“MydearMissPrice,“saidMissCrawford,assoonasshewasatallwithinhearing,“Iamcometomakemyownapologiesforkeepingyouwaiting;butIhavenothingintheworldtosayformyself——Iknewitwasverylate,andthatIwasbehavingextremelyill;andtherefore,ifyouplease,youmustforgiveme。Selfishnessmustalwaysbeforgiven,youknow,becausethereisnohopeofacure。“
Fanny’sanswerwasextremelycivil,andEdmundaddedhisconvictionthatshecouldbeinnohurry。“Forthereismorethantimeenoughformycousintoridetwiceasfarassheevergoes,“saidhe,“andyouhavebeenpromotinghercomfortbypreventingherfromsettingoffhalfanhoursooner:cloudsarenowcomingup,andshewillnotsufferfromtheheatasshewouldhavedonethen。
Iwish_you_maynotbefatiguedbysomuchexercise。
Iwishyouhadsavedyourselfthiswalkhome。“
“Nopartofitfatiguesmebutgettingoffthishorse,Iassureyou,“saidshe,asshesprangdownwithhishelp;
“Iamverystrong。NothingeverfatiguesmebutdoingwhatIdonotlike。MissPrice,Igivewaytoyouwithaverybadgrace;butIsincerelyhopeyouwillhaveapleasantride,andthatImayhavenothingbutgoodtohearofthisdear,delightful,beautifulanimal。“
Theoldcoachman,whohadbeenwaitingaboutwithhisownhorse,nowjoiningthem,Fannywasliftedonhers,andtheysetoffacrossanotherpartofthepark;
herfeelingsofdiscomfortnotlightenedbyseeing,asshelookedback,thattheotherswerewalkingdownthehilltogethertothevillage;nordidherattendantdohermuchgoodbyhiscommentsonMissCrawford’sgreatclevernessasahorse-woman,whichhehadbeenwatchingwithaninterestalmostequaltoherown。
“Itisapleasuretoseealadywithsuchagoodheartforriding!“saidhe。“Ineverseeonesitahorsebetter。
Shedidnotseemtohaveathoughtoffear。Verydifferentfromyou,miss,whenyoufirstbegan,sixyearsagocomenextEaster。Lordblessyou!howyoudidtremblewhenSirThomasfirsthadyouputon!“
Inthedrawing-roomMissCrawfordwasalsocelebrated。
HermeritinbeinggiftedbyNaturewithstrengthandcouragewasfullyappreciatedbytheMissBertrams;
herdelightinridingwasliketheirown;herearlyexcellenceinitwasliketheirown,andtheyhadgreatpleasureinpraisingit。
“Iwassureshewouldridewell,“saidJulia;“shehasthemakeforit。Herfigureisasneatasherbrother’s。“
“Yes,“addedMaria,“andherspiritsareasgood,andshehasthesameenergyofcharacter。Icannotbutthinkthatgoodhorsemanshiphasagreatdealtodowiththemind。“
WhentheypartedatnightEdmundaskedFannywhethershemeanttoridethenextday。
“No,Idonotknow——notifyouwantthemare,“washeranswer。
“Idonotwantheratallformyself,“saidhe;
“’butwheneveryouarenextinclinedtostayathome,IthinkMissCrawfordwouldbegladtohaveheralongertime——
forawholemorning,inshort。ShehasagreatdesiretogetasfarasMansfieldCommon:Mrs。Granthasbeentellingherofitsfineviews,andIhavenodoubtofherbeingperfectlyequaltoit。Butanymorningwilldoforthis。
Shewouldbeextremelysorrytointerferewithyou。
Itwouldbeverywrongifshedid。_She_ridesonlyforpleasure;_you_forhealth。“
“Ishallnotrideto-morrow,certainly,“saidFanny;
“Ihavebeenoutveryoftenlately,andwouldratherstayathome。YouknowIamstrongenoughnowtowalkverywell。“
Edmundlookedpleased,whichmustbeFanny’scomfort,andtheridetoMansfieldCommontookplacethenextmorning:
thepartyincludedalltheyoungpeoplebutherself,andwasmuchenjoyedatthetime,anddoublyenjoyedagainintheeveningdiscussion。Asuccessfulschemeofthissortgenerallybringsonanother;andthehavingbeentoMansfieldCommondisposedthemallforgoingsomewhereelsethedayafter。Thereweremanyotherviewstobeshewn;andthoughtheweatherwashot,therewereshadylaneswherevertheywantedtogo。
Ayoungpartyisalwaysprovidedwithashadylane。
Fourfinemorningssuccessivelywerespentinthismanner,inshewingtheCrawfordsthecountry,anddoingthehonoursofitsfinestspots。Everythinganswered;
itwasallgaietyandgood-humour,theheatonlysupplyinginconvenienceenoughtobetalkedofwithpleasure——
tillthefourthday,whenthehappinessofoneofthepartywasexceedinglyclouded。MissBertramwastheone。
EdmundandJuliawereinvitedtodineattheParsonage,and_she_wasexcluded。ItwasmeantanddonebyMrs。Grant,withperfectgood-humour,onMr。Rushworth’saccount,whowaspartlyexpectedattheParkthatday;butitwasfeltasaverygrievousinjury,andhergoodmannerswereseverelytaxedtoconcealhervexationandangertillshereachedhome。
AsMr。Rushworthdid_not_come,theinjurywasincreased,andshehadnoteventhereliefofshewingherpoweroverhim;
shecouldonlybesullentohermother,aunt,andcousin,andthrowasgreatagloomaspossibleovertheirdinneranddessert。
BetweentenandelevenEdmundandJuliawalkedintothedrawing-room,freshwiththeeveningair,glowingandcheerful,theveryreverseofwhattheyfoundinthethreeladiessittingthere,forMariawouldscarcelyraisehereyesfromherbook,andLadyBertramwashalf-asleep;andevenMrs。Norris,discomposedbyherniece’sill-humour,andhavingaskedoneortwoquestionsaboutthedinner,whichwerenotimmediatelyattendedto,seemedalmostdeterminedtosaynomore。Forafewminutesthebrotherandsisterweretooeagerintheirpraiseofthenightandtheirremarksonthestars,tothinkbeyondthemselves;
butwhenthefirstpausecame,Edmund,lookingaround,said,“ButwhereisFanny?Isshegonetobed?“
“No,notthatIknowof,“repliedMrs。Norris;“shewashereamomentago。“
Herowngentlevoicespeakingfromtheotherendoftheroom,whichwasaverylongone,toldthemthatshewasonthesofa。Mrs。Norrisbeganscolding。
“Thatisaveryfoolishtrick,Fanny,tobeidlingawayalltheeveninguponasofa。Whycannotyoucomeandsithere,andemployyourselfas_we_do?Ifyouhavenoworkofyourown,Icansupplyyoufromthepoorbasket。
Thereisallthenewcalico,thatwasboughtlastweek,nottouchedyet。IamsureIalmostbrokemybackbycuttingitout。Youshouldlearntothinkofotherpeople;and,takemywordforit,itisashockingtrickforayoungpersontobealwayslollinguponasofa。“
Beforehalfthiswassaid,Fannywasreturnedtoherseatatthetable,andhadtakenupherworkagain;
andJulia,whowasinhighgood-humour,fromthepleasuresoftheday,didherthejusticeofexclaiming,“Imustsay,ma’am,thatFannyisaslittleuponthesofaasanybodyinthehouse。“
“Fanny,“saidEdmund,afterlookingatherattentively,“Iamsureyouhavetheheadache。“
Shecouldnotdenyit,butsaiditwasnotverybad。
“Icanhardlybelieveyou,“hereplied;“Iknowyourlookstoowell。Howlonghaveyouhadit?“
“Sincealittlebeforedinner。Itisnothingbuttheheat。“
“Didyougooutintheheat?“
“Goout!tobesureshedid,“saidMrs。Norris:
“wouldyouhaveherstaywithinsuchafinedayasthis?
Werenotwe_all_out?Evenyourmotherwasoutto-dayforaboveanhour。“
“Yes,indeed,Edmund,“addedherladyship,whohadbeenthoroughlyawakenedbyMrs。Norris’ssharpreprimandtoFanny;“Iwasoutaboveanhour。Isatthree-quartersofanhourintheflower-garden,whileFannycuttheroses;
andverypleasantitwas,Iassureyou,butveryhot。
Itwasshadyenoughinthealcove,butIdeclareIquitedreadedthecominghomeagain。“
“Fannyhasbeencuttingroses,hasshe?“
“Yes,andIamafraidtheywillbethelastthisyear。
Poorthing!_She_foundithotenough;buttheyweresofull-blownthatonecouldnotwait。“
“Therewasnohelpforit,certainly,“rejoinedMrs。Norris,inarathersoftenedvoice;“butIquestionwhetherherheadachemightnotbecaught_then_,sister。Thereisnothingsolikelytogiveitasstandingandstoopinginahotsun;butIdaresayitwillbewellto-morrow。
Supposeyouletherhaveyouraromaticvinegar;Ialwaysforgettohaveminefilled。“