“Shestoodforsometimelookingatme,inthatdullstrangewaythatshehas。TheservantsatWindygatesalwayssaidshewasnotinherrightmind——andyouwillsay,SirPatrick,whenyouhearwhathappened,thattheservantswerenotmistaken。Shemustbemad。Isaid,’Don’tyourememberme?’Sheliftedherslate,andwrote,’Irememberyou,inadeadswoonatWindygatesHouse。’I
wasquiteunawarethatshehadbeenpresentwhenIfaintedinthelibrary。Thediscoverystartledme——orthatdreadful,dead-coldlookthatshehasinhereyesstartledme——Idon’tknowwhich。I
couldn’tspeaktoherjustatfirst。Shewroteonherslateagain——thestrangestquestion——inthesewords:’Isaid,atthetime,broughttoitbyaman。DidIsaytrue?’Ifthequestionhadbeenputintheusualway,byanybodyelse,Ishouldhaveconsideredittooinsolenttobenoticed。Canyouunderstandmyansweringit,SirPatrick?Ican’tunderstanditmyself,now——andyetIdidanswer。Sheforcedmetoitwithherstonyeyes。Isaid’yes。’“
“Didallthistakeplaceatthedoor?“
“Atthedoor。“
“Whendidsheletyouin?“
“Thenextthingshedidwastoletmein。Shetookmebythearm,inaroughway,anddrewmeinsidethedoor,andshutit。Mynervesarebroken;mycourageisgone。Icreptwithcoldwhenshetouchedme。Shedroppedmyarm。Istoodlikeachild,waitingforwhatitpleasedhertosayordonext。Sherestedhertwohandsonhersides,andtookalonglookatme。Shemadeahorriddumbsound——notasifshewasangry;more,ifsuchathingcouldbe,asifshewassatisfied——pleasedeven,Ishouldhavesaid,ifithadbeenanybodybutHesterDethridge。Doyouunderstandit?“
“Notyet。Letmegetnearertounderstandingitbyaskingsomethingbeforeyougoon。Didsheshowanyattachmenttoyou,whenyouwerebothatWindygates?“
“Nottheleast。Sheappearedtobeincapableofattachmenttome,ortoanybody。“
“Didshewriteanymorequestionsonherslate?“
“Yes。Shewroteanotherquestionunderwhatshehadwrittenjustbefore。Hermindwasstillrunningonmyfaintingfit,andonthe’man’whohad’broughtmetoit。’Shehelduptheslate;andthewordswerethese:’Tellmehowheservedyou,didheknockyoudown?’Mostpeoplewouldhavelaughedatthequestion。_I_wasstartledbyit。Itoldher,No。Sheshookherheadasifshedidn’tbelieveme。Shewroteonherslate,’Wearelothtoownitwhentheyupwiththeirfistsandbeatus——ain’twe?’Isaid,’Youarequitewrong。’Shewentonobstinatelywithherwriting。
’Whoistheman?’——washernextquestion。Ihadcontrolenoughovermyselftodeclinetellingherthat。Sheopenedthedoor,andpointedtometogoout。Imadeasignentreatinghertowaitalittle。Shewentback,inherimpenetrableway,tothewritingontheslate——stillaboutthe’man。’Thistime,thequestionwasplainerstill。Shehadevidentlyplacedherowninterpretationofmyappearanceatthehouse。Shewrote,’Isitthemanwholodgeshere?’IsawthatshewouldclosethedooronmeifIdidn’tanswer。Myonlychancewithherwastoownthatshehadguessedright。Isaid’Yes。Iwanttoseehim。’Shetookmebythearm,asroughlyasbefore——andledmeintothehouse。“
“Ibegintounderstandher,“saidSirPatrick。“Irememberhearing,inmybrother’stime,thatshehadbeenbrutallyill-usedbyherhusband。Theassociationofideas,evenin_her_
confusedbrain,becomesplain,ifyoubearthatinmind。Whatisherlastremembranceofyou?ItistheremembranceofafaintingwomanatWindygates。“
“Yes。“
“Shemakesyouacknowledgethatshehasguessedright,inguessingthatamanwas,insomeway,answerablefortheconditioninwhichshefoundyou。Aswoonproducedbyashockindictedonthemind,isaswoonthatshedoesn’tunderstand。Shelooksbackintoherownexperience,andassociatesitwiththeexerciseofactualphysicalbrutalityonthepartoftheman。Andshesees,inyou,areflectionofherownsufferingsandherowncase。It’scurious——toastudentofhumannature。Anditexplains,whatisotherwiseunintelligible——heroverlookingherowninstructionstotheservant,andlettingyouintothehouse。
Whathappenednext?“
“Shetookmeintoaroom,whichIsupposewasherownroom。Shemadesigns,offeringmetea。Itwasdoneinthestrangestway——withouttheleastappearanceofkindness。Afterwhatyouhavejustsaidtome,IthinkIcaninsomedegreeinterpretwhatwasgoingoninhermind。Ibelieveshefeltahard-heartedinterestinseeingawomanwhomshesupposedtobeasunfortunateasshehadoncebeenherself。Ideclinedtakinganytea,andtriedtoreturntothesubjectofwhatIwantedinthehouse。Shepaidnoheedtome。Shepointedroundtheroom;andthentookmetoawindow,andpointedroundthegarden——andthenmadeasignindicatingherself。’Myhouse;andmygarden’——thatwaswhatshemeant。Therewerefourmeninthegarden——andGeoffreyDelamaynwasoneofthem。ImadeanotherattempttotellherthatIwantedtospeaktohim。But,no!Shehadherownideainhermind。Afterbeckoningtometoleavethewindow,sheledthewaytothefire-place,andshowedmeasheetofpaperwithwritingonit,framedandplacedunderaglass,andhungonthewall。Sheseemed,Ithought,tofeelsomekindofprideinherframedmanuscript。Atanyrate,sheinsistedonmyreadingit。Itwasanextractfromawill。“
“Thewillunderwhichshehadinheritedthehouse?“
“Yes。Herbrother’swill。Itsaid,thatheregretted,onhisdeath-bed,hisestrangementfromhisonlysister,datingfromthetimewhenshehadmarriedindefianceofhiswishesandagainsthisadvice。Asaproofofhissinceredesiretobereconciledwithher,beforehedied,andassomecompensationforthesufferingsthatshehadenduredatthehandsofherdeceasedhusband,heleftheranincomeoftwohundredpoundsayear,togetherwiththeuseofhishouseandgarden,forherlifetime。
That,aswellasIremember,wasthesubstanceofwhatitsaid。“
“Creditabletoherbrother,andcreditabletoherself,“saidSirPatrick。“Takingheroddcharacterintoconsideration,I
understandherlikingittobeseen。Whatpuzzlesme,isherlettinglodgingswithanincomeofherowntoliveon。“
“ThatwastheveryquestionwhichIputtohermyself。Iwasobligedtobecautious,andtobeginbyaskingaboutthelodgersfirst——themenbeingstillvisibleoutinthegarden,toexcusetheinquiry。TheroomstoletinthehousehadasIunderstoodherbeentakenbyapersonactingforGeoffreyDelamayn——histrainer,Ipresume。HehadsurprisedHesterDethridgebybarelynoticingthehouse,andshowingthemostextraordinaryinterestinthegarden。“
“Thatisquiteintelligible,MissSilvester。Thegardenyouhavedescribedwouldbejusttheplacehewantedfortheexercisesofhisemployer——plentyofspace,andwellsecuredfromobservationbythehighwallsallround。Whatnext?“
“Next,Igottothequestionofwhysheshouldletherhouseinlodgingsatall。WhenIaskedherthat,herfaceturnedharderthanever。Sheansweredmeonherslateinthesedismalwords:’I
havenotgotafriendintheworld。Idarenotlivealone。’Therewasherreason!Drearyanddreadful,SirPatrick,wasitnot?“
“Drearyindeed!Howdiditend?Didyougetintothegarden?“
“Yes——atthesecondattempt。Sheseemedsuddenlytochangehermind;sheopenedthedoorformeherself。PassingthewindowoftheroominwhichIhadlefther,Ilookedback。Shehadtakenherplace,atatablebeforethewindow,apparentlywatchingforwhatmighthappen。Therewassomethingabouther,ashereyesmetmineIcan’tsaywhat,whichmademefeeluneasyatthetime。
Adoptingyourview,Iamalmostinclinedtothinknow,horridastheideais,thatshehadtheexpectationofseeingmetreatedas_she_hadbeentreatedinformerdays。Itwasactuallyarelieftome——thoughIknewIwasgoingtorunaseriousrisk——tolosesightofher。AsIgotnearertothemeninthegarden,IheardtwoofthemtalkingveryearnestlytoGeoffreyDelamayn。Thefourthperson,anelderlygentleman,stoodapartfromtherestatsomelittledistance。IkeptasfarasIcouldoutofsight,waitingtillthetalkwasover。Itwasimpossibleformetohelphearingit。ThetwomenweretryingtopersuadeGeoffreyDelamayntospeaktotheelderlygentleman。Theypointedtohimasafamousmedicalman。Theyreiteratedoverandoveragain,thathisopinionwaswellworthhaving——“
SirPatrickinterruptedher。“Didtheymentionhisname?“heasked。
“Yes。TheycalledhimMr。Speedwell。“
“Themanhimself!Thisisevenmoreinteresting,MissSilvester,thanyousuppose。ImyselfheardMr。SpeedwellwarnDelamaynthathewasinbrokenhealth,whenwewerevisitingtogetheratWindygatesHouselastmonth。Didhedoastheothermenwishedhim?Didhespeaktothesurgeon?“
“No。Hesulkilyrefused——herememberedwhatyouremember。Hesaid,’SeethemanwhotoldmeIwasbrokendown?——notI!’Afterconfirmingitwithanoath,heturnedawayfromtheothers。
Unfortunately,hetookthedirectioninwhichIwasstanding,anddiscoveredme。Thebaresightofmeseemedtothrowhiminstantlyintoastateoffrenzy。He——itisimpossibleformetorepeatthelanguagethatheused:itisbadenoughtohaveheardit。I
believe,SirPatrick,butforthetwomen,whoranupandlaidholdofhim,thatHesterDethridgewouldhaveseenwhatsheexpectedtosee。Thechangeinhimwassofrightful——eventome,wellasIthoughtIknewhiminhisfitsofpassion——ItremblewhenIthinkofit。Oneofthemenwhohadrestrainedhimwasalmostasbrutal,inhisway。Hedeclared,inthefoulestlanguage,thatifDelamaynhadafit,hewouldlosetherace,andthatIshouldbeanswerableforit。ButforMr。Speedwell,I
don’tknowwhatIshouldhavedone。Hecameforwarddirectly。
’Thisisnoplaceeitherforyou,orforme,’hesaid——andgavemehisarm,andledmebacktothehouse。HesterDethridgemetusinthepassage,andliftedherhandtostopme。Mr。Speedwellaskedherwhatshewanted。Shelookedatme,andthenlookedtowardthegarden,andmadethemotionofstrikingablowwithherclenchedfist。Forthefirsttimeinmyexperienceofher——I
hopeitwasmyfancy——IthoughtIsawhersmile。Mr。Speedwelltookmeout。’Theyarewellmatchedinthathouse,’hesaid。’Thewomanisascompleteasavageasthemen。’ThecarriagewhichI
hadseenwaitingatthedoorwashis。Hecalleditup,andpolitelyofferedmeaplaceinit。IsaidIwouldonlytrespassonhiskindnessasfarastotherailwaystation。Whileweweretalking,HesterDethridgefollowedustothedoor。Shemadethesamemotionagainwithherclenchedhand,andlookedbacktowardthegarden——andthenlookedatme,andnoddedherhead,asmuchastosay,’Hewilldoityet!’NowordscandescribehowgladI