Thenhecalledherbacktoshowherthreeyardsofguipurethathehadlatelypickedup“atasale。“
  “Isn’titlovely?“saidLheureux。“Itisverymuchusednowforthebacksofarm-chairs。It’squitetherage。“
  And,morereadythanajuggler,hewrappeduptheguipureinsomebluepaperandputitinEmma’shands。
  “Butatleastletmeknow——“
  “Yes,anothertime,“hereplied,turningonhisheel。
  ThatsameeveningsheurgedBovarytowritetohismother,toaskhertosendasquicklyaspossiblethewholeofthebalanceduefromthefather’sestate。Themother-in-lawrepliedthatshehadnothingmore,thewindingupwasover,andtherewasduetothembesidesBarnevilleanincomeofsixhundredfrancs,thatshewouldpaythempunctually。
  ThenMadameBovarysentinaccountstotwoorthreepatients,andshemadelargeuseofthismethod,whichwasverysuccessful。Shewasalwayscarefultoaddapostscript:“Donotmentionthistomyhusband;youknowhowproudheis。Excuseme。Yoursobediently。“Thereweresomecomplaints;sheinterceptedthem。
  Togetmoneyshebegansellingheroldgloves,heroldhats,theoldoddsandends,andshebargainedrapaciously,herpeasantbloodstandingheringoodstead。Thenonherjourneytotownshepickedupnick-nackssecondhand,that,indefaultofanyoneelse,MonsieurLheureuxwouldcertainlytakeoffherhands。Sheboughtostrichfeathers,Chineseporcelain,andtrunks;sheborrowedfromFelicite,fromMadameLefrancois,fromthelandladyattheCroix-Rouge,fromeverybody,nomatterwhere。
  WiththemoneysheatlastreceivedfromBarnevilleshepaidtwobills;theotherfifteenhundredfrancsfelldue。Sherenewedthebills,andthusitwascontinually。
  Sometimes,itistrue,shetriedtomakeacalculation,butshediscoveredthingssoexorbitantthatshecouldnotbelievethempossible。Thensherecommenced,soongotconfused,gaveitallup,andthoughtnomoreaboutit。
  Thehousewasverydrearynow。Tradesmenwereseenleavingitwithangryfaces。Handkerchiefswerelyingaboutonthestoves,andlittleBerthe,tothegreatscandalofMadameHomais,worestockingswithholesinthem。IfCharlestimidlyventuredaremark,sheansweredroughlythatitwasn’therfault。
  Whatwasthemeaningofallthesefitsoftemper?Sheexplainedeverythingthroughheroldnervousillness,andreproachinghimselfwithhavingtakenherinfirmitiesforfaults,accusedhimselfofegotism,andlongedtogoandtakeherinhisarms。
  “Ah,no!“hesaidtohimself;“Ishouldworryher。“
  Andhedidnotstir。
  Afterdinnerhewalkedaboutaloneinthegarden;hetooklittleBertheonhisknees,andunfoldinghismedicaljournal,triedtoteachhertoread。Butthechild,whoneverhadanylessons,soonlookedupwithlarge,sadeyesandbegantocry。Thenhecomfortedher;wenttofetchwaterinhercantomakeriversonthesandpath,orbrokeoffbranchesfromtheprivethedgestoplanttreesinthebeds。Thisdidnotspoilthegardenmuch,allchokednowwithlongweeds。TheyowedLestiboudoisforsomanydays。Thenthechildgrewcoldandaskedforhermother。
  “Calltheservant,“saidCharles。“Youknow,dearie,thatmammadoesnotliketobedisturbed。“
  Autumnwassettingin,andtheleaveswerealreadyfalling,astheydidtwoyearsagowhenshewasill。Wherewoulditallend?
  Andhewalkedupanddown,hishandsbehindhisback。
  Madamewasinherroom,whichnooneentered。Shestayedtherealldaylong,torpid,halfdressed,andfromtimetotimeburningTurkishpastilleswhichshehadboughtatRoueninanAlgerian’sshop。Inordernottohaveatnightthissleepingmanstretchedatherside,bydintofmanoeuvring,sheatlastsucceededinbanishinghimtothesecondfloor,whileshereadtillmorningextravagantbooks,fullofpicturesoforgiesandthrillingsituations。Often,seizedwithfear,shecriedout,andCharleshurriedtoher。
  “Oh,goaway!“shewouldsay。
  Oratothertimes,consumedmoreardentlythaneverbythatinnerflametowhichadulteryaddedfuel,panting,tremulous,alldesire,shethrewopenherwindow,breathedinthecoldair,shooklooseinthewindhermassesofhair,tooheavy,and,gazinguponthestars,longedforsomeprincelylove。Shethoughtofhim,ofLeon。Shewouldthenhavegivenanythingforasingleoneofthosemeetingsthatsurfeitedher。
  Thesewerehergaladays。Shewantedthemtobesumptuous,andwhenhealonecouldnotpaytheexpenses,shemadeupthedeficitliberally,whichhappenedprettywelleverytime。Hetriedtomakeherunderstandthattheywouldbequiteascomfortablesomewhereelse,inasmallerhotel,butshealwaysfoundsomeobjection。
  Onedayshedrewsixsmallsilver-giltspoonsfromherbagtheywereoldRoualt’sweddingpresent,begginghimtopawnthematonceforher,andLeonobeyed,thoughtheproceedingannoyedhim。
  Hewasafraidofcompromisinghimself。
  Then,on,reflection,hebegantothinkhismistress’swaysweregrowingodd,andthattheywereperhapsnotwronginwishingtoseparatehimfromher。
  Infactsomeonehadsenthismotheralonganonymouslettertowarnherthathewas“ruininghimselfwithamarriedwoman,“andthegoodladyatonceconjuringuptheeternalbugbearoffamiliesthevagueperniciouscreature,thesiren,themonster,whodwellsfantasticallyindepthsoflove,wrotetoLawyerDubocage,hisemployer,whobehavedperfectlyintheaffair。Hekepthimforthreequartersofanhourtryingtoopenhiseyes,towarnhimoftheabyssintowhichhewasfalling。Suchanintriguewoulddamagehimlateron,whenhesetupforhimself。
  Heimploredhimtobreakwithher,and,ifhewouldnotmakethissacrificeinhisowninterest,todoitatleastforhis,Dubocage’ssake。
  AtlastLeonsworehewouldnotseeEmmaagain,andhereproachedhimselfwithnothavingkepthisword,consideringalltheworryandlecturesthiswomanmightstilldrawdownuponhim,withoutreckoningthejokesmadebyhiscompanionsastheysatroundthestoveinthemorning。Besides,hewassoontobeheadclerk;itwastimetosettledown。Sohegaveuphisflute,exaltedsentiments,andpoetry;foreverybourgeoisintheflushofhisyouth,wereitbutforaday,amoment,hasbelievedhimselfcapableofimmensepassions,ofloftyenterprises。Themostmediocrelibertinehasdreamedofsultanas;everynotarybearswithinhimthedebrisofapoet。
  HewasborednowwhenEmmasuddenlybegantosobonhisbreast,andhisheart,likethepeoplewhocanonlystandacertainamountofmusic,dozedtothesoundofalovewhosedelicacieshenolongernoted。
  Theyknewoneanothertoowellforanyofthosesurprisesofpossessionthatincreaseitsjoysahundred-fold。Shewasassickofhimashewaswearyofher。Emmafoundagaininadulteryalltheplatitudesofmarriage。
  Buthowtogetridofhim?Then,thoughshemightfeelhumiliatedatthebasenessofsuchenjoyment,sheclungtoitfromhabitorfromcorruption,andeachdayshehungeredafterthemthemore,exhaustingallfelicityinwishingfortoomuchofit。SheaccusedLeonofherbaffledhopes,asifhehadbetrayedher;andsheevenlongedforsomecatastrophethatwouldbringabouttheirseparation,sinceshehadnotthecouragetomakeuphermindtoitherself。
  Shenonethelesswentonwritinghimloveletters,invirtueofthenotionthatawomanmustwritetoherlover。
  Butwhilstshewroteitwasanothermanshesaw,aphantomfashionedoutofhermostardentmemories,ofherfinestreading,herstrongestlusts,andatlasthebecamesoreal,sotangible,thatshepalpitatedwondering,without,however,thepowertoimaginehimclearly,solostwashe,likeagod,beneaththeabundanceofhisattributes。Hedweltinthatazurelandwheresilkladdershangfrombalconiesunderthebreathofflowers,inthelightofthemoon。Shefelthimnearher;hewascoming,andwouldcarryherrightawayinakiss。
  Thenshefellbackexhausted,forthesetransportsofvagueloveweariedhermorethangreatdebauchery。
  Shenowfeltconstantachealloverher。Oftensheevenreceivedsummonses,stampedpaperthatshebarelylookedat。Shewouldhavelikednottobealive,ortobealwaysasleep。
  OnMid-LentshedidnotreturntoYonville,butintheeveningwenttoamaskedball。Sheworevelvetbreeches,redstockings,aclubwig,andthree-corneredhatcockedononeside。Shedancedallnighttothewildtonesofthetrombones;peoplegatheredroundher,andinthemorningshefoundherselfonthestepsofthetheatretogetherwithfiveorsixmasks,debardeuses*andsailors,Leon’scomrades,whoweretalkingabouthavingsupper。
  *Peopledressedaslongshoremen。
  Theneighbouringcafeswerefull。Theycaughtsightofoneontheharbour,averyindifferentrestaurant,whoseproprietorshowedthemtoalittleroomonthefourthfloor。
  Themenwerewhisperinginacorner,nodoubtconsortingaboutexpenses。Therewereaclerk,twomedicalstudents,andashopman——whatcompanyforher!Astothewomen,Emmasoonperceivedfromthetoneoftheirvoicesthattheymustalmostbelongtothelowestclass。Thenshewasfrightened,pushedbackherchair,andcastdownhereyes。
  Theothersbegantoeat;sheatenothing。Herheadwasonfire,hereyessmarted,andherskinwasice-cold。Inherheadsheseemedtofeeltheflooroftheball-roomreboundingagainbeneaththerhythmicalpulsationofthethousandsofdancingfeet。Andnowthesmellofthepunch,thesmokeofthecigars,madehergiddy。Shefainted,andtheycarriedhertothewindow。
  Daywasbreaking,andagreatstainofpurplecolourbroadenedoutinthepalehorizonovertheSt。Catherinehills。Thelividriverwasshiveringinthewind;therewasnooneonthebridges;
  thestreetlampsweregoingout。
  Sherevived,andbeganthinkingofBertheasleepyonderintheservant’sroom。Thenacartfilledwithlongstripsofironpassedby,andmadeadeafeningmetallicvibrationagainstthewallsofthehouses。