Shecharmedhimbynumerousattentions;nowitwassomenewwayofarrangingpapersconcesforthecandles,aflouncethatshealteredonhergown,oranextraordinarynameforsomeverysimpledishthattheservanthadspoilt,butthatCharlesswallowedwithpleasuretothelastmouthful。AtRouenshesawsomeladieswhoworeabunchofcharmsonthewatch-chains;sheboughtsomecharms。Shewantedforhermantelpiecetwolargeblueglassvases,andsometimeafteranivorynecessairewithasilver-giltthimble。ThelessCharlesunderstoodtheserefinementsthemoretheyseducedhim。Theyaddedsomethingtothepleasureofthesensesandtothecomfortofhisfireside。Itwaslikeagoldendustsandingallalongthenarrowpathofhislife。
  Hewaswell,lookedwell;hisreputationwasfirmlyestablished。
  Thecountry-folklovedhimbecausehewasnotproud。Hepettedthechildren,neverwenttothepublichouse,and,moreover,hismoralsinspiredconfidence。Hewasspeciallysuccessfulwithcatarrhsandchestcomplaints。Beingmuchafraidofkillinghispatients,Charles,infactonlyprescribedsedatives,fromtimetotimeandemetic,afootbath,orleeches。Itwasnotthathewasafraidofsurgery;hebledpeoplecopiouslylikehorses,andforthetakingoutofteethhehadthe“devil’sownwrist。“
  Finally,tokeepupwiththetimes,hetookin“LaRucheMedicale,“anewjournalwhoseprospectushadbeensenthim。Hereaditalittleafterdinner,butinaboutfiveminutesthewarmthoftheroomaddedtotheeffectofhisdinnersenthimtosleep;andhesatthere,hischinonhistwohandsandhishairspreadinglikeamanetothefootofthelamp。Emmalookedathimandshruggedhershoulders。Why,atleast,wasnotherhusbandoneofthosemenoftaciturnpassionswhoworkattheirbooksallnight,andatlast,whenaboutsixty,theageofrheumatismsetsin,wearastringofordersontheirill-fittingblackcoat?ShecouldhavewishedthisnameofBovary,whichwashers,hadbeenillustrious,toseeitdisplayedatthebooksellers’,repeatedinthenewspapers,knowntoallFrance。ButCharleshadnoambition。
  AnYvetotdoctorwhomhehadlatelymetinconsultationhadsomewhathumiliatedhimattheverybedsideofthepatient,beforetheassembledrelatives。When,intheevening,Charlestoldherthisanecdote,Emmainveighedloudlyagainsthiscolleague。Charleswasmuchtouched。Hekissedherforeheadwithatearinhiseyes。Butshewasangeredwithshame;shefeltawilddesiretostrikehim;shewenttoopenthewindowinthepassageandbreathedinthefreshairtocalmherself。
  “Whataman!Whataman!“shesaidinalowvoice,bitingherlips。
  Besides,shewasbecomingmoreirritatedwithhim。Ashegrewolderhismannergrewheavier;atdesserthecutthecorksoftheemptybottles;aftereatinghecleanedhisteethwithhistongue;
  intakingsouphemadeagurglingnoisewitheveryspoonful;and,ashewasgettingfatter,thepuffed-outcheeksseemedtopushtheeyes,alwayssmall,uptothetemples。
  SometimesEmmatuckedtheredbordersofhisunder-vestuntohiswaistcoat,rearrangedhiscravat,andthrewawaythedirtygloveshewasgoingtoputon;andthiswasnot,ashefancied,forhimself;itwasforherself,byadiffusionofegotism,ofnervousirritation。Sometimes,too,shetoldhimofwhatshehadread,suchasapassageinanovel,ofanewplay,orananecdoteofthe“upperten“thatshehadseeninafeuilleton;for,afterall,Charleswassomething,anever-openear,andever-readyapprobation。Sheconfidedmanyathingtohergreyhound。Shewouldhavedonesotothelogsinthefireplaceortothependulumoftheclock。
  Atthebottomofherheart,however,shewaswaitingforsomethingtohappen。Likeshipwreckedsailors,sheturneddespairingeyesuponthesolitudeofherlife,seekingafaroffsomewhitesailinthemistsofthehorizon。Shedidnotknowwhatthischancewouldbe,whatwindwouldbringither,towardswhatshoreitwoulddriveher,ifitwouldbeashalloporathree-decker,ladenwithanguishorfullofblisstotheportholes。Buteachmorning,assheawoke,shehopeditwouldcomethatday;shelistenedtoeverysound,sprangupwithastart,wonderedthatitdidnotcome;thenatsunset,alwaysmoresaddened,shelongedforthemorrow。
  Springcameround。Withthefirstwarmweather,whenthepeartreesbegantoblossom,shesufferedfromdyspnoea。
  >FromthebeginningofJulyshecountedhowmanyweeksthereweretoOctober,thinkingthatperhapstheMarquisd’AndervillierswouldgiveanotherballatVaubyessard。ButallSeptemberpassedwithoutlettersorvisits。
  Aftertheennuiofthisdisappointmentherheartoncemoreremainedempty,andthenthesameseriesofdaysrecommenced。Sonowtheywouldthusfollowoneanother,alwaysthesame,immovable,andbringingnothing。Otherlives,howeverflat,hadatleastthechanceofsomeevent。Oneadventuresometimesbroughtwithitinfiniteconsequencesandthescenechanged。Butnothinghappenedtoher;Godhadwilleditso!Thefuturewasadarkcorridor,withitsdoorattheendshutfast。
  Shegaveupmusic。Whatwasthegoodofplaying?Whowouldhearher?Sinceshecouldnever,inavelvetgownwithshortsleeves,strikingwithherlightfingerstheivorykeysofanErardataconcert,feelthemurmurofecstasyenvelopherlikeabreeze,itwasnotworthwhileboringherselfwithpracticing。Herdrawingcardboardandherembroiderysheleftinthecupboard。Whatwasthegood?Whatwasthegood?Sewingirritatedher。“Ihavereadeverything,“shesaidtoherself。Andshesattheremakingthetongsred-hot,orlookedattherainfalling。
  HowsadshewasonSundayswhenvesperssounded!Shelistenedwithdullattentiontoeachstrokeofthecrackedbell。Acatslowlywalkingoversomeroofputuphisbackinthepaleraysofthesum。Thewindonthehighroadblewupcloudsofdust。Afaroffadogsometimeshowled;andthebell,keepingtime,continueditsmonotonousringingthatdiedawayoverthefields。
  Butthepeoplecameoutfromchurch。Thewomeninwaxedclogs,thepeasantsinnewblouses,thelittlebare-headedchildrenskippingalonginfrontofthem,allweregoinghome。Andtillnightfall,fiveorsixmen,alwaysthesame,stayedplayingatcorksinfrontofthelargedooroftheinn。
  Thewinterwassevere。Thewindowseverymorningwerecoveredwithrime,andthelightshiningthroughthem,dimasthroughground-glass,sometimesdidnotchangethewholedaylong。Atfouro’clockthelamphadtobelighted。
  Onfinedaysshewentdownintothegarden。Thedewhadleftonthecabbagesasilverlacewithlongtransparentthreadsspreadingfromonetotheother。Nobirdsweretobeheard;
  everythingseemedasleep,theespaliercoveredwithstraw,andthevine,likeagreatsickserpentunderthecopingofthewall,alongwhich,ondrawinghear,onesawthemany-footedwoodlicecrawling。Underthesprucebythehedgerow,thecurieinthethree-corneredhatreadinghisbreviaryhadlosthisrightfoot,andtheveryplaster,scalingoffwiththefrost,hadleftwhitescabsonhisface。
  Thenshewentupagain,shutherdoor,putoncoals,andfaintingwiththeheatofthehearth,feltherboredomweighmoreheavilythanever。Shewouldhaveliketogodownandtalktotheservant,butasenseofshamerestrainedher。
  Everydayatthesametimetheschoolmasterinablackskullcapopenedtheshuttersofhishouse,andtheruralpoliceman,wearinghissabreoverhisblouse,passedby。Nightandmorningthepost-horses,threebythree,crossedthestreettowateratthepond。Fromtimetotimethebellofapublichousedoorrang,andwhenitwaswindyonecouldhearthelittlebrassbasinsthatservedassignsforthehairdresser’sshopcreakingontheirtworods。Thisshophadasdecorationanoldengravingofafashion-platestuckagainstawindowpaneandthewaxbustofawomanwithyellowhair。He,too,thehairdresser,lamentedhiswastedcalling,hishopelessfuture,anddreamingofsomeshopinabigtown——atRouen,forexample,overlookingtheharbour,nearthetheatre——hewalkedupanddownalldayfromthemairietothechurch,sombreandwaitingforcustomers。WhenMadameBovarylookedup,shealwayssawhimthere,likeasentinelonduty,withhisskullcapoverhisearsandhisvestoflasting。
  Sometimesintheafternoonoutsidethewindowofherroom,theheadofamanappeared,aswarthyheadwithblackwhiskers,smilingslowly,withabroad,gentlesmilethatshowedhiswhiteteeth。Awaltzimmediatelybeganandontheorgan,inalittledrawingroom,dancersthesizeofafinger,womeninpinkturbans,Tyroliansinjackets,monkeysinfrockcoats,gentlemeninknee-breeches,turnedandturnedbetweenthesofas,theconsoles,multipliedinthebitsoflookingglassheldtogetherattheircornersbyapieceofgoldpaper。Themanturnedhishandle,lookingtotherightandleft,andupatthewindows。Nowandagain,whileheshotoutalongsquirtofbrownsalivaagainstthemilestone,withhiskneeraisedhisinstrument,whosehardstrapstiredhisshoulder;andnow,dolefulanddrawling,orgayandhurried,themusicescapedfromthebox,droningthroughacurtainofpinktaffetaunderabrassclawinarabesque。Theywereairsplayedinotherplacesatthetheatres,sungindrawingrooms,dancedtoatnightunderlightedlustres,echoesoftheworldthatreachedeventoEmma。Endlesssarabandsranthroughherhead,and,likeanIndiandancinggirlontheflowersofacarpet,herthoughtsleaptwiththenotes,swungfromdreamtodream,fromsadnesstosadness。Whenthemanhadcaughtsomecoppersinhiscap,hedrewdownanoldcoverofbluecloth,hitchedhisorganontohisback,andwentoffwithaheavytread。Shewatchedhimgoing。
  Butitwasaboveallthemeal-timesthatwereunbearabletoher,inthissmallroomonthegroundfloor,withitssmokingstove,itscreakingdoor,thewallsthatsweated,thedampflags;allthebitternessinlifeseemedserveduponherplate,andwithsmokeoftheboiledbeefthererosefromhersecretsoulwhiffsofsickliness。Charleswasasloweater;sheplayedwithafewnuts,or,leaningonherelbow,amusedherselfwithdrawinglinesalongtheoilclothtablecoverwiththepointofherknife。
  Shenowleteverythinginherhouseholdtakecareofitself,andMadameBovarysenior,whenshecametospendpartofLentatTostes,wasmuchsurprisedatthechange。Shewhowasformerlysocareful,sodainty,nowpassedwholedayswithoutdressing,woregreycottonstockings,andburnttallowcandles。Shekeptsayingtheymustbeeconomicalsincetheywerenotrich,addingthatshewasverycontented,veryhappy,thatTostespleasedherverymuch,withotherspeechesthatclosedthemouthofhermother-in-law。Besides,Emmanolongerseemedinclinedtofollowheradvice;onceeven,MadameBovaryhavingthoughtfittomaintainthatmistressesoughttokeepaneyeonthereligionoftheirservants,shehadansweredwithsoangryalookandsocoldasmilethatthegoodwomandidnotinterfereagain。
  Emmawasgrowingdifficult,capricious。Sheordereddishesforherself,thenshedidnottouchthem;onedaydrankonlypuremilk,thenextcupsofteabythedozen。Oftenshepersistedinnotgoingout,then,stifling,threwopenthewindowsandputonlightdresses。Aftershehadwellscoldedherservantshegaveherpresentsorsentherouttoseeneighbours,justasshesometimesthrewbeggarsallthesilverinherpurse,althoughshewasbynomeanstender-heartedoreasilyaccessibletothefeelingsofothers,likemostcountry-bredpeople,whoalwaysretainintheirsoulssomethingofthehornyhardnessofthepaternalhands。