Blixhadcometoknowthegamequiteaswell,ifnotbetter,thanhe.ShecouldalmostinvariablytellwhenCondyheldagoodhand,butonherpartcouldassumeanairofindifferenceabsolutelyinscrutable.
  "Cards?"saidCondy,pickingupthedeckafterthedeal.
  "I’llstandpat,Condy."
  "Thedeuceyousay,"heanswered,withastare."I’lltakethree."
  "I’llpassituptoyou,"continuedBlixgravely.
  "Well——well,I’llbetyoufivechips."
  "Raiseyoutwenty."
  Condystudiedhishand,laiddownthecards,pickedthemupagain,scratchedhishead,andmoveduneasilyinhisplace.Thenhethrewdowntwohighpairs.
  "No,"hesaid;"Iwon’tseeyou.Whatdidyouhave?Let’ssee,justforthefunofit."
  Blixspreadhercardsonthetable.
  "Notablessedthing!"exclaimedCondy."Imighthaveknownit.
  There’smylastdollargone,too.Lendmefiftycents,Blix."
  Blixshookherhead.
  "Why,whatalittleniggard!"heexclaimedaggrievedly."I’llpaythemallbacktoyou."
  "Now,whyshouldIlendyoumoneytoplayagainstme?I’llnotgiveyouachip;and,besides,Idon’twanttoplayanymore.
  Let’sstop."
  "I’veamindtostopforgood;stopplayingevenwithyou."
  Blixgavealittlecryofjoy.
  "Oh,Condy,willyou,couldyou?andnever,nevertouchacardagain?neverplayformoney?I’dbesohappy——butdon’tunlessyouknowyouwouldkeepyourpromise.Iwouldmuchratherhaveyouplayeverynight,downthereatyourclub,thanbreakyourpromise."
  Condyfellsilent,bitingthoughtfullyattheknuckleofaforefinger.
  "Thinktwiceaboutit,Condy,"urgedBlix;"becausethiswouldbeforalways."
  Condyhesitated;then,abstractedlyandasthoughspeakingtohimself:
  "It’sdifferentnow.Beforewetookthat——threemonthsago,I
  don’tsay.Itwasharderformetoquitthen,butnow——well,everythingisdifferentnow;anditwouldpleaseyou,Blixy!"
  "MorethananythingelseIcanthinkof,Condy."
  Hegaveherhishand.
  "Thatsettlesit,"hesaidquietly."I’llnevergambleagain,Blix."
  Blixgrippedhishandhard,thenjumpedup,and,withaquickbreathofsatisfaction,gatheredupthecardsandchipsandflungthemintothefireplace.
  "Oh,I’msogladthat’soverwith,"sheexclaimed,herlittleeyesdancing."I’vepretendedtolikeit,butI’vehateditallthetime.Youdon’tknowHOWI’vehatedit!Whatmencanseeinittomakethemsitupallnightlongisbeyondme.Andyoutrulymean,Condy,thatyouneverwillgambleagain?Yes,Iknowyoumeanitthistime.Oh,I’msohappyIcouldsing!"
  "GoodHeavens,don’tdothat!"hecriedquickly."You’reanice,amiablegirl,Blix,evenifyou’renotpretty,andyou——"
  "Oh,botheryou!"sheretorted;"butyoupromise?"
  "Onmyhonor."
  "That’senough,"shesaidquietly.
  Butevenwhen"loafing"ashewasthisevening,Condycouldnotridhimselfofthethoughtandrecollectionofhisnovel;restingorwriting,ithauntedhim.Otherwisehewouldnothavebeenthestory—writerthathewas.Fromnowonuntilheshouldsetdownthelastsentence,the"thing"wasnevertolethimalone,nevertoallowhimamoment’speace.Hecouldthinkofnothingelse,couldtalkofnothingelse;everyfacultyofhisbrain,everysenseofobservationorimaginationincessantlyconcentratedthemselvesuponthisonepoint.
  Astheysatinthebaywindowwatchingthemoonrise,hismindwasstillbusywithit,andhesuddenlybrokeout:
  "IoughttoworksomekindofaTREASUREintotheyarn.What’sastoryofadventurewithoutatreasure?ByJove,Blix,IwishI
  couldgivemywholetimetothisstuff!It’srippinggoodmaterial,anditoughttobehandledascarefullyasglass.Oughttobeworkedup,youknow."
  "Condy,"saidBlix,lookingathimintently,"whatisitstandsinyourwayofleavingthe’Times’?Wouldtheytakeyoubackifyouleftthemlongenoughtowriteyournovel?Youcouldwriteitinamonth,couldn’tyou,ifyouhadnothingelsetodo?Supposeyouleftthemforamonth——wouldtheyholdyourplaceforyou?"
  "Yes——yes,Ithinktheywould;butinthemeanwhile,Blix——there’stherub.I’veneversavedacentoutofmysalary.WhenIstop,mypaystops,andwherewithalwouldIbefed?Whatareyoulookingforinthatdrawer——matches?Here,I’vegotamatch."
  Blixfacedaboutatthesideboard,shuttingthedrawerbyleaningagainstit.Inbothhandssheheldoneofthedelftsugar—bowls.
  Shecameuptothetable,andemptieditscontentsuponthebluedenimtable—cover——twoorthreegoldpieces,somefifteensilverdollars,andahandfulofsmallchange.
  DisregardingallCondy’sinquiries,shecountedit,makinglittlepilesofthegoldandsilverandnickelpieces.
  "Thirty—fiveandsevenisforty—two,"shemurmured,countingoffonherfingers,"andsixisforty—eight,andtenisfifty—eight,andtenissixty—eight;andhereisten,twenty,thirty,fifty—
  fivecentsinchange."Shethrustitalltowardhim,acrossthetable."There,"shesaid,"isyourwherewithal."
  Condystared."Mywherewithal!"hemuttered.
  "Itoughttobeenoughforoveramonth."
  "Wheredidyougetallthat?Whoseisit?"
  "It’syourmoney,Condy.Youloanedittome,andnowithascomeinveryhandy."
  "ILOANEDittoyou?"
  "It’sthemoneyIwonfromyouduringthetimeyou’vebeenplayingpokerwithme.Youdidn’tknowitwouldamounttosomuch,didyou?"
  "Pshaw,I’llnottouchit!"heexclaimed,drawingbackfromthemoneyasthoughitwasred—hot.
  "Yes,youwill,"shetoldhim."I’vebeensavingitupforyou,Condy,everypennyofit,fromthefirstdayweplayeddownthereatthelake;andIalwaystoldmyselfthatthemomentyoumadeupyourmindtoquitplaying,Iwouldgiveitbacktoyou."
  "Why,theveryidea!"hevociferated,hishandsdeepinhispockets,hisfacescarlet."It’s——it’spreposterous,Blix!I
  won’tletyouTALKaboutiteven——Iwon’ttouchanickelofthatmoney.But,Blix,you’re——you’re——thefinestwomanIeverknew.
  You’reaman’swoman,that’swhatyouare."Hesethisteeth."Ifyoulovedaman,you’dbearegularpaltohim;you’dbackhimup,you’dstandbyhimtillthelastgunwasfired.IcoulddoANYTHINGifaWOMANlikeyoucaredforme.Why,Blix,I——youhaven’tanyidea——"Heclearedhisthroat,stoppingabruptly.
  "Butyoumusttakethismoney,"sheanswered;"YOURmoney.Ifyoudidn’t,Condy,itwouldmakemeoutnothingmorenorlessthanagambler.Iwouldn’thavedreamedofplayingcardswithyouifI
  hadeverintendedtokeeponepennyofyourmoney.FromtheverystartIintendedtokeepitforyou,andgiveitbacktoyousosoonasyouwouldstop;andnowyouhaveachancetoputthismoneytoagooduse.Youdon’thavetostayonthe’Times’now.
  Youcan’tdoyournoveljusticewhileyouaredoingyourhackworkatthesametime,andIdosowant’InDefianceofAuthority’tobeasuccess.I’vefaithinyou,Condy.Iknowifyougottheopportunityyouwouldmakeasuccess."
  "ButyouandIhaveplayedliketwomenplaying,"exclaimedCondy.
  "HowwoulditlookifSargeant,say,shouldgivemebackthemoneyhehadwonfromme?WhatacadIwouldbetotakeit!"
  "That’sjustit——we’venotplayedliketwomen.ThenIWOULDhavebeenagambler.I’veplayedwithyoubecauseIthoughtitwouldmakeawayforyoutobreakoffwiththehabit;andknowingasI
  didhowfondyouwereofplayingcardsandhowbaditwasforyou,howwickeditwouldhavebeenformetohaveplayedwithyouinanyotherspirit!Don’tyousee?Andasithasturnedout,you’vegivenupplaying,andyou’veenoughmoneytomakeitpossibleforyoutowriteyournovel.TheCentennialCompanyhaveaskedyoutotryastoryofadventureforthem,you’vefoundonethatissplendid,you’rejustthemanwhocouldhandleit,andnowyou’vegotthemoneytomakeitpossible.Condy,"sheexclaimedsuddenly,"don’tyouseeyourCHANCE?Aren’tyouabigenoughmantoseeyourchancewhenitcomes?And,besides,doyouthinkI
  wouldtakeMONEYfromyou?Can’tyouunderstand?Ifyoudon’ttakethismoneythatbelongstoyou,youwouldinsultme.ThatisjustthewayIwouldfeelaboutit.Youmustseethat.Ifyoucareformeatall,you’lltakeit."
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  TheeditoroftheSundaySupplementputhistoothpickbehindhisearandfixedCondywithhiseyeglasses.
  "Well,it’slikethis,Rivers,"hesaid."Ofcourse,youknowyourownbusinessbest.Ifyoustayonherewithus,itwillbeallright.ButImayaswelltellyouthatIdon’tbelieveIcanholdyourplaceforamonth.Ican’tgetamaninheretodoyourworkforjustamonth,andthenfirehimoutattheendofthattime.Idon’tliketoloseyou,butifyouhaveanopportunitytogetinonanotherpaperduringthisvacationofyours,you’reatlibertytodoso,forallofme."
  "ThenyouthinkmychanceofcomingbackherewouldbeprettyslimifIleaveforamonthnow?"
  "That’sright."
  Therewasasilence.Condyhesitated;thenherose.
  "I’lltakethechance,"heannounced.
  ToBlix,thatevening,ashetoldheroftheaffair,hesaid:
  "It’sneckornothingnow,Blix."
  ChapterXII
  ButdidBlixcareforhim?
  Intheretiredcornerofhisclub,shutoffbytheJapanesescreen,orgoingupanddownthecitytoandfromhiswork,orsittingwithherinthebaywindowofthelittledining—roomlookingdownuponthecity,blurredinthetwilightorradiantwiththesunset,Condyaskedhimselfthequestion.Ascoreoftimeseachdayhecametoafinal,definite,negativedecision;
  andascoreoftimesreopenedthewholesubject.BeyondthefactthatBlixhadenjoyedherselfinhiscompanyduringthelastmonths,Condycouldfindnosignortraceofencouragement;andforthatmatterhetoldhimselfthattheindicationspointedratherintheotherdirection.ShehadnocompunctioninleavinghimtogoawaytoNewYork,perhapsnevertoreturn.Inlessthanamonthnowalltheircompanionshipwastoend,andhewouldprobablyseethelastofher.
  Hedarednotletherknowthatatlasthehadreallycometoloveher——thatitwasnopretencenow;forheknewthatwithsuchdeclarationtheir"goodtimes"wouldendevenbeforesheshouldgoaway.Buteveryday;everyhourthattheyweretogethermadeitharderforhimtokeephimselfwithinbounds.
  Whatwiththistroubleonhismindandthegrimdeterminationwithwhichheheldtohiswork,Condychangedrapidly.Blixhadsteadiedhim,andacertainearnestnessandseriousnessofpurpose,acertainSTRENGTHhehadnotknownbefore,cameswiftlyintobeing.
  WasBlixtogoaway,leavehim,perhapsforalltime,andnotknowhowmuchhecared?Wouldhespeakbeforeshewent?Condydidnotknow.Itwasaquestionthatcircumstanceswouldhelphimtodecide.Hewouldnotspeak,soheresolved,unlesshewassurethatshecaredherself;andifshedid,sheherselfwouldgivehimacue,ahintwhereontospeak.Butdayswentby,thetimesetforBlix’sdeparturedrewnearerandnearer,andyetshegavehimnottheslightestsign.
  Thesetwointerestshadnowabsorbedhisentirelifeforthemoment——hisloveforBlix,andhisnovel.Littlebylittle"InDefianceofAuthority"tookshape.Theboomrestaurantandthecluboftheexilesweredisposedof,BillyIshambegantocometothefront,thefilibusteringexpeditionandSenoraEstrada(withhertorncallingcard)hadbeenintroduced,andtheexpeditionwasreadytoputtosea.Buthereanewdifficultywasencountered.
  "WhatdoIknowaboutships?"CondyconfessedtoBlix."IfBillyIshamisgoingtocommandafilibusteringschooner,I’vegottoknowsomethingaboutaschooner——appearto,anyhow.I’vegottoknownauticallingo,therealthing,youknow.Idon’tbelieveaREALsailoreverinhislifesaid’belaythere,’or’avast.’We’llhavetogooutandseeCaptainJack;getsomemoretechnicaldetail."
  Thismovewasproductiveofthemostdelightfulresults.CaptainJackwasallonfirewithinterestthemomentthatCondyandBlixtoldhimoftheidea.
  "An’you’regoingtoputBillyIshaminabook.Well,strikemestraight,that’sasnorkin’goodidea.I’vealwayssaidthatallBillyneededwasaticketselleran’anadvanceagent,an’hewasawholeshowinhimself."
  "We’regoingtosenditEast,"saidBlix,"assoonasit’sfinished,andhaveitpublished."
  "Well,itoughttomakeprimereadin’,Miss;an’that’sagoodfetchin’title,’InDefianceofAuthority.’"
  RegularlyWednesdayandSundayafternoons,BlixandCondycameouttothelifeboatstation.CaptainJackreceivedtheminsweaterandvisoredcap,andusheredthemintothefrontroom.
  "Well,how’stheyarngettingon?"CaptainJackwouldask.
  ThenCondywouldreadthelastchapterwhiletheCaptainpacedthefloor,frowningheavily,smokingcigars,listeningtoeveryword.
  Condytoldthestoryinthefirstperson,asifBillyIsham’spartnerwerenarratingscenesandeventsinwhichhehimselfhadmoved.Condycalledthisprotagonist"BurkeCassowan,"andwasratherproudofthename.Butthecaptainwouldnoneofit.
  Cassowan,theprotagonist,wassimply"OurMug."
  "Now,"Condywouldsay,notebookinhand,"now,Cap.,we’vegotdowntoMazatlan.NowIwanttosortoforganizetheexpeditioninthisnextchapter."
  "Isee,Isee,"CaptainJackwouldexclaim,interestedatonce.
  "WaitabittillItakeoffmyshoes.Icanthinkbetterwithmyshoesoff";andhavingremovedhisshoes,hewouldbegintopacetheroominhisstockingfeet,puffingfiercelyonhiscigarashewarmedtothetale,blowingthesmokeoutthrougheitherear,gesturingsavagely,hisfaceflushedandhiseyeskindling.
  "Well,now,lessee.FirstthingOurMugdoeswhenhegetstoMazatlanistocommunicatehisarrivaltoSenoraEstrada——
  telegraphs,youknow;and,bytheway,havehimuseacipher."
  "Whatkindofcipher?"
  "Countthreelettersonfromtherightletter,see.Ifyouwerespelling’boat,’forinstance,youwouldbeginwithanE,thethirdletterafterB;thenRfortheO,beingthethirdletterfromO.Soyou’dspell’boat,’ERDW;andSenoraEstradaknowswhenshegetsthatdespatchthatshemustcountthreelettersBACK
  fromeachlettertogettherightones.TakenowsuchacipherwordasULIOH.ThatmeansRIFLE.CountthreelettersbackfromeachletterofULIOH,andit’llspellRIFLE.Youcanmakeupalotofdespatcheslikethat,justtohavethethinglooknatural;
  savvy?"
  "Outofsight!"mutteredCondy,makinganote.
  "ThenOurMugandBillyIshamstartgettingacrew.AndOurMug,hebuysthesextantthereinMazatlan——thesextant,thatgotoutoforderandspoiledeverything.Or,no;don’thaveitasextant;
  haveitaquadrant——anold—fashioned,ebonyquadrant.HaveBillyIshambuyitbecauseitwascheap."
  "Howdiditgetoutoforder,CaptainJack?"inquiredBlix."Thatwouldbeagoodtechnicaldetail,wouldn’tit,Condy?"
  "Well,it’slikethis.OurMugan’Billygetaschoonerthat’ssoballysmallthattheyhavetodotheircookinginthecabin;
  quadrant’sonarackoverthestove,andtheheatwarpsthejoints,sowhenOurMugtakeshisobservationhegetsfiftymilesoffhiscourseandraisesthelandwherethegovernmentforcesarewatchingforhim."
  "Andhere’sanotherpoint,Cap.,"saidCondy."Weoughttoworksomekindofatreasureintothisyarn;can’tyouthinkupsomethingnewandoriginalinthewayofatreasure?Idon’twanttheoldgameofaburiedchestofmoney.Let’shavehimgettrackofsomethingthat’sworthafortune——somethingnovel."
  "Yes,yes;Iseetheidea,"answeredtheCaptain,stridingoverthefloorwithgreatthudsofhisstockingedfeet."Now,lessee;
  letmethink,"hebegan,rubbingallhishairthewrongway."Wewantsomethingnewandqueer,somethingthatain’teverbeenwrittenupbefore.Itellyouwhat!Hereitis!HaveOurMuggetwindofalittleriverschoonerthatsunkfiftyyearsbeforehistimeinoneofthebigSouthAmericanrivers,duringaflood——I
  heardofthismyself.Schoonerwentdownandwasburiedtwentyfeetundermudandsand;andsincethattime——youknowhowthebigriversact——thewholeblessedcourseoftheriverhaschangedatthatpoint,andtheschoonerisondryland,orrathertwentyfeetunderit,andassoundasthedayshewaschartered."
  "Well?"
  "Well,haveitthatwhenshesankshehadaboardofheracargooffivehundredcasesofwhiskey,primestuff,seventhousandquartbottles,sealeduptightasdrums.NowOurMug——norBillyIshameither——theyain’tbornyesterday.No,sir;they’rerightnexttothemselves!Theyfigurethisway.Thisherewhiskey’sbeenkeptfiftyyearswithoutbeingmoved.Now,whatdoyousupposeseventhousandquartbottlesoffifty—year—oldwhiskeywouldbeworth?
  Why,twentydollarsaquartwouldn’tbetoofancy.Sothereyouare;there’syourtreasure.OurMugandBillyIshamhaveonlygottodigthroughtwentyfeetofsandtopickupahundredthousanddollars,IFTHEYCANFINDTHESCHOONER."
  Blixclappedherhandswithalittlecryofdelight,andCondysmoteaknee,exclaiming:
  "ByJove!that’sasgoodasLoudonDodds’opiumship!Why,Cap.,you’reatreasureinyourselfforafellowlookingforstories."
  Thenafterthenotesweretakenandthestorytalkedover,CaptainJack,especiallyifthedayhappenedtobeSunday,wouldinsistupontheirstayingtodinner——boiledbeefandcabbage.smokingcoffeeandpickles——thatK.D.B.servedinthelittle,brick—
  pavedkitcheninthebackofthestation.Thecrewmessedintheirquartersoverhead.
  K.D.B.herselfwasnotuninteresting.Herrespectabilityincasedherlikearmorplate,andsheneverlaughedwithoutputtingthreefingerstoherlips.Shetoldthemthatshehadatonetimebeena"costumereader."
  "Acostumereader?"
  "Yes;readingextractsfromcelebratedauthorsintheappropriatecostumeofthecharacter.Itusedtopayverywell,anditwasveryrefined.Iusedtodo’InaBalcony,’byMisterBrowning,and’Laska,’thesameevening!anditalwaysmadeahit.I’ddo’InaBalcony’first,andI’dputonaLouis—Quinze—the—fifteenthgownandwig—to—matchoverafemalecowboyoutfit.WhenI’dfinished’InaBalcony,’I’ddoanexit,andshuntthegownandwig—to—match,andcomeonas’Laska,’withthundernoisesoff.Itwasoneofthestrongesteffectsinmyrepertoire,anditalwaysgotmeacurtaincall."
  AndCaptainJackwouldwaghisheadandmurmur:
  "Extraordinary!extraordinary!"
  BlixandCondysoonnotedthatupontheoccasionofeachoneoftheirvisits,K.D.B.foundmeanstoentertainthematgreatlengthwithlongdiscussionsuponcertainsubjectsofcuriouslydiversifiedcharacter.UpontheirfirstvisitsheelectedtotalkupontheAlpsmountains.TheSundayfollowingitwasbacteriology;onthenextWednesdayitwascrystals;whilefortwohoursduringtheirnextvisittothestation,CondyandBlixwereobligedtolistentoK.D.B.’sinterminablediscourseontheorigin,history,anddevelopmentofthekingdomofDenmark.Condywasdumfounded.
  "Inevermetsuchaperson,manorwoman,inallmylife.Talkabouteducation!Why,Ithinksheknowseverything!"
  "InDefianceofAuthority"soonbegantomakegoodprogress,butCondy,oncelaunchedupontechnicalnavigation,musthaveCaptainJackathiselbowcontinually,tokeephimfromfoundering.Insomeseanovelherememberedtohavecomeacrosstheexpression"garboardstreak,"andfromthecontextguesseditwastobeappliedtoadetailofavessel’sconstruction.Inanunguardedmomenthehadwrittenthathisschooner’sname"waspaintedinshowygiltlettersuponhergarboardstreak."
  "What’sthegarboardstreak,Condy?"Blixhadasked,whenhehadreadthechaptertoher.
  "That’swheretheypainthername,"hedeclaredpromptly."I
  don’tknowexactly,butIlikethesoundofit."
  Butthenextday,whenhewasreadingthissamechaptertoCaptainJack,thelattersuddenlyinterruptedwithanexclamationasofacutephysicalanguish.
  "What’sthat?Readthatlastoveragain,"hedemanded.
  "’Whentheyhadcomewithinafewboat’slengths,’"readCondy,"’theywereabletoreadtheschooner’sname,paintedinshowygiltlettersuponhergarboardstreak.’"
  "MyGod!"gaspedtheCaptain,claspinghishead.Then,withashout:"Garboardstreak!garboardstreak?Don’tyouknowthatthegarboardstreakisthelastplanknextthekeel?Youmeancounter,notgarboardstreak.Thatregularlygraveledme,thatdid!"
  Theystayedtodinnerwiththecouplethatafternoon,andforhalfanhourafterwardK.D.B.toldthemofthewondersofthecavesofElephantis.Onewouldhavebelievedthatshehadactuallybeenattheplace.Butwhenshechangedthesubjecttothescienceoffortification,Blixcouldnolongerrestrainherself.
  "Butitisreallywonderfulthatyoushouldknowallthesethings!
  Wheredidyoufindtimetostudysomuch?"
  "Onemusthaveaneducation,"returnedK.D.B.primly.
  ButCondyhadcaughtsightofahalf—filledbook—shelfagainsttheoppositewall,andhadbeensuddenlysmittenwithaninspiration.
  Onaleafofhisnotebookhewrote:"TryherontheG’sandH’s,"
  andfoundmeanstoshowitfurtivelytoBlix.ButBlixwaspuzzled,andattheearliestopportunityCondyhimselfsaidtotheretiredcostumereader:
  "Speakingoffortifications,Mrs.Hoskins,Gibraltarnow——that’sawonderfulrock,isn’tit?"
  "Rock!"shequeried."Ithoughtitwasanisland."
  "Oh,no;it’safortress.Theyhaveacastlethere——acastle,somethinglike——well,liketheoldSchlossatHeidelberg.DidyoueverhearaboutorreadaboutHeidelbergUniversity?"
  ButK.D.B.wasallabroadnow.GibraltarandHeidelbergwereunknownsubjectstoher,aswerealsoinoculation,Japan,andKosciusko.AbovetheG’sshewassound;belowthatpointherignorancewasbenighted.
  "Butwhatisit,Condy?"demandedBlix,assoonastheywerealone.
  "I’vetheidea,"heanswered,chuckling."WaittillafterSundaytoseeifI’mright;thenI’lltellyou.It’sadollartoapaperdime,K.D.B.willhavesomethingforusbySunday,beginningwithanI."
  Andshehad.ItwasInternalRevenue.
  "Right!right!"Condyshoutedgleefully,asheandBlixwereontheirwayhome."Iknewit.She’sdonewithAsh——Bol,Bol——Car,andallthose,andhasworkedthroughCod——Dem,andDem——Eve.
  She’sdowntoHor——Kinnow,andshe’llgothroughthewholelotbeforeshe’sdone——Kin——Mag,Mag——Mot,Mot——Pal,andalltherest."
  "TheEncyclopaedia?"
  "Don’tyouseeit?Nowondershedidn’tknowbeansaboutGibraltar!Shehadn’tcometotheG’sbythen."
  "She’sreadingtheEncyclopaedia."
  "Andshegetsthevolumesontheinstahnentplan,don’tyousee?
  Readstheleadingarticles,andthensprings’emonus.Toknowthingsandtalkaboutem,that’sherideaofbeingcultured.’Onemusthaveaneducation.’Doyourememberhersayingthat’Oh,ourmatrimonialobjectsarepanningoutbeyondallexpectation!"
  Whatadelicious,never—to—be—forgottenmonthitwasforthosetwo!Thereinthemidstoflifetheywereasmuchaloneasuponatropicisland.Blixhaddeliberatelyfreedherselffromaworldthathadgrowndistastefultoher;Condylittlebylittlehaddroppedawayfromhisplaceamongthemenandthewomenofhisacquaintance,andthetwocameandwenttogether,livinginalittleworldoftheirowncreation,happyineachother’ssociety,livingonlyinthepresent,andaskingnothingbetterthantobeleftaloneandtotheirowndevices.
  Theysaweachothereveryday.Inthemorningfromninetilltwelve,andintheafternoonuntilthree,Condyworkedawayuponhisnovel,butnotaneveningpassedthatdidnotseehimandBlixinthedining—roomofthelittleflat.ThursdaysandSundayafternoonstheyvisitedthelife—boatstation,andatothertimesprowledabouttheunfrequentedcornersofthecity,nowpassinganafternoonalongthewaterfront,watchingthedepartureofaChinasteamerortheloadingofthegreat,steelwheatships;nowclimbingtheladder—likestreetsofTelegraphHill,orrevisitingthePlaza,Chinatown,andtherestaurant;ortakinglongwalksinthePresidioReservation,watchingcavalryandartillerydrills;
  orsittingforhoursontherocksbytheseashore,watchingtheceaselessrollandplungeofthesurf,thewheelingsea—birds,andthesleek—headedsealshuntingtheoffshorefish,happyforahalf—hourwhentheysurprisedonewithhispreyinhisteeth.
  Oneday,somethreeweeksbeforetheendoftheyear,towardtwointheafternoon,Condysatinhisusualcorneroftheclub,behindthescreen,writingrapidly.Hiscoatwasoffandthestumpofacigarwasbetweenhisteeth.Athiselbowwastherectangularblockofhismanuscript.Duringthelastweekthestoryhadrunfromhimwithafacilitythathadsurprisedanddelightedhim;wordscametohimwithouteffort,rangingthemselvesintolinewiththepromptitudeofwell—drilledsoldiery;sentencesandparagraphsmarcheddowntheclean—sweptspacesofhispaper,likecompaniesandplatoonsdefilinguponreview;hischapterswerebrigadesthathemarshaledatwill,fallingtheminonebehindtheother,eachprecededbyitschapter—head,likeanofficerinthespacebetweentwodivisions.
  Intheguiseofacommander—in—chiefsittinghishorseuponaneminencethatoverlookedthefieldofoperations,Condyatlasttookintheentiresituationataglance,and,withtheforceandprecisionofamachine,marchedhisforcesstraighttothegoalhehadsetforhimselfsolongatimebefore.
  Thenatlengthhetookafreshpenfulofink,squaredhiselbows,drewclosertothedesk.andwithasingleswiftspurtofthepenwrotethelastlineofhisnovel,droppingthepenupontheinstantandpressingtheblotteroverthewordsasthoughsettingasealofapprovaluponthecompletedtask.
  "There!"hemuttered,betweenhisteeth;"I’vedoneforYOU!"
  ThatsameafternoonhereadthelastchaptertoBlix,andshehelpedhimtopreparethemanuscriptforexpressage.Sheinsistedthatitshouldgooffthatveryday,andherselfwrotethedirectionsupontheoutsidewrapper.ThenthetwowentdowntogethertotheWellsFargooffice,and"InDefianceofAuthority"
  wassentonitsjourneyacrossthecontinent.
  "Now,"shesaid,astheycameoutoftheexpressofficeandstoodforamomentuponthesteps,"nowthere’snothingtodobutwaitfortheCentennialCompany.Idosohopewe’llgettheiranswerbeforeIgoaway.TheyOUGHTtotakeit.It’sjustwhattheyaskedfor.Don’tyouthinkthey’lltakeit,Condy?"
  "Oh,botherthat!"answeredCondy."Idon’tcarewhethertheytakeitornot.Howlongnowisitbeforeyougo,Blix?"
  ChapterXIII
  Aweekpassed;thenanother.Theyearwascomingtoaclose.IntendaysBlixwouldbegone.LettershadbeenreceivedfromAuntKihm,andalsoanexquisiteblackleathertraveling—case,apresenttoherniece,fullofcut—glassbottles,ebony—backedbrushes,andshellcombs.BlixwastoleaveontheseconddayofJanuary.Inthemeanwhileshehadbeenreadingfarintoherfirst—yeartext—books,underscoringandannotating,studyingforhoursuponsuchsubjectsasshedidnotunderstand,sothatshemightgetholdofherworkthereadierwhenitcametoclass—roomroutineandlectures.Herswasatemperamentadmirablysuitedtothestudyshehadchosen——self—reliant,cool,androbust.
  Butitwasnoteasyforhertogo.NeverbeforehadBlixbeenawayfromherhome;neverforlongerthanaweekhadshebeenseparatedfromherfather,norfromHowardandSnooky.ThathugecityupontheAtlanticseaboard,withitsvast,fiercelife,wherebeattheheartofthenation,andwherebeyondAuntKihmsheknewnofriend,filledBlixwithavaguesenseofterrorandofoppression.Shewasgoingoutintoanewlife,alifeofworkandofstudy,aharsherlifethanshehadyetknown.Herfather,herfriends,herhome——alltheseweretobeleftbehind.ItwasnotsurprisingthatBlixshouldbedauntedattheprospectofsogreatachangeinherlife,nowsocloseathand.Butifthetearsdidstartattimes,nooneeversawthemfall,andwithacouragethatwasallherownBlixwatchedthelastdaysoftheyeartroopingpastandtheapproachoftheNewYearthatwastobeginthenewlife.
  ButCondywasthoroughlyunhappy.Thosewonderfulthreemonthswereatanend.Blixwasgoing.Inlessthanaweeknowshewouldbegone.Hewouldseethelastofher.Thenwhat?Hepicturedhimself——whenhehadsaidgood—bytoherandthetrainhadlessenedtoasmokyblurinthedistance——facingabout,facingthelifethatmustthenbeginforhim,returningtothecityalone,pickinguptheroutineagain.Therewouldbenothingtolookforwardtothen;hewouldnotseeBlixintheafternoon;
  wouldnotsitwithherintheeveninginthelittledining—roomoftheflatoverlookingthecityandthebay;wouldnotwakeinthemorningwiththeconsciousnessthatbeforethesunwouldsethewouldseeheragain,bewithher,andhearthesoundofhervoice.
  Themonthsthatweretofollowwouldbeonelongache,onelong,harsh,colorlessgrindwithouther.Howwashetogetthroughthatfirsteveningthathemustpassalone?Andshedidnotcareforhim.Condyatlastknewthistobeso.Eventhepoorsolaceofknowingthatshe,too,wasunhappywasdeniedhim.Shehadneverlovedhim,andneverwould.Hewasachumtoher,nothingmore.Condywastooclear—headedtodeceivehimselfuponthispoint.Thetimewascomeforhertogoaway,andshehadgivenhimnosign,nocue.
  Thelastdayspassed;Blix’strunkwaspacked,herhalfsectionengaged,herticketbought.Theysaidgood—bytotheoldplacestheyhadcometoknowsowell——Chinatown,theGoldenBalcony,thewater—front,thelakeofSanAndreas,TelegraphHill,andLuna’s——
  andhadbadefarewelltoRiccardoandtooldRichardson.TheyhadleftK.D.B.andCaptainJackuntilthelastday.BlixwastogoonthesecondofJanuary.OnNewYear’sDaysheandCondyweretotaketheirlastwalk,weretogoouttothelifeboatstation,andthenonaroundtheshoretothelittleamphitheatreofblackberrybushes——wheretheyhadpromisedalwaystowriteoneanotherontheanniversaryoftheirfirstvisit——andthenforthelasttimeclimbthehill,andgoacrossthebreezydownstothecity.
  Thencamethelastdayoftheoldyear,thelastdaybutonethattheywouldbetogether.Theyspentitinalongramblealongthewater—front,followingthelineoftheshippingevenasfarasMeiggs’sWharf.Theyhadcomebacktotheflatforsupper,andafterward,assoonasthefamilyhadleftthemalone,hadsettledthemselvesinthebaywindowtowatchtheNewYearin.
  Thelittledining—roomwasdark,butfortheindistinctbluroflightthatcameinthroughthewindow——alightthatwasaminglingoftheafterglow,thenew—risenmoon,andthefainthazethatthecitythrewoffintotheskyfromitsstreetlampsandelectrics.
  Fromwheretheysattheycouldlookdown,almostasfromatower,intothecity’sstreets.Hereacornercameintoview;furtheronagreatpuffofgreenfoliage——palmsandpinessidebyside——over—
  lookedawall.Hereastreetwasvisibleforalmostitsentirelength,likeastreamofasphaltflowingdownthepitchofthehill,dammedoneithersidebyrowsuponrowsofhouses;whilefurtheronthevagueconfusionofroofsandfacadesopenedoutaroundapatchofgreenlawn,thegardenofsomelargerresidence.
  Astheylookedandwatched,theafterglowcaughtwindowafterwindow,tillallthatquarterofthecityseemedtostareupatthemfromathousandruddyeyes.Thewindowsseemedinfiniteinnumber,thestreetsendlessintheircomplications:yeteverythingwasdeserted.Atthishourthestreetswereempty,andwouldremainsountildaylight.Notasoulwasstirring;nofacelookedfromanyofthosemyriadsofglowingwindows;nofootfalldisturbedthesilenceofthoseasphaltstreets.There,almostwithincallbehindthosewindows,shutofffromthoseemptystreets,athousandhumanliveswereteeming,eachthecentreofitsowncircleofthoughtsandwordsandactions;andyetthesolitudewasprofound,thedesolationcomplete.thestillnessunbrokenbyasingleecho.
  Thenight——thelastnightoftheoldyear——wasfine;thewhite,clearlightfromamoontheycouldnotseegrewwideandclearoverthecity,asthelastgleamofthesunsetfaded.Itwasjustwarmenoughforthewindowtobeopen,andfornearlythreehoursCondyandBlixsatlookingdownuponthecityintheselastmomentsofthepassingyear,feelingupontheirfacesanoccasionaltouchofthebreeze,thatcarriedwithitthesmelloftreesandflowersfromthegardensbelowthem,andthefaintfinetaintoftheoceanfromfaroutbeyondtheHeads.Butthescenewasnotinrealitysilent.Attimeswhentheylistenedintently,especiallywhentheyclosedtheireyes,therecametothemasubdued,steadybourdon,profound,unceasing,avast,numbmurmur,likenoothersoundinallthegamutofnature——thesoundofacityatnight,thehumofagreat,conglomeratelife,wroughtouttherefrommomenttomomentunderthestarsandunderthemoon,whilethelasthoursoftheoldyeardroppedquietlyaway.
  Astarfell.
  Sittinginthewindow,thetwonoticeditatonce,andCondystirredforthefirsttimeinfifteenminutes.
  "Thatwasaverylongone,"hesaid,inalowvoice."Blix,youmustwritetome——wemustwriteeachotheroften."
  "Oh,yes,"sheanswered."Wemustnotforgeteachother;wehavehadtoogoodatimeforthat."
  "Fouryearsisalongtime,"hewenton."Lotscanhappeninfouryears.WonderwhatI’llbedoingattheendoffouryears?We’vehadapleasanttimewhileitlasted,Blix."
  "Haven’twe?"shesaid,herchinonherhand,themoonlightshininginherlittle,dark—browneyes.
  Well,hewasgoingtoloseher.Hehadfoundoutthathelovedheronlyintimetofeelthewrenchofpartingfromherallthemorekeenly.Whatwashetodowithhimselfaftershewasgone?
  Whatcouldheturntoinordertofillupthegreatemptinessthathergoingwouldleaveinhisdailylife?Andwasshenevertoknowhowdearshewastohim?Whynotspeaktoher,whynottellherthathelovedher?ButCondyknewthatBlixdidnotlovehim,andtheknowledgeofthatmustkeephimsilent;hemusthughissecrettohim,liketheSpartanboywithhisstolenfox,nomatterhowgrievouslyithurthimtodoso.HeandBlixhadlivedthroughtwomonthsofrarest,mostuntroubledhappiness,withhardlymoreself—consciousnessthantwoyoungandhealthyboys.Tobringthattroublous,disquietingelementoflovebetweenthem——unrequitedlove,ofallthings——wouldbeafolly.Shewouldtellhim——mustinallhonestytellhimthatshedidnotlovehim,andalltheirdeliciouscamaraderiewouldendina"scene."Condy,aboveeverything,wishedtolookbackonthosetwomonths,aftershehadgone,withoutbeingabletorememberthereinonesinglenotethatjarred.Ifthememoryofherwasallthathewastohave,heresolvedthatatleastthatmemoryshouldbeperfect.
  Andtheloveofherhadmadeamanofhim——hecouldnotforgetthat;hadgiventohimjustthestrengththatmadeitpossibleforhimtokeepthatresolute,grimsilencenow.Inthosetwomonthshehadgrownfiveyears;hewasmoremasculine,morevirile.Theverysetofhismouthwasdifferent;betweentheeye—browstheclefthaddeepened;hisvoiceitselfvibratedtoaheaviernote.
  No,no;solongasheshouldlive,he,mangrownashewas,couldneverforgetthisgirlofnineteenwhohadcomeintohislifesoquietly,sounexpectedly,whohadinfluenceditsoirresistiblyandsounmistakablyforitsbetterment,andwhohadpassedoutofitwiththepassingoftheyear.
  ForafewmomentsCondyhadbeenabsent—mindedlysnappingthelidofhiscigarettecase,whilehethought;nowheselectedacigarette,returnedthecasetohispocket,andfumbledforamatch.Butthelittlegun—metalcasehecarriedwasempty.Blixroseandgropedforamomentuponthemantel—shelf,thenreturnedandhandedhimamatch,andstoodoverhimwhilehescrapeditunderthearmofthechairwhereinhesat.Evenwhenhiscigarettewaslightedshestillstoodthere,lookingathim,thefingersofherhandsclaspedinfrontofher,herhair,onesideofhercheek,herchin,andsweet,roundneckoutlinedbythefaintbluroflightthatcamefromtheopenwindow.Thenquietlyshesaid:
  "Well,Condy?"
  "Well,Blix?"
  "Just’well’?"sherepeated."Isthatall?Isthatallyouhavetosaytome?"
  Hegaveagreatstart.
  "Blix!"heexclaimed.
  "Isthatall?Andyouaregoingtoletmegoawayfromyouforsolong,andsaynothingmorethanthattome?Youthinkyouhavebeensocareful,thinkyouhavekeptyoursecretsoclose!Condy,don’tyousupposeIknow?Doyousupposewomenaresoblind?No,youdon’tneedtotellme;Iknow——I’veknownit——oh,forweeks!"
  "Youknow——know——knowwhat?"heexclaimed,breathless.
  "Thatyouhavebeenpretendingthatyoudidnotloveme.Iknowthatyoudoloveme——Iknowyouhavebeentryingtokeepitfrommeforfearitwouldspoilourgoodtimes,andbecausewehadmadeupourmindstobechums,andhave’nomorefoolishness.’Once——inthosedayswhenwefirstkneweachother——Iknewyoudidnotlovemewhenyousaidyoudid;butnow,since——oh,sincethatafternoonintheChineserestaurant,remember?——I’veknownthatyoudidloveme,althoughyoupretendedyoudidn’t.ItwasthepretenceI
  wantedtoberidof;Iwantedtoberidofitwhenyousaidyoulovedmeanddidn’t,andIwanttoberidofitnowwhenYOU
  pretendnottolovemeandIKNOWyoudo,"andBlixleanedbackherheadasshespokethat"know,"lookingathimfromunderherlids,asmileuponherlips."It’sthepretencethatIwon’thave,"sheadded."Wemustbesincerewitheachother,youandI."
  "Blix,doYOUloveME?"
  Condyhadrisentohisfeet,hisbreathwascomingquick,hiscigarettewasflungaway,andhishandsopenedandshutswiftly.
  "Oh,Blixy,littlegirl,doYOUloveME?"
  Theystoodthereforamomentinthehalfdark,facingoneanother,theirheartsbeating,theirbreathfailingtheminthetensionoftheinstant.Thereinthatroom,highabovethecity,alittleclimaxhadcomeswiftlytoahead,acrisisintwoliveshadsuddenlydeveloped.Themomentthathadbeeninpreparationforthelastfewmonths,thelastfewyears,thelastfewcenturies,behold!ithadarrived.
  "Blix,doyouloveme?"
  SuddenlyitwastheNewYear.Somewherecloseathandachorusofchimingchurchbellssangtogether.Faroffinthedirectionofthewharves,wherethegreatoceansteamshipslay,cametheglad,sonorousshoutingofawhistle;fromanearbystreetabuglecalledaloud.Andthenfrompointtopoint,fromstreettorooftop,andfromrooftospire,thevaguemurmurofmanysoundsgrewandspreadandwidened,slowly,grandly;thatprofoundandsteadybourdon,asofaninvisibleorganswelling,deepening,andexpandingtothefullmalediapasonofthecityarousedandsignalingtheadventofanotheryear.
  Andtheyheardit,theytwoheardit,standingtherefacetoface,lookingintoeachother’seyes,thatunansweredquestionyetbetweenthem,thequestionthathadcometothemwiththeturningoftheyear.ItwastheoldyearyetwhenCondyhadaskedthatquestion.Inthatmoment’spause,whileBlixhesitatedtoanswerhim,theNewYearhadcome.Andwhilethehuge,vastnoteofthecityswelledandvibrated,shestillkeptsilent.Butonlyforamoment.Thenshecameclosertohim,andputahandoneachofhisshoulders.
  "HappyNewYear,dear,"shesaid.
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  OnNewYear’sDay,thelastdaytheyweretobetogether,BlixandCondytook"theirwalk,"astheyhadcometocallit——thewalkthatincludedthelifeboatstation,theGoldenGate,theoceanbeachbeyondtheoldfort,thegreen,bare,flower—starredhillsanddowns,andthesmoothlevelsofthegolflinks.Blixhadbeenbusywiththelastdetailsofherpacking,andtheydidnotgetstarteduntiltowardtwointheafternoon.
  "Strikeme!"exclaimedCaptainJack,asBlixinformedhimthatshehadcometosaygood—by."Why,ain’tthisverysudden—like,MissBessemer?Hey,Kitty,comeinhere.Here’sMissBessemercometosaygood—by;goingtoNewYorkto—morrow."
  "We’llregularlybelonesomewithoutyou,miss,"saidK.D.B.,asshecameintothefrontroom,bringingwithherabrisk,pungentodorofboiledvegetables."NewYork——suchatownasitmustbe!
  ItwascalledManhattanatfirst,youknow,andwassettledbytheDutch."
  EvidentlyK.D.B.hadreachedtheN’s.
  Withsuchdeftnessasshepossessed,Blixtriedtoturntheconversationuponthefirstmeetingoftheretiredseacaptainandtheone—timecostumereader,butalltonopurpose.The"MatrimonialObjects"wereperhapsalittleashamedoftheir"personals"bynow,andneitherBlixnorCondywereevertoheartheirversionofthemeetinginthebackdining—roomofLuna’sMexicanrestaurant.CaptainJackwas,infact,anxioustochangethesubject.
  "Anynewsoftheyarnyet?"hesuddenlyinquiredofCondy"WhatdothoseEasternpublishin’peoplethinkofOurMugandBillyIshamandthewhiskeyschooner?"
  Condyhadreceivedtherejectedmanuscriptof"InDefianceofAuthority"thatmorning,accompaniedbyaletterfromtheCentennialCompany.
  "Well,"hesaidinanswer,"they’renot,asyoumightsay,fallingoverthemselvestryingtoseewho’llbethefirsttoprintit.
  It’sbeenreturned."
  "Thedevilyousay!"respondedtheCaptain."Well,that’skindofdisappointin’toyou,ain’tit?"
  "But,"Blixhastenedtoadd,"we’renotatalldiscouraged.We’regoingtosenditoffagainrightaway."
  Thenshesaidgood—bytothem.
  "Idunnoasyou’llseemeherewhenyoucomeback,miss,"saidtheCaptain,atthegate,hisarmaroundK.D.B."I’vegottoschemin’again.Doyouknow,"headded,inalow,confidentialtone,"thatalltheminesinCaliforniasendtheirclean—upsandgoldbricksdowntotheSelbysmeltin’worksonceeveryweek?Theysend’emtoSanFranciscofirst,andtheyaretakenuptoSelby’sWednesdayafternoonsonalittlestern—wheelsteamercalledthe"Monticello."Allthembricksareinabox——dumpedinlikesomuchcoal——andthatboxsetsjustunderthewheel—house,for’ard.Howmuchmoneydoyousupposethembricksrepresent?Well,I’lltellyou;lastweektheyrepresentedsevenhundredandeightythousanddollars.Well,now,IgotachartofthebaynearVallejo;thechannel’sallright,buttherearemudflatsthatrunoutfromshorethreemiles.Enoughwaterforawhitehall,butnotenoughfor——well,forthepatrolboat,forinstance.Twoorthreeslickboys,ofafoggynight——ofcourse,I’mnotinthatkindofgame,butstrike!itwouldbeadealnow,wouldn’tit?"
  "Don’tyoubelievehim,miss,"putinK.D.B."He’sjusttalkingtoshowoff."
  "IthinkyourschemeofholdingupaCunardliner,"saidCondy,withgreatearnestness,"ismorefeasible.Youcouldlayacrosshercourseandflyadistresssignal.She’dhavetoheaveto."
  "Yes,Ibeenthinkin’o’that;butlookhere——what’stopreventthelinertakingrightafteryourschoonerafteryou’vegotthestuffaboard——justfollowin’yourightaroundan’findin’outwhereyouland?"
  "She’dbeundercontracttocarryGovernmentmails,"contradictedCondy."Shecouldn’tdothat.You’dleavehermailsaboardforjustthatreason.Youwouldn’trobherofhermails;justsolongasshewascarryinggovernmentmailsshecouldn’tstop."
  TheCaptainclappedhispalmdownuponthegate—post.
  "Strikemestraight!Ineverthoughtofthat."
  ChapterXIV
  BlixandCondywenton;onalongthenarrowroadupontheedgeofthesaltmarshesandtulesthatlaybetweenthestationandtheGoldenGate;ontotheGoldenGateitself,andaroundtheoldgrime—incrustedforttotheoceanshore,withitsreachesofhard,whitesand,wherethebowlderslaytumbledandthesurfgrumbledincessantly.
  TheworldseemedveryfarawayfromthemhereontheshoresofthePacific,onthatfirstafternoonoftheNewYear.Theyweresupremelyhappy,andtheysufficedtothemselves.Condyhadforgottenallaboutthenextday,whenhemustsaygood—bytoBlix.
  Itdidnotseempossible,itwasnotwithintheboundsofpossibility,thatshewastogoaway——thattheytwoweretobeseparated.Andforthatmatter,to—morrowwasto—morrow.Itwastwenty—fourhoursaway.Thepresentmomentwassufficient.
  Thepersistencewithwhichtheyclungtotheimmediatemoment,theirhappinessinlivingonlyinthepresent,hadbroughtaboutarathercuriousconditionofthingsbetweenthem.
  Intheirloveforeachothertherewasnothoughtofmarriage;
  theyweretoomuchoccupiedwiththejoyofbeingtogetheratthatparticularinstanttothinkofthefuture.Theylovedeachother,andthatwasenough.Theydidnotlookaheadfurtherthanthefollowingday,andthenbutfurtively,andonlyinorderthattheirmorrow’spartingmightintensifytheirhappinessofto—day.
  ThatNewYear’sDaywastobetheendofeverything.Blixwasgoing;sheandCondywouldneverseeeachotheragain.Thethoughtofmarriage——withitscertainresponsibilities,itsduties,itsgravity,itsvague,troublousseriousness,itsinevitabledisappointments——wasevenalittledistastefultothem.
  Theirromancehadbeenhithertowithoutaflaw;theyhadbeengenuinelyhappyinlittlethings.Itwasaswellthatitshouldendthatday,inallitspristinesweetness,unsulliedbyasinglebittermoment,undimmedbythecloudofasingledisillusionordisappointment.Whateverchancedtotheminlateryears,theycouldatleastcherishthisonememoryofapure,unselfishaffection,youngandunstainedandalmostwithoutthoughtofsex,comeandgoneontheverythresholdoftheirlives.Thiswastheend,theybothunderstood.Theyweregladthatitwastobeso.
  Theydidnotevenspeakagainofwritingtoeachother.
  Theyfoundoncemorethelittlesemicircleofblackberrybushesandthefallenlog,half—wayupthehillabovetheshore,andsatthereawhile,lookingdownuponthelonggreenrollers,marchingincessantlytowardthebeach,andtherebreakinginaprolongedexplosionofsolidgreenwaterandflyingspume.Andtheirglancefollowedtheirsucceedingranksfurtherandfurtherouttosea,tillthemultitudeblendedintothemass——thevast,green,shiftingmassthatdrewtheeyeonandon,totheabrupt,finelineofthehorizon.
  Therewasnodetailinthescene.Therewasnothingbutthegreatreachoftheoceanfloor,theunbrokenplaneofbluesky,andthebaregreenslopeofland——threeimmensities,gigantic,vast,primordial.Itwasnoplacefortrivalideasandthoughtsoflittlethings.Themindharkedbackunconsciouslytothebroad,simpler,basicemotions,thefundamentalinstinctsoftherace.
  Thehugespacesofearthandairandwatercarriedwiththemafeelingofkindlybutenormousforce——elementalforce,fresh,untutored,new,andyoung.Therewasbuoyancyinit;afine,breathlesssenseofupliftingandexhilaration;asensationasofbignessandareturntothehomely,human,naturallife,totheprimitiveoldimpulses,irresistible,changeless,andunhampered;
  oldastheocean,stableasthehills,vastastheunplumbeddepthsofthesky.
  CondyandBlixsatstill,listening,looking,andwatching——theintellectdrowsyandnumb;theemotions,thesenses,allaliveandbrimmingtothesurface.Vaguelytheyfelttheinfluenceofthemoment.Somethingwaspreparingforthem.Fromthelowest,untoucheddepthsintheheartsofeachofthemsomethingwasrisingsteadilytoconsciousnessandthelightofday.Thereisnonameforsuchthings,nonameforthemysterythatspanstheintervalbetweenmanandwoman——themysterythatbearsnorelationtotheirloveforeachother,butthatissomethingbetterthanlove,andwhosecomingsavorsofthemiraculous.
  TheafternoonhadwanedandthesunhadbeguntosetwhenBlixrose.
  "Weshouldbegoing,Condy,"shetoldhim.
  Theystartedupthehill,andCondysaid:"IfeelasthoughIhadbeensomehowasleepwithmyeyeswideopen.Whataglorioussunset!ItseemstomeasthoughIwerelivingdoubleeveryminute;andoh!Blix,isn’titthegreatestthingintheworldtoloveeachotheraswedo?"
  Theyhadcometothetopofthehillbynow,andwentonacrosstheopen,breezydowns,allstarredwithblueirisandwildheliotrope.Blixdrewhisarmaboutherwaist,andlaidhercheekuponhisshoulderwithalittlecaressingmotion.
  "AndIdoloveyou,dear,"shesaid——"loveyouwithallmyheart.
  Andit’sforalways,too;Iknowthat.I’vebeenagirluntilwithinthelastthreeorfourdays——justagirl,dearest;notveryserious,I’mafraid,andnotcaringforanythingelsebeyond,whatwashappeningclosearoundme——don’tyouunderstand?ButsinceI’vefoundouthowmuchIlovedyouandknewthatyoulovedme——
  why,everythingischangedforme.I’mnotthesame,IenjoythingsthatIneverthoughtofenjoyingbefore,andIfeelso——oh,LARGER,don’tyouknow?——andstronger,andsomuchmoreserious.
  JustalittlewhileagoIwasonlynineteen,butIthink,dear,thatbylovingyouIhavebecome——allofasuddenandwithoutknowingit——awoman."
  Alittletremblingranthroughherwiththewords.Shestoppedandputbotharmsaroundhisneck,herheadtippedback,hereyeshalfclosed,hersweetyellowhairrollingfromherforehead.Herwholedearbeingradiatedwiththatsweet,cleanperfumethatseemedtocomealikefromherclothes,herneck,herarms,herhair,andmouth——thedelicious,almostdivine,femininearomathatwaspartofherself.
  "Youdoloveme,Condy,don’tyou,justasIloveyou?"
  Suchwordsashecouldthinkofseemedpitifullyinadequate.Foranswerhecouldonlyholdherthecloser.Sheunderstood.Hereyesclosedslowly,andherfacedrewnearertohis.Justaboveawhisper,shesaid:
  "Iloveyou,dear!"
  "Iloveyou,Blix!"
  Andtheykissedeachotherthenuponthemouth.
  Meanwhilethesunhadbeensetting.Suchasunset!Thewholeworld,thethreegreatspacesofseaandlandandsky,wereincarnadinedwiththegloryofit.Theoceanfloorwasablindingredradiance,thehillswereamethyst,theskyonegiganticopal,andtheytwoseemedpoisedinthemidstofallthechaoticgloryofaprimitiveworld.ItwasNewYear’sDay;theearthwasnew,theyearwasnew,andtheirlovewasnewandstrong.Everythingwasbeforethem.Therewasnolongeranypast,nolongeranypresent.Regretsandmemorieshadnoplaceintheirnewworld.
  ItwasHope,Hope,Hope,thatsangtothemandcalledtothemandsmoteintolifethenewkeenbloodofthem.
  Thensuddenlycamethemiracle,liketheflashingoutofanewstar,whoseradiancetheyfeltbutcouldnotsee,likeaburstofmusicwhoseharmonytheyfeltbutcouldnothear.Andastheystoodtherealoneinallthatsimplegloryofskyandearthandsea,theyknewallinaninstantthatTHEYWEREFOREACHOTHER,foreverandforever,forbetterorforworse,tilldeathshouldthempart.Intotheirromance,intotheirworldoflittlethings,theirjoysofthemoment,theirhappinessofthehour,hadsuddenlydescendedagreatandlastingjoy,thehappinessofthegreat,graveissuesoflife——ahappinesssodeep,sointense,astothrillthemwithasenseofsolemnityandwonder.Insteadofbeingtheend,thatNewYear’sDaywasbutthebeginning——thebeginningoftheirrealromance.Allthefine,virile,masculineenergyofhimwasarousedandrampant.Allhersweet,strongwomanlinesshadbeensuddenlydeepenedandbroadened.Infine,hehadbecomeaman,andshewoman.Youth,life,andtheloveofmanandwoman,thestrengthofthehills,thedepthoftheocean,andthebeautyoftheskyatsunset;thatwaswhattheNewYearhadbroughttothem.
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  "It’sgood—by,dear,isn’tit?"saidBlix.
  ButCondywouldnothaveitso.
  "No,no,"hetoldher;"no,Blix;nomatterhowoftenweseparateafterthiswonderfulNewYear’sDay,nomatterhowfarweareapart,WEtwoshallnever,neversaygood—by."
  "Oh,you’reright,you’reright!"sheanswered,thetearsbeginningtoshineinherlittledark—browneyes."No;solongasweloveeachother,nothingmatters.There’snosuchthingasdistanceforus,isthere?Justthink,youwillbehereontheshoresofthePacific,andIontheshoresoftheAtlantic,butthewholecontinentcan’tcomebetweenUS."
  "Andwe’llbetogetheragain,Blix,"hesaid;"anditwon’tbeverylongnow.Justgivemetime——afewyearsnow."
  "Butsolongasweloveeachother,TIMEwon’tmattereither."
  "Whatarethetearsfor,Blixy?"heasked,pressinghishandkerchieftohercheek.
  "Becausethisisthesaddestandhappiestdayofmylife,"sheanswered.Thenshepulledfromhimwithalittlelaugh,adding:
  "Look,Condy,you’vedroppedyourletter.Youpulleditoutjustnowwithyourhandkerchief."
  AsCondypickeditup,shenotedthenameoftheCentennialCompanyuponthecorner.
  "It’stheletterIgotwiththemanuscriptofthenovelwhentheysentitback,"heexplained.
  "Whatdidtheysay?"
  "Oh,theusualthing.Ihaven’treadityet.Here’swhattheysay."Heopeneditandread:
  "WereturntoyouherewiththeMS.ofyournovel,’InDefianceofAuthority,’andregretthatourreaderdoesnotrecommenditasavailableforpublicationatpresent.Wehave,however,followedyourworkwithconsiderableinterest,andhavereadastorybyyou,copiedinoneofourexchanges,underthetitle,’AVictoryOverDeath,’whichwewouldhavebeengladtopublishourselves,hadyougivenusthechance.
  "WouldyouconsidertheofferoftheassistanteditorshipofourQUARTERLY,aliteraryandcriticalpamphlet,thatwepublishinNewYork,andwithwhichwepresumeyouarefamiliar?Wedonotbelievetherewouldbeanydifficultyinthematteroffinancialarrangements.Incaseyoushoulddecidetocomeon,weincloseR.
  R.passesviatheA.T.&S.F.,C.&A.,andNewYorkCentral.
  "Verytruly,"THECENTENNIALPUBLISHINGCOMPANY,"NEWYORK."
  Thetwoexchangedglances.ButBlixwastooexcitedtospeak,andcouldonlygiveventtoalittle,quivering,chokingsigh.Theletterwasaveritablegodfromthemachine,theonethinglackingtocompletetheirhappiness.
  "Idon’tknowhowthislookstoyou,"Condybegan,tryingtobecalm,"butitseemstomethatthisis——thatthis——this——"
  Butwhattheysaidthentheycouldneverafterwardremember.Thegoldenhazeofthesunsetsomehowgotintotheirrecollectionofthemoment,andtheycouldonlyrecallthefactthattheyhadbeengayerinthatmomentthaneverbeforeinalltheirlives.
  Perhapsasgayastheyeverweretobeagain.Theybegantoknowthedifferencebetweengayetyandhappiness.ThatNewYear’sDay,thatsunset,markedforthemanendandabeginning.Itwastheendoftheirgay,irresponsible,hour—to—hourlifeofthepastthreemonths;anditwasthebeginningofanewlife,whosepossibilitiesofsorrowandoftrouble,ofpleasureandofhappiness,weregreaterthanaughttheyhadyetexperienced.Theyknewthis——theyfeltitinstinctively,aswithacommonimpulsetheyturnedandlookedbackupontheglowingearthandseaandsky,thebreakingsurf,thebeach,thedistant,rime—incrusted,ancientfort——allthatscenethattotheireyesstoodforthedear,free,carelesscompanionshipofthoselastfewmonths.
  Theirnew—foundhappinesswasnotwithoutitssadnessalready.
  Allwasovernow;theirsolitarywalks,thelong,stilleveningsinthelittledining—roomoverlookingthesleepingcity,theirexcursionstoLuna’s,theirafternoonsspentinthegoldenChinesebalcony,theirmorningsonthelake,calmandstillandhot.
  Foreverandforevertheyhadsaidgood—bytothatlife.Alreadythesunsetwaslosingitsglory.
  Then,withonelastlook,theyturnedaboutandsettheirfacesfromittothenewlife,totheEast,wherelaytheNation.OutbeyondthepurplebulwarksoftheSierras,faroff,thegreat,grimworldwentclashingthroughitsgrooves——theworldthatnowtheyweretoknow,theworldthatcalledtothem,andwokethem,androusedthem.Theirlittlegayetiesweredone;thelifeoflittlethingswasallbehind.Nowforthefuture.Thesternernotehadstruck——workwastobedone;that,too,theNewYearhadbroughttothem——workforeachofthem,workandtheworldofmen.
  Foramomenttheyshrankfromit,lothtotakethefirststepbeyondtheconfinesofthegardenwhereintheyhadlivedsojoyouslyandlearnedtoloveeachother;andastheystoodthere,facingthegrayanddarkeningEasternsky,theirbacksforeverturnedtothesunset,Blixdrewclosertohim,puttingherhandinhis,lookingalittletimidlyintohiseyes.Buthisarmwasaroundher,andthestrongyoungforcethatlookedintohereyesfromhisgavehercourage.
  "AhappyNewYear,dear,"shesaid.
  "Avery,veryhappyNewYear,Blix,"heanswered.
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