Afterabriefintervalsheheardthedrawing-roomdooropen,andthevoicesofthemenoutside。ThereseemedtobesomedifficultyinpersuadingGeoffreytoascendthestairs;hepersistedindeclaringthatHesterDethridgewaswaitingforhimatthetopofthem。Afteralittletheypersuadedhimthatthewaywasfree。Anneheardthemascendthestairsandclosehisbedroomdoor。
Anotherandalongerintervalpassedbeforethedooropenedagain。Thedoctorwasgoingaway。HesaidhispartingwordstoJuliusinthepassage。“Lookinathimfromtimetotimethroughthenight,andgivehimanotherdoseofthesedativemixtureifhewakes。Thereisnothingtobealarmedaboutintherestlessnessandthefever。Theyareonlytheoutwardmanifestationsofsomeseriousmischiefhiddenunderthem。Sendforthemedicalmanwhohaslastattendedhim。Knowledgeofthepatient’sconstitutionisveryimportantknowledgeinthiscase。“
AsJuliusreturnedfromlettingthedoctorout,Annemethiminthehall。Shewasatoncestruckbythewornlookinhisface,andbythefatiguewhichexpresseditselfinallhismovements。
“Youwantrest,“shesaid。“Praygotoyourroom。Ihaveheardwhatthedoctorsaidtoyou。Leaveittothelandladyandtometositup。“
JuliusownedthathehadbeentravelingfromScotlandduringthepreviousnight。Buthewasunwillingtoabandontheresponsibilityofwatchinghisbrother。“Youarenotstrongenough,Iamsure,totakemyplace,“hesaid,kindly。“AndGeoffreyhassomeunreasoninghorrorofthelandladywhichmakesitveryundesirablethatheshouldseeheragain,inhispresentstate。Iwillgouptomyroom,andrestonthebed。Ifyouhearanythingyouhaveonlytocomeandcallme。“
Anhourmorepassed。
AnnewenttoGeoffrey’sdoorandlistened。Hewasstirringinhisbed,andmutteringtohimself。Shewentontothedoorofthenextroom,whichJuliushadleftpartlyopen。Fatiguehadoverpoweredhim;sheheard,within,thequietbreathingofamaninasoundsleep。Anneturnedbackagainresolvednottodisturbhim。
Attheheadofthestairsshehesitated——notknowingwhattodo。
HerhorrorofenteringGeoffrey’sroom,byherself,wasinsurmountable。Butwhoelsewastodoit?“Thegirlhadgonetobed。ThereasonwhichJuliushadgivenfornotemployingtheassistanceofHesterDethridgewasunanswerable。ShelistenedagainatGeoffrey’sdoor。Nosoundwasnowaudibleintheroomtoapersoninthepassageoutside。Woulditbewelltolookin,andmakesurethathehadonlyfallenasleepagain?Shehesitatedoncemore——shewasstillhesitating,whenHesterDethridgeappearedfromthekitchen。
ShejoinedAnneatthetopofthestairs——lookedather——andwrotealineonherslate:“Frightenedtogoin?LeaveittoMe。“
Thesilenceintheroomjustifiedtheinferencethathewasasleep。IfHesterlookedin,Hestercoulddonoharmnow。Anneacceptedtheproposal。
“Ifyoufindanythingwrong,“shesaid,“don’tdisturbhisbrother。Cometomefirst。“
Withthatcautionshewithdrew。Itwasthennearlytwointhemorning。She,likeJulius,wassinkingfromfatigue。Afterwaitingalittle,andhearingnothing,shethrewherselfonthesofainherroom。Ifanythinghappened,aknockatthedoorwouldrouseherinstantly。
InthemeanwhileHesterDethridgeopenedGeoffrey’sbedroomdoorandwentin。
ThemovementsandthemutteringswhichAnnehadheard,hadbeenmovementsandmutteringsinhissleep。Thedoctor’scomposingdraught,partiallydisturbedinitsoperationforthemomentonly,hadrecovereditssedativeinfluenceonhisbrain。Geoffreywasinadeepandquietsleep。
Hesterstoodnearthedoor,lookingathim。Shemovedtogooutagain——stopped——andfixedhereyessuddenlyononeoftheinnercornersoftheroom。
ThesamesinisterchangewhichhadpassedoverheroncealreadyinGeoffrey’spresence,whentheymetinthekitchen-gardenatWindygates,nowpassedoverheragain。Herclosedlipsdroppedapart。Hereyesslowlydilated——moved,inchbyinchfromthecorner,followingsomethingalongtheemptywall,inthedirectionofthebed——stoppedattheheadofthebed,exactlyaboveGeoffrey’ssleepingface——stared,rigidandglittering,asiftheysawasightofhorrorcloseoverit。Hesighedfaintlyinhissleep。Thesound,slightasitwas,brokethespellthatheldher。Sheslowlyliftedherwitheredhands,andwrungthemaboveherhead;fledbackacrossthepassage;and,rushingintoherroom,sankonherkneesatthebedside。
Now,inthedeadofnight,astrangethinghappened。Now,inthesilenceandthedarkness,ahideoussecretwasrevealed。
Inthesanctuaryofherownroom——withalltheotherinmatesofthehousesleepingroundher——thedumbwomanthrewoffthemysteriousandterribledisguiseunderwhichshedeliberatelyisolatedherselfamongherfellow-creaturesinthehoursoftheday。HesterDethridgespoke。Inlow,thick,smotheredaccents——inawildlitanyofherown——sheprayed。ShecalleduponthemercyofGodfordeliverancefromherself;fordeliverancefromthepossessionoftheDevil;forblindnesstofallonher,fordeathtostrikeher,sothatshemightneverseethatunnamedHorrormore!Sobsshookthewholeframeofthestonywomanwhomnothinghumanmovedatothertimes。Tearspouredoverthoseclay-coldcheeks。Onebyone,thefranticwordsofherprayerdiedawayonherlips。Fierceshudderingfitsshookherfromheadtofoot。Shestartedupfromherkneesinthedarkness。Light!light!light!
TheunnamedHorrorwasbehindherinhisroom。TheunnamedHorrorwaslookingatherthroughhisopendoor。Shefoundthematch-box,andlitthecandleonhertable——litthetwoothercandlessetforornamentonlyonthemantlepiece——andlookedallroundthebrightlylightedlittleroom。“Aha!“shesaidtoherself,wipingthecoldsweatofheragonyfromherface。
“Candlestootherpeople。God’slightto_me。_Nothingtobeseen!nothingtobeseen!“Takingoneofthecandlesinherhand,shecrossedthepassage,withherheaddown,turnedherbackonGeoffrey’sopendoor,closeditquicklyandsoftly,stretchingoutherhandbehindher,andretreatedagaintoherownroom。Shefastenedthedoor,andtookanink-bottleandapenfromthemantle-piece。Afterconsideringforamoment,shehungahandkerchiefoverthekeyhole,andlaidanoldshawllongwiseatthebottomofthedoor,soastohidethelightinherroomfromtheobservationofanyoneinthehousewhomightwakeandcomethatway。Thisdone,sheopenedtheupperpartofherdress,and,slippingherfingersintoasecretpockethiddenintheinnersideofherstays,producedfromitsomeneatlyfoldedleavesofthinpaper。Spreadoutonthetable,theleavesrevealedthemselves——allbutthelast——ascloselycoveredwithwriting,inherownhand。
Thefirstleafwasheadedbythisinscription:“MyConfession。Tobeputintomycoffin,andtobeburiedwithmewhenIdie。“
Sheturnedthemanuscriptover,soastogetatthelastpage。
Thegreaterpartofitwasleftblank。Afewlinesofwriting,atthetop,borethedateofthedayoftheweekandmonthonwhichLadyLundiehaddismissedherfromhersituationatWindygates。
Theentrywasexpressedintheseterms:
“IhaveseenITagainto-day。Thefirsttimefortwomonthspast。
Inthekitchen-garden。StandingbehindtheyounggentlemanwhosenameisDelamayn。ResisttheDevil,andhewillfleefromyou。I
haveresisted。Byprayer。Bymeditationinsolitude。Byreadinggoodbooks。Ihaveleftmyplace。Ihavelostsightoftheyounggentlemanforgood。WhowillITstandbehind?andpointtonext?
Lordhavemercyuponme!Christhavemercyuponme!“
Underthisshenowaddedthefollowinglines,firstcarefullyprefixingthedate:
“IhaveseenITagainto-night。Inoticeoneawfulchange。IThasappearedtwicebehindthesameperson。Thishasneverhappenedbefore。Thismakesthetemptationmoreterriblethanever。
To-night,inhisbedroom,betweenthebed-headandthewall,I
haveseenITbehindyoungMr。Delamaynagain。Theheadjustabovehisface,andthefingerpointingdownwardathisthroat。Twicebehindthisoneman。Andnevertwicebehindanyotherlivingcreaturetillnow。IfIseeITathirdtimebehindhim——Lorddeliverme!Christdeliverme!Idaren’tthinkofit。Heshallleavemycottageto-morrow。Iwouldfainhavedrawnbackfromthebargain,whenthestrangertookthelodgingsforhisfriend,andthefriendprovedtobeMr。Delamayn。Ididn’tlikeit,eventhen。Afterthewarningto-night,mymindismadeup。Heshallgo。Hemayhavehismoneyback,ifhelikes。Heshallgo。
Memorandum:Feltthetemptationwhisperingthistime,andtheterrortearingatmeallthewhile,asIhaveneverfeltthemyet。Resisted,asbefore,byprayer。Amnowgoingdownstairstomeditateagainstitinsolitude——tofortifymyselfagainstitbygoodbooks。Lordbemercifultomeasinner!“
Inthosewordssheclosedtheentry,andputthemanuscriptbackinthesecretpocketinherstays。
Shewentdowntothelittleroomlookingonthegarden,whichhadoncebeenherbrother’sstudy。Thereshelitalamp,andtooksomebooksfromashelfthathungagainstthewall。ThebooksweretheBible,avolumeofMethodistsermons,andasetofcollectedMemoirsofMethodistsaints。Rangingtheselastcarefullyroundher,inanorderofherown,HesterDethridgesatdownwiththeBibleonherlaptowatchoutthenight。
WHAThadhappenedinthehoursofdarkness?
ThiswasAnne’sfirstthought,whenthesunlightpouredinatherwindow,andwokeherthenextmorning。