“Ican’tgoback,“shesaid。“Theinnisnoplaceforme。Acurseseemstofollowme,Blanche,whereverIgo。Iamthecauseofquarrelingandwretchedness,withoutmeaningit,Godknows。Theoldmanwhoishead-waiterattheinnhasbeenkindtome,mydear,inhisway,andheandthelandladyhadhardwordstogetheraboutit。Aquarrel,ashocking,violentquarrel。Hehaslosthisplaceinconsequence。Thewoman,hismistress,laysalltheblameofittomydoor。Sheisahardwoman;andshehasbeenharderthaneversinceBishopriggswentaway。Ihavemissedaletterattheinn——Imusthavethrownitaside,Isuppose,andforgottenit。IonlyknowthatIrememberedaboutit,andcouldn’tfinditlastnight。Itoldthelandlady,andshefastenedaquarrelonmealmostbeforethewordswereoutofmymouth。AskedmeifI
chargedherwithstealingmyletter。Saidthingstome——Ican’trepeatthem。Iamnotverywell,andnotabletodealwithpeopleofthatsort。IthoughtitbesttoleaveCraigFerniethismorning。IhopeandprayIshallneverseeCraigFernieagain。“
Shetoldherlittlestorywithatotalabsenceofemotionofanysort,andlaidherheadbackwearilyonthechairwhenitwasdone。
Blanche’seyesfilledwithtearsatthesightofher。
“Iwon’tteaseyouwithquestions,Anne,“shesaid,gently。“Comeupstairsandrestinmyroom。You’renotfittotravel,love。
I’lltakecarethatnobodycomesnearus。“
Thestable-clockatWindygatesstruckthequartertotwo。Anneraisedherselfinthechairwithastart。
“Whattimewasthat?“sheasked。
Blanchetoldher。
“Ican’tstay,“shesaid。“IhavecomeheretofindsomethingoutifIcan。Youwon’taskmequestions?Don’t,Blanche,don’t!forthesakeofoldtimes。“
Blancheturnedaside,heart-sick。“Iwilldonothing,dear,toannoyyou,“shesaid,andtookAnne’shand,andhidthetearsthatwerebeginningtofalloverhercheeks。
“Iwanttoknowsomething,Blanche。Willyoutellme?“
“Yes。Whatisit?“
“Whoarethegentlemenstayinginthehouse?“
Blanchelookedroundatheragain,insuddenastonishmentandalarm。AvaguefearseizedherthatAnne’smindhadgivenwayundertheheavyweightoftroublelaidonit。Annepersistedinpressingherstrangerequest。
“Runovertheirnames,Blanche。Ihaveareasonforwishingtoknowwhothegentlemenarewhoarestayinginthehouse。“
BlancherepeatedthenamesofLadyLundie’sguests,leavingtothelasttheguestswhohadarrivedlast。
“Twomorecamebackthismorning,“shewenton。“ArnoldBrinkworthandthathatefulfriendofhis,Mr。Delamayn。“
Anne’sheadsankbackoncemoreonthechair。Shehadfoundherwaywithoutexcitingsuspicionofthetruth,totheonediscoverywhichshehadcometoWindygatestomake。HewasinScotlandagain,andhehadonlyarrivedfromLondonthatmorning。TherewasbarelytimeforhimtohavecommunicatedwithCraigFerniebeforeshelefttheinn——he,too,whohatedletter-writing!Thecircumstanceswereallinhisfavor:therewasnoreason,therewasreallyandtrulynoreason,sofar,tobelievethathehaddesertedher。Theheartoftheunhappywomanboundedinherbosom,underthefirstrayofhopethathadwarmeditforfourdayspast。Underthatsuddenrevulsionoffeeling,herweakenedframeshookfromheadtofoot。Herfaceflusheddeepforamoment——thenturneddeadlypaleagain。Blanche,anxiouslywatchingher,sawtheseriousnecessityforgivingsomerestorativetoherinstantly。
“Iamgoingtogetyousomewine——youwillfaint,Anne,ifyoudon’ttakesomething。Ishallbebackinamoment;andIcanmanageitwithoutanybodybeingthewiser。“
ShepushedAnne’schairclosetothenearestopenwindow——awindowattheupperendofthelibrary——andranout。
Blanchehadbarelylefttheroom,bythedoorthatledintothe,hall,whenGeoffreyentereditbyoneofthelowerwindowsopeningfromthelawn。
Withhismindabsorbedintheletterthathewasabouttowrite,heslowlyadvanceduptheroomtowardthenearesttable。Anne,hearingthesoundoffootsteps,started,andlookedround。Herfailingstrengthralliedinaninstant,underthesuddenreliefofseeinghimagain。Sheroseandadvancedeagerly,withafainttingeofcolorinhercheeks。Helookedup。Thetwostoodfacetofacetogether——alone。
“Geoffrey!“
Helookedatherwithoutanswering——withoutadvancingastep,onhisside。Therewasanevillightinhiseyes;hissilencewasthebrutesilencethatthreatensdumbly。Hehadmadeuphismindnevertoseeheragain,andshehadentrappedhimintoaninterview。Hehadmadeuphismindtowrite,andthereshestoodforcinghimtospeak。Thesumofheroffensesagainsthimwasnowcomplete。Iftherehadeverbeenthefaintesthopeofherraisingevenapassingpityinhisheart,thathopewouldhavebeenannihilatednow。
Shefailedtounderstandthefullmeaningofhissilence。Shemadeherexcuses,poorsoul,forventuringbacktoWindygates——herexcusestothemanwhosepurposeatthatmomentwastothrowherhelplessontheworld。
“Prayforgivemeforcominghere,“shesaid。“Ihavedonenothingtocompromiseyou,Geoffrey。NobodybutBlancheknowsIamatWindygates。AndIhavecontrivedtomakemyinquiriesaboutyouwithoutallowinghertosuspectoursecret。“Shestopped,andbegantotremble。Shesawsomethingmoreinhisfacethanshehadreadinitatfirst。“Igotyourletter,“shewenton,rallyinghersinkingcourage。“Idon’tcomplainofitsbeingsoshort:youdon’tlikeletter-writing,Iknow。ButyoupromisedIshouldhearfromyouagain。AndIhaveneverheard。Andoh,Geoffrey,itwassolonelyattheinn!“
Shestoppedagain,andsupportedherselfbyrestingherhandonthetable。Thefaintnesswasstealingbackonher。Shetriedtogoonagain。Itwasuseless——shecouldonlylookathimnow。
“Whatdoyouwant?“heasked,inthetoneofamanwhowasputtinganunimportantquestiontoatotalstranger。
Alastgleamofheroldenergyflickeredupinherface,likeadyingflame。
“IambrokenbywhatIhavegonethrough,“shesaid。“Don’tinsultmebymakingmeremindyouofyourpromise。“
“Whatpromise?“’
“Forshame,Geoffrey!forshame!Yourpromisetomarryme。“
“Youclaimmypromiseafterwhatyouhavedoneattheinn?“
Shesteadiedherselfagainstthetablewithonehand,andputtheotherhandtoherhead。Herbrainwasgiddy。Theefforttothinkwastoomuchforher。Shesaidtoherself,vacantly,“Theinn?
WhatdidIdoattheinn?“
“Ihavehadalawyer’sadvice,mind!IknowwhatIamtalkingabout。“
Sheappearednottohaveheardhim。Sherepeatedthewords,“WhatdidIdoattheinn?“andgaveitupindespair。Holdingbythetable,shecameclosetohimandlaidherhandonhisarm。
“Doyourefusetomarryme?“sheasked。
Hesawthevileopportunity,andsaidthevilewords。
“You’remarriedalreadytoArnoldBrinkworth。“
Withoutacrytowarnhim,withoutanefforttosaveherself,shedroppedsenselessathisfeet;ashermotherhaddroppedathisfather’sfeetintheby-gonetime。
Hedisentangledhimselffromthefoldsofherdress。“Done!“hesaid,lookingdownatherasshelayonthefloor。
Asthewordfellfromhislipshewasstartledbyasoundintheinnerpartofthehouse。Oneofthelibrarydoorshadnotbeencompletelyclosed。Lightfootstepswereaudible,advancingrapidlyacrossthehall。
Heturnedandfled,leavingthelibrary,ashehadenteredit,bytheopenwindowatthelowerendoftheroom……
BLANCHEcamein,withaglassofwineinherhand,andsawtheswooningwomanonthefloor。
Shewasalarmed,butnotsurprised,asshekneltbyAnne,andraisedherhead。Herownpreviousobservationofherfriendnecessarilypreventedherfrombeingatanylosstoaccountforthefaintingfit。Theinevitabledelayingettingthewinewas——naturallytohermind——alonetoblamefortheresultwhichnowmetherview。
Ifshehadbeenlessreadyinthustracingtheeffecttothecause,shemighthavegonetothewindowtoseeifanythinghadhappened,out-of-doors,tofrightenAnne——mighthaveseenGeoffreybeforehehadtimetoturnthecornerofthehouse——and,makingthatonediscovery,mighthavealteredthewholecourseofevents,notinhercominglifeonly,butinthecominglivesofothers。Sodoweshapeourowndestinies,blindfold。SodoweholdourpoorlittletenureofhappinessatthecapriciousmercyofChance。Itissurelyablesseddelusionwhichpersuadesusthatwearethehighestproductofthegreatschemeofcreation,andsetsusdoubtingwhetherotherplanetsareinhabited,becauseotherplanetsarenotsurroundedbyanatmospherewhich_we_canbreathe!
Aftertryingsuchsimpleremediesaswerewithinherreach,andtryingthemwithoutsuccess,Blanchebecameseriouslyalarmed。
Annelay,toalloutwardappearance,deadinherarms。Shewasonthepointofcallingforhelp——comewhatmightofthediscoverywhichwouldensue——whenthedoorfromthehallopenedoncemore,andHesterDethridgeenteredtheroom。