“Itisverystrange,“thoughtEmma,“howuglythischildis!“
  Whenateleveno’clockCharlescamebackfromthechemist’sshop,whitherhehadgoneafterdinnertoreturntheremainderofthesticking-plaster,hefoundhiswifestandingbythecradle。
  “Iassureyouit’snothing。“hesaid,kissingherontheforehead。“Don’tworry,mypoordarling;youwillmakeyourselfill。“
  Hehadstayedalongtimeatthechemist’s。Althoughhehadnotseemedmuchmoved,Homais,nevertheless,hadexertedhimselftobuoyhimup,to“keepuphisspirits。“Thentheyhadtalkedofthevariousdangersthatthreatenchildhood,ofthecarelessnessofservants。MadameHomaisknewsomethingofit,havingstilluponherchestthemarksleftbyabasinfullofsoupthatacookhadformerlydroppedonherpinafore,andhergoodparentstooknoendoftroubleforher。Thekniveswerenotsharpened,northefloorswaxed;therewereirongratingstothewindowsandstrongbarsacrossthefireplace;thelittleHomais,inspiteoftheirspirit,couldnotstirwithoutsomeonewatchingthem;attheslightestcoldtheirfatherstuffedthemwithpectorals;anduntiltheywereturnedfourtheyall,withoutpity,hadtowearwaddedhead-protectors。This,itistrue,wasafancyofMadameHomais’;herhusbandwasinwardlyafflictedatit。Fearingthepossibleconsequencesofsuchcompressiontotheintellectualorgans。Heevenwentsofarastosaytoher,“DoyouwanttomakeCaribsorBotocudosofthem?“
  Charles,however,hadseveraltimestriedtointerrupttheconversation。“Ishouldliketospeaktoyou,“hehadwhisperedintheclerk’sear,whowentupstairsinfrontofhim。
  “Canhesuspectanything?“Leonaskedhimself。Hisheartbeat,andherackedhisbrainwithsurmises。
  Atlast,Charles,havingshutthedoor,askedhimtoseehimselfwhatwouldbethepriceatRouenofafinedaguerreotypes。Itwasasentimentalsurpriseheintendedforhiswife,adelicateattention——hisportraitinafrock-coat。Buthewantedfirsttoknow“howmuchitwouldbe。“TheinquirieswouldnotputMonsieurLeonout,sincehewenttotownalmosteveryweek。
  Why?MonsieurHomaissuspectedsome“youngman’saffair“atthebottomofit,anintrigue。Buthewasmistaken。Leonwasafternolove-making。Hewassadderthanever,asMadameLefrancoissawfromtheamountoffoodheleftonhisplate。Tofindoutmoreaboutitshequestionedthetax-collector。Binetansweredroughlythathe“wasn’tpaidbythepolice。“
  Allthesame,hiscompanionseemedverystrangetohim,forLeonoftenthrewhimselfbackinhischair,andstretchingouthisarms。Complainedvaguelyoflife。
  “It’sbecauseyoudon’ttakeenoughrecreation,“saidthecollector。
  “Whatrecreation?“
  “IfIwereyouI’dhavealathe。“
  “ButIdon’tknowhowtoturn,“answeredtheclerk。
  “Ah!that’strue,“saidtheother,rubbinghischinwithanairofmingledcontemptandsatisfaction。
  Leonwaswearyoflovingwithoutanyresult;moreoverhewasbeginningtofeelthatdepressioncausedbytherepetitionofthesamekindoflife,whennointerestinspiresandnohopesustainsit。HewassoboredwithYonvilleanditsinhabitants,thatthesightofcertainpersons,ofcertainhouses,irritatedhimbeyondendurance;andthechemist,goodfellowthoughhewas,wasbecomingabsolutelyunbearabletohim。Yettheprospectofanewconditionoflifefrightenedasmuchasitseducedhim。
  Thisapprehensionsoonchangedintoimpatience,andthenParisfromafarsoundeditsfanfareofmaskedballswiththelaughofgrisettes。Ashewastofinishreadingthere,whynotsetoutatonce?Whatpreventedhim?Andhebeganmakinghome-preparations;
  hearrangedhisoccupationsbeforehand。Hefurnishedinhisheadanapartment。Hewouldleadanartist’slifethere!Hewouldtakelessonsontheguitar!Hewouldhaveadressing-gown,aBasquecap,bluevelvetslippers!Heevenalreadywasadmiringtwocrossedfoilsoverhischimney-piece,withadeath’sheadontheguitarabovethem。
  Thedifficultywastheconsentofhismother;nothing,however,seemedmorereasonable。Evenhisemployeradvisedhimtogotosomeotherchamberswherehecouldadvancemorerapidly。Takingamiddlecourse,then,LeonlookedforsomeplaceassecondclerkatRouen;foundnone,andatlastwrotehismotheralongletterfullofdetails,inwhichhesetforththereasonsforgoingtoliveatParisimmediately。Sheconsented。
  Hedidnothurry。EverydayforamonthHivertcarriedboxes,valises,parcelsforhimfromYonvilletoRouenandfromRouentoYonville;andwhenLeonhadpackeduphiswardrobe,hadhisthreearm-chairsrestuffed,boughtastockofneckties,inaword,hadmademorepreparationsthanforavoyagearoundtheworld,heputitofffromweektoweek,untilhereceivedasecondletterfromhismotherurginghimtoleave,sincehewantedtopasshisexaminationbeforethevacation。
  Whenthemomentforthefarewellshadcome,MadameHomaiswept,Justinsobbed;Homais,asamanofnerve,concealedhisemotion;
  hewishedtocarryhisfriend’sovercoathimselfasfarasthegateofthenotary,whowastakingLeontoRoueninhiscarriage。
  ThelatterhadjusttimetobidfarewelltoMonsieurBovary。
  Whenhereachedtheheadofthestairs,hestopped,hewassooutofbreath。Ashecamein,MadameBovaryarosehurriedly。
  “ItisIagain!“saidLeon。
  “Iwassureofit!“
  Shebitherlips,andarushofbloodflowingunderherskinmadeherredfromtherootsofherhairtothetopofhercollar。Sheremainedstanding,leaningwithhershoulderagainstthewainscot。
  “Thedoctorisnothere?“hewenton。
  “Heisout。“Sherepeated,“Heisout。“
  Thentherewassilence。Theylookedatoneanotherandtheirthoughts,confoundedinthesameagony,clungclosetogetherliketwothrobbingbreasts。
  “IshouldliketokissBerthe,“saidLeon。
  EmmawentdownafewstepsandcalledFelicite。
  Hethrewonelonglookaroundhimthattookinthewalls,thedecorations,thefireplace,asiftopenetrateeverything,carryawayeverything。Butshereturned,andtheservantbroughtBerthe,whowasswingingawindmillroofdownwardsattheendofastring。Leonkissedherseveraltimesontheneck。
  “Good-bye,poorchild!good-bye,dearlittleone!good-bye!“Andhegaveherbacktohermother。
  “Takeheraway,“shesaid。
  Theyremainedalone——MadameBovary,herbackturned,herfacepressedagainstawindow-pane;Leonheldhiscapinhishand,knockingitsoftlyagainsthisthigh。
  “Itisgoingtorain,“saidEmma。
  “Ihaveacloak,“heanswered。
  “Ah!“
  Sheturnedaround,herchinlowered,herforeheadbentforward。
  Thelightfellonitasonapieceofmarble,tothecurveoftheeyebrows,withoutone’sbeingabletoguesswhatEmmawasseeingonthehorizonorwhatshewasthinkingwithinherself。
  “Well,good-bye,“hesighed。
  Sheraisedherheadwithaquickmovement。
  “Yes,good-bye——go!“
  Theyadvancedtowardseachother;heheldouthishand;shehesitated。
  “IntheEnglishfashion,then,“shesaid,givingherownhandwhollytohim,andforcingalaugh。
  Leonfeltitbetweenhisfingers,andtheveryessenceofallhisbeingseemedtopassdownintothatmoistpalm。Thenheopenedhishand;theireyesmetagain,andhedisappeared。
  Whenhereachedthemarket-place,hestoppedandhidbehindapillartolookforthelasttimeatthiswhitehousewiththefourgreenblinds。Hethoughthesawashadowbehindthewindowintheroom;butthecurtain,slidingalongthepoleasthoughnooneweretouchingit,slowlyopeneditslongobliquefoldsthatspreadoutwithasinglemovement,andthushungstraightandmotionlessasaplasterwall。Leonsetoffrunning。
  >Fromafarhesawhisemployer’sgigintheroad,andbyitamaninacoarseapronholdingthehorse。HomaisandMonsieurGuillauminweretalking。Theywerewaitingforhim。
  “Embraceme,“saidthedruggistwithtearsinhiseyes。“Hereisyourcoat,mygoodfriend。Mindthecold;takecareofyourself;
  lookafteryourself。“
  “Come,Leon,jumpin,“saidthenotary。
  Homaisbendoverthesplash-board,andinavoicebrokenbysobsutteredthesethreesadwords——
  “Apleasantjourney!“
  “Good-night,“saidMonsieurGuillaumin。“Givehimhishead。“Theysetout,andHomaiswentback。