Sheinsisted,however,onhistakingatleastthechain,andLheureuxhadalreadyputitinhispocketandwasgoing,whenshecalledhimback。
  “Youwillleaveeverythingatyourplace。Astothecloak“——sheseemedtobereflecting——“donotbringiteither;youcangivemethemaker’saddress,andtellhimtohaveitreadyforme。“
  Itwasthenextmonththattheyweretorunaway。ShewastoleaveYonvilleasifshewasgoingonsomebusinesstoRouen。
  Rodolphewouldhavebookedtheseats,procuredthepassports,andevenhavewrittentoParisinordertohavethewholemail-coachreservedforthemasfarasMarseilles,wheretheywouldbuyacarriage,andgoonthencewithoutstoppingtoGenoa。ShewouldtakecaretosendherluggagetoLheureuxwhenceitwouldbetakendirecttothe“Hirondelle,“sothatnoonewouldhaveanysuspicion。Andinallthisthereneverwasanyallusiontothechild。Rodolpheavoidedspeakingofher;perhapshenolongerthoughtaboutit。
  Hewishedtohavetwomoreweeksbeforehimtoarrangesomeaffairs;thenattheendofaweekhewantedtwomore;thenhesaidhewasill;nexthewentonajourney。ThemonthofAugustpassed,and,afterallthesedelays,theydecidedthatitwastobeirrevocablyfixedforthe4thSeptember——aMonday。
  AtlengththeSaturdaybeforearrived。
  Rodolphecameintheeveningearlierthanusual。
  “Everythingisready?“sheaskedhim。
  “Yes。“
  Thentheywalkedroundagarden-bed,andwenttositdownneartheterraceonthekerb-stoneofthewall。
  “Youaresad,“saidEmma。
  “No;why?“
  Andyethelookedatherstrangelyinatenderfashion。
  “Itisbecauseyouaregoingaway?“shewenton;“becauseyouareleavingwhatisdeartoyou——yourlife?Ah!Iunderstand。Ihavenothingintheworld!youarealltome;soshallIbetoyou。I
  willbeyourpeople,yourcountry;Iwilltend,Iwillloveyou!“
  “Howsweetyouare!“hesaid,seizingherinhisarms。
  “Really!“shesaidwithavoluptuouslaugh。“Doyouloveme?
  Swearitthen!“
  “DoIloveyou——loveyou?Iadoreyou,mylove。“
  Themoon,fullandpurple-coloured,wasrisingrightoutoftheearthattheendofthemeadow。Sherosequicklybetweenthebranchesofthepoplars,thathidherhereandtherelikeablackcurtainpiercedwithholes。Thensheappeareddazzlingwithwhitenessintheemptyheavensthatshelitup,andnowsailingmoreslowlyalong,letfallupontheriveragreatstainthatbrokeupintoaninfinityofstars;andthesilversheenseemedtowrithethroughtheverydepthslikeaheedlessserpentcoveredwithluminousscales;italsoresembledsomemonstercandelabraallalongwhichsparkleddropsofdiamondsrunningtogether。Thesoftnightwasaboutthem;massesofshadowfilledthebranches。
  Emma,hereyeshalfclosed,breathedinwithdeepsighsthefreshwindthatwasblowing。Theydidnotspeak,lostastheywereintherushoftheirreverie。Thetendernessoftheolddayscamebacktotheirhearts,fullandsilentastheflowingriver,withthesoftnessoftheperfumeofthesyringas,andthrewacrosstheirmemoriesshadowsmoreimmenseandmoresombrethanthoseofthestillwillowsthatlengthenedoutoverthegrass。Oftensomenight-animal,hedgehogorweasel,settingoutonthehunt,disturbedthelovers,orsometimestheyheardaripepeachfallingallalonefromtheespalier。
  “Ah!whatalovelynight!“saidRodolphe。
  “Weshallhaveothers,“repliedEmma;and,asifspeakingtoherself:“Yet,itwillbegoodtotravel。Andyet,whyshouldmyheartbesoheavy?Isitdreadoftheunknown?Theeffectofhabitsleft?Orrather——?No;itistheexcessofhappiness。HowweakIam,amInot?Forgiveme!“
  “Thereisstilltime!“hecried。“Reflect!perhapsyoumayrepent!“
  “Never!“shecriedimpetuously。Andcomingclosertohim:“Whatillcouldcometome?Thereisnodesert,noprecipice,nooceanIwouldnottraversewithyou。Thelongerwelivetogetherthemoreitwillbelikeanembrace,everydaycloser,morehearttoheart。Therewillbenothingtotroubleus,nocares,noobstacle。Weshallbealone,alltoourselveseternally。Oh,speak!Answerme!“
  Atregularintervalsheanswered,“Yes——Yes——“Shehadpassedherhandsthroughhishair,andsherepeatedinachildlikevoice,despitethebigtearswhichwerefalling,“Rodolphe!Rodolphe!
  Ah!Rodolphe!dearlittleRodolphe!“
  Midnightstruck。
  “Midnight!“saidshe。“Come,itisto-morrow。Onedaymore!“
  Herosetogo;andasifthemovementhemadehadbeenthesignalfortheirflight,Emmasaid,suddenlyassumingagayair——
  “Youhavethepassports?“
  “Yes。“
  “Youareforgettingnothing?“
  “No。“
  “Areyousure?“
  “Certainly。“
  “ItisattheHoteldeProvence,isitnot,thatyouwillwaitformeatmidday?“
  Henodded。
  “Tillto-morrowthen!“saidEmmainalastcaress;andshewatchedhimgo。
  Hedidnotturnround。Sheranafterhim,and,leaningoverthewater’sedgebetweenthebulrushes“To-morrow!“shecried。
  Hewasalreadyontheothersideoftheriverandwalkingfastacrossthemeadow。
  AfterafewmomentsRodolphestopped;andwhenhesawherwithherwhitegowngraduallyfadeawayintheshadelikeaghost,hewasseizedwithsuchabeatingoftheheartthatheleantagainstatreelestheshouldfall。
  “WhatanimbecileIam!“hesaidwithafearfuloath。“Nomatter!
  Shewasaprettymistress!“
  AndimmediatelyEmma’sbeauty,withallthepleasuresoftheirlove,camebacktohim。Foramomenthesoftened;thenherebelledagainsther。
  “For,afterall,“heexclaimed,gesticulating,“Ican’texilemyself——haveachildonmyhands。“
  Hewassayingthesethingstogivehimselffirmness。
  “Andbesides,theworry,theexpense!Ah!no,no,no,no!athousandtimesno!Thatwouldbetoostupid。“
  ChapterThirteenNosoonerwasRodolpheathomethanhesatdownquicklyathisbureauunderthestag’sheadthathungasatrophyonthewall。
  Butwhenhehadthepenbetweenhisfingers,hecouldthinkofnothing,sothat,restingonhiselbows,hebegantoreflect。
  Emmaseemedtohimtohaverecededintoafar-offpast,asiftheresolutionhehadtakenhadsuddenlyplacedadistancebetweenthem。
  Togetbacksomethingofher,hefetchedfromthecupboardatthebedsideanoldRheimsbiscuit-box,inwhichheusuallykepthislettersfromwomen,andfromitcameanodourofdrydustandwitheredroses。Firsthesawahandkerchiefwithpalelittlespots。Itwasahandkerchiefofhers。Oncewhentheywerewalkinghernosehadbled;hehadforgottenit。Nearit,chippedatallthecorners,wasaminiaturegivenhimbyEmma:hertoiletteseemedtohimpretentious,andherlanguishinglookintheworstpossibletaste。Then,fromlookingatthisimageandrecallingthememoryofitsoriginal,Emma’sfeatureslittlebylittlegrewconfusedinhisremembrance,asifthelivingandthepaintedface,rubbingoneagainsttheother,hadeffacedeachother。
  Finally,hereadsomeofherletters;theywerefullofexplanationsrelatingtotheirjourney,short,technical,andurgent,likebusinessnotes。Hewantedtoseethelongonesagain,thoseofoldtimes。Inordertofindthematthebottomofthebox,Rodolphedisturbedalltheothers,andmechanicallybeganrummagingamidstthismassofpapersandthings,findingpell-mellbouquets,garters,ablackmask,pins,andhair——hair!
  darkandfair,someeven,catchinginthehingesofthebox,brokewhenitwasopened。
  Thusdallyingwithhissouvenirs,heexaminedthewritingandthestyleoftheletters,asvariedastheirorthography。Theyweretenderorjovial,facetious,melancholy;thereweresomethataskedforlove,othersthataskedformoney。Awordrecalledfacestohim,certaingestures,thesoundofavoice;sometimes,however,herememberednothingatall。
  Infact,thesewomen,rushingatonceintohisthoughts,crampedeachotherandlessened,asreducedtoauniformleveloflovethatequalisedthemall。Sotakinghandfulsofthemixed-upletters,heamusedhimselfforsomemomentswithlettingthemfallincascadesfromhisrightintohislefthand。Atlast,boredandweary,Rodolphetookbacktheboxtothecupboard,sayingtohimself,“Whatalotofrubbish!“Whichsummeduphisopinion;forpleasures,likeschoolboysinaschoolcourtyard,hadsotrampleduponhisheartthatnogreenthinggrewthere,andthatwhichpassedthroughit,moreheedlessthanchildren,didnoteven,likethem,leaveanamecarveduponthewall。