Theygraduallycametotalkingmorefrequentlyofmattersoutsidetheirlove,andinthelettersthatEmmawrotehimshespokeofflowers,verses,themoonandthestars,naiveresourcesofawaningpassionstrivingtokeepitselfalivebyallexternalaids。Shewasconstantlypromisingherselfaprofoundfelicityonhernextjourney。Thensheconfessedtoherselfthatshefeltnothingextraordinary。Thisdisappointmentquicklygavewaytoanewhope,andEmmareturnedtohimmoreinflamed,moreeagerthanever。Sheundressedbrutally,tearingoffthethinlacesofhercorsetthatnestledaroundherhipslikeaglidingsnake。Shewentontiptoe,barefooted,toseeoncemorethatthedoorwasclosed,then,pale,serious,and,withoutspeaking,withonemovement,shethrewherselfuponhisbreastwithalongshudder。
  Yettherewasuponthatbrowcoveredwithcolddrops,onthosequiveringlips,inthosewildeyes,inthestrainofthosearms,somethingvagueanddrearythatseemedtoLeontoglidebetweenthemsubtlyasiftoseparatethem。
  Hedidnotdaretoquestionher;but,seeinghersoskilled,shemusthavepassed,hethought,througheveryexperienceofsufferingandofpleasure。Whathadoncecharmednowfrightenedhimalittle。Besides,herebelledagainsthisabsorption,dailymoremarked,byherpersonality。HebegrudgedEmmathisconstantvictory。Heevenstrovenottoloveher;then,whenheheardthecreakingofherboots,heturnedcoward,likedrunkardsatthesightofstrongdrinks。
  Shedidnotfail,intruth,tolavishallsortsofattentionsuponhim,fromthedelicaciesoffoodtothecoquettriesofdressandlanguishinglooks。ShebroughtrosestoherbreastfromYonville,whichshethrewintohisface;wasanxiousabouthishealth,gavehimadviceastohisconduct;and,inorderthemoresurelytokeepherholdonhim,hopingperhapsthatheavenwouldtakeherpart,shetiedamedaloftheVirginroundhisneck。Sheinquiredlikeavirtuousmotherabouthiscompanions。Shesaidtohim——
  “Don’tseethem;don’tgoout;thinkonlyofourselves;loveme!“
  Shewouldhavelikedtobeabletowatchoverhislife;andtheideaoccurredtoherofhavinghimfollowedinthestreets。Nearthehoteltherewasalwaysakindofloaferwhoaccostedtravellers,andwhowouldnotrefuse。Butherpriderevoltedatthis。
  “Bah!somuchtheworse。Lethimdeceiveme!Whatdoesitmattertome?AsIfIcaredforhim!“
  Oneday,whentheyhadpartedearlyandshewasreturningalonealongtheboulevard,shesawthewallsofherconvent;thenshesatdownonaformintheshadeoftheelm-trees。Howcalmthattimehadbeen!Howshelongedfortheineffablesentimentsoflovethatshehadtriedtofiguretoherselfoutofbooks!Thefirstmonthofhermarriage,herridesinthewood,theviscountthatwaltzed,andLagardysinging,allrepassedbeforehereyes。
  AndLeonsuddenlyappearedtoherasfaroffastheothers。
  “YetIlovehim,“shesaidtoherself。
  Nomatter!Shewasnothappy——sheneverhadbeen。Whencecamethisinsufficiencyinlife——thisinstantaneousturningtodecayofeverythingonwhichsheleant?Butifthereweresomewhereabeingstrongandbeautiful,avaliantnature,fullatonceofexaltationandrefinement,apoet’sheartinanangel’sform,alyrewithsoundingchordsringingoutelegiacepithalamiatoheaven,why,perchance,shouldshenotfindhim?Ah!howimpossible!Besides,nothingwasworththetroubleofseekingit;
  everythingwasalie。Everysmilehidayawnofboredom,everyjoyacurse,allpleasuresatiety,andthesweetestkissesleftuponyourlipsonlytheunattainabledesireforagreaterdelight。
  Ametallicclangdronedthroughtheair,andfourstrokeswereheardfromtheconvent-clock。Fouro’clock!Anditseemedtoherthatshehadbeenthereonthatformaneternity。Butaninfinityofpassionsmaybecontainedinaminute,likeacrowdinasmallspace。
  Emmalivedallabsorbedinhers,andtroublednomoreaboutmoneymattersthananarchduchess。
  Once,however,awretched-lookingman,rubicundandbald,cametoherhouse,sayinghehadbeensentbyMonsieurVincartofRouen。
  Hetookoutthepinsthatheldtogethertheside-pocketsofhislonggreenovercoat,stuckthemintohissleeve,andpolitelyhandedherapaper。
  Itwasabillforsevenhundredfrancs,signedbyher,andwhichLheureux,inspiteofallhisprofessions,hadpaidawaytoVincart。Shesentherservantforhim。Hecouldnotcome。Thenthestranger,whohadremainedstanding,castingrightandleftcuriousglances,thathisthick,faireyebrowshid,askedwithanaiveair——
  “WhatansweramItotakeMonsieurVincart?“
  “Oh,“saidEmma,“tellhimthatIhaven’tit。Iwillsendnextweek;hemustwait;yes,tillnextweek。“
  Andthefellowwentwithoutanotherword。
  Butthenextdayattwelveo’clockshereceivedasummons,andthesightofthestampedpaper,onwhichappearedseveraltimesinlargeletters,“MaitreHareng,bailiffatBuchy,“sofrightenedherthatsherushedinhothastetothelinendraper’s。
  Shefoundhiminhisshop,doingupaparcel。
  “Yourobedient!“hesaid;“Iamatyourservice。“
  ButLheureux,allthesame,wentonwithhiswork,helpedbyayounggirlofaboutthirteen,somewhathunch-backed,whowasatoncehisclerkandhisservant。
  Then,hisclogsclatteringontheshop-boards,hewentupinfrontofMadameBovarytothefirstdoor,andintroducedherintoanarrowcloset,where,inalargebureauinsapon-wood,laysomeledgers,protectedbyahorizontalpadlockedironbar。Againstthewall,undersomeremnantsofcalico,oneglimpsedasafe,butofsuchdimensionsthatitmustcontainsomethingbesidesbillsandmoney。MonsieurLheureux,infact,wentinforpawnbroking,anditwastherethathehadputMadameBovary’sgoldchain,togetherwiththeearringsofpooroldTellier,who,atlastforcedtosellout,hadboughtameagrestoreofgroceryatQuincampoix,wherehewasdyingofcatarrhamongsthiscandles,thatwerelessyellowthanhisface。
  Lheureuxsatdowninalargecanearm-chair,saying:“Whatnews?“
  “See!“
  Andsheshowedhimthepaper。
  “WellhowcanIhelpit?“
  Thenshegrewangry,remindinghimofthepromisehehadgivennottopayawayherbills。Heacknowledgedit。
  “ButIwaspressedmyself;theknifewasatmyownthroat。“
  “Andwhatwillhappennow?“shewenton。
  “Oh,it’sverysimple;ajudgmentandthenadistraint——that’saboutit!“
  Emmakeptdownadesiretostrikehim,andaskedgentlyiftherewasnowayofquietingMonsieurVincart。
  “Idaresay!QuietVincart!Youdon’tknowhim;he’smoreferociousthananArab!“
  StillMonsieurLheureuxmustinterfere。
  “Well,listen。ItseemstomesofarI’vebeenverygoodtoyou。“
  Andopeningoneofhisledgers,“See,“hesaid。Thenrunningupthepagewithhisfinger,“Let’ssee!let’ssee!August3d,twohundredfrancs;June17th,ahundredandfifty;March23d,forty-six。InApril——“
  Hestopped,asifafraidofmakingsomemistake。
  “NottospeakofthebillssignedbyMonsieurBovary,oneforsevenhundredfrancs,andanotherforthreehundred。Astoyourlittleinstallments,withtheinterest,why,there’snoendto’em;onegetsquitemuddledover’em。I’llhavenothingmoretodowithit。“
  Shewept;sheevencalledhim“hergoodMonsieurLheureux。“Buthealwaysfellbackupon“thatrascalVincart。“Besides,hehadn’tabrassfarthing;noonewaspayinghimnow-a-days;theywereeatinghiscoatoffhisback;apoorshopkeeperlikehimcouldn’tadvancemoney。
  Emmawassilent,andMonsieurLheureux,whowasbitingthefeathersofaquill,nodoubtbecameuneasyathersilence,forhewenton——
  “UnlessoneofthesedaysIhavesomethingcomingin,Imight——“
  “Besides,“saidshe,“assoonasthebalanceofBarneville——“
  “What!“
  AndonhearingthatLangloishadnotyetpaidheseemedmuchsurprised。Theninahoniedvoice——
  “Andweagree,yousay?“
  “Oh!toanythingyoulike。“
  Onthisheclosedhiseyestoreflect,wrotedownafewfigures,anddeclaringitwouldbeverydifficultforhim,thattheaffairwasshady,andthathewasbeingbled,hewroteoutfourbillsfortwohundredandfiftyfrancseach,tofallduemonthbymonth。
  “ProvidedthatVincartwilllistentome!However,it’ssettled。
  Idon’tplaythefool;I’mstraightenough。“
  Nexthecarelesslyshowedherseveralnewgoods,notoneofwhich,however,wasinhisopinionworthyofmadame。
  “WhenIthinkthatthere’sadressatthreepence-halfpennyayard,andwarrantedfastcolours!Andyettheyactuallyswallowit!Ofcourseyouunderstandonedoesn’ttellthemwhatitreallyis!“Hehopedbythisconfessionofdishonestytootherstoquiteconvinceherofhisprobitytoher。