“PerhapsitbelongstothepartyItookouttheotherday。Alotofjollyfolk,gentlemenandladies,withcakes,champagne,cornets——everythinginstyle!Therewasoneespecially,atallhandsomemanwithsmallmoustaches,whowasthatfunny!Andtheyallkeptsaying,’Nowtellussomething,Adolphe——Dolpe,’I
think。“
Sheshivered。
“Youareinpain?“askedLeon,comingclosertoher。
“Oh,it’snothing!Nodoubt,itisonlythenightair。“
“Andwhodoesn’twantforwomen,either,“softlyaddedthesailor,thinkinghewaspayingthestrangeracompliment。
Then,spittingonhishands,hetooktheoarsagain。
Yettheyhadtopart。Theadieuxweresad。HewastosendhisletterstoMereRollet,andshegavehimsuchpreciseinstructionsaboutadoubleenvelopethatheadmiredgreatlyheramorousastuteness。
“Soyoucanassuremeitisallright?“shesaidwithherlastkiss。
“Yes,certainly。“
“Butwhy,“hethoughtafterwardsashecamebackthroughthestreetsalone,“isshesoveryanxioustogetthispowerofattorney?“
ChapterFourLeonsoonputonanairofsuperioritybeforehiscomrades,avoidedtheircompany,andcompletelyneglectedhiswork。
Hewaitedforherletters;here-readthem;hewrotetoher。Hecalledhertomindwithallthestrengthofhisdesiresandofhismemories。Insteadoflesseningwithabsence,thislongingtoseeheragaingrew,sothatatlastonSaturdaymorningheescapedfromhisoffice。
When,fromthesummitofthehill,hesawinthevalleybelowthechurch-spirewithitstinflagswinginginthewind,hefeltthatdelightmingledwithtriumphantvanityandegoistictendernessthatmillionairesmustexperiencewhentheycomebacktotheirnativevillage。
Hewentramblingroundherhouse。Alightwasburninginthekitchen。Hewatchedforhershadowbehindthecurtains,butnothingappeared。
MereLefrancois,whenshesawhim,utteredmanyexclamations。Shethoughthe“hadgrownandwasthinner,“whileArtemise,onthecontrary,thoughthimstouteranddarker。
Hedinedinthelittleroomasofyore,butalone,withoutthetax-gatherer;forBinet,tiredofwaitingforthe“Hirondelle,“
haddefinitelyputforwardhismealonehour,andnowhedinedpunctuallyatfive,andyethedeclaredusuallythericketyoldconcern“waslate。“
Leon,however,madeuphismind,andknockedatthedoctor’sdoor。Madamewasinherroom,anddidnotcomedownforaquarterofanhour。Thedoctorseemeddelightedtoseehim,butheneverstirredoutthatevening,norallthenextday。
Hesawheraloneintheevening,verylate,behindthegardeninthelane;inthelane,asshehadtheotherone!Itwasastormynight,andtheytalkedunderanumbrellabylightningflashes。
Theirseparationwasbecomingintolerable。“Iwouldratherdie!“
saidEmma。Shewaswrithinginhisarms,weeping。“Adieu!adieu!
WhenshallIseeyouagain?“
Theycamebackagaintoembraceoncemore,anditwasthenthatshepromisedhimtofindsoon,bynomatterwhatmeans,aregularopportunityforseeingoneanotherinfreedomatleastonceaweek。Emmaneverdoubtedsheshouldbeabletodothis。Besides,shewasfullofhope。Somemoneywascomingtoher。
Onthestrengthofitsheboughtapairofyellowcurtainswithlargestripesforherroom,whosecheapnessMonsieurLheureuxhadcommended;shedreamedofgettingacarpet,andLheureux,declaringthatitwasn’t“drinkingthesea,“politelyundertooktosupplyherwithone。Shecouldnolongerdowithouthisservices。Twentytimesadayshesentforhim,andheatonceputbyhisbusinesswithoutamurmur。PeoplecouldnotunderstandeitherwhyMereRolletbreakfastedwithhereveryday,andevenpaidherprivatevisits。
Itwasaboutthistime,thatistosay,thebeginningofwinter,thatsheseemedseizedwithgreatmusicalfervour。
OneeveningwhenCharleswaslisteningtoher,shebeganthesamepiecefourtimesover,eachtimewithmuchvexation,whilehe,notnoticinganydifference,cried——
“Bravo!verygoodlYouarewrongtostop。Goon!“
“Oh,no;itisexecrable!Myfingersarequiterusty。“
Thenextdayhebeggedhertoplayhimsomethingagain。
“Verywell;topleaseyou!“
AndCharlesconfessedshehadgoneoffalittle。Sheplayedwrongnotesandblundered;then,stoppingshort——
“Ah!itisnouse。Ioughttotakesomelessons;but——“Shebitherlipsandadded,“Twentyfrancsalesson,that’stoodear!“
“Yes,soitis——rather,“saidCharles,gigglingstupidly。“Butitseemstomethatonemightbeabletodoitforless;forthereareartistsofnoreputation,andwhoareoftenbetterthanthecelebrities。“
“Findthem!“saidEmma。
Thenextdaywhenhecamehomehelookedathershyly,andatlastcouldnolongerkeepbackthewords。
“Howobstinateyouaresometimes!IwenttoBarfucheresto-day。
Well,MadameLiegardassuredmethatherthreeyoungladieswhoareatLaMisericordehavelessonsatfiftysousapiece,andthatfromanexcellentmistress!“
Sheshruggedhershouldersanddidnotopenherpianoagain。ButwhenshepassedbyitifBovarywerethere,shesighed——
“Ah!mypoorpiano!“
Andwhenanyonecametoseeher,shedidnotfailtoinformthemshehadgivenupmusic,andcouldnotbeginagainnowforimportantreasons。Thenpeoplecommiseratedher——
“Whatapity!shehadsomuchtalent!“
TheyevenspoketoBovaryaboutit。Theyputhimtoshame,andespeciallythechemist。
“Youarewrong。Oneshouldneverletanyofthefacultiesofnatureliefallow。Besides,justthink,mygoodfriend,thatbyinducingmadametostudy;youareeconomisingonthesubsequentmusicaleducationofyourchild。Formyownpart,Ithinkthatmothersoughtthemselvestoinstructtheirchildren。ThatisanideaofRousseau’s,stillrathernewperhaps,butthatwillendbytriumphing,Iamcertainofit,likemothersnursingtheirownchildrenandvaccination。“
SoCharlesreturnedoncemoretothisquestionofthepiano。Emmarepliedbitterlythatitwouldbebettertosellit。Thispoorpiano,thathadgivenhervanitysomuchsatisfaction——toseeitgowastoBovaryliketheindefinablesuicideofapartofherself。
“Ifyouliked,“hesaid,“alessonfromtimetotime,thatwouldn’tafterallbeveryruinous。“
“Butlessons,“shereplied,“areonlyofusewhenfollowedup。“
Andthusitwasshesetaboutobtainingherhusband’spermissiontogototownonceaweektoseeherlover。Attheendofamonthshewasevenconsideredtohavemadeconsiderableprogress。
ChapterFiveShewentonThursdays。Shegotupanddressedsilently,inordernottoawakenCharles,whowouldhavemaderemarksabouthergettingreadytooearly。Nextshewalkedupanddown,wenttothewindows,andlookedoutatthePlace。Theearlydawnwasbroadeningbetweenthepillarsofthemarket,andthechemist’sshop,withtheshuttersstillup,showedinthepalelightofthedawnthelargelettersofhissignboard。
Whentheclockpointedtoaquarterpastseven,shewentofftothe“Liond’Or,“whosedoorArtemiseopenedyawning。Thegirlthenmadeupthecoalscoveredbythecinders,andEmmaremainedaloneinthekitchen。Nowandagainshewentout。Hivertwasleisurelyharnessinghishorses,listening,moreover,toMereLefrancois,who,passingherheadandnightcapthroughagrating,wascharginghimwithcommissionsandgivinghimexplanationsthatwouldhaveconfusedanyoneelse。Emmakeptbeatingthesolesofherbootsagainstthepavementoftheyard。
Atlast,whenhehadeatenhissoup,putonhiscloak,lightedhispipe,andgraspedhiswhip,hecalmlyinstalledhimselfonhisseat。
The“Hirondelle“startedataslowtrot,andforaboutamilestoppedhereandtheretopickuppassengerswhowaitedforit,standingattheborderoftheroad,infrontoftheiryardgates。
Thosewhohadsecuredseatstheeveningbeforekeptitwaiting;
someevenwerestillinbedintheirhouses。Hivertcalled,shouted,swore;thenhegotdownfromhisseatandwentandknockedloudlyatthedoors。Thewindblewthroughthecrackedwindows。
Thefourseats,however,filledup。Thecarriagerolledoff;rowsofapple-treesfollowedoneuponanother,andtheroadbetweenitstwolongditches,fullofyellowwater,rose,constantlynarrowingtowardsthehorizon。
Emmaknewitfromendtoend;sheknewthatafterameadowtherewasasign-post,nextanelm,abarn,orthehutofalime-kilntender。Sometimeseven,inthehopeofgettingsomesurprise,sheshuthereyes,butsheneverlosttheclearperceptionofthedistancetobetraversed。