhadallthelibertyIcouldwishfor;butnow,weekafterweek,monthaftermonth,andnodoubtyearafteryear,ImuststandupinastablenightanddayexceptwhenIamwanted,andthenImustbejustassteadyandquietasanyoldhorsewhohasworkedtwentyyears.
Strapshereandstrapsthere,abitinmymouth,andblinkersovermyeyes.
Now,Iamnotcomplaining,forIknowitmustbeso.Ionlymeantosaythatforayounghorsefullofstrengthandspirits,whohasbeenusedtosomelargefieldorplainwherehecanflinguphisheadandtossuphistailandgallopawayatfullspeed,thenroundandbackagainwithasnorttohiscompanions——Isayitishardnevertohaveabitmorelibertytodoasyoulike.Sometimes,whenIhavehadlessexercisethanusual,IhavefeltsofulloflifeandspringthatwhenJohnhastakenmeouttoexerciseIreallycouldnotkeepquiet;
dowhatIwould,itseemedasifImustjump,ordance,orprance,andmanyagoodshakeIknowImusthavegivenhim,especiallyatthefirst;
buthewasalwaysgoodandpatient.
"Steady,steady,myboy,"hewouldsay;"waitabit,andwewillhaveagoodswing,andsoongetthetickleoutofyourfeet."
Thenassoonaswewereoutofthevillage,hewouldgivemeafewmilesataspankingtrot,andthenbringmebackasfreshasbefore,onlyclearofthefidgets,ashecalledthem.Spiritedhorses,whennotenoughexercised,areoftencalledskittish,whenitisonlyplay;
andsomegroomswillpunishthem,butourJohndidnot;
heknewitwasonlyhighspirits.Still,hehadhisownwaysofmakingmeunderstandbythetoneofhisvoiceorthetouchoftherein.
Ifhewasveryseriousandquitedetermined,Ialwaysknewitbyhisvoice,andthathadmorepowerwithmethananythingelse,forIwasveryfondofhim.
Ioughttosaythatsometimeswehadourlibertyforafewhours;
thisusedtobeonfineSundaysinthesummer—time.
ThecarriageneverwentoutonSundays,becausethechurchwasnotfaroff.
Itwasagreattreattoustobeturnedoutintothehomepaddockortheoldorchard;thegrasswassocoolandsofttoourfeet,theairsosweet,andthefreedomtodoaswelikedwassopleasant——
togallop,toliedown,androlloveronourbacks,ortonibblethesweetgrass.Thenitwasaverygoodtimefortalking,aswestoodtogetherundertheshadeofthelargechestnuttree.
07GingerOnedaywhenGingerandIwerestandingaloneintheshade,wehadagreatdealoftalk;shewantedtoknowallaboutmybringingupandbreakingin,andItoldher.
"Well,"saidshe,"ifIhadhadyourbringingupImighthavehadasgoodatemperasyou,butnowIdon’tbelieveIevershall."
"Whynot?"Isaid.
"Becauseithasbeenallsodifferentwithme,"shereplied.
"Ineverhadanyone,horseorman,thatwaskindtome,orthatIcaredtoplease,forinthefirstplaceIwastakenfrommymotherassoonasIwasweaned,andputwithalotofotheryoungcolts;
noneofthemcaredforme,andIcaredfornoneofthem.
Therewasnokindmasterlikeyourstolookafterme,andtalktome,andbringmenicethingstoeat.Themanthathadthecareofusnevergavemeakindwordinmylife.Idonotmeanthatheill—usedme,buthedidnotcareforusonebitfurtherthantoseethatwehadplentytoeat,andshelterinthewinter.Afootpathranthroughourfield,andveryoftenthegreatboyspassingthroughwouldflingstonestomakeusgallop.Iwasneverhit,butonefineyoungcoltwasbadlycutintheface,andIshouldthinkitwouldbeascarforlife.
Wedidnotcareforthem,butofcourseitmadeusmorewild,andwesettleditinourmindsthatboyswereourenemies.
Wehadverygoodfuninthefreemeadows,gallopingupanddownandchasingeachotherroundandroundthefield;thenstandingstillundertheshadeofthetrees.Butwhenitcametobreakingin,thatwasabadtimeforme;severalmencametocatchme,andwhenatlasttheyclosedmeinatonecornerofthefield,onecaughtmebytheforelock,anothercaughtmebythenoseandhelditsotightIcouldhardlydrawmybreath;
thenanothertookmyunderjawinhishardhandandwrenchedmymouthopen,andsobyforcetheygotonthehalterandthebarintomymouth;
thenonedraggedmealongbythehalter,anotherfloggingbehind,andthiswasthefirstexperienceIhadofmen’skindness;itwasallforce.
Theydidnotgivemeachancetoknowwhattheywanted.
Iwashighbredandhadagreatdealofspirit,andwasverywild,nodoubt,andgavethem,Idaresay,plentyoftrouble,butthenitwasdreadfultobeshutupinastalldayafterdayinsteadofhavingmyliberty,andIfrettedandpinedandwantedtogetloose.Youknowyourselfit’sbadenoughwhenyouhaveakindmasterandplentyofcoaxing,buttherewasnothingofthatsortforme.
"Therewasone——theoldmaster,Mr.Ryder——who,Ithink,couldsoonhavebroughtmeround,andcouldhavedoneanythingwithme;
buthehadgivenupallthehardpartofthetradetohissonandtoanotherexperiencedman,andheonlycameattimestooversee.
Hissonwasastrong,tall,boldman;theycalledhimSamson,andheusedtoboastthathehadneverfoundahorsethatcouldthrowhim.
Therewasnogentlenessinhim,astherewasinhisfather,butonlyhardness,ahardvoice,ahardeye,ahardhand;andIfeltfromthefirstthatwhathewantedwastowearallthespiritoutofme,andjustmakemeintoaquiet,humble,obedientpieceofhorseflesh.
`Horseflesh’!Yes,thatisallthathethoughtabout,"
andGingerstampedherfootasiftheverythoughtofhimmadeherangry.
Thenshewenton:
"IfIdidnotdoexactlywhathewantedhewouldgetputout,andmakemerunroundwiththatlongreininthetrainingfieldtillhehadtiredmeout.Ithinkhedrankagooddeal,andIamquitesurethattheoftenerhedranktheworseitwasforme.
Onedayhehadworkedmehardineverywayhecould,andwhenIlaydownIwastired,andmiserable,andangry;
itallseemedsohard.Thenextmorninghecameformeearly,andranmeroundagainforalongtime.Ihadscarcelyhadanhour’srest,whenhecameagainformewithasaddleandbridleandanewkindofbit.
Icouldneverquitetellhowitcameabout;hehadonlyjustmountedmeonthetrainingground,whensomethingIdidputhimoutoftemper,andhechuckedmehardwiththerein.Thenewbitwasverypainful,andIrearedupsuddenly,whichangeredhimstillmore,andhebegantoflogme.Ifeltmywholespiritsetagainsthim,andIbegantokick,andplunge,andrearasIhadneverdonebefore,andwehadaregularfight;
foralongtimehestucktothesaddleandpunishedmecruellywithhiswhipandspurs,butmybloodwasthoroughlyup,andIcaredfornothinghecoulddoifonlyIcouldgethimoff.
AtlastafteraterriblestruggleIthrewhimoffbackward.
Iheardhimfallheavilyontheturf,andwithoutlookingbehindme,Igallopedofftotheotherendofthefield;thereIturnedroundandsawmypersecutorslowlyrisingfromthegroundandgoingintothestable.
Istoodunderanoaktreeandwatched,butnoonecametocatchme.
Thetimewenton,andthesunwasveryhot;thefliesswarmedroundmeandsettledonmybleedingflankswherethespurshaddugin.
Ifelthungry,forIhadnoteatensincetheearlymorning,buttherewasnotenoughgrassinthatmeadowforagoosetoliveon.
Iwantedtoliedownandrest,butwiththesaddlestrappedtightlyontherewasnocomfort,andtherewasnotadropofwatertodrink.
Theafternoonworeon,andthesungotlow.Isawtheothercoltsledin,andIknewtheywerehavingagoodfeed.
"Atlast,justasthesunwentdown,Isawtheoldmastercomeoutwithasieveinhishand.Hewasaveryfineoldgentlemanwithquitewhitehair,buthisvoicewaswhatIshouldknowhimbyamongathousand.Itwasnothigh,noryetlow,butfull,andclear,andkind,andwhenhegaveordersitwassosteadyanddecidedthateveryoneknew,bothhorsesandmen,thatheexpectedtobeobeyed.
Hecamequietlyalong,nowandthenshakingtheoatsaboutthathehadinthesieve,andspeakingcheerfullyandgentlytome:
`Comealong,lassie,comealong,lassie;comealong,comealong.’
Istoodstillandlethimcomeup;heheldtheoatstome,andIbegantoeatwithoutfear;hisvoicetookallmyfearaway.
Hestoodby,pattingandstrokingmewhileIwaseating,andseeingtheclotsofbloodonmysideheseemedveryvexed.
`Poorlassie!itwasabadbusiness,abadbusiness;’
thenhequietlytookthereinandledmetothestable;
justatthedoorstoodSamson.Ilaidmyearsbackandsnappedathim.
`Standback,’saidthemaster,`andkeepoutofherway;
you’vedoneabadday’sworkforthisfilly.’Hegrowledoutsomethingaboutaviciousbrute.`Harkye,’saidthefather,`abad—temperedmanwillnevermakeagood—temperedhorse.You’venotlearnedyourtradeyet,Samson.’Thenheledmeintomybox,tookoffthesaddleandbridlewithhisownhands,andtiedmeup;thenhecalledforapailofwarmwaterandasponge,tookoffhiscoat,andwhilethestable—manheldthepail,hespongedmysidesagoodwhile,sotenderlythatIwassureheknewhowsoreandbruisedtheywere.`Whoa!myprettyone,’hesaid,`standstill,standstill.’Hisveryvoicedidmegood,andthebathingwasverycomfortable.TheskinwassobrokenatthecornersofmymouththatIcouldnoteatthehay,thestalkshurtme.Helookedcloselyatit,shookhishead,andtoldthemantofetchagoodbranmashandputsomemealintoit.Howgoodthatmashwas!andsosoftandhealingtomymouth.
HestoodbyallthetimeIwaseating,strokingmeandtalkingtotheman.
`Ifahigh—mettledcreaturelikethis,’saidhe,`can’tbebrokenbyfairmeans,shewillneverbegoodforanything.’
"Afterthatheoftencametoseeme,andwhenmymouthwashealedtheotherbreaker,Job,theycalledhim,wentontrainingme;
hewassteadyandthoughtful,andIsoonlearnedwhathewanted."
08Ginger’sStoryContinuedThenexttimethatGingerandIweretogetherinthepaddockshetoldmeaboutherfirstplace.
"Aftermybreakingin,"shesaid,"Iwasboughtbyadealertomatchanotherchestnuthorse.Forsomeweekshedroveustogether,andthenweweresoldtoafashionablegentleman,andweresentuptoLondon.
Ihadbeendrivenwithacheck—reinbythedealer,andIhateditworsethananythingelse;butinthisplacewewerereinedfartighter,thecoachmanandhismasterthinkingwelookedmorestylishso.
Wewereoftendrivenaboutintheparkandotherfashionableplaces.
Youwhoneverhadacheck—reinondon’tknowwhatitis,butIcantellyouitisdreadful.
"Iliketotossmyheadaboutandholditashighasanyhorse;
butfancynowyourself,ifyoutossedyourheaduphighandwereobligedtoholditthere,andthatforhourstogether,notabletomoveitatall,exceptwithajerkstillhigher,yourneckachingtillyoudidnotknowhowtobearit.Besidesthat,tohavetwobitsinsteadofone——
andminewasasharpone,ithurtmytongueandmyjaw,andthebloodfrommytonguecoloredthefroththatkeptflyingfrommylipsasIchafedandfrettedatthebitsandrein.Itwasworstwhenwehadtostandbythehourwaitingforourmistressatsomegrandpartyorentertainment,andifIfrettedorstampedwithimpatiencethewhipwaslaidon.Itwasenoughtodriveonemad."
"Didnotyourmastertakeanythoughtforyou?"Isaid.
"No,"saidshe,"heonlycaredtohaveastylishturnout,astheycallit;
Ithinkheknewverylittleabouthorses;heleftthattohiscoachman,whotoldhimIhadanirritabletemper!thatIhadnotbeenwellbrokentothecheck—rein,butIshouldsoongetusedtoit;buthewasnotthemantodoit,forwhenIwasinthestable,miserableandangry,insteadofbeingsmoothedandquietedbykindness,Igotonlyasurlywordorablow.IfhehadbeencivilIwouldhavetriedtobearit.
Iwaswillingtowork,andreadytoworkhardtoo;buttobetormentedfornothingbuttheirfanciesangeredme.Whatrighthadtheytomakemesufferlikethat?Besidesthesorenessinmymouth,andthepaininmyneck,italwaysmademywindpipefeelbad,andifIhadstoppedtherelongIknowitwouldhavespoiledmybreathing;
butIgrewmoreandmorerestlessandirritable,Icouldnothelpit;
andIbegantosnapandkickwhenanyonecametoharnessme;
forthisthegroombeatme,andoneday,astheyhadjustbuckledusintothecarriage,andwerestrainingmyheadupwiththatrein,Ibegantoplungeandkickwithallmymight.Isoonbrokealotofharness,andkickedmyselfclear;sothatwasanendofthatplace.
"AfterthisIwassenttoTattersall’stobesold;ofcourseIcouldnotbewarrantedfreefromvice,sonothingwassaidaboutthat.
Myhandsomeappearanceandgoodpacessoonbroughtagentlemantobidforme,andIwasboughtbyanotherdealer;hetriedmeinallkindsofwaysandwithdifferentbits,andhesoonfoundoutwhatIcouldnotbear.
Atlasthedrovemequitewithoutacheck—rein,andthensoldmeasaperfectlyquiethorsetoagentlemaninthecountry;
hewasagoodmaster,andIwasgettingonverywell,buthisoldgroomlefthimandanewonecame.Thismanwasashard—temperedandhard—handedasSamson;healwaysspokeinarough,impatientvoice,andifIdidnotmoveinthestallthemomenthewantedme,hewouldhitmeabovethehockswithhisstablebroomorthefork,whicheverhemighthaveinhishand.Everythinghedidwasrough,andIbegantohatehim;hewantedtomakemeafraidofhim,butIwastoohigh—mettledforthat,andonedaywhenhehadaggravatedmemorethanusualIbithim,whichofcourseputhiminagreatrage,andhebegantohitmeabouttheheadwitharidingwhip.
Afterthatheneverdaredtocomeintomystallagain;
eithermyheelsormyteethwerereadyforhim,andheknewit.
Iwasquitequietwithmymaster,butofcoursehelistenedtowhatthemansaid,andsoIwassoldagain.
"Thesamedealerheardofme,andsaidhethoughtheknewoneplacewhereIshoulddowell.`’Twasapity,’hesaid,`thatsuchafinehorseshouldgotothebad,forwantofarealgoodchance,’andtheendofitwasthatIcameherenotlongbeforeyoudid;butIhadthenmadeupmymindthatmenweremynaturalenemiesandthatImustdefendmyself.
Ofcourseitisverydifferenthere,butwhoknowshowlongitwilllast?
IwishIcouldthinkaboutthingsasyoudo;butIcan’t,afterallIhavegonethrough."
"Well,"Isaid,"IthinkitwouldbearealshameifyouweretobiteorkickJohnorJames."
"Idon’tmeanto,"shesaid,"whiletheyaregoodtome.
IdidbiteJamesonceprettysharp,butJohnsaid,`Tryherwithkindness,’
andinsteadofpunishingmeasIexpected,Jamescametomewithhisarmboundup,andbroughtmeabranmashandstrokedme;
andIhaveneversnappedathimsince,andIwon’teither."
IwassorryforGinger,butofcourseIknewverylittlethen,andIthoughtmostlikelyshemadetheworstofit;however,Ifoundthatastheweekswentonshegrewmuchmoregentleandcheerful,andhadlostthewatchful,defiantlookthatsheusedtoturnonanystrangepersonwhocamenearher;andonedayJamessaid,"Idobelievethatmareisgettingfondofme,shequitewhinniedaftermethismorningwhenIhadbeenrubbingherforehead."
"Ay,ay,Jim,’tis`theBirtwickballs’,"saidJohn,"she’llbeasgoodasBlackBeautybyandby;kindnessisallthephysicshewants,poorthing!"
Masternoticedthechange,too,andonedaywhenhegotoutofthecarriageandcametospeaktous,asheoftendid,hestrokedherbeautifulneck.
"Well,myprettyone,well,howdothingsgowithyounow?
Youareagoodbithappierthanwhenyoucametous,Ithink."
Sheputhernoseuptohiminafriendly,trustfulway,whileherubbeditgently.
"Weshallmakeacureofher,John,"hesaid.
"Yes,sir,she’swonderfullyimproved;she’snotthesamecreaturethatshewas;it’s`theBirtwickballs’,sir,"saidJohn,laughing.
ThiswasalittlejokeofJohn’s;heusedtosaythataregularcourseof"theBirtwickhorseballs"wouldcurealmostanyvicioushorse;
theseballs,hesaid,weremadeupofpatienceandgentleness,firmnessandpetting,onepoundofeachtobemixedupwithhalfapintofcommonsense,andgiventothehorseeveryday.
09MerrylegsMr.Blomefield,thevicar,hadalargefamilyofboysandgirls;
sometimestheyusedtocomeandplaywithMissJessieandFlora.
OneofthegirlswasasoldasMissJessie;twooftheboyswereolder,andtherewereseverallittleones.WhentheycametherewasplentyofworkforMerrylegs,fornothingpleasedthemsomuchasgettingonhimbyturnsandridinghimallabouttheorchardandthehomepaddock,andthistheywoulddobythehourtogether.
Oneafternoonhehadbeenoutwiththemalongtime,andwhenJamesbroughthiminandputonhishalterhesaid:
"There,yourogue,mindhowyoubehaveyourself,orweshallgetintotrouble."
"Whathaveyoubeendoing,Merrylegs?"Iasked.
"Oh!"saidhe,tossinghislittlehead,"Ihaveonlybeengivingthoseyoungpeoplealesson;theydidnotknowwhentheyhadhadenough,norwhenIhadhadenough,soIjustpitchedthemoffbackward;
thatwastheonlythingtheycouldunderstand."
"What!"saidI,"youthrewthechildrenoff?Ithoughtyoudidknowbetterthanthat!DidyouthrowMissJessieorMissFlora?"
Helookedverymuchoffended,andsaid:
"Ofcoursenot;Iwouldnotdosuchathingforthebestoatsthatevercameintothestable;why,Iamascarefulofouryoungladiesasthemastercouldbe,andasforthelittleonesitisIwhoteachthemtoride.WhentheyseemfrightenedoralittleunsteadyonmybackIgoassmoothandasquietasoldpussywhensheisafterabird;
andwhentheyareallrightIgoonagainfaster,yousee,justtousethemtoit;sodon’tyoutroubleyourselfpreachingtome;
Iamthebestfriendandthebestriding—masterthosechildrenhave.
Itisnotthem,itistheboys;boys,"saidhe,shakinghismane,"arequitedifferent;theymustbebrokeninaswewerebrokeninwhenwewerecolts,andjustbetaughtwhat’swhat.Theotherchildrenhadriddenmeaboutfornearlytwohours,andthentheboysthoughtitwastheirturn,andsoitwas,andIwasquiteagreeable.
Theyrodemebyturns,andIgallopedthemabout,upanddownthefieldsandallabouttheorchard,foragoodhour.Theyhadeachcutagreathazelstickforariding—whip,andlaiditonalittletoohard;
butItookitingoodpart,tillatlastIthoughtwehadhadenough,soIstoppedtwoorthreetimesbywayofahint.Boys,yousee,thinkahorseorponyislikeasteam—engineorathrashing—machine,andcangoonaslongandasfastastheyplease;theyneverthinkthataponycangettired,orhaveanyfeelings;soastheonewhowaswhippingmecouldnotunderstandIjustroseuponmyhindlegsandlethimslipoffbehind——thatwasall.Hemountedmeagain,andIdidthesame.Thentheotherboygotup,andassoonashebegantousehisstickIlaidhimonthegrass,andsoon,tilltheywereabletounderstand——thatwasall.Theyarenotbadboys;
theydon’twishtobecruel.Ilikethemverywell;butyouseeIhadtogivethemalesson.WhentheybroughtmetoJamesandtoldhimIthinkhewasveryangrytoseesuchbigsticks.Hesaidtheywereonlyfitfordroversorgypsies,andnotforyounggentlemen."